return with a smile

After that night, Shen Yunxuan really thought it was just a dream, but after recovering from self-injury, he found that Shen Qing really didn't abuse him anymore, but he often went out to play in mountains and rivers, and became more and more alienated from him.

And more and more family property was slowly handed over to him by Shen Qing.

Shen Yunxuan was drinking with Su Zhiyuan at Chishang Pavilion with his fox fur in his arms. He hadn't seen his father for more than half a year. He only sent a letter to Butler Lin to explain his whereabouts every month, but he never gave one to himself.

Today is his birthday, he was born on a snowy night in winter, and a thick layer of snow has already been laid at this time of year.

He is nineteen now.

And Su Zhiyuan has already married a wife and had children, and his wife is naturally Lin Qiuyu. The little girl who came back from the capital.

Su Zhiyuan pulled the two of them along, and introduced to himself this little girl in a red jacket and with a double bun.He emphasized that she was his fiancée.

At that time, the three of them were still young, Shen Yunxuan nodded in a daze, he didn't understand what a fiancee was, he only knew that the candied haws in the little girl's hand seemed delicious.

Now that both of them are married, he is the only one who is still looking forward to it.

"When the child is full moon, don't forget to pack a bigger red envelope." Su Zhiyuan poured a glass of wine and toasted Shen Yunxuan.

"Don't worry, my red envelope must be the biggest." Shen Yunxuan replied with a smile, and also drank a glass of wine with his sleeves rolled up.

Shen Yunxuan let out a long breath, feeling a little melancholy in his heart.

He has really grown up now, and he will be crowned in one year. The young man who was a little green at the time is already a slender gentleman with a handsome face and a smile that often hangs on the corner of his mouth.Many women of the right age are inquiring about whether the young master of the Shen family has any intention of marrying a wife. Everyone wants to marry into the Shen residence. Who doesn't know that Master Shen has already handed over almost all of the family property to him. Shen Yunxuan may now be worthy of the name of the Shen residence. Master, for this reason, countless matchmakers came to the door, Shen Yunxuan just smiled and said that he already had a crush, and rejected them all.

"Yunxuan, have you ever thought about getting married?" Su Zhiyuan turned his head to look at Shen Yunxuan with a serious expression.

"Why do you ask that?" Shen Yunxuan frowned, then shook his head and said, "How come, I still..."

"Your father? Xiaoxuan, I didn't hit you. Do you think it's possible? You are father and son." Su Zhiyuan interrupted him. After a while, Shen Yunxuan fell silent, and he continued with a sigh. "I don't know what you think, but I guess it's impossible that your father doesn't know what you're thinking."

Shen Yunxuan's pupils suddenly shrank.

"Who is your father? Back then, he used his own strength to run the Shenzi Shop Xiangfang little by little. He was the best at observing words and demeanor. It is impossible not to see your thoughts..."

"..."

"He may not want to pay attention to you, maybe he is afraid that you will be sad and pretends not to know, but this already shows his attitude.

"He can't accept you."

Shen Yunxuan clenched his hands tightly and remained silent.

Su Zhiyuan saw his dejected look, but there was nothing he could do.

"I know." After a long time, he replied.

………………

Shen Yunxuan sent Su Zhiyuan to the door, and then stood by the door all the time.

Because it will be the New Year's Eve in two days, he let all the servants in the mansion go home, including Butler Lin also let him go back, business affairs also stopped, and no one came to disturb him.

He was the only one in the entire huge Shen residence.

It's a little deserted.Shen Yunxuan let out a sigh of relief, and rested his head on the pillar at the door.

Just in a daze for a while, he was about to open the door and enter the mansion when he heard a low voice.

"Xiaoxuan?"

Shen Yunxuan turned his head suddenly, and saw the man in black shirt leading the horse.

Shen Qing was wearing a furry cloak and a black dress, looking up at Shen Yunxuan.

"Father...you're back..." Shen Yunxuan was now filled with joy and surprise in his heart, he hurriedly went down the steps, regardless of how to cultivate a gentleman's image, he stumbled and ran to Shen Qing, and hugged him forcefully.

When only his father was around, he was still the child who couldn't grow up.

Even with such a hug, he found that at some point he was several inches taller than his father, and Shen Qing happened to be embraced by him.

"Get up, it's on the street..." But even if Shen Qing said that, Shen Yunxuan didn't care.Shen Fuxiu was remote, there were not many people in this area, and there was no one on the road at this time.

It took Shen Qing a lot of effort to pull Shen Yunxuan off his body, he paused for a moment, and glanced at the corner of the street from the corner of his eye.

