return with a smile

Even though he was very sleepy, Shen Qing still got up early and couldn't fall asleep.

He yawned and put on his clothes, Xiao Qi had already gone out, who knows where he went to play again.

Walking slowly towards the dining room, he saw Shen Yunxuan waiting for him with a tray.

"Father, did you sleep well?"

"It's okay..." Shen Qing said calmly, but he didn't sleep well, so he didn't say anything, and walked into the room side by side with Shen Yunxuan.

Shen Yunxuan put the push plate on the table, and took out all the bowls and plates in the tray.

"I made porridge and fried a few dishes. Father, you can try it."

The dishes are all exquisite, the porridge is just right, sprinkled with shallots and minced meat, it looks very appetizing.

However, there are only two copies.

Shen Qing raised his eyebrows, Shen Yunxuan probably didn't intend to let Xiao Qi have dinner together, he was obviously jealous, it was the same just now, he didn't even mention Xiao Qi, and didn't ask where he went.

Shen Qing didn't say anything, he tasted the porridge, the rice was very glutinous and the porridge was very fragrant, thinking of him putting so much effort into it, he felt a little uncomfortable for no reason.

There is still one year, let's wait until he reaches the crown...

Shen Qing covered her complicated eyes and sipped the porridge.

At this moment Xiao Qi came back from the outside, walked in boldly, didn't even look at Shen Yunxuan's ugly face, and sat directly opposite to Shen Qing.

"You guys continue to eat, I ate outside." Xiao Qi was very self-aware, and guessed that Shen Yunxuan would not prepare anything for him.

However, Shen Yunxuan's expression was still ugly, after Xiao Qi went out, he locked the door from the inside, so he could only come in through the wall.

After the two of them finished their meal, Shen Yunxuan was responsible for cleaning up the dishes, and Shen Qing went out with Xiao Qi.

As if after a meal, they took a walk in the mansion. The Shen mansion was very big, and they hadn't been able to finish all the shopping after walking for a long time. There was thick snow all the way, and there was a "creaking" sound when they stepped on it.

Walking into a small garden, there are hollowed-out flower windows on the surrounding corridors, wintersweet blooms in the yard, and a few pine trees, although covered by snow, are still lush and green.

"It's well taken care of, it must be beautiful in spring." Xiao Qi broke off a branch of wintersweet and sniffed it.

The fragrance of the flowers was very faint, and he looked at Shen Qing who was playing with the snowflakes on the plum blossoms, and felt that he was very similar to this winter flower, lonely and arrogant, but with an attractive charm.

Thinking of this, he grabbed Shen Qing, supported his head and kissed him.

Lips and tongues intertwined, Shen Qing put his hands on his chest, as if to push him away, but Xiao Qi hugged him even tighter.

Xiao Qi's kissing skills are very good, Shen Qing is not far behind, the two were kissing inseparably, and did not see Shen Yunxuan who came to look for Shen Qing.

Shen Yunxuan originally planned to ask his father to accompany him for a walk on the street, guessing that he should be wandering around the Shen mansion, so he searched around, followed the footprints on the snow to find them, and saw the two hugging each other in the garden from a distance, When they got close, there was a thunderbolt in the sky, and Shen Yunxuan immediately froze in place.

Shen Qing pushed Xiao Qi away and panted, Xiao Qi was dissatisfied, and bit Shen Qing's neck.

And Shen Qing also saw Shen Yunxuan at the gate of the garden, but was just stunned, looking at him so wronged that he was about to cry.

Shen Yunxuan naturally found that Shen Qing looked over, he didn't stay any longer, turned around and left silently.

He walked faster and faster, and then ran all the way. Now that it was snowing lightly, he fell several times and his clothes were wet with snow. It was the first time he was in such a mess, tears kept flowing, thinking about Su Zhiyuan's words.

"He can't accept you."

Why?Is there anything wrong with this liking?

Yes, there is a mistake, they are father and son, even if they want to, they can't be together.

Is his father rejecting him?Or did he like that Xiao Qi?

Shen Yunxuan's heart was already in a mess, messy thoughts were bouncing in his mind, he stopped slowly, wiped away his tears, and murmured in a low voice: "Why can't I? Shen Qing, tell me why?"

"Why?" There was a sobbing tone at the end, but Shen Yunxuan still couldn't hold back, tears fell down in big drops.

"He's gone?" Xiao Qi kissed the side of Shen Qing's neck, looking at the distraught Shen Qing in his arms.

"Love that kid?" Xiao Qi smiled, "Why don't you accept what you say."

"Can't accept it? Yes, you are father and son."

Shen Qing pushed Xiao Qi away, was stunned for a while and then buried helplessly in Xiao Qi's arms.

"Oh, I said you...huh?"

Shen Qing supported his shoulders, the look on his face was gone, instead it was a little cold.

