There is a kind of love that is insincere

Zhuo Luoyin still didn't contact me the next day, and I didn't take the initiative to contact him, but Zhuo Luoyin didn't call me, he was in a hurry, feeling inexplicable panic.Does he care about me that much?Do you just give up your love for me so easily?

When I was free, I took out my phone to check, but there was no call.Lan Shi Ning saw my behavior and felt very uncomfortable. He didn't even continue to paint.

I looked back at him, "I want to go back and take a look." I said this to him, as if I had made a decision.

He put down his paintbrush and said to me, "I'll accompany you."

I shook my head, "No, I want to go back by myself."

.Is he at home?Where are you going to continue waiting for him to come back? "A look of unnaturalness flashed in his eyes, and he squeezed his hands secretly.

I hesitated but nodded, wanting to see Zhuo Luoyin because we haven't broken up yet.

"Then you go..." He couldn't stop the other party, and he had no position to prevent the other party from going back. He and the other party were just friends.

I took my phone, went to the door, and turned to look at him again, "I'm leaving."

He nodded, and I saw nothing unusual on his face, he opened the door and left, maybe I was thinking too much, he probably didn't want me to leave, I was narcissistic, how could I think Lan Shining liked me? ?He and I are just friends!

I ran to the station to wait for the train, and this time I was very patient.I don't want to guess whether Zhuo Luoyin is at home, but I must go back and take a look, so that I can have a clear answer in my heart.

The sun outside is very poisonous, trying to dry out the moisture in my body. When I get in the car, the car is also stuffy. Fortunately, there are not many people in the car during the holidays, and there is not much smell in the car.I found a seat and sat down with my head against the window.I've never been sad, and I've been sad because I've been in my heart. After being with Zhuo Luoyin, I'm more sad. Sometimes I can't breathe. Love... makes me feel so tired.

Yu Yueshui, why do you think I fell in love with you?

The car drove to the terminal, and I got out of the car, but I didn't rush to the villa.Because the voice in my heart told me not to go, and told me to go back to find Lan Shining, but I didn't see Zhuo Luoyin, so I didn't give up.This time I want to make it clear to him, I want to tell him that I am not trying to lie to him, but to pray that he can forgive me.I don't love him so we both have to end this soon so I can be bold enough to love the one I love.

I came to the front of the villa, saw the sports car parked inside, and knew he was at home. I felt that there was something I should understand for a moment. He came back early, but he didn't have a consultant. Where did I go?He didn't give me a call either?He also hinted that I want to break up with him?

My heart hurts, not because of him, but suddenly and unexpectedly.I clutched my chest, but the cramps didn't go away.I had the key to the villa, so I opened the door and went in, but after walking a few steps, my heart ached several times.

This distance of less than a few meters is very long for me, but I don't know where the problem is with my body, I should go to the hospital for a heart check after explaining it clearly to Zhuo Luoyin.Entering the room, I saw beer cans scattered on the coffee table, and a mobile phone on it, I knew it was not Zhuo Luoyin's mobile phone, but Yu Yueshui's, have they been together these few days?

No way!

I looked upstairs, and a string in my mind was tensed. I walked up and upstairs in a low voice, comforting myself over and over again. They feel sad for a while.

This is probably the answer I'm looking for, but why is this happening?Why!I want to cry, but no tears come out. Is this a dream?

It's a dream.

Who can tell me, this is a dream.

After Zhuo Luoyin was hungover and had a terrible headache, she opened her eyes and looked at me in a daze.But his eyes were dull, and I came without realizing it. I only felt that the person standing not far away was very familiar.

He took a closer look, and it was indeed the other party.

He stared at me, his expression changed.The other party finally came to him, did he come to break up with him?

When Zhuo Luoyin stood up, Yu Yueshui who was beside her was also woken up, she looked at Zhuo Luoyin suspiciously, and when she saw me again, a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

The oppressive atmosphere spread rapidly, Zhuo Luoyin and I looked at each other, I felt that he was so strange, and even more strange was Yu Yueshui.

He alienated, what are you doing here? "He didn't want to have such a tone, but he couldn't hold back some restlessness in his heart.

I stared at him and Yu Yueshui motionlessly, and then looked at Yu Yueshui's eyes, and felt like a clown.It turned out that in the game of love, I played the loser.

I smiled, "Return your key card."

Zhuo Luoyin frowned, did the other party come to break up with him?Came here just for this?The anger he had suppressed for a few days was on the verge of breaking out today.

Zhuo Luoyin clenched her fists, her voice was cold, "Bai Yuanyi! How could you come to my house so calmly!"

I think he should ask himself this question?What do you mean I am calm?

