There is a kind of love that is insincere

The next day I went back to school to get the report card, and I was slightly relieved when I saw that my grades were not too bad.I didn't like studying very much before, and I thought it was okay to fail in exams, but not now, I can't be looked down upon by him.Thinking of the look in his eyes, my heart still hurts, when can I not feel pain for him?

I took the report card and wrote down the start time, and my deskmate came over and said, Yuan Yi, you did well in the exam this time, unlike me, you failed two courses.

I smiled and said nothing.

He looked out of the window, and said to me mysteriously, "I saw Yu Yueshui and a woman downstairs in front of me, and that woman is quite beautiful."

I froze and looked at him, "Why are you telling me this?"

He smiled, seemingly unintentionally, "I thought you cared about him."

I was silent, he changed the subject again, and said softly, "Yuan Yi, last time Zhuo Luoyin accepted my love letter, but why hasn't he replied to me now?"

"Maybe he's too busy."

"How do you know he's too busy?"

I looked at him and said, "I think so, I'm not sure either."

He cupped his face, "Do you think I should ask Zhuo Luoyin? But I'm afraid he will reject me!"

I put down my pen, "If you want to know the answer, go, otherwise it's not good to be confused."

He probably felt that what I said was quite right, so he stood up and said to me, "Then I'll go." Confidence filled his eyes.

I watched him leave and looked out of the window, but I didn't find that figure. Could it be that my deskmate saw it wrong?

I frowned, packed my schoolbag and went downstairs, whether it was true or not, I had to go and see for myself to find out.

On the side building of the teaching building, I found Yu Yueshui. He was indeed talking to a woman, but I saw that woman's attire, and I felt that she was the mother Yu Yueshui had mentioned last time.They seemed to be arguing about something, the woman raised her hand and hit Yu Yueshui, but Yu Yueshui stood aside unmoved, just looked at each other.

I wanted to get closer to them, but just as I took a step, I was pulled back by the person behind me, fell into his arms, and met a pair of indifferent eyes.

I was startled, didn't speak, and couldn't help being afraid, but why should I be afraid?

Zhuo Luoyin grabbed my hand and asked me, "Where do you want to go?"

I heard his voice, my scalp was numb, I tilted my head and said, "Outside."

"Where is it outside?"

I hesitated, and said slowly, "Toilet."

"Is there no toilet on your floor?"

I whispered, "It's full."

"What about the second floor?"

Zhuo Luoyin is so aggressive, I don't know how to deal with him, he seems to hold back and not lose his temper with me, is he angry?mad at me?

I tugged at the corner of his clothes, "I, did I make you angry?"

"No." After he said that, his brows were still frowning, and his dark eyes were staring at me, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't look like it.Then he dragged me upstairs without saying a word, which made me uncomfortable, and he pulled me very hard.

On the fourth floor, there was no one in the classroom of the third year of high school, so he let go of me.

He turned his back to me, "Who do you want to meet up front?"

"I really need to go to the bathroom."

He didn't speak, I think he probably guessed something.

I lowered my head and said softly, "Luo Yin, do you trust me?"

He turned and looked at me with sharp eyes, but responded, "Okay, I believe you."

My heart slowly fell, but it hurt again because I lied.

He hugged me, "I thought you were going to find Yue Shui." He smiled again, "How can I think about you and Yue Shui?"

He took my shoulder and asked with a smile, "Yuan Yi, you like me, right? You only liked me, right?"

I stared blankly at him, speechless.

I'm sorry, Zhuo Luoyin.I'm sorry I lied to you.I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

I closed my eyes, "Of course, the person I like is you."

"Then you don't care about Yue Shui's affairs, and don't get in touch with him too much, okay?"

He smiled at me, but the smile seemed to warn me, revealing his unhappiness deep down.

I nodded.

Seeing this, Zhuo Luoyin's anger slowly subsided, but is he vomiting with himself?Maybe the other party really just wanted to go to the bathroom, but he thought wrong, maybe he cared too much about the other party and started to get nervous.

