How much tomorrow

Zhao Anhe's attending physician has changed. I heard that Zhao's father paid a lot of money to invite him back from abroad. Zhao Anhe has met him several times. He is an old man with a white beard who is always smiling. He has something to do. If it's nothing to do, let Zhao An and it's nothing to go out for a walk more, saying to relax and maintain a happy body and mind.

But as long as he thinks of Mao Mao and Wei Ze, how can Zhao Anhe be happy?

There was another person who came back with the attending doctor. I heard that he was his student. I heard that the person was good-looking, gentle and polite. Although Zhao Anhe had never met him before, he met him when he came Two young nurses who practiced in the hospital secretly hid at the stairs and chatted, saying how handsome and gentle the old doctor's student was.

Mao Mao disappeared, Zhao Anhe wanted to sneak out of the hospital several times to find Mao Mao, but every time he couldn't even get out of the inpatient department building, Zhao Jin had no choice but to promise Zhao Anhe that he would Find someone to look for Mao Mao every day, and report to him which street and road you are looking for today every night, and as soon as you find Mao Mao, bring it to Zhao Anhe to have a look.

With Zhao Jin's guarantee, Zhao Anhe no longer planned to escape from prison every day, and his life returned to daily chemotherapy, examination, and sitting on the bed in a daze.

When Zhao Anhe was in a daze, he was thinking about many things, thinking about Mao Mao, his parents, his illness, and... Wei Ze.

Time passed day by day, and his parents were looking for hematopoietic stem cells to match him everywhere. Zhao Anhe's illness was hanging on like this. Since then, Wei Ze has visited several times. He always wants to explain to Zhao Anhe what to write. I want to talk to Zhao Anhe, but Wei Ze is too busy...he never has much time, once, Zhao Anhe even thought, if Wei Ze can get Maomao back...no...as long as he can It doesn’t even need him to look for Maomao, as long as he can print some dog hunting revelations, as long as he can temporarily forget his work for a while, then he will forgive Wei Ze.

But Wei Ze's phone always rang inappropriately, and Wei Ze always answered the phone inappropriately.

Suddenly one day, Zhao Anhe found that he thought of Wei Ze less and less every day when he was in a daze.

"knock knock"

After a while of knocking on the door, a man in a white coat appeared. He was very good-looking. He had a pair of gentle, glowing, beautiful eyes. He walked up to Zhao Anhe, widened his eyes, and pretended to be Unbelievable look: "Oh! Xiaohe! Look at the weather outside, why are you bored in the ward and playing by yourself?"

Zhao Anhe looked at him with a wooden face, without saying a word.

Judging from the appearance, this person should be a doctor here, and he called Xiaohe affectionately, but Zhao Anhe didn't remember knowing such a person.

The white coat bent slightly, and touched Zhao Anhe's head, "It seems that you don't remember me, Xiaohe, what a pity."

He stood up in front of Zhao Anhe, and began to introduce himself with a smile, "Long time no see, Xiaohe. I am a student of your attending physician and a high school classmate of your brother. My name is Qin Shen."

"Oh." Zhao Anhe was a little unhappy that Qin Shen came over casually just now, he was not too enthusiastic, and he even didn't welcome Qin Shen, "What do you want from me...? Dr. Qin ?”

Qin Shen didn't mind Zhao Anhe's unfriendly welcome, and he sat down beside Zhao Anhe's bed, "The teacher should have told you that keeping your body and mind happy is conducive to the improvement of your condition. Xiaohe, the weather is so good, you should Go out for a walk, maybe it will make you feel better."

Zhao Anhe shrank into the quilt, not wanting to talk to Qin Shen, "I don't want to go out for a walk."

Qin Shen shook his head with a smile, and pulled Zhao Anhe out of the quilt, "Your brother also agreed to let you go for a walk. Zhao Jin told me that as long as it is beneficial to your condition, no matter what I do, he will not Leave me alone."

Zhao Anhe was a little angry, he didn't like others to threaten him very much, in fact, Zhao Anhe was not afraid of Zhao Jin, but Zhao Anhe would not be angry, he would just say to Qin Shen with a straight face, "I don't want to go out Walk."

Qin Shen smiled, he was not angry or unhappy, he still had the same good-spoken appearance, and even looked forward to it, "I will carry you out, Xiaohe. You want to go out now ?"

