return with a smile

The heavy snow fell, and Shen Qingwo didn't want to move at all in the house, almost buried in the brazier.

He shivered from the cold.

In the past year, he guessed that Shen Yunxuan had completely given up on this idea, and after that day, he seemed to feel dirty even talking to him.

Guess he thought he hated him because of his mother.

During this period, Xiao Qi came several times, and seeing that the two of them were reluctant to say a word, he just sighed and joked: "Finally it's a success..."

Shen Qing didn't speak, just hugged him and wanted it.

Shen Yunxuan didn't react when he saw Xiao Qi, but his expression became colder, and he was getting more and more busy, Shen Qing was never as busy as him, basically he didn't go home for a long time, and all worked outside.

Still waiting for the day of the crown.

Shen Qing cautiously asked someone to choose an auspicious day, it was still in winter, originally the person who performed the crown ceremony should be the father of the crown recipient, but Shen Yunxuan asked Lin Butler to help him give the gift, Shen Qing just smiled and remained silent.

He just silently recited the words he had chosen for Shen Yunxuan a few times in his heart, and told Butler Lin.

Wearing cumbersome clothes, Shen Yunxuan knelt in front of Butler Lin, while Shen Qing sat on one side, looking at him gently.

Then crown and congratulate.

Shen Qing didn't have any friends, only Shen Yunxuan invited Su Zhiyuan and Lin Qiuyu, and the others were servants who stood aside respectfully, with joyful expressions on their faces.

Shen Qing was also happy, he had never performed the coronation ceremony before, so naturally he didn't have words, but his son is now an adult, he is still very pleased.

"Since I have grown up, I will give you the word cloud..."

"Wait a minute," Shen Yunxuan interrupted Butler Lin, and said with a smile, "I want to draw the words myself, okay?"

Lin Butler was stunned, looked at Shen Qing, and said blankly: "This, this is not in compliance..."

Shen Qing smiled, but felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

Are you not even willing to let him take the words?

"Is it okay?" Shen Yunxuan thought for a while, and then said the words that he had thought about a long time ago. "Let's call it Yunze, Yunze of Yunmengze."

Ze refers to water, water can carry things, wide and moist.

This time Shen Qing was stunned, and the words he thought of were actually exactly the same...

Butler Lin was also stunned, could it be that the young master already knew that Shen Qing had obtained the characters, so what happened to such a commotion?

It's hard for him to say anything, he's still saluting, and it's hard to open his mouth even if he's full of questions.

Only Su Zhiyuan looked at Shen Qing who was still smiling, then at Shen Yunxuan, and heaved a long sigh.

After all, it didn't work, and it seemed that even the relationship between father and son could not be maintained.

It wasn't too grand, the crowning ceremony ended soon, Shen Qing finally felt relieved seeing Shen Yunxuan talking with Su Zhiyuan and the others.

He left the field quietly so that the servants would not have to disturb Shen Yunxuan and the others, only Xiaofeng wagged his tail and wanted to follow, but he repelled him.

He walked to the back garden alone. The snow in the yard was very clean, and it started to snow. It was very beautiful, and it was estimated that all his footprints would be buried later.

He laughed and shed tears all the way, humming songs.

The stored two taels are not needed anymore, Shen Qing looked at the snow-covered lake and thought quietly.

"Sorry for keeping you waiting..." He said softly.

……

Shen Qing disappeared.

Shen Yunxuan found out on the third day.

After the coronation ceremony that day, he went out to drink with Su Zhiyuan and Lin Qiuyu, and he didn't care about Shen Qing. During the coronation ceremony, he couldn't resist not looking at him, and even tried to provoke him.

Shen Qing was still smiling, he was a little annoyed.

The next day he went to the warehouse to inspect the goods, and it was already very late when he returned to Shen's residence, thinking that Shen Qing had already fallen asleep.

It wasn't until the third day that Steward Lin hurriedly came to tell him that Shen Qing hadn't returned home for three days.

At first, he thought that he was going out again to do something shameful, but he didn't care about it even with a sneer, and he felt even more uncomfortable.

Butler Lin was still in a hurry.

But day after day, until the snow started to melt, Shen Qing still disappeared.

Shen Yunxuan was very irritable these few days, he restrained himself from thinking about Shen Qing, but he couldn't stop thinking about it.

He began to ask his servant Shen Qing?They all shook their heads.

Then someone fished up a dead body from the lake in the back garden.

Because this winter was extremely cold, the snow fell heavily, and the corpses were covered, and few people went to the back garden. No one found anyone dead in the lake, and naturally they did not see Xiao Feng who ran to the lake all day long. I just heard wolves howling from time to time.

It's Shen Qing.

Shen Yunxuan didn't believe it when Butler Lin tremblingly cried and reported.

How could it be, how could he die, why should he die?

He ran to the back garden like crazy, and pushed away the trembling servants and a group of crying maids. He saw it with his own eyes.

It was Shen Qing, because the ice that had formed this winter was very thick, and now it has only melted a little bit, and the corpse was also frozen, and there was no edema or corpse spots. He could clearly see Shen Qing's pale face and smiling face. lip.

He maintained a curled up posture, maybe it was too cold, and he frowned slightly.

The result of the autopsy was that he died of suffocation, and the time of death is hard to judge, but Shen Yunxuan is certain that it was the day he passed the crown.

When Su Zhiyuan heard the news, he suddenly thought of the last conversation.

He didn't know whether he should tell Shen Yunxuan, but then he seemed to figure it out.

The conversation between Shen Qing and him, and later she turned against Shen Yunxuan...

Su Zhiyuan was silent, he felt that Shen Yunxuan couldn't be misunderstood, but if he told the truth, would he collapse?

He struggled for a while, and asked Lin Qiuyu cryptically, hiding the key point.

"Then that person is so stupid. He obviously wants to comfort him, but he pushes away the person who can comfort him, showing his lack of love! Also, even if he really wants to die, won't he still hurt another person by doing so? Love? How can it be extinguished once it breeds, so I’m just looking for comfort, so what’s the point of caring so much.”

Girls still have more delicate feelings, but so what, the person is already dead.

And he didn't know Shen Qing well, why did he choose this ending, Su Zhiyuan didn't like to judge.

He didn't intend to say anything, since Shen Qing didn't want Shen Yunxuan to know, he didn't have the right to tell him.

Shen Yunxuan was still at a loss. During the chaotic days, Housekeeper Lin took care of Shen Qing's funeral.

Xiao Qi had received Shen Qing's letter a long time ago, and came to practice for him, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Instead, Shen Yunxuan saw him and asked him what was going on, but he couldn't answer.

"You tell me what happened?" Shen Yunxuan was very helpless, "Why did father..."

Tears welled up.

No matter how cold his attitude towards Shen Qing was, his love for him never changed.

"Does he hate me?"

"It's a crime." Xiao Qi drove away with his horse.

The snow has melted and the trees are beginning to sprout, but one man never came back.

Perhaps after many years he can help Shen Yunxuan answer this question...

This feeling is something you can't ask for after all.

-Finish-