Dedicated to Luhe

For my proposal of "getting a girlfriend", Lu He just laughed it off, and then he asked me: "Do you want to fall in love?"

how to say?It's quite delicate to talk about relationship issues with my leader, but for me, Lu He is more than just a leader.

I hesitated for a moment and replied, "Let's go."

This kind of thing is not something I can think of.

In this terrible weather, we hid and soaked in the hot spring for a day, and talked a lot, some of them were distracted, and some were just a joke.

Lu He said: "I have had a great time these two days."

Who is not?

I don't have to go to work, I don't have to work, and I spend the company's money to enjoy it, and I am very happy.

We were finishing our meal when he said this, it was almost dark, and we were in the cafeteria, every table was packed.

"Then I hope you have such a happy life every day." I just replied, and when I looked up, I found that Lu He was staring at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

Lu He smiled and said, "It's a pity."

"What a pity?"

"I have to drive later, otherwise I can have a drink with you."

I remembered that we were sitting by the window drinking and chatting last night. It was quite cold in the cabin. The beer of that brand was actually not very tasty, but we had a good time drinking it and couldn’t stop it.

"In the future, when I'm not working overtime and you're not busy, you can make an appointment for a drink." I said, "When the time comes, don't drive out. We'll just get drunk."

When I told Lu He that "you can only rest once you get drunk", I didn't expect that one day we would really get drunk together. After all, I have always been cautious in this regard, and I stopped drinking when I was seven points.

It’s already winter to have a drink with Lu He again. After the team building was over, Lu He went on a business trip, and he was away for a week. Since I didn’t have Lu He’s homemade lunch, I would go to the convenience store downstairs to buy lunch every day at noon. Either follow my colleagues to order takeaway, and return to the previous "unhealthy" living state.

During the week when Lu He was away, I was not busy. I wandered around every day, always subconsciously looking at Lu He's office. The glass door of that room was always closed, and I could count him down through the clean glass. The number of pens in the pen holder.

The girl next door said: "Oh, there are no handsome guys to watch if Mr. Lu is not here."

Another colleague next to her joked: "Look at me! I'm pretty handsome too!"

The girl smiled disdainfully: "You? Compared with Mr. Lu, you are a firewood chopper."

I remembered what I said to Lu He before, saying that I stood next to him like a little woodcutter.

"Shu Wang, what are you laughing at?" The despised colleague stretched his neck to look at me, "You also think I'm an ass, don't you?"

"That can't be done," I said, "Brother Zhang, you are still pretty handsome."

He was happy when he heard me say this: "Heroes see the same thing!"

The girl couldn't take it anymore, she rolled her eyes and told us both to shut up.

Enough of the fuss, I turned to look at the closed glass door, and when I lowered my head, I opened WeChat in a daze, and clicked on Lu He's profile picture.

I sat there, avoiding other people's eyes, and secretly looked at Lu He's circle of friends.

There is nothing in his circle of friends, and he doesn't post a single piece of content.

It's boring.

I'm not talking about him, I'm talking about myself.

Lu He walked for a week, and when he came back, it was much colder again.

I didn't know the exact day when he would come back to work, and I was too embarrassed to ask, but when I arrived at the company that morning, I found the door of Lu He's office open.

I arrived early that day, and I went out earlier than usual, and there was no traffic jam, and I came all the way smoothly, but I arrived in the early eight o'clock.

It was really early, so early that I doubted life.

I bought an egg-filled biscuit downstairs in the company, and trotted into the building. I thought I must be the No. 1 at work today, but I didn't expect that Lu He had already arrived.

I didn't see him, but I saw the door of his office was open, and a black light woolen coat was hanging on the shelf by the door.

The computer on his desk was turned on, and he didn't know where he went.

"Morning."

I was staring at someone's office when a voice suddenly came from behind me.

Along with the sound came the smell of coffee, I turned around and saw Lu He standing behind me holding a cup, looking at me with a smile.

I haven't seen him for a week, but he's still the same, except for a shirt I haven't seen before, and his hair has been cut.

"You cut your hair."

"I can tell?"

I laughed: "I'm not blind."

He smiled softly, it was no different from before, but maybe like what the female colleague said, he hadn't seen a handsome guy for a week, so he had a feeling of "better than a newlywed" and thought he was even more handsome.

"It's quite handsome." I was still holding my egg-filled biscuit in my hand, and I squeezed it subconsciously when I spoke.

Lu He looked at me with a smile on his face, but didn't say anything.

I went back to my station to have breakfast, and by the way, my mind was full of Lu He's smile just now.

It's good to be handsome, even if the hair is cut badly.

I peeked at Lu He and found that he was also looking up at me.

It was nothing at first, but I don’t know why I suddenly felt guilty, as if I was caught peeking at the bag, so I quickly looked away, and the old deer in my heart started to slam again.

The last time it was because I saw Lu He's figure.

This time it was because of meeting his eyes.

I took a bite of the egg-filled biscuits and felt that things were not simple.

I'm thirty, so I don't even understand what I'm thinking.

This is troublesome.

"Are you free on Friday night?"

I don't even know when Lu He came to my desk, he startled me when he spoke.

"what?"

"Didn't you say you wanted to drink together last time? How about after get off work on Friday?"

I hesitated for a moment, feeling the need to sort out my thoughts first.

"It's okay if it's okay."

This person is too easily led away by desire.

I rationally told myself to clear my mind, but my mouth never gave me a chance to refuse.

Well, it's not the mouth, it's the heart.

Lu He nodded: "Okay, let's make a decision first."

Let's settle this first.

Ok.

"What's wrong?" he asked me.

"It's alright."

"Oh." Lu He pointed to the egg-filled pancake in my hand and said, "Is it delicious?"

"Delicious." I handed it in a daze, "Do you want to try it?"

Hold.

I'm afraid I'm not a fool.