Your mother forced you to have a blind date with a man, what should you do?

When Zhang Yang saw Mama Zhang, Mama Zhang was sitting on the bed, looking out of the window, expressionless, but she was not angry at all.

Zhang Yang looked at the appearance of Zhang's mother in front of him, and suddenly remembered Zhang's mother's appearance when she was sick and hospitalized last time.

It was a long time after Zhang Yang came out of the closet. Zhang Yang was given a spell by Zhang's mother for a month, and after he was almost raised in the hospital, he was discharged from the hospital. At that time, Zhang Yang was disheartened by his mother and didn't go home at all. .

So he didn't contact his mother, so when Zhang's mother was hospitalized, Zhang Yang didn't know anything about it.

At that time, his friends who accompanied Mama Zhang knew that Mama Zhang's illness was caused by Zhang Yang, so naturally they would not contact Zhang Yang.

In this way, when Zhang Yang knew about this, Mama Zhang's illness had improved a lot. At that time, it was almost the same as now. look.

At that time, Mother Zhang was sitting by the bed like this, staring blankly at a pair of grandparents and grandchildren on the next bed.

The old woman may have some dementia, she was dazed, and she stretched out her hand to grab an apple. Seeing that the boy couldn't get it out, he didn't bother her, but just fed the food in his hand to the old woman's mouth little by little.

Fortunately, the old lady had something in her hand, so she didn't make any noise, and ate her meal obediently.

At that time, Zhang's mother looked at the old woman and didn't draw her thoughts to herself. She didn't think about what would happen to her when she got old. Instead, she began to think about Zhang Yang when she was young.

When Zhang Yang was young, he was very well-behaved, he didn't cry or make trouble, which saved Zhang's mother a lot of worry.

It's worry-free, but in fact, Zhang's mother has never liked children very much, and she can't even arouse her liking for the children she gave birth to.

Not long after the child was born, Zhang’s mother divorced. Zhang’s older brothers and sisters insisted on snatching the child. They thought that Zhang’s mother would have a dream after having a child, and her life might be better. In fact, the trouble was the worst. When she was in bed, Zhang's mother wanted to tell them that she didn't want this child, but she still didn't say anything after seeing the family's insistence on the child.

Of course, no matter how much they love each other, the child can only be raised by Zhang's mother alone.

When Zhang’s mother first started, she didn’t know how to treat this child. When the child was young, she could only cry, but Zhang’s mother never hugged Zhang Yang. She just put it aside and checked the milk powder and diapers one by one. , If you find him hungry, give him food, and if you find him peeing, change the diaper.

So until Zhang Yanghui left, Zhang Yang just stayed on a big bed and couldn't go anywhere.

When Zhang Yang was learning to walk, Zhang's mother didn't have time to take care of him, but she was also worried that Zhang Yang would fall, so she moved everything out of the master bedroom except for a big bed, put a thin quilt on the floor, and put Order toys, throw down a little milk powder and go straight to work.

On Saturdays and Sundays, when I’m not at work, I sometimes teach Zhang Yang how to walk and talk while packing up the things at home. Sometimes I go directly to relatives’ houses, and when I go to other people’s houses, I usually just sleep on the bed and leave Zhang Yang to others. of.

Zhang Yang grew up in this kind of environment, and Zhang's mother never felt that there was anything wrong. He always felt that his child was very worry-free, but it was Zhang's mother who was relatively slow.

For Zhang's mother, she grew up as a mother when Zhang Yang was in junior high school.

When Zhang Yang was in junior high school, the social atmosphere was relatively open.

What kind of magazines and novels are all popular.

This kind of thing is naturally very attractive to students who are about to move around in adolescence.

If someone got such a hot book, the whole shift would naturally take turns to read it.

Although Zhang Yang was not outstanding at that time, he was still full of curiosity like a child.

With this kind of thing, Zhang Yang naturally wouldn't let it go, so one day, Zhang Yang took this thing home.It was the weekend.

Zhang Yang opened the things under the bed on Friday night, took a big flashlight, and watched secretly under the bed.

At that time, most of the sex magazines that children could get were just pictures of swimsuits and the like.

The rough printing, the wrinkled footer, and the glaring white light, it is conceivable that they did not arouse Zhang Yang's interest. Zhang Yang casually stuffed the things under the bed and turned his head to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, the sky was already bright.

Zhang Yang, who was sleepy, naturally couldn't remember the meaningless book he read last night. After being knocked on the door by Zhang's mother, she woke up yelling, and then hurriedly drove Zhang Yang out of the house to his aunt's house. .

Ms. Zhang was at home alone preparing to pack her things, and she was almost done packing outside. When she packed them into Zhang Yang's house, she immediately saw this book.

