How much tomorrow

The operation was very successful. When Qin Shen walked out of the operating room, he was so tired that he could hardly stand up. This kind of tiredness had nothing to do with how long he had been in the operation. Qin Shen was just an assistant in the operating room. Anhe's attending physician is not him.

This kind of tiredness came from Qin Shen's heart. He also watched every movement of the teacher in the operating room, and he was also afraid in his heart. What if something went wrong? What if Zhao Anhe couldn't wake up again? He promised Zhao Anhe so swearingly, and his friends who have been waiting outside the operating room, as long as Qin Shen thinks that if the operation fails, Zhao Anhe really dies, he will not be able to bear it. Over and over again to confirm whether Zhao Anhe is still alive.

Fortunately, the operation was a success, and Zhao Anhe was finally fine.

After Zhao Anhe woke up, looking at his parents and elder brother guarding his hospital bed, Zhao Jin looked very happy. Since Zhao Anhe fell ill, Zhao Jin hadn’t been this happy for a long time. He always sat silently. Beside Zhao Anhe's hospital bed, he always patted Zhao Anhe's back lightly when he was about to collapse from vomiting after chemotherapy.

Zhao Jin, who often quarreled with him at home and taught him a lesson, now thinks about it, it seems a long time has passed.

Not only the elder brother, but the father and mother also looked very happy.

During his illness, he always secretly wiped his tears, and always thought of ways to make all kinds of new meals for him, just to make him eat more.

Zhao Anhe couldn't help crying.

The mother's handkerchief gently wiped Zhao Anhe's tears away, she hugged Zhao Anhe tenderly, and comforted him, "Xiaohe, don't cry, don't cry, it's all over, don't cry."

It’s weird.

It's just that after an operation, many Zhao Anhe in the past actually didn't care. When he woke up, he didn't see Wei Ze's face in front of the hospital bed. Although Zhao Anhe was disappointed, he felt I don't care.

Is it because he doesn't like Wei Ze?

No, it's not like that.

Zhao Anhe is very sure that he likes Wei Ze, and he still likes Wei Ze until now, even though Wei Ze doesn't often visit him when he is sick, even though Wei Ze always ignores him because of work, even when his life and death are at stake. At that time, Wei Ze was not by his side.

But even so, he still likes Wei Ze.

When Zhao Anhe was in the operating room, he kept thinking about what Wei Ze had said to him on the phone. Maybe it was because of the anesthesia, but he forgot. Now Zhao Anhe is out of the operating room, but still I can't remember.

The parents were sent home by Zhao Jinxian to rest.

Zhao Anhe was lying on the bed, and suddenly called Zhao Jin who was about to leave, "Brother."

He asked: "Before my operation, you were the one who called Wei Ze...? Brother, do you still remember what Wei Ze said on the phone? I suddenly can't remember why..."

When Zhao Jin thinks of Wei Ze, he can't help but start to sneer. He has some contradictions. He doesn't want Zhao Anhe to be sad, but he doesn't want Zhao Anhe to continue to be with Wei Ze. In his opinion, Wei Ze is not It is suitable for Zhao Anhe, which is exactly what Zhao Jin has always thought, but Zhao Anhe just likes Wei Ze.

He hesitated for a while, and finally told Zhao Anhe the truth, "Wei Ze said that the police station had business to deal with, so he wouldn't come, but he said he would come when you were discharged from the hospital."

Zhao Anhe sniffed, "Oh."

Zhao Jin sighed, he knew that no matter how disappointed Zhao Anhe was with Wei Ze, he would not break up with Wei Ze, but Zhao Jin knew it in his heart, but he kept talking to Zhao Anhe about the topic "Little And, I told you from the very beginning that Wei Ze is not suitable for you, you should break up, you should find someone who treats you better and suits you better. As long as that person is not Wei Ze, no matter if he is male or not Girl, I won't object."

He didn't expect Zhao Anhe to agree or give any response.

But Zhao Jin is Zhao Anhe's real brother. For so many years, he has been used to giving Zhao Anhe what he thinks is good advice. Maybe Zhao Anhe will suddenly wake up and realize that he and Wei Ze are not suitable for him if he keeps persuading him day by day.

But Zhao Jin didn't expect that Zhao Anhe would suddenly wake up like this.

Zhao Anhe was lying on the bed, just like before the operation, staring at the ceiling motionless. The joy of the successful operation only made Zhao Anhe happy for a short moment. Soon, he began to seriously think about the relationship between him and Wei Ze. He began to seriously think about what Zhao Jin said, maybe it was a good proposal "I will think about it..."

Zhao Jin looked back at Zhao Anhe in disbelief, he was a little happy, Zhao Anhe finally figured it out, but when he saw Zhao Anhe's expression, he swallowed what he originally wanted to say, and he stayed behind. After the next sentence "I'll ask Qin Shen to come and see you", he left in a hurry.

The sound of the door closing carefully when Zhao Jin left reminded Zhao Anhe of when Wei Ze left that day.

