There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

"Doctor, why is my brother still awake?"

I vaguely recognized that it was Jiang Jian's voice.

Sounds like a rush.

"You think it's a minor illness, so it's not accurate. But don't worry, it's only been two days."

"But he has been sleeping for a week, if this continues..."

"Are you a doctor, or I am a doctor, if his heart is rejected, it's all your fault for not taking good care of him!"

The doctor interrupted my brother, and I didn't hear anything from my brother.He should be blaming himself for not taking good care of me.

"Just take care of him carefully in the future. It will be dangerous if there is such a strong rejection."

"I see, thank you, doctor."

"Hey, you are really careless as a brother. Next time, you can ask him not to let him do strenuous exercise."

"I will."

"Looking at your young age, your body is not made of iron. You have been staying here for a week, so you should take a good rest."

"It's okay, I'll wait for my brother to wake up."

I vaguely heard the sound of the doctor sighing, and the sound of leaving footsteps.

I really want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are so heavy that I just can't open them.

I felt my hand being held by someone, it should be Jiang Jian.

"Tu Jiang, get up and see your brother, okay?"

Jiang Jian's choked up voice made me sad too.Obviously I wanted him to have a happy birthday, but I didn't expect it to be a tragedy.

"Brother... I won't let you go home alone next time, it's all my fault, it's all my fault."

I desperately want to open my eyes, but the more I think about it, the heavier my eyelids become.

"Tujiang...Tujiang..."

The scorching liquid hit the back of his hand, probably his tears.He cried for me, brother, don't cry...

"...Brother..." I uttered this weak voice through my dry throat.

Jiang Jian's face suddenly became joyful, and he held my hand tightly, "...Tu Jiang... Brother is here, Tu Jiang?"

I opened my eyes with some difficulty, the light squeezed into my eyes was really dazzling.But when I saw Qing Jiang Jian's face, I felt much better.I opened my mouth to speak, but my throat was so dry that I just wanted water to moisten it.

Jiang Jian seemed to know that I wanted to drink water, and immediately brought me a water glass.Pick me up and feed me.

"...cough...brother..." I took a few sips before I could speak.

Jiang Jian hugged me violently, and I froze for a moment, as if he wanted to melt me ​​into his body.I was a little uncomfortable being hugged by him, so I could only push him, but he was so strong that I couldn't push him at all.However, when my neck suddenly got wet, I realized that Jiang Jian was still crying.I also loosened up, hugged him back, and patted his back.

If he's sad, I'm not happy either.I don't want him to be sad, I want Jiang Jianneng to be happy.

"...Tujiang...don't scare brother...will you?"

There was tremor in Jiang Jian's voice.

Did I make such a gentle Jiang Jian cry?This little brother of mine really doesn't make him feel at ease...

"Brother... I'm sorry..." This is all I can say.

Jiang Jian sat up straight and showed me a forced smile. In addition, he looks a little sloppy now, which is really a big contrast with his usual handsome and unrestrained.

But I know I made him worry.

Jiang Jian reached out to touch my cheek, so gentle, like a treasure.

"Brother, you..."

"Tu Jiang, brother... I really can't do without you." Jiang Jian held my hands tightly, I had a strange feeling in my heart, and I wanted to pull my hands back.

Jiang Jian closed his eyes and kissed my hand, that kind of affectionate kiss really surprised me.What is Jiang Jian doing?

"elder brother……"

I was intimidated.Jiang and he likes me?He is my brother?

Jiang Jian opened his eyes, and there was a firmness in his eyes that I had never seen before.

"Tujiang, I like you."

Is this a bolt from the blue for me?It gave me such a shock when I woke up.

"Brother, are you kidding me?" All I could think of was that Jiang Jian was joking with me, because it really surprised me.

There was some helplessness in Jiang Jian's eyes, and he squeezed the hand I wanted to withdraw.

"What I said is true, Tu Jiang, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life, not as a brother, but as a lover."

What Jiang Jian said was too serious, I wanted to run away rather than face it.This panicked me more than anything else I encountered, he was my real brother, my only relative.How can he like me?That is not allowed.

"You are my brother." I was really afraid that Jiang Jian would show me that kind of affectionate look, and I would be sad.

Jiang Jian was silent for a while, and said to me, "Tu Jiang, I... also thought for a long time before I could convince myself. I thought I could treat you as my younger brother, but the love came too suddenly, and I couldn't help it." I can't love you. I really can't... As long as I think of you leaving my side, I feel so uncomfortable that I am about to die. "

Jiang Jian looked at me in some pain, holding my hand so tremblingly, "You know what? Tu Jiang, when you were in the operating room, I thought... If you can't survive, I will accompany you, Then you shouldn't leave alone. But you're fine, you're fine, I can't hide my feelings anymore, Tujiang... I really can't live without you..."

The pain spreading from the depths of my heart is so clear, how hard it is for me to refuse

Jiang Jian, what should I say so as not to hurt you?What should I do so that I don't make you feel bad?

"I won't force you to make a decision now, Tu Jiang. I will wait for you to accept me, and I will wait forever." Jiang Jian declared so resolutely, I could only listen, but could not say anything come out.

If he wasn't my brother, I should have fallen in love with him without any scruples.

If he met me before the good times, I should fall in love with the warmth he gave me.

But without an if, I couldn't make such an irresponsible choice.I was afraid that I would hurt Jiang Jian.I'm afraid I've made a decision I regret.I'm afraid I don't have the courage to love anymore.

So, forgive me for not being able to give an answer.

"Maybe... a lifetime." For the first time, I found it so difficult to speak.

Jiang Jian is someone I don't want to hurt.

"Even if it is a lifetime, I will wait for you." Jiang Jian still said in such a firm tone, it really made me want to cry.

"Brother, you are so stupid."

Jiang Jian was taken aback, and laughed at himself, "Really? For you, it's worth it."

This sentence is engraved in my heart.And brother, you know how afraid I am of you saying it again.It would be nice to go back in time.Then my relationship with him remains the same.I don't have to feel so sad anymore.