There is a kind of love you know

After working for someone else for a month, I resigned. Although the work in the restaurant is not too tiring, I don't want to continue working part-time.

I think I am a random person, maybe I am the only one, so how can I care about anyone?

I came out on the freeway with my salary, I didn't know what I wanted to do, I just walked along the railing like that.

The breeze blows over my face, which is very comfortable. I really like this feeling, and the feeling of troubles gradually disappearing.

There are very few vehicles passing by, so I am not very afraid.

I stopped at the railing in the middle, and I could see the city from here, so I realized how small I was.

Maybe it's only when I'm smaller that I can understand how big this world is, and I'm just small.

Stepping on the foot bars between the railings, I was on it, the wind made my clothes rattle, I looked down, and had the illusion of being crumbling.

Would a person die if he jumped from it?

As I thought about it, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of my mouth. If I die, will all my worries be gone?Will I turn into the wind and blow everywhere?

Suddenly, a black car stopped next to it, and the driver looked nervously at the boy on the railing who seemed about to fall, and then looked back at the boss in the back seat.

Seeing that the other party had already opened the door and went down, he got out of the car nervously.

Seeing the boy in white standing there, as if he was about to turn into an angel in the next moment, the man in the suit frowned.

"I'm talking to him, you go around and drag him down." The man whispered, and the driver moved back knowingly.

I looked sideways, and happened to see this elegant man standing not far from me. I somehow felt that he looked like a person, but a little bit like a person.

Is it my illusion?See him here?

"It's dangerous up there, come down." The man's melodious voice was nice and gentle, and it was the best voice I've ever heard.

I think he probably misunderstood me, but I didn't try to expose it, because what he said was right, it was too dangerous, and I would fall if I was not careful.

"Don't worry about me, I'm not looking for death." I looked at him and said with a smile, but in fact, only I know what I'm thinking.

The man frowned, and took a step forward, and I couldn't help but take a step back.

"Don't move." The man was a little anxious, it wasn't that he misread, the other party almost stepped in front of him, and he was a little nervous.

It was the first time for me to see a stranger showing a nervous look to me, and I just felt that the world was sad.

The person closest to me doesn't care about himself, but a passer-by worries about himself. It's ironic in this world.

"I have no family anymore, they don't want me anymore, I only have myself now." I said like talking to myself, without looking at the man, "Everyone says life is precious, but I don't want me like this Fate, if possible I really wish I hadn't been born, didn't come into this world."

The man's heart suddenly ached, just because the boy had his first mood swings, "Don't do stupid things, someone will cherish you."

I looked at him and smiled, and said half-jokingly, "Who will cherish me? You? A person who happened to pass by?"

These words silenced the man.

I saw him like that, and I knew he would behave like this.

"How about this, if you take me in, I won't seek death?" I said this unintentionally, how could this man agree to me?I just want him to leave me alone.

The man looked at the young man in front of him, was silent for a moment, and said softly, "Okay, I'll take you in."

I widened my pupils, then smiled again, "I hope so."

The man was taken aback, looking at the young man in front of him, his heart ached slightly.

The driver stepped forward at this time, dragged me down, and dragged me, afraid that I would get emotional and climb up again.

I looked at the man and smiled slightly.

This year, I did something that changed my destiny. I didn't understand until later, this so-called destiny.