"...My brother said that no matter what you do, he won't care about you, including this?"

Qin Shen thought for a while and nodded with a smile, "It should be included. I have known your brother for almost ten years, and he should be very clear about what I will do. Let's go for a walk together, Xiaohe, I'll cheer you up."

An unhappy Zhao Anhe and a smiling Qin Shen sat on a bench around the green belt in the hospital.

A group of children ran past Zhao Anhe, bringing up a gust of wind. Zhao Anhe was wearing a thin hospital gown, and Qin Shen put the coat he brought out from the ward on Zhao Anhe's body, thinking for a while , took off his white coat and put it on Zhao Anhe's lap.

Zhao Anhe glanced at the hospital gown on his lap, at this moment Zhao Anhe wanted to say thank you to Qin Shen, but Qin Shen almost forced Zhao Anhe to go out before, which made Zhao Anhe unwilling Taking the initiative to speak to Qin Shen, Zhao Anhe said, "Thank you, Doctor Qin, but I don't need it."

"Cover it up. Although it's thin, it's better than nothing. I'll bring you out so I can't catch a cold. And..." Qin Shen pretended to be serious, "Doctor Zhao, I'm not a doctor now, you wear You are the doctor in the white coat, you can call me by my name directly, Qin Shen. Doctor Zhao, doctors should be more obedient than ordinary patients."

Zhao Anhe laughed. He looked at a small piece of green belt in front of him and thought of Mao Mao. When Zhao Anhe was not sick, Mao Mao always liked to play "ball games" with him.

The way to play is probably that Zhao Anhe throws the ball, and then Maomao invites him, and then Zhao Anhe can chase Maomao, and Maomao will keep running.

He was a little fuzzy.

"Qin Shen, do you like puppies?"

"Puppy?" Qin Shen was a little surprised that Zhao Anhe would talk to him about a puppy. He looked up at the sky, and there was a small piece of cloud in front of him. It looked a bit like a puppy chasing a ball all the time. Qin Thinking deeply of a little guy who was picked up by himself recently, he laughed.

"Xiaohe, that's a really good question. How do you know that I happen to have a lot to talk about with you about puppies?"

"I picked up a dirty puppy at the gate of the courtyard a few days ago...about...so big..." Qin Shen drew a small circle with his hand, "Hey...you don't know, he is very smart, I I wonder if he has become a goblin, and he is very picky eater, likes to play and catch the ball. It looks like someone raised him, but I didn’t see a dog search near the hospital... No way, I had to raise it first ...I just named him Xiaoya yesterday, how is it? It's cute...haha..."

Qin Shen was happy when he said it, and Zhao Anhe was also happy when he heard it.

It's just that while he was happy, he felt a little lost when he thought of Maomao.

Is it loss...or sadness...Zhao Anhe couldn't figure it out either. Many things happened in just one month. He seemed to accept everything calmly, but in fact he just didn't react.

From suddenly being told that he had cancer, Zhao Anhe couldn't help but feel fear even though the surgery had an 80.00% chance of being cured, and then endless chemotherapy, even though it had been so long, Zhao Anhe still wasn't fully used to it, every time After chemotherapy, he couldn't eat anything, and even if he forced himself to swallow food, he would spit it out immediately.

Whenever he vomited out disgustingly when he couldn't eat, his mother would always pinch the corner of his quilt, with tears in his eyes, and the nagging elder brother would also gently pat him at this time back without saying a word.

He would also hide in the quilt and cry secretly, but what's the use of that, the next morning, he still had to pretend to be indifferent and continue to receive treatment.

Then there is Wei Ze... and then Mao Mao...

Zhao Anhe didn't want to talk to Qin Shen at first, but he had no one else to talk about with him, so Zhao Anhe couldn't help it, so he began to talk to Qin Shen, "Qin Shen, I'm sick. I also had a puppy before, he was also very cute, he was also very picky eater, and he also liked to play ball games...but now he is lost...I may never see him again..."

"Maybe he has been waiting for you in a place you have been to before, maybe it is the place where you met for the first time, maybe it is the place where you used to play, maybe you don't need to find him yourself, he has already come to look for you You, anyway, the puppy is very smart, don't worry, we will see you again, I will help you find him, do you have a picture of him... or does he have any distinctive features?"

It’s weird.

Zhao Anhe thought.

