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Qin Jianguo was about to persuade Yuan Yu, but saw her stand up from the sofa, put on her coat without saying a word, and walked out of the room.

She didn't know who Anna Hilbert was at all, and she didn't know much about Yuan Yu's past of being betrayed. Seeing her walking out inexplicably, Mint wanted to catch up and ask her, but was gently stopped by Sergey.

Sergey said to Mint and Qin Jianguo: "Let her go."

Are you going to settle accounts with that interstellar explorer?Actually not.Qin Jianguo knew that although Yuan Yu seemed a little impulsive, he was terribly rational on these key issues.She can always restrain herself, and she can't afford to do those stupid things—it's a bit stupid to find trouble for personal grievances when everyone is happily celebrating Hilbert's new harvest for the fleet .But it was precisely because she didn't do such stupid things that the resentment in her heart couldn't be relieved or vented out, so something really went wrong.

"I'll go and have a look." Qin Jianguo said seriously to the two of them. After Sergey and Yuan Yu nodded, he put on his coat and hurried after him.

Just as Qin Jianguo and Sergey thought, Yuan Yu did not go to Zhaohui Space Station to find that person.In fact, she just wanted to come out to be quiet, and use the cold wind outside to blow the past that was constantly replaying in her head.However, walking, she came to the entrance of the hangar.

The main reason is that she is too familiar with this road, more familiar than anything else.After the man left, she used to go that route, get into her Raven at the hangar, and drive it to get work done, visit friends, run missions, or even just take it for a spin.

However, she had thought countless times before that that person would drive this spaceship—not the Nebula—through such a long, deep and dark journey.This ship will be her only companion on her expedition.Therefore, Yuan Yu thought about applying all the appropriate technologies to this spacecraft to make it faster, easier to operate, easier to switch modes for takeoff and landing under various conditions, and more able to meet the professional needs of interstellar explorers.

But this boat, like her original rain, was abandoned by that person together.

38 years ago, Yuan Yu told her that she wanted to build a better spaceship for her and the interstellar explorers in the fleet.However, that person changed her body after returning, and when she was reborn, she completely forgot Yuan Yu and the spaceship made for her.

Yuan Yu didn't believe it at first—how could that person forget her?They have been family members for so many years, she developed the curvature spacecraft for that person, supported her on interstellar expeditions, waited at home for her return, and the promise of this new spacecraft-how could she forget these things?

Yuan Yu has always regarded that person as the most important, and has always thought that she has an equal status in that person's mind.Every time Yuan Yu was reborn, the first thing she recalled was not her own name, but the past with that person.She is afraid that she will forget this precious memory, so she will involuntarily mobilize the relevant memory first.However, after that person was reborn, he had no impression of her—that person even remembered that there were two planets in the star system farthest from the fleet that she discovered during that journey, but he didn't remember Yuan Yu and Sergey. Totally, without impression.

Memories are involuntary.The more you care, the more you want to keep or forget, the easier it is to mobilize a certain memory.And if you have no impression of certain people or certain past events after rebirth, it shows that you don't care at all.From this point of view, the existence of Yuan Yu and Sergey, and the curvature spaceship that Yuan Yu researched for her, seemed like a mass of air to that person.Air is necessary for human beings to live, but there is no essential difference between one mass of air and another mass.And there is more "air" for that person to breathe, and the two groups of air named "Yuanyu" and "Sergei Ivanovich Mensinglet" are no different from the others, so she Don't care, don't even think about them.

Indeed, Yuan Yu thought to herself that that person was a great interstellar explorer, and she, Yuan Yu, was just a follower who built her spaceship.The curvature-driven industry was not very prosperous before, and her talent was not fully revealed, so there were not many followers.And after that person has made some achievements and is recognized as excellent by everyone, some others are willing to study curvature spacecraft for her and interstellar explorers, and Yuan Yu is not much different from those people.

Just like that woman left Qin Jianguo to live with another family. Although she hadn't abandoned him legally, she had already left him in fact.Now that Yuan Yu thinks about it, she is actually the same. That person left her to go deep into space to explore, and leave the mediocre her to pursue her great cause. Seriously.After that person returned from that 38-year great trip, maybe he has forgotten that he has not broken the same relationship with Yuan Yu and Sergey, right?But it doesn't matter anymore, because the matter is no longer a matter of discussing whether Yuan Yu is worthy of her, but that she doesn't remember Yuan Yu's existence at all.

After discovering that the person had forgotten her, Yuan Yu even foolishly hoped at first that by letting her "know" herself again, she might be able to restore this family relationship.

She asked the man to tell her about their previous experience together, but the man said to her in a rather gentle tone: "No need, Comrade Yuan, I think I will forget you and Comrade Mensinglet. There is a reason. Maybe I made a choice, but now I forget it, but I respect the choice I made, and I also respect the final result-I believe that there must be a reason why I forget you."

Ever since she said this, Yuan Yu's heart was completely dead.She knew that no matter how much she wanted to go back to the past, it would be irreversible.She lost that man forever, and it was over for them.

What's ridiculous is that even Yuan Yu, who has experienced all this with her, can't understand what the "reason" that person said.In the end, Yuan Yu could only think that it was her own mediocrity, which was hard to match her model interstellar explorer, which made her reluctant to think of Yuan Yu during the journey, and finally forgot about her to the extreme.The "choice" she mentioned is probably like this.

Yuan Yu drove the "crow" with his back to the central star surrounded by Sail City, heading towards the dark and deep universe.She turned the transparency of the lounge bulkhead to the highest level, and the darkness gradually engulfed her, but her thoughts were scrambling in the darkness.