my therapist freaked out

Just like that, Ke Fan sat in the booth by himself.The mirror was indeed one-sided, and the booth was dimly lit, with a European-style table in the middle, a wide and deep semicircular sofa on one side, and wooden chairs on the other.

Ke Fan sat on the sofa for a while and felt that there was nothing under his buttocks, and the whole person was about to sink into it, so he simply sat on the wooden chair opposite.

He looked outside the door, the bar was already full of people.This booth is facing the central stage.At this time, the slow melody of the tune echoes on the first floor. It is really a good place to relax while watching the excitement without being in front of the public.

A waiter wearing a caddy-like polo shirt and shorts knocked on the door and asked Ke Fan if he wanted to order.Ke Fan took the menu and was deeply shocked by the price.

Too expensive woo woo woo.

He remembered that Wu Gang said that the order was free, but he was embarrassed to take advantage of others.I still plan to pay the bill myself: "This, non-alcoholic, right, Swan Lake, and then I want a small fruit pancake."

The waiter nodded, repeated it respectfully with a smile, and left.

When he turned around, Ke Fan realized that the waiter was wearing fishnet stockings on his long white legs protruding from his shorts!

Orz, is this gay?Love love love.

Ke Fan was a little restless, it seemed that he realized that he was indeed gay at this time, and it felt a little exciting.

The waiter walked across the lobby to the bar to order drinks.From a distance, the bartender looks pretty handsome, but unfortunately, he doesn't look like an attack...

Ke Fan covered his chest, no, he can't always look at the world with the heart of looking for 1.This can put stress on yourself and others.

Although...Ke Fan still really wants to have a sweet boyfriend.Because of his background, he longed for a family.Although he later found out that he was an iron gay, Ke Fan never wavered from this idea.

It just seems to be more difficult.

Ke Fan thought about these miscellaneous things, and gradually forgot the unpleasant things before.

Suddenly, the lights in the hall on the first floor dimmed, and even the booth where Ke Fan was located was blurred.

There were screams one after another outside, and Ke Fan clearly saw a strong man with a big arm and a round waist at the bar hiding delicately in the arms of an innocent young man beside him.

This is so outrageous.

Ke Fan felt amused. He guessed that tonight's show was about to start, the lights and dances were creating an atmosphere, and the outfield who were not in the booth had already started chatting in twos and threes.

He didn't see anyone who attracted him too much, even if there was, he didn't dare to flirt with him.

At this time, the wine he ordered was delivered, and the waiter who delivered the food was changed, but he was also fair-skinned and beautiful with long legs.The fishnet stockings made his legs cold and slender, and Ke Fan's eyes were glued to his legs.Although it is a 0, I will still be attracted by this kind of thing.

Suddenly, Ke Fan felt as if his eyes had been stunned by sand, and blinked desperately sourly.

"Is there anything else I can help with?" the waiter who came said coldly, as if Ke Fan owed him money.

"No, no, thank you." Ke Fan said while rubbing his eyes.His eyes were full of tears, flowing out uncontrollably, and he could no longer see clearly the white thighs wrapped in fishnet stockings.He only heard the waiter close the door of the booth and left.

Ke Fan was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his eyes, and he also knew not to rub hard.But his eyes were itchy and painful, so he could only lift his eyelids, trying to shake out the non-existent foreign objects.

Suddenly, Ke Fan felt a gust of cold wind blowing over his head.

!

In the next second, his limbs were controlled, unable to move, and he was faced with the cold air blowing towards his eyes.

Ke Fan seemed to have returned to the time when he was riding a bicycle to school in the winter before work. He was crying and thinking, no, he must take medicine immediately, his body is about to die.

The pole dance performance in the lobby started, and the lights of ambiguous colors scattered on the floor and on the sexy body of the male dancer.A circle of booths and bar counters were immersed in the melodious sound, and the clean bar that had a decent look just now was filled with an impure atmosphere.

After waiting for an hour, Xiao Xi leaned on Wu Gang, the owner of "Kosong", and when she came down from upstairs with blushing cheeks and opened the door of the booth, she saw Ke Fan's face full of spring, and he was soft on the sofa. Opened like a panicked bunny.

Xiao Xi pursed her lips in surprise: "Ah, this..."

Ke Fan still had tears in his eyes, he gritted his teeth and stood up and said to Xiaoxi: "I, I feel a little uncomfortable, I'm going back first..."

Xiao Xi grabbed his arm, wanting to ask if he was okay.But Ke Fan only felt that every inch of his skin could not be touched, and his whole body trembled when he touched it.

He violently broke away from Xiaoxi's hand, Xiaoxi was completely unprepared, and was staggered by the force.

Wu Gang embraced Xiaoxi, and stared at Ke Fan with a worried expression.Ke Fan quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxi, I'm really not feeling well tonight, didn't I hurt you?"