A stranger who had known him for less than a day, after hearing Zhao Anhe say that he missed Mao Mao, offered to look for him, even though Qin Shen might just be coaxing him, even though Qin Shen might not go to look for it at all...

But why Wei Ze won't coax him...

"There are black spots on his four paws... There is also a little black spot on the tip of his tail. It's not that kind of pet dog, or that kind of very ordinary little dirt dog..."

"Wait...wait...Xiaohe..." Qin Shen interrupted Zhao Anhe, his eyes were terribly bright, "Is there another ear that is also black, except that these parts are all white...? Kind of Fat, the back looks a bit like a panda...isn't it?"

Zhao Anhe nodded incredulously, he had a faint thought in his mind, but he was not sure.

Qin Shen took out the phone from his pocket, found a picture from the photo album, and handed the phone to Zhao Anhe, "It seems that I have found the puppy you ran away from home, Xiaohe." Qin Shen He laughed softly, "Let me think about it...I picked him up at the hospital gate...So he came to look for you...It's strange, how did he find here, what a smart puppy..."

It is indeed a photo of Maomao.

Zhao Anhe laughed, thinking that Maomao was not bullied, nor did he go hungry on the road, and was picked up by kind people. Thinking of this, Zhao Anhe finally smiled, and he stretched out a finger, He tapped twice on the photo of Mao Mao on Qin Shen's phone, as if he was stroking Mao Mao's head, "Maomao is hard to raise...he is very mischievous and clingy, and he is also very picky eater..."

"Huh? It's called Maomao... No wonder he ignores me no matter what I call him Xiaoya..." Qin Shen tilted his head slightly.Looking at Zhao Anhe's warm smiling face, he said softly, "That's great, you smiled."

Hearing what Qin Shen said, Zhao Anhe remembered that the doctor said that keeping the body and mind happy is beneficial for treatment. He couldn't help sighing that although Qin Shen picked up Mao Mao by chance, it really made him happy. An He has never seen a more responsible doctor than Qin Shen.

Speaking of it, the two professions of doctors and police officers are quite similar.

Serving the country and the people and saving lives and wounds, being selfless and helping the world and saving the people.

There is no more responsible policeman than Wei Ze, and no more responsible doctor than Qin Shen.

Zhao Anhe suddenly said, "Doctor Qin, you look a lot like my boyfriend."

"Really..." Qin Shen smiled indifferently. He touched his pocket and took out a pack of cigarettes. He seemed to think that there was another patient by his side, so he put the cigarette away again. After going back, he asked Zhao Anhe, "Xiaohe, do you believe in love at first sight?"

love at first sight…

Zhao Anhe seemed to have not heard this word for a long time. He and Wei Ze fell in love at first sight, and he always told himself, told his elder brother, and told his parents that he and Wei Ze fell in love at first sight, as if as long as there was a relationship between them. As long as there are these four words in the relationship, it will become invincible.

But what is the truth?

The indestructible love between them has developed to the present, and Zhao Anhe can't even say a word to Wei Ze. He is counting the days in the hospital and living each day. What is Wei Ze doing? There are countless official duties, without Zhao Anhe, how could Wei Ze's life change.

Love at first sight... really ridiculous love at first sight.

Zhao Anhe's smile gradually cooled down. He didn't look at Qin Shen, but said to Qin Shen word by word: "Sorry, I don't believe it."

"I'm late."

"Who knows."

Qin Shen rubbed his fingers, and finally took out a cigarette from his pocket, didn't light it, just bit it like this, "Your boyfriend is a policeman? I heard your brother tell me that I look a lot like him, yes Because of our profession?"

Zhao Anhe thought for a while, "It's not all. He is a good policeman, and you are a good doctor..." He complained to Qin Shen involuntarily, "He is always very busy...very busy...a good policeman... I was sick this time, and I didn't talk to him properly. Mao Mao got lost, and he... Doctor Qin, you will do the same... For example, you will give up your vacation and come to the hospital because of a phone call... ..."

"Why do you think so?" Qin Shen felt a little strange, "Your brother told me that Wei Ze was an orphan and grew up in an orphanage. He didn't know who his parents were. Maybe it happened because of this that Wei Ze became a policeman. ? I am different from Wei Ze, I remember my parents..."

