Dig a spoonful of heart meat

The results of the winter camp came out that day, and Zou Shao was successfully shortlisted. Then he just needed to prepare for the college entrance examination half a year later.

early morning.

He tossed and turned in bed for most of the night, still feeling that the result was very dramatic.

Can't sleep.

I don't know how long it took, half asleep and half awake, the phone vibrated.

Q-Sir: I just came out of the library and saw the message.

Zou Shao glanced at the time, it was already 00:30 in the morning, and the time of the last message had changed to "yesterday".

He stared at the phone screen, waiting for the other person to say something, or at least say "typing."

But there was nothing. After the news of passing the physical examination, the other party seemed to have nothing to respond to.

It was unexpected, but within reason, Zou Shao propped himself up and sat up, the faint light of the phone screen against the moonlight outside the window.

00:31

WeChat nickname: so late

00:34

Q-Sir: The old library will be closed later during the weekend

Zou Shao stared at this sentence for a long time.

He didn't know that the other party was so busy because it was the final week, he didn't know where the old library was, he didn't know what time the library normally closed, and what time the other party went to bed every day.

The related life is gradually cut off and hidden from the other party's action relationship.

Q-Sir: Wait a minute, I'm cycling

WeChat nickname: don’t bother you anymore, go to bed early, I’ll go to bed first too

Put down the phone, the phone is turned to silent.

Qin Weifeng is not a smooth and sociable person. He is not good at hiding emotions. Whether it is liking or perfunctory, it is written on his face. If he pretends to be very deliberate.

The evasion and perfunctory meaning in his words just now couldn't be more obvious.

He's not one to look back a lot.

This is exactly what makes him unique. When he likes someone, he sticks to it silently, but once he gives up on someone, there is no room for maneuver.

This also happens to be a point that Zou Shao appreciates very much. His feelings are straightforward, never twitching, haggling, and welcoming when he wants to refuse.

In the final analysis, it is not that Zou Shao has not questioned his original decision during this period of time.But no matter how he resumed, he found that he had no second choice.

Instead of taking the risk of tying people to your side, you should let them go.

However, Zou Shao used "drive away" instead of "let go".

After the Spring Festival, it was the tense time for the second round of review, and the number of countdowns to the college entrance examination decreased rapidly.

For physical education students, the physical test is a big test, and the culture class is another big test.

Although the score requirements are equivalent to extremely low in the naked test, sports students do put more energy on sports, so it is naturally impossible to share the same set of standards with ordinary candidates.

Zou Shao found that life without training and only learning would be more monotonous.

There is no adjustment, only more than sixteen hours a day facing the book.

The school has perfectly mastered psychological stimulation therapy, and is determined to create a sense of urgency in every gap.

As soon as you enter the gate on the third floor, you can see the huge font scrolling on the big screen: countdown to ** days; long and poisonous slogans hang down in front of each class, as if two minutes more sleep will make life hopeless.

Walking into the teaching building is like walking into the tomb of youth, and the tomb is intimately updated every day to remind the countdown to death.

Some people read books while walking after school, take a 10-minute lunch break to sleep, and even the sound of chant biological knowledge points can be heard in the toilet.

Zou Shao bestowed two years of blessings on the college entrance examination to his third-year classmates, and now that he has finally reached his hundredth day, he has truly experienced the horror of anxiety before the exam.

When he saw the cards and apples sent by his juniors, he felt like crying.

Senior three students are not short of fruits, but lack of sleep - the senior senior wishes to treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

dinner time.

The students came back from the cafeteria in a hurry, doing questions in their own places or lying on the table for a nap.

Although Zou Shao's mid-term grades in the second semester of high school were not good, but due to special physical reasons and the fact that he had passed the physical examination, the teacher made an exception and allowed him to stay in Class Two.

According to his current grades, it is not difficult to pass the special student admission to Tsinghua University.

The class teacher walked in softly.