"Sleeping with him, you say I'm calm? What about you!" I felt cold, and I didn't want to guess whether he had a relationship with Yu Yueshui, because the facts were already there.

It's just, Yu Yueshui, is this really the case?

Zhuo Luoyin was stunned for a moment, the anger in his heart could not be hidden, he looked at me, and said sarcastically, "What about you and that man! Didn't you sleep with him these days! You don't accept me but accept other men , don't you think you are ridiculous!"

I thought for a moment, did he know about Lan Shining?But how could he think of me like that, am I that unbearable person in his eyes?Doesn't Yu Yueshui think of me the same way?

"Do you believe he and I are just friends?" I asked him, waiting for his answer.

Yu Yueshui spoke out at this moment, and said coldly, "Are you still going to lie to Luo Yin?" When he said that, the mockery on his face was obvious.

I opened my mouth and wanted to justify, but why should I justify?The ones who should defend me are the two of them!

"I didn't lie."

My words made Zhuo Luoyin frown, and he smiled coldly at me, "Isn't that man's cell phone yours? You said you lost it, but it's in his hands, how do you justify it? Tell me! What do you want?" Explain to me!"

I looked at him silently and didn't speak.I know that he has investigated Lan Shining, I am afraid that what I say now, he will think that I am lying.

Zhuo Luoyin saw that I was silent, and the frost in his eyes got worse.He was very angry, angry at the other party's attitude.

"You can't explain it! Look, when I bought you a mobile phone, I thought I was very easy to deceive! Did you feel any guilt when you deceived me!" He hated being deceived the most, and he tolerated each other again and again, The other party's reward for him is betrayal.

"I didn't mean to..." was all I could say.

Zhuo Luoyin felt heartbroken when he heard this, the other party is still lying to him, he didn't see the other party's heart clearly before, and he doesn't now, probably he is nothing in the other party's heart.

He sneered, "Not on purpose? Not on purpose this time, what about last time? Didn't you lie to me when I asked where you were going? You lied to me again and again, do you think I will believe you again this time? You!"

He looked at me coldly and so strangely, and the only expectation I had for him was gone. After all, he gave me a sentence in my heart, and I couldn't explain the things I took into account when I lied to him.

In that case, let's end it.So distrustful, just let it go.

I smiled bitterly and said, "Let's break up, Luo Yin."

Zhuo Luoyin was slightly taken aback, the anger in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, she had never wanted to kill the other party for such a moment.

"What? You can't wait to be with him so much?"

I bowed my head and said, "Yes." I didn't want to continue talking to Zhuo Luoyin anymore, I was afraid that I would not be able to help but cry, that would make me look too cowardly.

"Bai Yuanyi! Why are you so shameless!" Zhuo Luo could only say this angrily, the other party made him love so deeply and hurt him so deeply.

I raised a smile, and said along the way, "Yeah, did you know?" Then I looked at him calmly, even though I was so calm, I felt that I was abnormal.

He yelled, "Get out!"

His shrill voice echoed across the room, and I turned and went downstairs without looking at them.The moment I recited it, my tears flowed down without disappointment.

I wiped my tears, put the key card on the coffee table, and went out.

The sun outside made my eyes dazzled, I felt so cold and wanted to go home.

I shouldn't be here.

The silence in the room did not dissipate after the person left, Yu Yueshui looked at Zhuo Luoyin's dazed eyes, and knew that Zhuo Luoyin must have regretted it, but he also knew that Zhuo Luoyin's self-esteem was very strong, and he would never bow his head Go find that person.

At that time, maybe he should defend Zhuo Luoyin, after all, he and Zhuo Luoyin had nothing to do, but since the other party misunderstood, Zhuo Luoyin didn't explain, so he just let it go.But seeing Zhuo Luoyin like this now, he feels uncomfortable.

"Luo Yin, Bai Yuanyi shouldn't have walked too far." He thought for a while, and then said.

Zhuo Luoyin turned her head to glance at him, said after a silence, "I can't go back with him anymore."

Yu Yueshui was silent, and then asked, "Do you believe that he is with that man?"

He heard the conversation between Zhuo Luoyin and the other party earlier, so he probably knew the ins and outs of the matter, but he could only say that a man's jealousy is too difficult to get rid of.

Zhuo Luoyin shook his head and said, "I don't know, it's just that my mother told me that he was living with a man that day, I went downstairs to wait for the man's room all night and didn't see him come out. Zhuo Luo Yin thought of that day very much. bother.

"Are you sure what your mother said is true?" Did he know that Li Liyi was cruel, and it should be easy for Zhuo Luoyin to break up with that person.

"At least my mother won't lie to me."

