Dig a spoonful of heart meat

Zou Shao didn't even remember what Tan Weifeng said at the end, and what kind of expression and attitude he had.

I only remember the sound of the other party closing the door and leaving at the end.

The crisp sound of interlaced metal buckles is like a wonderful ritual, completely separating him from Tan Weifeng's life.After a certain point in time, it disappeared without a trace, and even the shadows in my memory gradually became mottled.

The feeling of breaking up and being in a different place is still a bit different. The different place is a spiritual sustenance, but breaking up means completely cutting off the news.

But the spiritual level is still everywhere.

When I raised my head between writing questions, on the playground where the snow fell after school, when I heard the shouts of selling candied haws, when I saw red strings tied on other people's hands.

They all gathered together to form a white figure, running over from the opposite side of the road amidst the sound of cars, only a muffled sound of closing the door when they left.

Instead, these scattered memories gradually deepened with the passage of time, as if every day spent was reviewing and reliving, becoming a habit over time.

Time passed extremely quickly, the temperature gradually became colder, and the temperature difference between morning and evening increased.By the time Zou Shao recovered enough to return to school for normal classes, it had already snowed heavily.

By the time the ground has been covered with a layer of lasting silver, the winter vacation has already begun.

Every day after school, Zou Shao can see the track and field training of the school team, and his eyes can always be unconsciously attracted by running figures.

Zou Shao realized that he might really like sports.

The main reason for participating in the school team training at the beginning was to pass the college entrance examination for students with special sports skills. On the other hand, the physical education teacher said that he was very talented.

It is also for this reason that when the ankle was injured, he gave up so desperately.

But he found that if he changed his mind, he might relax a lot.

If the training is not mixed with any selfishness and impurities, simply enjoy the feeling of running.

He found he couldn't drop it.

A week after returning to school, he went to the physical education teacher to discuss returning to the school team.

At that time, the body has not fully recovered, and starting training may even leave permanent bone injuries.

After weighing, Zou Shao started training again—although the road to recovery is difficult and there is no hope in sight, the injury is even worse than when Gao Yi first started, and the bone injury may also affect the athlete's ability ceiling.

After a few snowfalls, the winter came as promised, and then came the New Year.

The New Year's Eve without the sound of firecrackers lost some taste. Zou Shao and Zou Ze cooked a table of meals, with a few bottles of wine and two sets of empty bowls and chopsticks.

When the New Year's Eve bell rang at midnight, alcohol made Zou Shao feel tired so early.He went back to the bedroom and flung himself on the bed, looking at his phone.

A lot of WeChat messages wishing a happy New Year rang out, most of them were group posts and fixed templates. Zou Shao found a few different ones among the many "Happy New Year, I wish you and your family..." messages.

Chen Guang: I wish Brother Zou run faster and faster in the new year!

Zou Shao replied a circle of messages, turned over the message records in turn, and finally his eyes gradually moved to the white head portrait on the top.

It's almost half a year.

The other party didn't delete his friends, and didn't block Moments, but the last chat record between the two was still the sentence "the door is not locked" last year.

The simple three words brought out all the sour old things from the bottom of my heart, and I was forced to relive them.

Zou Shao really wanted to say something to the other party.Don't dare to ask for anything else, just chat a few words casually.

Click to open the input box, but don't know what to post.

If you only send a sentence of "Happy New Year", it shouldn't be too abrupt. If the other party doesn't want to reply, you can pretend that you didn't see it.

Anyway, it's just an unremarkable one hidden among many repeated "Happy New Year".

A perfunctory mask is used to cover up the deliberation under the flesh, but the back layer of the ordinary template reveals a trace of bewildered and cautious.

00:05

WeChat Nickname: Happy New Year

After clicking send, Zou Shao threw the phone on the bed, his eyes subconsciously moved out of the window.

Heartbeat also started to speed up.

Miss him a little.

If possible, I still want to hold his hand, in the package of the other party's unique taste, look at the lights of Wanjia in front of the window, clasp my fingers tightly between the eyebrows and kiss.

I just don't know if he already has such a person at this time...

The phone vibrated, and was smothered by the bed, only an imperceptible light ring.

Zou Shao turned his head quickly, then slowly picked up the phone and entered the lock screen password.

It was like unwrapping a present, with a little bit of anticipation in my apprehension, so small that I didn't realize it.

The galaxy rolled outside the window, and the snowflakes glowed fluorescently under the reflection of the window glass.The lights all over the corners of the city spread in parallel with the singing from the TV, and finally converged into a bright point as far as the eye could see.

00:10

Q-Sir: Happy New Year.

Xinghe whispered, and melted into the flickering light in his eyes, as if it was close in front of his eyes, and he could hug him by stretching out his hand.

one year later.

Tsinghua High-Level Athletes Winter Camp.

The opening ceremony and data verification of the winter camp were held two days ago, and this day is the time for the official test.

Athletes were warming up in the East Gymnasium. The smell of plastic on the indoor runway mixed with the smell of sweat filled with hormones, which made everyone's adrenaline soar, and the tense and exciting atmosphere spread throughout the venue.

It is no less important than the college entrance examination.

"Next, Zou Shao."

After being called by his name, he stepped outside and was shivered by the cold wind.

The physical education teacher once told him to practice skills and physical strength during training, but to let go of oneself during competitions.

The conspicuous red line is the only destination, the white circled runway is the only path, and "fast" is the only goal.

Run up and rush over.

For a sprinter, the training takes years, day and night, but the 100-meter test only takes more than ten seconds.Countless hours of pain and sweat are only reflected in the few tenths of a second between everyone.