"I'm not like Wei Ze at all. My dad is a bit like Wei Ze. My dad is also a doctor. He also likes to go to the hospital just because of a phone call. He is very good. He is a good doctor. But he is also a good father. One day he was on vacation, and a patient came to the hospital. The family members insisted on asking my dad to operate on him. Other doctors and nurses wanted to do emergency measures for the patient. The family members refused to allow it, and it is said that when my father rushed over, the patient had already passed away, and later those family members said that my father came too late to kill the person, so they hacked my father to death."

Qin Shen squeezed the cigarette with his finger and broke it into two pieces. He looked around, but couldn't find a trash can, so he stuffed it in his hand and was ready to throw it away at any time. "I'm different from Wei Ze. I know how to be a doctor. Just because my father is a doctor, I don't like saving people, but I like being a doctor, which may seem contradictory."

"There are many people in the world. They are good and bad, some are reasonable and some are unreasonable. Xiaohe, I used to feel sad because of some people's words... I heard more sad words, I don't care anymore, not even with words that don't make people sad."

"In the end, I'm just a selfish and cold-blooded doctor. I don't have enough time to live. I don't like wasting time on people I don't care about."

After Qin Shen finished speaking, he asked Zhao Anhe again, "Xiaohe, do you believe in love over time?"

Zhao Anhe stood up, he didn't intend to sit on the bench anymore, he returned the white coat to Qin Shen, "Sorry, I don't believe it." Zhao Anhe watched Qin Shen put on the white coat, and that gentle man again Dr. Qin, thinking about what Qin Shen said just now, opened his mouth, but finally shook his head himself.

The sun was about to set, and it was already dusk.

The shadows of Qin Shen and Zhao Anhe were reflected on the mottled path, Zhao Anhe said to Qin Shen, "I was wrong, you are very different from Wei Ze."

Zhao Anhe thought for a while, and then said, "It would be fine if I like you."

Qin Shen nodded with a smile, touched the fluffy hat Zhao Anhe was wearing, "Yes, it would be fine if you like me."

Qin Shen and Zhao Anhe didn't say anything else along the way. Qin Shen sent Zhao Anhe to the ward: "By the way... I have some good news for you, Xiaohe."

Qin Shen frowned, feeling happy for Zhao Anhe, "Your brother's inspection report has come out, and his cells have successfully matched with yours."

Zhao Anhe looked at Qin Shen in confusion, he didn't understand these things, but even if he didn't understand, he could sense something.

Is it possible that the disease will be cured immediately, and there is no need for chemotherapy or medicine?

If that's the case... that's pretty pleasing.

If this is true... what will happen between him and Wei Ze... Will the illness between him and Wei Ze get better...

Qin Shen looked at Zhao Anhe's confused face, as if he had seen Zhao Anhe who was doing homework next to Zhao Jin at Zhao's house, and also had a confused face, his eyes seemed to understand and seemed to not understand, At that time, Qin Shen patiently gave the lecture to Zhao Anhe without the slightest bit of boredom.

Qin Shen has never changed, and now Qin Shen is the same as at that time, patiently explaining to Zhao Anhe in an easy-to-understand manner, "It means that the operation will not take long, and if the operation is successful, your illness will be cured." Now, you don’t need chemotherapy or medicine. I already called your brother and parents at noon and told them the news.”

"The unhappy days are almost over, Xiaohe."

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ After procrastinating for so long, the next chapter will end...

Is there anyone... talk to me... yeah... TTUTT

☆, ending (1)

The weather today is good.

Wei Ze took out a suit from the closet that he bought a long time ago. This suit was bought for him by Zhao Anhe. At that time, Zhao Anhe said that he wanted to see Wei Ze in a suit on a date.

Unfortunately, Wei Ze has never worn this suit since he bought it back. No one thought that the first time he wore it would be on such an occasion.

Today Wei Ze rests.

He hasn't rested for a long time. Wei Ze shouldn't be resting today, but he is too tired, his mind is chaotic, he can't think clearly, his phone keeps ringing, Wei Ze is wrinkled. Frowning but did not answer the phone as usual, just let the phone ring again and again.

Let's make noise, make noise, what does this have to do with me?

Wei Ze fixed his hair in front of the mirror, tied his tie, and shaved off all the stubble. Except for the dark circles under his eyes and the exhaustion he couldn't hide, all of this was no different from Wei Ze before.

The cell phone continued to ring.