"Thank you," he said. "The reward is tonight, and then you can go back."

"Tsk, ruthless." Xiao Qi shook his head, he complied with Shen Qing's request, and found a time to cut off Shen Yunxuan's thoughts, if he could, he would cut it off, and if he couldn't, he would leave it to Shen Qing to solve it by himself.

But from the bottom of his heart, he really likes Shen Qing.

But he also came out to have sex, and there was a wife at home to take care of him, Shen Qing understood, and both of them also tacitly agreed.

However, the dewy marriage will break up after finishing it.

Shen Qing walked out of the garden, looking at the traces of stumbling along the way, there was no disturbance in his heart.

He was looking for a short-term comfort, and there are very few people who can really have a long-term relationship, and it happened to be his son that he met.

"It's a crime." Shen Qing chuckled lightly.Humming a ditty and walking in the snow, slowly, the snow began to fall heavily, and Shen Qing's back became more and more blurred.

……

That night, Xiao Qi asked for his reward, because it was the last time, he was extraordinarily gentle, but also extraordinarily out of line.

He was so relieved, but Shen Qing couldn't get up the next day, so he told him to leave immediately.

Shen Qing lay lazily on the bed, closed his eyes and rested his mind. After a long time, he heard footsteps, and stood at the door with some hesitation.

He thought it should be Shen Yunxuan, Xiao Qi had already gone back this morning.

Shen Qing hugged the quilt tightly and buried his head in it.

After a while, there was no movement, he thought that Shen Yunxuan had gone back and was about to get up and get dressed, when Shen Yunxuan just pushed the door open and walked in.

"Father... Dear." Shen Yunxuan looked at Shen Qing in shock, and his cherry red kiss marks all over his body.

Any fool can see what happened last night.

Shen Qing was very calm, although this was another blow to Shen Yunxuan.

"Did I come at the wrong time..." He forced a smile.

Shen Yunxuan saw Xiao Qi lead the horse away early in the morning, and he didn't know what was going on, so he came to look for Shen Qing. Originally, it seemed that he shouldn't interfere in the affairs of the two of them, but now it seems that he is really stupid enough.

Shen Yunxuan didn't leave either, just stood at the door, when the wind blew in, Shen Qing frowned and gathered the quilt around his body.

"What happened to father and Xiao Qi..." Shen Yunxuan still asked.

"Does father like him?" Before he could answer, Shen Yunxuan asked again. "Then do I want another father?"

"Or is it that father and him are just playing?" Shen Yunxuan smiled ferociously, and walked towards Shen Qing slowly, Shen Qing didn't intend to get up, just leaned on the pillow idly, watching Shen Yunxuan fall ill there with a blank expression.

"Brother Su told me yesterday that my father should be able to guess what I was thinking. Did my father do that to reject me?" Shen Yunxuan's eyes were red, and he was about to cry.

Shen Yunxuan is very smart, he can guess the reason why his father did what he did, but he is also confused, he has been obsessed with one person and will not let go, if he can't be confused, he will pretend to be confused, he can pretend that what happened yesterday didn't happen, as long as his father...

"Get out." Shen Qing said coldly.

"Answer me, okay?" Shen Yunxuan said.

"Yes, so what?" Shen Qing didn't bother to pay attention to him, feeling uncomfortable from the cold, he simply lifted the quilt, and didn't care what Shen Yunxuan saw, and generously picked up the clothes and put them on his body.

Shen Yunxuan turned around reflexively, clenched his hands so tightly that his nails were about to scratch his palms.

At that moment just now, he clearly saw the imprints almost all over Shen Qing's body, there is no doubt that Xiao Qi must have left behind.

Shen Qing put on her clothes, sat there and poured a cup of tea, it was cold, at least she woke up a little bit.

Shen Yunxuan heard the movement behind him, turned around and looked at Shen Qing with a calm expression.

"Father, isn't he going to explain?" Shen Yunxuan gritted his teeth and asked.

"Why should I explain to you." Shen Qing replied.

"Just because I like you, Shen Qing!" Shen Yunxuan finally said what was in his heart, Shen Qing was not surprised at all, the calm expression made him panic.

"That's it?" Shen Qing smiled.

"..." Shen Yunxuan felt a chill in his heart, and finally couldn't hold it back, tears flowed from his eyes. "Is it because my father can't accept me, or does my father not like me? What did last night represent?

"Father obviously couldn't bear to make me sad, why? Why did he treat me so cruelly? Why?"

"Then what do you think, we are father and son."

Shen Qing woke up Shen Yunxuan with a basin of water, he laughed at himself and said, "So father made me see it on purpose yesterday?"

"Coincidence." Shen Qing said.

"What about that Xiao Qi, does my father really like him? He was early this morning..."