Immediately, a man came on horseback. He was tall and handsome, with a very unscrupulous smile on his mouth. The snow had already been covered in a thick layer, but he didn't seem to feel the cold. He was wearing a commoner coat and looked extremely thin. , with a sword on his side, the sword was roughly wrapped in cloth several times, and it was dusty.

The man walked in front of the two of them, got off the horse, his movements were clean and neat, Shen Yunxuan felt a little uncomfortable for some reason.

"Why, are you still following me?" Shen Qing raised her chin slightly, turned to look at the man, and said with a smile.

Shen Yunxuan suddenly became very hostile towards the man. In his impression, his father seldom smiled at him, and even if he did, it was a little abnormal. There were almost no smiles from the heart like this, let alone smiling at others.

"Of course, I said that Sanqing must not be your real name, Yangzhou Shenfu? Sanqingqing, Shen's name Xiangfang, Shenqing." The man didn't even look at Shen Yunxuan, he looked up at the plaque of the mansion, and then kept his eyes on On Shen Qing.

"Xiaoxuan, this is my friend, Xiao Qi." Shen Qing said briefly, then paused, turned to look at Xiao Qi, and continued, "This is my son, Shen Yunxuan, Hero Xiao should have heard of it, right? ?”

Xiao Qi raised his eyebrows at Shen Qing, smiled obscurely, and said nothing.

"Is Xiao Qi right? Since he is father's friend, why not be a guest in the mansion..." Shen Yunxuan put on a coping smile, hoping that this Xiao Qi would go as far as he could.

"I was just planning to stay in Shen's residence and not leave, just in time." Xiao Qi's rascal smiled at Shen Yunxuan, his expression was a little embarrassed, Shen Yunxuan saw that Shen Qing hadn't said anything, so naturally he didn't want to say anything, but he was slightly complaining in his heart.

Xiao Qi naturally stayed in Shen's residence. If he lived in peace, Shen Yunxuan could bear it, but the most unbearable thing was that since he moved in, Shen Yunxuan could see him following Shen Qing all the time, almost an inch away. not leave.

At nightfall, Shen Yunxuan didn't wait for a happy birthday message. He felt aggrieved, put on his clothes and quietly walked to the door of Shen Qing's room, and found that the light in the room was on. He was about to knock on the door, but he heard Xiao Qi's voice from inside the room .

He was a little fuzzy and couldn't hear clearly, Shen Yunxuan was angry in his heart and couldn't get angry, so he had to go back to the house full of grievances and disappointment.

………………

Shen Qing carelessly pushed away Xiao Qi who was blocking him, looked down at the ledger, and checked Shen Yunxuan's achievements during this period.

He was very satisfied with it, so that he could finally hand over all the Shen family's property to that child with complete peace of mind.

Xiao Qi felt helpless being pushed away, turned around behind Shen Qing and hugged his neck, playing with his hair in every possible way, eyes scanning his snow-white neck inch by inch, couldn't help but took a bite on it, and then sucked Licking, the fair skin easily left cherry-red hickeys.

Shen Qing seemed to be used to him doing this, and didn't stop him, Xiao Qi then put his hand into his collar, stroking his lower abdomen and chest repeatedly.Although the charcoal basin was burned in the house, it was still very cold, but Xiao Qi's hand was very hot, Shen Qing felt a little uncomfortable being teased, he pushed away Xiao Qi who was licking and licking his neck expressionlessly again.

"Don't make trouble." Xiao Qi smiled and held his hand that was pushing him away, blowing hot air in his ear.

"I want to play until I finish reading the ledger." Shen Qing turned her head and touched his lips as a comfort, then continued to look at the ledger.

He didn't intend to let him sit on the other side, Xiao Qi was very warm all over, and he was especially afraid of the cold, so it was very comfortable to lean against, but it was easy to get sleepy.

Xiao Qi didn't bother him anymore, he hugged the person in his arms and hummed a soft tune in his ear.

After carefully checking the account book, he leaned into Xiao Qi's arms sleepily, and yawned.

"What, sleepy?" Xiao Qi kissed him on the cheek, "Do you want to do it tonight?"

"No, I want to sleep, I've been driving for a day." Shen Qing buried her head in his arms and said in a muffled voice. "Hero, you are fine, don't you go back?"

"If you don't go back, why am I following you all the way, but I'm not sleepy at all?" Xiao Qi picked him up, stripped off his clothes and stuffed them into the quilt, and he also took off his clothes and went to hug Shen Qing.

"Asleep?" He waved his hand, the candle suddenly went out, rubbed his temples, and fell asleep.

After he fell asleep, Shen Qing slowly opened his eyes. After a long time, he covered his eyes and sat up.