Wei Ze looked at the mobile phone that was still on the table with some annoyance, sighed, and pressed the connect button. As expected, a colleague yelled "Wei Ze? Where are you now?" What? Why did you ask for leave all of a sudden? We can’t do it without you here, Wei Ze, come back and help, there are so many things we can’t handle.”

"Sorry, I have something important to do today."

The caller repeated Wei Ze's words aloud, it should be conveying his words to other people, there was a burst of hahaha laughter from the phone, "Don't be kidding, Wei Ze, what important things do you have? Hurry up, come back quickly, at worst, I will make up for your vacation next time."

"Today is my wife's funeral."

No longer waiting for the person on the phone to reply, Wei Ze hung up the phone directly. Zhao Anhe was gone, and Mao Mao was gone. The whole house was so quiet that Wei Ze felt scared. He looked at the person in the mirror with a face There are many expressions on it, including sadness, anger, boredom and anxiety.

But Wei Ze, why are you bored, angry, and anxious?

Is it because of the never-ending cell phone ringtones, because of the never-ending business affairs, or because of the never-ending work.

Now that the phone has gone quiet, why should you be upset?

He may be angry, he is angry with those colleagues who always call him to go back to the police station to help, he is angry with those jobs that always kill his vacation, Wei Ze's unreasonable anger cannot convince anyone , now no one wants to hear Wei Ze's reasons anymore.

He was even more angry with himself. In the past, he always felt that the days were still long, and he always postponed the plans he had already made. Finally, until now, Zhao Anhe passed away, and he had no chance to implement his plans.

Thinking about it carefully, there are very few memorable things between him and Zhao Anhe. Not to mention the normal time, even during the time when Zhao Anhe was hospitalized, he rarely sat by Zhao Anhe's bed and had a good time with him. talk about it.

Looking back on the past, Wei Ze is always full of regret and pain.

But even so, whenever Wei Ze thinks of Zhao Anhe's face, he can't help but smile, and he begins to wonder why his former self always leaves because of a phone call, all kinds of blurs that he never noticed before The details suddenly became clear at this time.

Those things that he always deliberately failed to hear, those things that he always deliberately failed to see, suddenly saw and heard.

That day, Wei Ze went to the hospital but did not see Zhao Anhe, only saw an empty bed, he was a little happy, he thought, Zhao Anhe's illness was finally cured, maybe Zhao Anhe had already been discharged from the hospital and went home , he can start his vacation, he can take Zhao Anhe to play everywhere, and he can stay with Zhao Anhe every day.

But at home, Wei Ze didn't see Zhao Anhe.

Wei Ze thought about it and went to Zhao's house again.

From a distance, Wei Ze saw a man in a white coat standing at the door of Zhao's house smoking a cigarette. The man seemed to have seen Wei Ze, and he waved to Wei Ze.

"You are Wei Ze?"

"Yes...you are...?"

The man pinched his cigarette and looked at Wei Ze's expression which was unclear. After a long time, he replied, "I'm Qin Shen, a student of Zhao An and the attending physician, and a friend of Zhao Jin."

"Ah..." Wei Ze let out a cry, and then laughed. Wei Ze had a pretty smile, he showed two small canine teeth, and his eyes sparkled. He looked at Qin Shen, and asked with some expectation, "Doctor Qin, An And is he out of the hospital? Is he at home now? Can I go and see him?"

"Discharged?" Qin Shen repeated the word, staring at Wei Ze with a half-smile. Qin Shen looked at Wei Ze who was so happy, Zhao Anhe's smiling face vaguely appeared in his heart, and what Zhao Anhe said That sentence: Doctor Qin, it would be great if I like you.

Yes, Zhao Anhe, it would be great if you like me.

Qin Shen patted Wei Ze on the shoulder, he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe it was his own selfishness, maybe he wanted to punish Wei Ze, and every sentence he said became more vicious than every sentence, "Wei Ze, you've caught up with the good times, Although you missed Zhao An and his discharge from the hospital, it doesn't matter, you can just catch up with his funeral, how about it, Wei Ze, are you happy? You can also send him on his last journey."

He felt unworthy for Zhao Anhe, he was torturing Wei Ze in disguise.

Wei Ze's smiling face froze all of a sudden, as if he hadn't reacted yet, "Funeral?"