"Leave? Isn't that right? His family is still waiting for him to celebrate the New Year, not to mention just being a companion on the road, it's just pleasing to the eye, why should I report this kind of thing to you? When will it be your turn to tell me what I do? ?" Shen Qing retorted, deliberately provoking Shen Yunxuan.

"Then I don't care what other people think! Why can't I?!" Shen Yunxuan almost roared.

"..."

Of course not, Shen Qing said in his heart.

Seeing Shen Qing's silence, Shen Yunxuan wiped away his tears and stabilized his emotions.

"Why?" Still crying.

"What do you want, do you want me to be with me for a long time?"

"Can't you?" Shen Yunxuan grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"Of course not." Shen Qing said with certainty.

"Why?" Shen Yunxuan was almost desperate.

"Because I don't like it."

What a good excuse, if he is not happy, what else can Shen Yunxuan do?

"What if I have to?" Shen Yunxuan sneered, looking at Shen Qing with a slightly ferocious look.

"Want? Yes, anyway, I don't plan to leave when I come back this time, you can do whatever you want, don't regret it." Shen Qing sneered, slammed the door and left.

Shen Yunxuan stood quietly, he knew that he had made his father unhappy, but he was forced to this point, what else could he do?

"Shen Qing...what should I do in order for you to accept me..."

……

When Shen Qing went out, he didn't want to stay in the mansion at all, so he wandered around on the street.

Shen Qing tightened his cloak, he needed to calm down, and when he turned a street corner, he saw Su Zhiyuan.

Shen Qing was quite familiar with Shen Yunxuan's friends, he ran to Shen's mansion every three days, he originally planned to avoid it, but when Su Zhiyuan saw Shen Qing, he immediately ran forward.

"Master Shen." Su Zhiyuan cupped his hands in a polite manner.

"En." Shen Qing looked at him, then turned his head away.

Su Zhiyuan was a little embarrassed, he had only discussed Shen Qing with Shen Yunxuan two days ago, seeing him at this moment, he naturally thought of Shen Yunxuan in his heart.

"Didn't Yunxuan come out?" It shouldn't be, since Shen Qing is back, Shen Yunxuan must never leave.

"Heh." Shen Qing sneered.

One word is worth a thousand words, Su Zhiyuan reckoned that Shen Yunxuan might have revealed his thoughts about Shen Qing, and Shen Qing scolded him.

But he still decided to play dumb: "Why, you were fined for failing to manage the shop?"

"Shut up." Shen Qing glanced at him.

Su Zhiyuan immediately shut up. Although he has a wife and children, every time he faces Shen Qing, he has the illusion that he is in front of his parents.However, after hesitating for a while, he still decided to say it: "Master Shen, I don't know if I should say something."

"Say something quickly, and get the hell out of here." Shen Qing was not in a good mood.

"Master Shen knows about Shen Yunxuan..." Su Zhiyuan paused when he saw him, then continued. "An idea of...?"

"What idea?" Shen Qing bared his teeth and smiled, burning with anger.

"It seems that I know." Su Zhiyuan smiled, feeling apprehensive in his heart.

Shen Qing immediately returned to normal, and said coldly: "That guy really dares to say anything."

Su Zhiyuan broke out in a cold sweat, and said with a sneer: "He just told me..."

"..." Shen Qing continued to walk, Su Zhiyuan didn't dare to disturb him, he was just writing his manuscript, thinking about what to say later.

"Master Shen must have seen Yun Xuan's thoughts early in the morning." Seeing him acquiescing, Su Zhiyuan continued, "He really likes you. When he was 11 years old, he told me that you were the most important thing to him. People who live without you can't do without you.

"I understand that you can't accept him, you are father and son, this is..."

"It has nothing to do with father and son." Shen Qing whispered.

"Ah? Oh, this..." Nothing to do with father and son, what do you mean?

"I don't live long." Shen Qing said again, then looked at Su Zhiyuan, "You just want me to accept him, but so what if I accept him, I can't be with him for the rest of my life. Sooner or later, I will end myself."

"..." Su Zhiyuan was a little shocked, he didn't know why Shen Qing said such things to him, wouldn't he kill him to silence him?

But why not live long?Why kill yourself?

"Does Master Shen have any hidden illness?" Su Zhiyuan asked.

The two walked to the lake. Tomorrow's New Year's Eve, there were still very few people on the street.

Shen Qing breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the sparkling water on the lake, and didn't speak.

Su Zhiyuan didn't want to ask further questions, he was just full of doubts.

"Don't tell that guy." Shen Qing turned around and walked away.

"Oh..." Su Zhiyuan froze in place, a little at a loss.

He looked at Shen Qing's back and gradually disappeared into the crowd.

"He can't be, wants to commit suicide, right?!" After a long time, he realized, but Shen Qing said that he couldn't tell Shen Yunxuan that one was his brother, and the other asked him to keep a secret. This was the first time he was in such a difficult situation.

"But why..." He said blankly.