Since the [-]-day oath of the college entrance examination, the teachers are obviously anxious with the students, and the dark circles under the eyes are spreading at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Some seniors and sisters will come over for self-study tonight." The head teacher said, and the students raised their heads.

"They are all students with excellent grades in previous years. If you have any questions, please hurry up and ask them."

Zou Shao didn't pay attention to what was said later, and kept thinking about what he said just now.

Students with outstanding grades in previous years...

So, will he come over?

The students all looked very excited, and there was less than 5 minutes before the evening self-study class, and there was a rare vitality in the classroom.

Those classmates seemed to have arrived, talking to the teacher outside the door.

Zou Shao stared down at the paper, but couldn't read a word.

I hope he will come, but I also feel that I have a deep obsession, and when I mention "good grades", I think of Tan Weifeng.

He actually wanted to meet that person.

I miss that person too.

But this longing for lack of a legitimate relationship was covered by a deeper anxiety, which only peeped out of a corner.

The ancient saying that "near nostalgia is more timid" is probably the mentality, and "near people" can still make people feel uneasy.

The door of the classroom was opened, and the class teacher led four or five students in with a smile.The eyes of the whole class shone brightly, looking enviously at the winners of the college entrance examination on the podium.

"Let me introduce you." The class teacher pointed to one of the tall girls, "This is your senior who graduated last year, who passed the Tsinghua Economics and Management exam; ...You must all know this, the competition student who graduated the year before last is now in the Department of Computer Science of Tsinghua University."

Zou Shao raised his head.

Although four or five people stood together, the focus of the eyes of the whole class was almost on one person.

——Model test crushing No.2 scores, information competition recommendation, as the chairman of the student union, and has a mine at home with good looks, it is simply the ideal type that many girls admire in their hearts.

It's just that the person looks too cold, which scares off at least half of the suitors.

He is so dazzling.

The dressing style has changed from the black and white uniform style of high school to smart casual. The slim but not rigid shirt is tucked into the belt at the waistline just right, and the jeans, which are between casual and formal, make the legs look slender.

Qin Weifeng is a model of supporting clothes with temperament.

He looks good.

"Hi students, I'm Qin Weifeng."

His voice was like some fine millstones wrapped in a clear stream. Even if everyone knew him, he would introduce himself again out of politeness.

The arrogance between the brows and eyes is the same as before, like the edges and corners that cannot be polished by the years, standing stubbornly.

"I have graduated for two years, come here today..."

Have you graduated for two years?

Zou Shao did the math, and it has been two years since the two broke up.

Close friends who haven't seen or contacted each other for two years will probably be a little stranger, let alone people who are strangers after breaking up.

Zou Shao leaned sideways against the wall, his eyes firmly on Tan Weifeng.

The other party looked around the classroom for a week, wondering if he saw Zou Shao, but his eyes did not stay in any position for a while.

"There are still more than 60 days left for the college entrance examination. The most important thing is to stabilize your mentality in the final stage..."

Zou Shao focused all his attention on people, and didn't even pay much attention to what Tan Weifeng said.

Looking down slightly, a small piece of faded red line was exposed on the seal of the pencil case.

At that time, after breaking up with Tan Weifeng, she lay in bed for several days and didn't want to do anything.In addition, my mental state was not ideal when I asked for leave to stay at home, and I was even in a trance.

Later, when I woke up, I saw this under the bed. The sour impulse had passed, and I didn't even feel anything when I saw this, so I stuffed it into the pencil case.

Since then, I have never been willing to take it out.

The author has something to say:

I finally finished writing, five hundred per hour, I'm awesome!

In the planning of the Qixi Festival episode, this week will make up

I am an old swan, the morning rush hour of the Beijing subway is really a nightmare on earth.After three days of exploring the commute, I cut my commute from two hours to an hour!Key words: fewer transfers + good use of bicycle mounts + don't blindly believe in navigation forecast time!

BTW, my internship notice has to be retained for defense. QWQ is really bald