"That's right." Qin Shen smiled maliciously, "I already found a matching stem blood cell, but I didn't expect that his condition would suddenly deteriorate a few days before the operation. Maybe it wouldn't happen if we had the operation. He has been procrastinating and refusing to perform the operation, holding his mobile phone all day... I don't know what he is waiting for... The probability of success has dropped from 80.00% to 20.00%, such a low success rate..."

With such a low success rate, there is nothing to complain about even if you die.

"Impossible!" Wei Ze grabbed Qin Shen's hand, full of disbelief. Wei Ze didn't know Qin Shen, but he believed in what Qin Shen said. He was looking for it urgently. , hoping to find the flaws in Qin Shen's lying on Qin Shen's face, "An Heming told me that this is not a serious illness. He just talked to me on the phone a few days ago, and he told me that as long as the operation is completed, It can be discharged from the hospital, and there will be an 80.00% chance of being cured... He said it was not a serious illness... Why did An He... Doctor Qin, tell me, is it An He? I don't go to see him when I'm sick, so I'm sick, so let you play such a joke with me?"

"It's not a serious illness?" Qin Shen looked at Wei Ze with pity and disdain in his eyes, "He told you that, so you believe it?"

"Hush..." He shook off Wei Ze's hand fiercely, signaling Wei Ze not to speak, and after a long time, he whispered in Wei Ze's ear, "Wei Ze, just now, did you hear the crying inside?" ……?"

Qin Shen didn't wait for Wei Ze to reply, and continued, "Zhao Anhe's funeral is three days away, so it's up to you whether you come or not, but now I suggest you don't go in, no one wants to see you there." Qin Shen paused, "Including the dead Zhao Anhe."

After Qin Shen finished speaking, he pushed open the door and wanted to go in. Halfway through the door, Qin Shen suddenly stopped, "By the way... there is one more thing I forgot to tell you, your puppy named Mao Mao has been found Yes, Zhao Anhe told me before the operation that if he doesn’t come out alive, I will take care of the puppy from now on.”

After saying this, Qin Shen turned around and smiled slightly at Wei Ze.

"Please don't worry."

Zhao Jin stood on the balcony, looking at Wei Ze who was gradually going away, "Qin Shen, what did you say to Wei Ze?"

Qin Shen stood beside Zhao Jin, leaning on the handrail of the balcony, and lit a cigarette, "It's nothing, I just lied."

Waves of crying reached Qin Shen's ears, and he looked at the distant sky in confusion. He didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but at this time, Qin Shen couldn't help but think, Zhao An and Where did he go after he died? Could he be watching them from afar?

He lied.

Before entering the operating room, Zhao Anhe also said that if he can come out alive, he will have a good chat with Wei Ze, and he will learn to be like Wei Ze, no matter what he has, he will speak up, and he will no longer be alone simmering.

Zhao Anhe, who said this, probably wanted to see Wei Ze.

Would such Zhao Anhe feel unwilling when he died?

The cold winter wind blowing on Qin Shen's face made him feel a burst of stinging pain. Qin Shen stroked his hair blown away by the wind, and suddenly he had a strange idea.

"Xiaohe." Qin Shen thought in his heart, "If...if you are really here, if you think I did the right thing, let the wind stop."

Qin Shen stood there motionless, not knowing what to expect.

Suddenly, the wind became stronger, but the sudden strong wind stopped after only a short blow.

The cigarette in Qin Shen's hand fell to the ground, and he stretched out his hand towards Kong, as if trying to grab something.

But there is nothing in the air.

He sighed, put his hands down, and said to himself, "I'm so crazy."

It's just a coincidence.

Qin Shen looked at Wei Ze's disappearing back, "Wei Ze, you are so pitiful."

On the day of the funeral, Wei Ze wore a decent suit and held a bouquet of white roses in his hands, but he didn't go in. He just watched from afar the people from the Zhao family standing in front of Zhao Anhe's tombstone, weeping bitterly, waiting for Zhao Anhe to leave. After the family left, Wei Ze stood alone in front of Zhao Anhe's tombstone and put down the bouquet of white roses.

Wei Ze originally wanted to buy a bouquet of lilies, but he remembered that he had never bought flowers for Zhao Anhe when Zhao Anhe was alive. After hesitating, Wei Ze finally chose white roses.

He had so many things he wanted to say to Zhao Anhe, but he didn't know where to start.