Mother Zhang's first thought after reading this book was not anger or shyness, but a little bewilderment.

As a first-time mother, Zhang's mother didn't know how to deal with her child's feelings.

Whether to support and be frank and honest, or to scold him with evidence.

Mama Zhang thought about it for a long time.Still haven't figured out what to do.

In the end, he silently put the things back under Zhang Yang's bed, pretending that he didn't read the book.

After Zhang Yang went home and lay on the bed at night, the hard magazines under his body made him feel a little uncomfortable. Zhang Yang took out his things, and when he looked at them, he broke out in a cold sweat.

Mama Zhang sometimes helps Zhang Yang clean up the room. I don't know if Mama Zhang has seen this thing.

Thinking of this, Zhang Yang hastily stuffed the things under the bed.

Searched in his house.

Zhang's mother has a characteristic when packing things. She likes to put everything in drawers or cabinets to ensure that there is nothing on the table.

Zhang Yang looked around and saw that Zhang Yang's homework that he casually spread on the table yesterday hadn't been collected by Zhang's mother, and Zhang's mother hadn't washed the clothes that Zhang Yang had thrown casually, and finally believed that Zhang's mother hadn't tidied up her room .

Thinking of this made her feel much more relieved. The next morning, Zhang's mother woke Zhang Yang up, and when tidying up his room, Zhang Yang drove Zhang's mother out on the pretext of changing clothes, and stuffed all the things he shouldn't have into his schoolbag. In the middle of the day, he pretended to go to a classmate's house to do homework, and escaped directly.

It is conceivable that when Zhang's mother was packing things at home today, she didn't find anything that showed that Zhang Yang had grown up.

Zhang's mother just pretended not to see it, but after this incident passed, Zhang's mother suddenly began to pay more and more attention to Zhang Yang.

Zhang's mother suddenly realized that she might be an incompetent mother, so she began to make up for it.

Ask about Zhang Yang's homework, ask him if he has a girlfriend, but Zhang's mother is not a good talker, and every time she takes the initiative to chat with Zhang Yang, she will suddenly say a few words that make the two of them feel uncomfortable.

Zhang's mother is indeed not very good at being a parent.

Even so, Zhang's mother was determined to show her concern for Zhang Yang.

But this kind of concern aroused Zhang Yang's resentment, yes, because Zhang's mother was indifferent to her, Zhang Yang hoped that Zhang's mother would pay more attention to him, but this attention only existed in Zhang Yang's imagination, the children Hope's parents' concern is nothing more than similar, play with yourself, protect yourself when you are in danger, give yourself gifts on your birthday, and give yourself a lot of delicious food.

If Zhang Yang is still a first-grade kid at this time, maybe he still likes to talk about his schooling in front of Zhang's mother.

But at this time, Zhang Yang has just entered puberty, which is the time of rebellion. Of course, he looks like Zhang Yang's personality. Even in puberty, Zhang Yang's attitude is just a perfunctory answer to Zhang's mother's words.

Of course, Zhang Yang's feeling of entering the rebellious period is just what Zhang's mother feels.

In fact, Zhang Yang at this time has been in a feeling of anxiety. After all, even if Zhang Yang put the things back, he always suspected that the things were discovered by Zhang Mama. He carefully observed Zhang Mama every day, but Zhang Mama asked him what he said. Sometimes, he was afraid that Zhang's mother would find out that he was strange, so he had to pretend that he didn't want to talk to Zhang's mother.

Zhang Yang was taught this trick by his classmate. He said that every time his mother found out that he had done something wrong.Basically, they don't take the initiative to say it, but say something else on the sidelines, and then wait until Taizi misses the point.He was teaching himself a lesson.

Zhang Yang was still young at that time, so naturally he didn't know that every Mu Qing was different, so he foolishly followed what his classmates said.

In the end, Zhang's mother was a little at a loss.

I have to ask other people for help, that is, my own family members.

So the little thing about Zhang Yang reading pornographic magazines in his adolescence directly shocked the Zhang family.

Of course, other than Zhang's mother, other people still have a little way of dealing with the child. They discouraged Zhang's mother from being too excited. It is normal for boys to be impulsive at this time.

After listening to everyone's words, Zhang's mother slowly calmed down.It just so happens that Zhang Yang has recently been cautious for fear of being scolded by his mother, so he started to study hard.

Everyone saw that Zhang Yang's study was not affected, and his personality was still the same as before. It was not affected at all, so they didn't care.

That is to say, Zhang's mother finally realized that the child she raised was not just to give her money and let him go to school, but also to teach him a lot of things.

This time, Zhang's mother began to have a silent concern for Zhang Yang.