Yu Yueshui was taken aback for a moment, and felt that Zhuo Luoyin didn't really care about whether that person had a relationship with that man, but cared about the fact that the other party lied to him.Probably the more you love, the more you can't stand being cheated.

"Then you want to break up with him? Can you do it?"

Hearing Yu Yueshui say this, Zhuo Luoyin felt very uncomfortable. When the other party told him to break up, he really wanted to take the other party to die, and it was best for him to kill the other party first.

He said bitterly, "Didn't you ask this knowingly?" The pain in his eyes was clearly revealed, making Yu Yueshui uncomfortable.

Zhuo Luoyin was reluctant to part with that person, if he didn't care about the other party, he would definitely say goodbye to the other party first, why would he wait for the other party to speak first.

Seeing Zhuo Luoyin's painful appearance, Yu Yueshui thought, he should have killed that person at that time, but if he killed him, Zhuo Luoyin would definitely not forgive him, and that person would let him His heart hurts.

"Then what are you going to do?"

Zhuo Luoyin pressed her head, "I don't know, I need to be quiet." Now when he thinks about Bai Yuanyi, his head hurts, he really wants to bring him back and put him in a cage so that he can't escape for the rest of his life Open his eyes, but unfortunately he can't do it, he has to think about it, and he must think about it.

"Then?"

Zhuo Luoyin didn't speak.

Yu Yueshui knew Zhuo Luoyin well, even after she felt that Zhuo Luoyin had calmed down, she would definitely not be able to control her emotions when she saw that person, as Zhuo Luoyin cared so much about him, she would go to extremes.

"Are you sure you can face it calmly after seeing him with that man? Are you sure you won't have the urge to kill them both?"

"What do you think I can do?" He has been depressed for the past few days because of that person, and he couldn't calm down when he faced the matter of that person.

"Tell him clearly. I don't think he wants to break up with you. He probably misunderstood us."

Yu Yueshui never thought that one day he would help Zhuo Luoyin adjust his feelings, who will adjust his feelings?

"It's not just a misunderstanding between me and him."

Yu Yueshui was also surprised, "What else?"

Zhuo Luoyin looked at Yu Yueshui, suspicious and full of suspicion, but he said, "I don't know, I feel like I can't get into his heart at all, every time I want to get close to him, he always pushes me away Far away, doesn't he regard me as his lover at all? Instead, it makes me feel like he and I are like brothers and sisters. "

Yu Yueshui couldn't say anything, "Are you planning to spend time with him?"

Zhuo Luoyin nodded.

Yu Yueshui frowned, "But what about your mother?"

Zhuo Luoyin rubbed her head, because his head hurts, and said, "It depends on the situation."

When Yu Yueshui heard it, she always had a bad premonition, Zhuo Luoyin's mother would definitely not stand idly by, when the time comes, how far will Zhuo Luoyin and the other party go?You die or die?And what is he doing in it?

It was still sunny at first, but in a blink of an eye the outside was covered with dark clouds, Lan Shining looked at the changed sky, took an umbrella and went out.He was a little worried, he should have gone with the other party, but when he went, there was nothing anyone else could do.

When he ran to the station, the rain had already started to fall. From the beginning of the drizzle to the downpour, he didn't see the man come back.He called the other party, but no one answered. He thought that the other party just didn't hear the phone ringing, but he called for half an hour and there was no one. He started to get anxious

After he got in the car, his heart became uneasy. After sitting for a few stops, he suddenly saw the familiar person in the rain, and quickly shouted to the driver, "Stop! Stop the car!"

People around him looked at him strangely, but he still squeezed out of the car and rushed into the rain without even opening his umbrella.He came in front of the other party, held up an umbrella for the other party, and said nothing.

There was no rain to continue to beat me, and I came back to my senses, seeing Lan Shining in front of me, tears rolling down like a flood.

He hugged me into his arms, he thought he didn't need to ask, he also knew what happened to the other party.I leaned on him and cried, I really wanted to cry my tears dry, but I felt that the tears were endless.

Passers-by looked in our direction, some had a quick glance, some guessed, and we seemed to be standing still in the rain.

Let time stand still.All the sadness and tears are covered up in this moment, as a secret, buried forever.

When Lan Shining took me home, he realized that I had developed a high fever, and hurriedly sent me to the hospital, but found that he didn't bring his wallet, so he hurried back to get it. He also had a fever, but he still kept watch. by my side.

The nurse came to change the IV for the comatose teenager, and seeing Lan Shining keeping watch over him, she couldn't help but praise, "You are such a good brother."

Lan Shining was taken aback, then smiled at the nurse, "Yes."

He also hopes that the young man is his younger brother, so that he can take good care of him, protect him well, and keep him from being bullied by others, of course if he is capable.