"Yuan Yi, I'm in a bad mood today, I didn't scare you." Zhuo Luoyin asked softly with her arms around me.

"It's okay," I thought for a while and said, "You don't fail the exam, do you?"

"No, it's just a little annoying."

He didn't want to tell the other party that his current mood was because of his jealousy, and he didn't even know what he was jealous of?

I patted him on the back from behind, thinking that this should comfort him, but I had my own thoughts.

He felt the other person's movements and hugged him tighter, so that he could feel at ease, and he could feel the other person's heart close to his side.He was afraid of guessing, it was a distrust of the other party and a denial of his own feelings.

"Luo Yin, is something happening at your house?"

He pinched my nose and said with a smile, "Don't think about it."

"Then why are you upset? You can't be upset for no reason, right?"

Zhuo Luoyin let me go, he looked at me with helplessness, "You will take the initiative to kiss me more in the future, I won't be upset."

I didn't make a sound, he bowed his head and kissed me, very focused, but I still couldn't respond to him.

When he let go of me, I raised my foot and kissed him on the cheek, then lowered my head and said, "Is that all right?"

The smile in Zhuo Luoyin's eyes melted, and the bad mood disappeared temporarily.As long as the other party stays by his side and doesn't think about other people in front of him, he will actually feel at ease.

As for the previous matter, he didn't want to think about it anymore. No matter what kind of feelings the other party had for Yu Yueshui, he would not let the other party get in touch with Yu Yueshui more. Leave a place for someone other than him.

Love is selfish, and his love is also selfish.

"By the way, Luo Yin, look at my grades." I held up the transcript from my bag in front of him, with a smile on my face that I thought I was satisfied with, but in essence, I was still pretending.

Zhuo Luoyin scanned the scores on the report card, although they all passed, but to be honest, they were still a bit short.

But he will not force the other party to do well in the exam. He knows that the other party should have worked hard if he can pass the test. Is he working hard for him?

He patted my head, "Well, I did well in the exam."

Hearing Zhuo Luoyin praise me, I was not happy, but even more uncomfortable, but on the surface I still smiled, "What about you? How did you do in the exam? You should be the first in the class, right?"

He nodded and responded lightly.

Thinking about Zhuo Luoyin doing well in the exam, what about Yu Yueshui?Did he do well in the exam?I know grades can't measure everything, but in school, if you study well, you will be regarded as a role model by everyone, but everyone only pays attention to Zhuo Luoyin, but not him, so I have the mentality of rejecting Zhuo Luoyin .

"How did you do so well in the exam? Teach me too? Or tell me about the secrets you learned, so that I might be able to take my studies to the next level."

"Just read more books."

"This is so simple?" I don't believe it, I think I have read so many books, but I haven't got a grade yet?

.Learning is to learn more and understand more. " Zhuo Luoyin said, looking at the other person's expression, he felt that what he said earlier was correct.

He didn't want to say this at first, but he was afraid of hurting the other party. He knew that the other party's brain was not very smart. If he asked him to speak out, wouldn't it hurt the other party's self-esteem?

"But why didn't I pass the exam once after reading so many books?"

Zhuo Luoyin smiled lightly, "Maybe it's because you didn't perform well in the exam."

"Well, then I think I have to work harder."

"Don't worry, I will help you make up your grades this summer vacation." He had promised the other mother about this matter, so he had to complete it.Although it was a fabricated lie at that time, it still had to be implemented.

I was surprised, "Huh? You really help me with my lessons?" I thought Zhuo Luoyin was just talking to fool my mother, but I didn't expect that he really planned it.

"Otherwise?" Zhuo Luoyin tapped my head lightly, looking at me with gentle eyes.

"Aren't we going out to play?"

"Do you have any plans?" The summer vacation is not long, and he has to go to class two weeks earlier than the other party, but if the other party really wants to go out with him, he will think about going to class a few days later.

