There is a kind of love you know

Xu Luyan, the president of Xu Group, aged 39, divorced...

I found this on the Internet, and my expression at that time seemed to be nothing but shock. No wonder I said he was so familiar, and he was reported on the Financial Channel before.

I can meet a character like him, and have that kind of deal with him, should I say I am lucky?Still unlucky?

I'm a bit at a loss.

I stayed in this big villa these days, knowing the luxury and enjoyment of rich people.

Should I accept it frankly?I don't know what I'm hesitating about, like a trapped animal.

Xu Luyan didn't let me sleep with him, but asked me to get another room for me, as well as household appliances, even the latest mobile phone and computer, which I didn't get in my previous home.

I couldn't accept his kindness at first, but then I got used to it. He is a gentle person who treats me too well. Sometimes I have the illusion that we are not traders, but... but what?I can't tell.

I rarely see him during the day, except at night.

He seemed to have drunk a little wine when he came back tonight. I smelled it, so I went to the kitchen and poured him a glass of water, and went to his room.

I want to treat him well in return, after all he... is very kind to me, and I feel very good.

"Drink some water?" I came to him and handed him the water.

He glanced at me and shook his head, just rubbing his temples.

"Have you eaten yet?" Xu Luyan's voice seemed hoarse because of drinking, but his tone was still very peaceful.

I shook my head and put the water glass on the table in front of him by the way.

"What did they cook not to your liking?"

When Xu Jinyi said this, I was actually very embarrassed to tell him that I just didn't like eating at night.

"No, I just don't want to eat." My dislike of dinner is still because of my parents. They fought and fought every night, but they ignored me and didn't cook me dinner. It became a habit over time.

"the first time?"

I understand what he said, but I don't want to lie to him, "Well, I didn't have dinner for the first time today."

This is indeed the first time here, and I'm afraid I can't count them before, not to mention the past things are extremely funny when I think about them.

Xu Luyan looked at me without saying a word, but just pulled me into his arms. I was a little startled, and my first reaction was to struggle.

"Don't move." He said very lightly, but I was a little scared and wanted to escape from his arms.

If I were to face such a thing, I would be very conflicted.

The hands around my waist tightened, and my chin was forced to lift up. Seeing the deepness in his eyes, I stiffened.

"I've said it all, don't move." Seeing the fear in my eyes, he let go of my chin and leaned on my shoulder without making a sound.

I sat stiffly, the sound of breathing in my ears made me feel like a numbness, and I couldn't calm my mind no matter what.

I have never fantasized about men doing that kind of thing with men. Even if I like Xu Jinyi, I just like it purely. If I really want me to do that kind of thing, I am very afraid.

It's not that I haven't thought about it, but that the state of mind in the imagination is completely different from the reality, because it is reality, so I can't face it.

"I... will not touch you now." He said this very softly, and I was a little relieved, but what I said later made me lift my heart again, "But the days to come will be Not necessarily, then you won’t have such a big reaction anymore.”

I'd love to know what to do so that he doesn't touch me, which seems a little unlikely.

"Besides... that kind of thing... can I change it for something else?" I really can't accept it, doing that kind of thing with someone I don't like, and completely forgetting that it's a deal, not doing things according to one's heart.

"This is what you promised yourself." Xu Luyan was actually very indulgent towards the person in his arms, he had never had so much patience before.

I did promise myself, but...

I'm starting to regret it now.

"Then how about I return the money to you?" Anyway, I originally planned to rent a store to buy things, but I didn't spend it. Now I return it to him, so everything can be done again.

After I finished speaking, Xu Luyan behind me fell silent, and my scalp felt a little numb.

"Don't forget, this is what you agreed to, and you can't go back on it." Xu Luyan's gentleness has limits, and he doesn't like people who don't keep their promises the most, even if this person is the one he loves.

One sentence knocked me out of sight.

Xu Luyan is right, I promised myself, can I go back on my word?

I am silent, everything is my own choice, no one is forcing me, I shouldn't feel so scared.

"I see..." I said a little confused, a big hole in my heart.

All I know is that I bought myself.

And I can never go back.

There are too many choices on the road of life, and if you are not careful, you will walk into the bottomless abyss.

"The day after tomorrow, let's leave here and go to my real home." After a while, Xu Luyan said this behind my back.

I was still in a trance and the thought came back.

"Isn't this your home?" After I asked, I remembered that the headquarters of the Xu Group is not here. It seems that Xu Luyan came to this city to sign a contract.

"It's not here, Ran Ruoshi is." Xu Luyan moved his head a little closer to my neck, his hair brushed my neck, and I could not help shrinking into his arms.

After finishing the movements, I wanted to move my body forward, but Xu Luyan restrained me in his arms.

"Can I not leave here?" I asked, but Xu Luyan didn't speak.

I think he must know that I asked that on purpose.

"Do I have to leave the day after tomorrow?" Actually, before Xu Luyan appeared, I never thought that one day I would leave this city with my 17 years of memory, and suddenly told me to leave, I was a little at a loss for my future life.

"Definitely." Xu Luyan didn't tell the other party that he was so anxious to go back because he was really worried that the other party would regret it. He seemed to have started to care about the other party, and he knew his own heart.

"Okay." That's all I could say.

I don't know Xu Luyan well, but I know that the other party has power, and all I can do is compromise.

After all, no one would do anything against themselves.