The nurse went out, and the door opened again after a while, Lan Shining didn't pay attention, the high-heeled shoes stepped beside him, and a strange voice sounded, "This child is really pitiful."

Lan Shining frowned, turned her head to look, and saw a woman in a gorgeous dress standing next to her, who was the one who talked to the boy in the corridor last time.

"you are?"

"I'm Li Liyi."

She stretched out her hand to Lan Shining. After he hesitated, he held those beautiful hands, feeling a little annoyed. He felt that it was not easy for Li Liyi to come here.

He looked at the boy on the hospital bed, "Are you okay?"

Li Liyi smiled, "I want to talk to you, can I?"

Knowing that there was a knife hidden in this smile, Lan Shining said, "I don't know you, what do you want to talk to me about?" He said, not looking at Li Liyi, but at the sleeping teenager.

For example, your art exam, such as recommending you to the Academy of Fine Arts.

Li Liyi's words made Lan Shining turn his head. He looked at Li Liyi and finally said, "Let's go out and talk."

Li Liyi nodded, "Okay." She smiled lightly, but showed success.

If she wants to use this Lan Shining's hand to break up the boy and her son, she only needs to add some power.Going to the corridor outside, there are no doctors and nurses passing by, and it is quiet.

Lan Shining doesn't beat around the bush.Say what you want to say. "

Li Liyi said, "You are a smart person. I believe you have the ability to make Bai Yuanyi break up with my son. If you succeed, I will send you to the school you want to take."

Lan Shining asked calmly, "Do you think I will agree?"

Li Liyi smiled and said, "You will. I know you wanted to pass the CAFA exam, but you didn't pass because you didn't have connections. I can help you, as long as you agree to my request." She believes that people are selfish Yes, and this Lan Shining and that boy have only known each other for a short time, so they shouldn't be particularly loyal, so they can be easily bribed.

He was silent, and Li Liyi continued, "That child is quite lovable, but he just doesn't know himself. If something happened to him that day, do you think he asked for it?"

This is Li Liyi's warning, Lan Shining frowned, "What do you mean?"

Li Liyi smiled and said, "You said that if a person died in this place, would it attract other people's attention?"

Lan Shining's face turned pale. It's not that he couldn't understand Li Liyi's meaning, but why did he find him?He didn't want to hurt that man!

.You do this and your son will hate you when he finds out. "

Li Liyi said, "This kind of thing is not your responsibility, you just need to say whether you agree or not."

Lan Shining couldn't destroy that person, but he was also afraid that Li Liyi would hurt him. If the other person disappeared one day, he would be in pain.

"it is good."

He thought that in the future, that person would hate him when he knew that the deal he made with Li Liyi was not considered a deal.

Li Liyi listened to Lan Shining's agreement, and said with a smile, "After you finish, I can give you another 50."

Lan Shining shook her head, "You think highly of me."

That person was his only friend, a person he cared about so much, how could he be measured by money, but he didn't expect that he would hurt him!He suddenly felt that he was more ridiculous and sad than the woman in front of him!

"Lan Shining, you have to do what you promised, otherwise I will be ruthless, and the child's life will be extremely miserable in the future."

Lan Shining compromised and responded slowly, but revealed his pain, and he will be an executioner.

Li Liyi looked at Lan Shining, took out a postcard from her bag and handed it to him, "You can come to me after it's done."

Lan Shining didn't even look at the postcard, she put it in her pocket, not wanting to talk to Li Liyi, "I'll go in if you have nothing to do."

He didn't wait for Li Liyi to react, opened the door of the ward, and before going in, he stopped for a while, suddenly tilted his head and smiled at Li Liyi, and said sarcastically, "Actually, you have spent so much trouble, why don't you think about your son?" work, but he is pestering Yuan Yi, not Yuan Yi pestering him."

After that, he closed the door, and the corridor was quiet again.Li Liyi stared at the door of the ward with sternness in her eyes, and left on her high heels.

Lan Shining heard the sound of footsteps fading away outside the door, and finally came to the juvenile's hospital bed.He held the other party's cold hand, with a difficult smile on his face, "I've been independent until now, and I know what to do and what not to do, and I will regret what I do, and I won't regret what I do, but This time, I know that what I am going to do is wrong but I still want to continue doing it, what can I do?"

.Yuan Yi, I was very tempted when she said it earlier, and I also know that if I promise her, I will definitely not be friends with you, I don’t want you to hate me, I really don’t want to, so you will forgive me, right? ?Even if I don't like your attention being on Zhuo Luoyin, I still want you to be happy, but I will eventually destroy your happiness. "

After a moment of silence in the ward, the voice continued to sound again, "If I can't be the only one in your life, then the only thing I can do is to protect you silently."