Bend over, arch your back, raise your head, and accumulate strength.

The world collapsed into the small space of 100 meters in front of me. I kicked on the ground from the waist to the bottom. The moment I lifted my legs, I felt that my whole body had completely changed.

Tight and relaxed, restrained and wild, the dry and stagnant air is blown with a gust of wind.

The arm swing is fast and powerful, the body is gradually erected from the initial forward lean, and from the speed change to the constant speed in the second half, every muscle cell is stimulated to its peak.

Will it succeed?

Being able to stand on the runway today is a matter of luck and accident.

From the beginning of deciding to take the path of sports students, to the smooth progress, to the catastrophic accidental injury, the indulgent struggle of giving up and fighting under the double desperation, and finally got the place for the winter camp test.

Countless days and nights, minutes and seconds, every step is a gamble, every step seems to be stuck in a wetland.

"Nobody knows what the outcome will be, but give it your all until the dust settles."

When he asked to rejoin the school team, the physical education teacher asked: "If you think about it, the risk is very high."

But this is an opportunity.

The only chance to get closer to him.

Although the future is still blank, although the relationship between the two is as awkward as a pool of stagnant water, although no one will wait for anyone, although it may be too late after I am ready.

It was resolute at the beginning, there was no way out, and there was no promise.

But he still couldn't just give up like this, and couldn't be content with the status quo.

Some people say that the essence of human nature is laziness and being content with the status quo, but there is always something that can pull people out of "so be it".

For example, a deep-rooted dream, such as a silver-haired man who is bright and untouchable.

bring me out.

Pulled me out of despair, mud, straitjacket, again.

Again, reach out and pull me tight.

The body crossed the finish line, and then slowly slowed down, the cells in the whole body seemed to evaporate.

ended.

For a moment, Zou Shao picked up his phone and had the urge to contact Qin Weifeng.

Tell him that he has come and finished the exam.

Tell him that he hasn't given up yet.

A gust of wind mixed with snow foam blew over, and Zou Shao shivered.

Chen Guang: Have you finished the exam?

WeChat nickname: just finished the exam.

Zou Shao changed hands and now took a video and sent it.

Chen Guang: Hold the grass, the playground is really big.

WeChat nickname: There are many playgrounds, not just one.

Chen Guang: How are you doing?

WeChat nickname: I don't know.

After a while, I added another sentence: I think it's okay.

The results and rankings of the physical test come out very quickly. Almost all the students can probably know whether they have hope of passing after running for a while.

The results of the preliminary competition were posted, and a group of people immediately gathered around.

Zou Shao was squeezed in the back row, and finally found his name between the heads, but he couldn't see the results behind him.

"I've heard of the top few." Someone in front said.

"Yes, isn't this person the one who won the first place in the Beijing competition last time?"

Zou Shao's heart trembled.

Beijing Saiyi was his result from the last competition.

Zou Shao now somewhat understands the psychology of candidates when they check the results of the college entrance examination, and his heart is about to jump out of excitement. He is eager to see those numbers, but he dare not look directly at them.

"It seems to be better than the results in the Beijing competition."

The classmate in front just turned his head, and Zou Shao saw his grades.

For a moment, he suspected that he had hallucinations and misread it due to excessive tension, but he shook his head, and the numbers were still firmly printed on it.

That's right.

is the fastest ever.

It is a fighting spirit that has never been aroused, and a speed that has never been reached. Even among the outstanding high-level athletes in the country, it is definitely at the upper-middle level.

He felt that his throat was dry, and he just stared at the report card for a moment, not even willing to look away.

This result is very promising.

like a dream.

Zou Shao was stunned for dozens of seconds before he realized it, as if he was walking on clouds, so distorted that he was in a trance.

Not fake.

He quickly took out his phone and opened WeChat, a series of red dots came to ask him about his grades, and he was so excited that he didn't know where to start from.

Chen Guang: Are there any results?

Chen Guang: Is it out yet?

Chen Guang: Say something.

WeChat nickname: me

Chen Guang:!

Chen Guang: Is it out? !

Wechat nickname: It seems... yes

Chen Guang:! ! ! ! !

The game is still going on on the East Playground, and every swaying figure is a person walking on the road, diligent and unstoppable.

The mood improved, as if looking at the white stands are shining.The big characters "Working for the health of the motherland for 50 years" hanging on the opposite side are particularly eye-catching.

Not fake.

He really did it.

"Wind God..."

Zou Shao wanted to share this news with him as soon as possible, even though they had broken up, even though they hadn't been in touch for nearly a year.

The first person who wants to tell is him.

The author has something to say:

PS: According to the research information, Tsinghua Sports Special Students participated in the winter camp (after the preliminary review) during the winter vacation of the third year of senior high school (around January), and were selected through competitions in the camp.In the case of Zou Shao, track and field is considered a class A specialty student, and the culture class seems to be required to be 1% of the second line (this is not too difficult, but the admission of sprint is not easy, and the competition is fierce), so please correct me if I am wrong.

The details of the physical examination are made up. I haven't taken the exam, so don't get into it.

"No one knows what the result will be, but before the dust settles, please do your best." From Tsinghua University's 2020 admissions promotional video "Chasing the Light"

Broken thoughts: I didn’t go back to school for more than half a year. In the past two days, I was so tired of washing the clothes and tidying up the cabinets that I doubted my life. I even washed the water dispenser. Oh my god!

Then I found out in despair that it takes an hour and a half from the dormitory to the company... Tomorrow I will go offline to join the job QWQ is nervous

Finally, thanks to WY's cute little mine duck