I shook my head, "No, I'll just stay at your house." So, can I see him?And God, can you give me a good life?

When I entered the class, my classmates were standing by the window, everyone in the class had already left, and the classroom was empty.He didn't walk towards me with a playful smile like before, but stared at me with hatred in his eyes.

I think he knows that I'm dating Zhuo Luoyin, and it's good for him to know, lest I tell him personally.

I took a step forward, and just yelled "Shangxie", but was interrupted by him.

"Bai Yuanyi, stop pretending to be a good person, you've already dated Zhuo Luoyin, haven't you!"

I couldn't deny it and nodded.

The corners of his eyes were red, "You have been encouraging me to confess to Zhuo Luoyin before, did you just want to see me laugh!"

"No, I didn't mean that," I panicked, wanting to explain, what can I explain?

Because everything is a fact and cannot be explained at all.

"Shangxie, I never thought of watching you laugh, I just..."

Just have my own reasons, and this reason is my secret.I couldn't say that, after all, the following words reflect my heart, I can't say it out, let alone express it to people other than Yu Yueshui.

"Just what?" He smiled, "You don't want to say that you are afraid of my distress, so you pretend that you don't know anything? Is that why you see me foolishly liking Zhuo Luoyin?"

I wanted to nod in response, but his eyes were full of hatred for me, exactly the same as when Yu Yueshui looked at me.But why?Why do they all like Zhuo Luoyin?Why do you all hate me?Is it because I'm with Zhuo Luoyin?

"Shangxie, I really never thought of competing with you for your beauty."

He sneered, "You didn't fight? How could Zhuo Luoyin date you if you didn't fight! How could Zhuo Luoyin like you if you didn't fight!"

"He likes me and I don't care!"

"Bai Yuanyi, if you don't hook up with Zhuo Luoyin, how could he fall in love with someone like you!"

I looked at him in a daze, feeling chilling, and then a burst of anger burst out from the bottom of my heart, and the guilt I had originally disappeared.

"A person like me?" I whispered, then smiled, "What kind of person do you think I am?"

"Do you know how hypocritical you are when you say that! How disgusting!"

My tablemate was not as innocent as I thought, he was vicious towards me because of his beauty.

"Yeah, I'm hypocritical and shameless, but he still likes me, not you!"

When he was angry, he was stepped on by me and hurt, and he swung his fist towards me, and I received this punch head-on, I didn't expect him to be very painful when he usually hits people weakly.

I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth and just smiled.

"why are you laughing?"

"Laughing at you, you are actually more ridiculous than me," then I raised the corner of my mouth, "Even if Zhuo Luoyin is not with me, he will not be with you, he will never look down on you!"

He was in a trance, and I turned around, not wanting to tangle with him.

It's just that I didn't take a few steps, and he suddenly shouted behind me, "Bai Yuanyi, do you think you are a good guy!"

I stopped and turned to look at him, "Yes, I'm not a good guy, but you see, even if I'm not a good guy, there are people who like me, and what about you? Waiting stupidly, can he fall in love with you?"

I smiled, "Shangxie, not everyone is as scheming as you think, and I will never use my scheming on useless people! You should stop fantasizing!"

"Then you admit that you went to seduce Zhuo Luoyin!"

I turned my back to him and said, "You can think whatever you want, but I just want to say that I never laughed at your feelings for Zhuo Luoyin after dating him, and I never thought it was a joke for you to confess to him. You have to belittle yourself, and don't involve me."

He was probably angry with me, or he had nothing to say, so he didn't make a sound.

I left and went downstairs, but I saw Yu Yueshui who just came upstairs, his five fingerprints were still on his cheek, but his expression was indifferent, with a mocking smile on his face, obviously he heard my conversation with Xiao Shangxie.

I bowed my head and walked away quickly, I didn't want to recall his look and smile again, otherwise my heart would hurt again.