Xiaoxi waved her hand: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll give you the key first, you go back first."

Then he took out the key and gave some instructions, and when Ke Fan walked out of the "Kosong" door, Wu Gang hugged Xiaoxi from behind and muttered: "What's going on, someone made an early move?"

Xiaoxi clapped his hands reproachfully: "Don't talk nonsense! But it's really weird. Ke Fan is very stupid, and he doesn't look like he's hooked up with someone. Could it be that he was watching the dance and masturbating himself?"

Wu Gang smirked and touched Xiaoxi's chin: "That's impossible. How can you smell it here? If you hit it in the booth, it will definitely leave marks. He probably just feels uncomfortable."

Xiao Xi still felt strange, always felt that the deck was whizzing: "Did you see what we were thinking? Look at his appearance just now, he seemed completely terrified. Don't be wary, right?"

Wu Gang sneered: "It's not like, if you're wary, you're wary. You little fox can't handle him... um..."

The two closed the door and kissed in the booth.

Ke Fan walked to Xiaoxi's house on the street by himself.This time, it was in public, with a couple of fierce action separated by a wall.

He was pressed against the single-sided glass of the booth, and while forced to watch the sexy strippers dancing on the pole outside, he disarmed himself.His hands hungrily touched every sensitive spot on his body, and he couldn't moan and beg, because the shame came from him.

He was sane, but he couldn't control himself at all.Like a lunatic, a pervert, doing such a thing without shame.

No wonder he was abandoned, he thought vaguely.Ke Fan has been thinking since he was sensible, why he was abandoned by his parents.There are many children in the orphanage, some with cleft lip and some with congenital heart disease.

He compared himself to those kids and couldn't figure out why he was being thrown away.

Why am I an unwanted child?Am I not good enough?

Under the education of the community school, Ke Fan was admitted to the best local university. When he was in school, he watched other parents send their children off, and he thought in confusion.

It turned out to be the case.

It turned out to be the case.

Ke Fan didn't realize until now that it was because I was mentally ill.

Maybe his mother is also a mental patient, I don't know if it was an accident or because of some kind of misfortune, she gave birth to a child who was destined to be destroyed.In this way, he was sent to the orphanage, where he began his tragic life.

It seems that he has got the answer he has been asking for, but he is even more unwilling.

Ke Fan felt empty in his heart, and he didn't even see the flickering car lights in the distance.

"Beep!" Ke Fan panicked and looked towards the front of the screeching horn, the car had already arrived, but his legs were as immobile as if they had been filled with lead.

His mind is empty, no mental illness, no biological parents, are not as important as being alive.

At the critical moment, Ke Fan's body moved again involuntarily.

This time, he was not controlled by someone, but someone kicked him out directly with great force.

Ke Fan fell on the sidewalk next to him, and in a daze, he caught the sound of something being run over by a wheel.Ke Fan's eyes widened suddenly, and he turned around abruptly.

The place where the wheels pass is empty, only the asphalt road under the street lamp.

The driver of the car was a middle-aged man. He stopped the car quickly and got out of the car trembling with fright.

"It's okay, it's okay, God! That person was too fast just now, I really didn't realize it, I, God, what can I do!" The man beat his chest and feet, with a look of despair on his face.

Ke Fan's hands and feet were cold, and he sat slumped on the ground, and he still couldn't stand up after several attempts.

The middle-aged male driver looked around and stopped howling: "Why, why is there no one?" He looked at Ke Fan and asked, "Young man, are you okay?"

Ke Fan swallowed, and asked him, "What are you looking for?"

The male driver rolled his eyes to make sure that there was indeed no second victim nearby, and then said, "I seem to have run over something just now...Maybe I was driving for too long and had hallucinations. I'm really sorry, young man, I'm so scared." Is it on you? I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup."

Ke Fan closed his eyes, then opened them again.

He looked at the section of road that was pushed away just now, and it was indeed empty.It is no different from any street in this city, where the traffic is still coming and going.

Ke Fan heard his own voice say, "No need."

The driver wished that Ke Fan would not pursue the matter, but he did not actually hit him, so he thanked him and slipped away.

Ke Fan sat on the side of the road for a long time before he felt some strength in his legs and feet.stood up.

He was holding on to the pole next to him, and the overwhelming feeling of survival after the catastrophe came to his mind. He had never been so glad that he had schizophrenia.This saved his life!

The previous entanglement and negative emotions were swept away, and Ke Fan felt that his other personality was still useful, and he felt a little grateful in his heart.

Ke Fan has never been protected by anyone. Even if the second personality protects him, it is only for his own safety. Ke Fan still feels an inexplicable warmth in his heart.Ke Fan, who was an orphan, had never felt it before.

He decided to find a way to chat with his second personality.

The author says:

Gong: I was hit by a credit and was robbed by a non-existent gadget