An He, I originally thought that we still have a lot of time, and the past years are just a leaf that falls in autumn. When spring comes, there will naturally be a new beginning.

But now I know that you and I are not the trees in the forest, but the leaves on the trees. When it falls, it is over.

Qin Shen said that you don't want to see me, and I don't want to believe what he said, but I have to believe that when you are alive, I rarely spend it with you on Valentine's Day, Christmas, or your birthday. Now the retribution is coming, every Christmas, Valentine's Day, birthday from now on, even if I want to spend it with you, I will never be able to.

Every year in the future, the only thing I can spend with you is the festival.

Wei Ze leaned on Zhao Anhe's tombstone, tilted his head and kissed the cold stone with Zhao Anhe's name written on it.

He repeated Zhao Anhe's name over and over again, "Anhe...Anhe...Anhe..."

Afterwards, Wei Ze ran all over the movie theaters in the city, and finally found a small theater. The movie that Zhao Anhe once said was particularly ugly had a stall. Wei Ze bought a ticket, and he was the only one in the whole screening hall. .

Is it because the movie is too ugly, or is it because it has already been released, so there is no one there. When Zhao Anhe watched this movie, who were sitting next to him?

In the empty screening hall, the lines of the dog blood drama were read out again and again by the embarrassed actors.

"Everyone is dead, what's the use of regretting now?"

"You didn't cherish him when he was alive, but now that he's dead, who are you showing your affectionate face to?"

"You treat him like this, and you still expect him to forgive you? Who do you think you are, and you will accommodate you in everything."

"This line was read to me alone." Wei Ze thought so.

Wei Ze walked out of the cinema in a daze, the night lights shone on Wei Ze's face, reflecting his pale face.

Pedestrians coming and going, trees whistling by the wind, seemed to be laughing at him, he was such a poor and lonely person.

He walked into the quiet home and didn't turn on the lights, just lying on the bed like this, Wei Ze felt extremely tired, he didn't want to think about anything, he didn't want to do anything, all he knew was that there would be no Zhao An tomorrow and day.

Wei Ze lay on the bed and touched Zhao Anhe's pillow. Because it hadn't been exposed to the sun for a long time, the touch was not as soft as he remembered.

But he didn't mind, he still hugged the pillow in his arms and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

An He, I miss you very much.

The author has something to say: Well, I have changed the label to tragedy......

In two days, liver outcome 2.

☆, ending (2)

On the day of Zhao Anhe's operation, everyone was waiting outside the ward for news. Even Zhao Anhe's close friends came when they were in elementary school, but Wei Ze was missing.

Everyone called to tell Wei Ze that Zhao Anhe would have surgery today, and hoped that he could come to the hospital today.

But what did Wei Ze say on the phone?

Zhao Anhe was given anesthesia, and he was lying on the operating table, his mind was in a state of confusion, as if everything went away from him at once, and he couldn't remember what Wei Ze said.

He desperately thought, desperately thinking, what did Wei Ze say?Does it mean that he will arrive soon, or is he on his way? Zhao Anhe can't remember.

Qin Shen, who was preparing next to him, saw that Zhao Anhe was still awake. He was a little surprised, "Oh, Xiaohe, are you still awake? Listen to me, you'd better take a nap now, and wait until you wake up." Then nothing will happen.”

Zhao Anhe finally remembered that he was on the operating table. He asked Qin Shen, "Doctor Qin, will I wake up again?"

"Yes, Xiaohe."

"really?"

"Really." Qin Shen wanted to get close to kiss Zhao Anhe's forehead, but he gave up in the end, he bent slightly and looked at Zhao Anhe who was lying on the operating table, "Don't worry, Xiaohe. Everything will be as you expected, everything will be as you wish, just like what I told you that day, the unhappy days are almost over, Xiaohe."

Zhao Anhe stopped talking. He turned his head slightly and stared at the door of the operating room until he fell asleep.

Although he couldn't remember what Wei Ze said to him, Zhao Anhe thought: Wei Ze won't come.

Qin Shen felt that Zhao Anhe like this was cute and pitiful. He had already forgotten that the person he had been waiting for would not come today. When Zhao Anhe woke up, the first person he wanted to see the most was Who is man? The answer is self-evident.

It's Wei Ze.

Thinking like this, Qin Shen felt that he was a little pitiful, and he couldn't laugh anymore.