He put his arms around the quilt, thought for a while and leaned closer to Xiao Qi.

A little cold, Shen Qing rubbed his face and leaned against the pillow, he was very sleepy, but couldn't fall asleep.

The room was very dark, the doors and windows were tightly closed, and there was no wind. Normally, he would still shiver from the cold at this time, but luckily there was a human-shaped stove beside him.

He told Shen Yunxuan that traveling in mountains and rivers was right, it was only occasionally, most of the time he spent in Qin Lou Chu Pavilion.He hated women from the bottom of his heart, so naturally he could only play with young ladies.

Maybe it was a bit new at the beginning, but after a long time, it was boring. They always put on a smiling face, they care about you, they come as soon as you give them money, Shen Qing has never touched them, nor thought about it, but just like to hug them when they are bored. They chat, or just simply hug and do nothing.

Those young men were too delicate, and they spoke like women. The one who impressed me the most was a romantic and talented man named Tsing Yi.Shen Qing also couldn't figure out why he couldn't think about making a living in a brothel.He said he just came to experience the world.

Like Shen Qing, he is also a weird person, but this reminds him that he has nothing to do anyway, and no one knows him, so he also sells himself in a brothel to be a companion with Tsing Yi.

At first, Shen Qing played the guqin well and started learning it since he was a child. Later, his business was busy intermittently but he persisted. After all, it was his mother who asked him to learn it. Be a luthier, anyway, your elder brother will take care of other things.

After a while, he redeemed himself with silver and bid farewell to Tsing Yi.

Later, once again, I went to a place of fireworks and became interested, pretended to be a down-and-out nobleman, continued to perform in brothels, and still used the name Sanqing. He was born beautiful, and he couldn't tell from his appearance Due to his age and his ability to play the guqin well, his reputation gradually spread far and wide.

But there were also people making trouble, naturally they wanted to play with him, Shen Qing ignored that person and asked someone to drive him out.

Then he picked up customers and began to pick people. With this capital, he gradually formed a rule, and all guests with good looks and good temperament can be described.

The original intention was to get rid of those rude and rude guests, but there was another reason. Who wouldn't like a good-looking person to do that kind of thing.

That's right, Shen Qing had this thought since then, and later someone offered to buy him for a one-night conversation with a lot of money, but all those who were not qualified were politely rejected.

money?The most important thing in his life is money.

He completely indulged.

At this time, the south wind prevailed, and more and more people admired Sanqing. It was rumored that he had a beautiful life, was well-mannered, played the guqin with one hand, and everyone admired him, but he was soft and boneless on the bed, and there were as many waves as there were waves.

Later, this person disappeared, and some people speculated that some young master redeemed Sanqing's body, and the two lived and flew together.

In fact, Shen Qing took the silver and gave it to the old mother, and redeemed herself and left.

Afterwards, I walked around the rivers and lakes, and had nothing to do with some rangers. If the two of them were interested, they would have a long talk all night.He still calls himself Sanqing to the outside world, and he is not afraid that someone will recognize him.

Xiao Qi met at the beginning of this trip.

Perhaps he had seen him in that brothel before, when he saw Shen Qing, he told his stage name, and then chased him all the way.

It is of course good to have someone to accompany, but Xiao Qi is a rascal but has a delicate mind, Shen Qing was very happy to get along with him, and they had sex with him naturally.

It was approaching the end of the year, Shen Qing planned to go back before Shen Yunxuan's birthday, but Xiao Qi followed him relentlessly, he still couldn't get rid of him, so he asked him to follow.

Thinking back for a moment, Shen Qing yawned, feeling very ridiculous.

At first, he was disgusted with being with a man, but he was greedy for the warmth, and the other Shen Qing was always tempting him, he wanted it unconsciously, every time he did it, he was full of guilt, but after a long time, he also felt guilty. got used to.

It's better to be hugged than to be alone.

Although it is also false, but he already knew, was transparent, and just met by chance.

Now he can face this kind of thing naturally.

But Shen Yunxuan couldn't do it.

Although he would forcibly ignore Shen Yunxuan's feelings and deceive himself into not knowing anything, it was too strong, the child's feelings were too strong, too strong to be ignored.

Incest?If it is said that he might not mind at all now, but that child is too pure and clean, he can't bear to hurt him.

"Anyway, I won't live long... What are you nostalgic for..." said the other.

Yes.

He laughed at himself, Shen Yunxuan is very relieved now, as long as he can get rid of his heart towards Shen Qing, he can let go, let go in a real sense.

"It still hurts..."

Yes, if he knows, I...

"Kill him." Shen Qing said casually.

You go to die first.he sneered.

"Yes, I will die first, and you."