There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

After Jiang Jian confessed to me, he still acted as a good brother. Only I knew how nervous I was when facing Jiang Jian.I think if I didn't go to buy cakes for Jiang Jian, maybe we still maintain the relationship between brothers, but things have happened, can we go back to the past?

I laughed at myself for being so stupid, I haven't seen Jiang Jian's intentions for so long.But even if I know it, what should I do?

"Tu Jiang, go back to the ward."

When Jiang Jian came to me, I was still in a daze.

When I saw him, I was a little dazed, but for a moment I thought it was a good scene.But think about it instead. Jiang Jian is not at all like Hao Jing.

"Brother, when are we going home?" I wanted to go home, not stay in the hospital.The smell of disinfectant in the hospital made me uncomfortable.

Jiang Jian covered me with the clothes he brought, without too much movement of his hands.

"After a few days of observation, I will take you back."

After Jiang Jian confessed to me, he rarely said the word "brother" in front of me, it was me who said it.

"I want to go home." I really don't want to stay in the hospital, I desperately want to leave the hospital, because I remember that during the heart surgery, there was a smell of disinfectant around me, and when I smelled it, I thought of bad things up.

"Listen to me and wait for a few days, okay?"

"I want to go back today! I want to go home!" I can't stand the smell, I just want to escape from the place with this smell.

My determination made Jiang Jian frown, maybe it was the first time I spoke to him so loudly.I was also startled by my sharp voice, I looked at Jiang Jian in a panic, pulled his clothes, and was at a loss, "...Brother...I didn't want to shout at you...I...just want to go home ...Brother...can we go home? I...want to go home...the hospital makes me uncomfortable..."

Seeing that I was about to cry, Jiang Jian put his arms around me, and said comfortingly, "Okay, okay, okay, brother, I'll take you home."

I cried on his shoulders. I was really afraid of the hospital, and it was a shadow buried in my memory.That operation changed my view of the hospital, changed my life, and changed all my past.

I don't want to stay in the hospital so calmly. I didn't want Jiang Jian to worry about it in the past few days, so I endured it until now I couldn't bear it anymore.

I stayed quietly in the hospital corridor, waiting for Jiang Jian to complete the discharge procedures.

Suddenly someone was taking pictures from the side, probably to promote the hospital.I didn't pay much attention to it, I just wanted Jiang Jian to come here soon.

When Jiang Jian came, all the people taking pictures left, and I was dragged out of the hospital by him.I didn't break free from Jiang Jian's hand, maybe it was too warm and I couldn't bear to let go.

"Let's take the bus home." I stopped his hand to hail a taxi, pointed to the bus stop not far away, and looked at him with some pleading.

Jiang Jian has always doted on me, and after being silent, he still agreed.

"Let's go."

I smiled at him.Jiang Jian is a kind of deep helplessness, he always has nothing to do with me.

I want to be a bus because I haven't taken it for a long time, and this is a small city next to a small town.Going back to the town and taking the bus still feels like a student to me.

When a bus came, Jiang Jian and I put in coins and walked up.There were plenty of empty seats in the car, so we walked to the back and sat down.

"Tu Jiang, after we go back this time, we are going to move." Jiang Jian said to me suddenly.

As soon as I was fascinated by the receding scenery outside the car window, I was called back by his words.

"Why? The town is pretty good?" I don't understand why Jiang Jian would say that, at least we have lived here for more than half a year, and everything is pretty good.

Jiang Jian was silent, only looking at me with his eyes, which made me a little uncomfortable.

"Brother, are you hiding something from me?" I asked in a low voice, there were too many questions in my mind, and I didn't ask because I didn't want to think about it.Because I know that some answers are unexpected and I don't want to hear.

Jiang Jian held my left hand and lowered his head so that I could not see the emotion in his eyes.

"Tu Jiang, I can't tell you too much right now, I'll tell you slowly in the future, but...not now." Jiang Jian lightly squeezed my palm, I felt he was nervous.

"Forget it, brother, if you don't want to say it, you can just say it, I don't mind." I don't want me and him to be at odds because of this kind of thing, and I believe what he said.

I smiled at him, Jiang Jian glanced at me and hugged me tightly in his arms.My first reaction was to struggle, but for some reason, when I touched him, my hands were weak.He is my elder brother, if I push away even my own relatives, then I will still be alone.

I don't want to be alone anymore, I want to be with my loved ones.

It's just that there are so many things I have to take care of.

"Tujiang... I only have you."

What Jiang Jian said was so sad that I couldn't answer.

It would be great if this car could drive faster.It's really a bit sad to stay on it.

The days in early spring are still the same as in winter, it is still very cold.

When I got back to that house, I felt that it was still warm.Presumably, home is a different concept in everyone's heart.

"Brother, when will we move out?" I looked at the furnishings at home, feeling very disappointed.How to say, have some feelings.

Jiang Jian pulled me to sit on the sofa and poured me a glass of water.

"Just these two days."

"So fast?" I tightened my hand holding the water glass, and suddenly felt that Jiang Jian was trying to lead me to escape?

Jiang Jian nodded and said nothing more.

I want to ask why?But Jiang Jian gave me the answer to this question, so what's the point of me asking it again?

"Have you dealt with it all?"

"Ah."

"When?"

"While you were in the hospital."

I admit that I asked this knowingly, just because I don't want him to count me in.Is there any difference between doing that and deceiving me?

"Brother, did you consider my feelings when you were doing these things?" I still couldn't help being sad.

Seeing this expression on my face, Jiang Jian also frowned, "I'm sorry, Tu Jiang."

I smiled and shook my head, in a weak tone, "Brother, this is the last time, if you have any decision in the future, can you tell me in advance?"

Jiang Jian was taken aback for a moment, and finally nodded with a smile, "Okay."

I also felt relieved.Who would want their loved ones to keep too much from themselves?At least, I don't like it.

"Brother, I'm hungry, cook for me."

I really don't have an appetite for the food in the hospital, and I haven't eaten well these days.

"Then I'll do it for you."

"I'll go too."

I grabbed Jiang Jian's clothes to prevent him from going to the kitchen.

Jiang Jian took my hand and shook his head, "The kitchen fume is too heavy, you'd better stay in the living room, wait, I'll call you."

I pursed my lips, and finally let go.

He walked into the kitchen, and I looked at his disappearing back, frowning and pinching my chest, which still hurt a little.Is this my illusion?

I looked sideways at the gloomy sky outside, and felt a great emptiness in my heart.I got up and walked to the balcony, looking at the spot with my eyes, trying to remember the scenery of the town in my mind.

"Tujiang..."

It was Jiang Jian's helpless voice, coming from behind me.

I turned my head slowly and looked at him with some sadness in my eyes.Although Jiang Jian saw it, he didn't say anything.

"Tu Jiang, don't you remember what brother said?"

I smiled lightly, "Remember."

"Then you are still not good?"

I smiled, covering the emotion in my eyes, "Understood, I'll go back to my room and sleep."

Jiang Jian didn't speak anymore, but he watched me enter the bedroom.

I went back to the room, lay on the bed, closed my eyes slightly, and didn't want to think about other annoying things.

The nightmare seemed to be calling me, and I fell into a deep sleep.