There is a kind of love you know

I didn't see Xu Luyan in the next few days. He might be busy and didn't come to see me, or he might be giving me time to think.

I was thinking, but I was afraid to think about it.

Just staying alone quietly, I always feel that I will be bound in this place.

There is a small garden at the back of the house, and I sit there when I have nothing to do, and I sit there all day long.

I like a quiet life, but what is missing in my heart?I have no idea.

I thought about going out, but when I got to the gate, the security guard wouldn't let me leave Xu's house.

I think it was probably Xu Luyan's order, he was afraid that I would run away, right?But how could he bind me?

There is a computer in the room, and I checked some information about opening a store. I wanted to use the 100 million yuan to rent a storefront to sell things, but it was just an idea.

The premise is that I have to ask Xu Luyan to let me out, but when I think about the next time we meet, if he wants to touch me, I can't accept it.

But that's what I should have done, is it useful to escape?

I was holding my mobile phone, I didn't know whether I should call Xu Luyan, I wanted to go out, I wanted to do my own thing instead of living like this.

Hesitation comes, hesitation goes, the time has arrived in the afternoon before you know it.

I stood on the balcony and looked out at the sky. The afterglow of the setting sun was only a little bit of brilliance, and it was about to disappear.

Some things, if I don't catch them, it may be too late...

I took out my phone and finally called Xu Luyan.

After all... running away won't solve the problem.

"Hey?"

Hearing Xu Luyan's voice, I tightened my grip on the phone.

"I'm Wei Yuqi." I didn't even realize that my voice was trembling.

"I know."

I know this sentence, it really makes me a little bit at a loss, but I know what I want to say in my heart.

"Are you... are you coming back today?" I instinctively felt that this sentence was a bit strange, but I didn't think about it.

"Have you figured it out?"

I stopped breathing for a moment, feeling a little oppressed in my heart.This still needs to be pursued to that problem, and it has to be resolved.

"I... thought it through clearly." My teeth chattered a little, it took me a lot of courage to say it.

Xu Luyan on the other end didn't speak immediately, but waited for a while, "Then I'll be back at night."

"Okay." I said weakly and hung up the phone.

I really want to laugh at my pretentiousness, everything is caused by myself, so what can I not dare to bear!

It's just human nature that makes me terrified.

I smiled bitterly, put away my phone, went back to my room, sat on the bed, and held my hands like a pious person.

I have long known what it is like for a man to love and what to prepare, but what I can't face is my belief in love.

It's like I hate physical transactions so much, but I'm still stepping inside.

It was the consequence of my unintentional words.

I only wish to have one person in my life, and the chances of it happening are too small, and it will not be my turn long ago.

I went to the bathroom to take a shower, how I wished to drown in my dream like last time, but my mind was extremely clear.

This can be regarded as cleaning up and waiting for Xu Luyan to come back, right?How do I look at these behaviors a bit ridiculous?

I used to laugh at those who were taken care of by others and didn't know how to keep themselves clean. Isn't I the same kind of person now?

It's all about money.

It's so tempting that people can't help but fall into it.

Lying on the bed, looking at the gradually darkening sky, I stretched out my hand to catch the moon with half of its head exposed, but only got nothing.

I am too far away from the moon, how can I reach it?

I vaguely heard the sound of parking on the stairs, I opened my hands, lying flat with big characters, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Coming……

Coming……

Coming……

I counted the time in my heart, bit by bit passed, and I was about to be sentenced to death.

The moment the door was pushed open, I heard a string break in my heart.

Xu Luyan stopped at the door, looked at the young man lying on the bed, and frowned slightly.

"Yuanqi?"

"I'm here."

Xu Luyan was slightly relieved when he heard the other party's voice.In the previous moment, he almost thought that the other party... committed suicide.

After closing the door, Xu Luyan walked to the side of the bed, and saw the boy's jet-black rhinoceros staring at him, his breathing was a little disordered.

Sitting on the side of the bed, Xu Luyan looked at the boy's chest. It was a piece of fair skin. Was it to wait for him to come back?

Xu Luyan knew the other party's intentions, he didn't want to force the other party, but it was always a bit embarrassing.

"I don't want to force you, you don't have to do this." Xu Luyan gently touched my skin, and I trembled a little.

Looking at Xu Luyan, I closed my eyes slightly, raised my hand to grab his wrist, and kissed his hand lightly.

The mood in Xu Luyan's eyes changed, and his breathing was a little short. The boy was seducing him like this.

I propped myself up, put my arms around Xu Luyan's neck, and looked at him with the most charming smile, maybe I didn't even know that I had this talent.

The bathrobe I was wearing fell down to my waist. There was a lot of skin on my body, and the private parts between my legs were just covered. The boy looked so young that Xu Luyan couldn't look away at all.

He touched my body, and my body trembled a little, but Xu Luyan didn't touch me immediately, but his eyes were already covered by porn.

"No regrets?" Xu Luyan's breathing was a little short. He wanted to touch the young man more deeply, but he had some concerns.

I smiled and shook my head, only I knew how scared I was, but I couldn't look back.

My actions seemed to be a great encouragement to Xu Luyan, he kissed my lips, and I responded to him.

Is it a dream...

Otherwise, why would I feel so uncomfortable?