It was the same sound of closing the door carefully.

Zhao Anhe couldn't figure it out, Wei Ze at that time, even though he knew he was angry, still left resolutely, but what was the reason for this gesture when he left.

The sigh that was hidden by him, the eyes he hesitated to speak, the sound of his deliberately light footsteps, the sound of closing the door cautiously, what is it for?

"knock knock"

After a while of knocking on the door, a man in a white coat appeared. He was very good-looking. He had a pair of gentle, glowing, beautiful eyes. He walked up to Zhao Anhe, widened his eyes, and pretended to be Unbelievable appearance "Oh! Xiaohe! Long time no see!"

With the same knock on the door, the same white coat, and the same gentle eyes, Qin Shen is still exactly the same as when they first met.

Zhao Anhe was not surprised to see Qin Shen, it happened that he also had a lot to say to Qin Shen, he had many questions to ask him, "Did my brother send you here?"

Qin Shen very naturally pulled out a chair beside Zhao Anhe's bed and sat down, then began to peel apples, "It can also be said that Zhao Jin did tell me to come and see you, but even if he didn't tell me these things , I will come to see you too."

He really doesn't look like Wei Ze at all.

Zhao Anhe thought so.

Qin Shen's hands are very beautiful. He looks very good when he is peeling apples. The peel of the apples falls in circles without interruption. Not long ago, Wei Ze also sat in this position to peel apples for him, but Wei Ze could only peel the apples. The apples are peeled like the surface of the moon, with pits and hollows.

Qin Shen handed the peeled apple to Zhao Anhe, "Do you want to eat it?"

Zhao Anhe shook his head.

Qin Shen didn't care about being rejected, he withdrew his hand, and took a bite of the apple himself, "It's delicious."

Zhao Anhe looked at Qin Shen eating an apple, and suddenly said, "Qin Shen, my boyfriend also sat in this position and peeled apples for me before, but he didn't peel them as well or as fast as you."

Qin Shen raised his eyebrows: "Boyfriend? The information I heard from your brother is not like this. I thought I could finally take advantage of it."

Zhao Anhe stared at the ceiling, he rubbed his sore eyes, "I like him very much."

Qin Shen smiled, with a look of indifference, "I know, I also know, no matter how fast and beautiful my apples are, you won't like me, is that so?"

He didn't know how to answer Qin Shen, Zhao Anhe thought again, it would be great if the person he likes is Qin Shen.

But he just likes Wei Ze.

It was Wei Ze who was a policeman, not Qin Shen who was a doctor.

"But I want to break up with him." Zhao Anhe said again.

Qin Shen nodded, and said exactly the same words as Zhao Jin, "You are not suitable for him."

No one spoke anymore.

Qin Shen finished eating the apple in his hand, threw the core into the trash can, wiped his hands, and stood up, "Xiaohe, I told you this sentence before the operation."

"The unhappy days are almost over."

Qin Shen put the chair back in place, took out a tissue, leaned over and wiped away the tears from the corners of Zhao Anhe's eyes, "I should go, Xiaohe. I hope you will fall in love with me at first sight when we meet next time."

Zhao Anhe saw Wei Ze again two days before he was discharged from the hospital.

Zhao Anhe called Wei Ze one day in advance, saying that he hoped that Wei Ze would come to the hospital because he had something important to talk to Wei Ze about.

Zhao Anhe was waiting for Wei Ze at the gate of the building of the inpatient department. It was a fine weather, and the path was full of leaves falling from books. Zhao Anhe saw Wei Ze running over from a distance.

He was wearing a gray scarf, and when he saw Zhao Anhe, he laughed. Wei Ze had a pretty smile, showing two small canine teeth. When he smiled, Zhao Anhe also couldn't help but laugh.

Wei Ze hugged Zhao Anhe, then hugged Zhao Anhe and rubbed against each other, "Anhe, have you recovered from your illness? I miss you very much."

After speaking, he took off the scarf and wrapped it around Zhao Anhe's neck who was only wearing a hospital gown.

Zhao Anhe remained silent, took off the scarf around his neck and hung it around Wei Ze's neck again, Wei Ze looked at him in confusion, "Anhe, are you angry?"

It's just that Zhao Anhe didn't answer Wei Ze's question. He asked, "Wei Ze, are you busy with work today?"

Wei Ze nodded, and began to complain to Zhao Anhe, "I'm very busy...There are still many things that haven't been done..." Wei Ze stood at the bottom of the steps, while Zhao Anhe stood on the steps, although Zhao Anhe was not as tall as Wei Ze , but at this moment Wei Ze had to look up at Zhao Anhe slightly. At this point, Wei Ze took Zhao Anhe's hand and kissed him secretly. He looked very happy, "But you said you wanted to see me... so I ran out secretly...but I should be discovered soon...Maybe the next second the call will be..."

Before Wei Ze could speak, the phone in his pocket rang.

Wei Ze shrugged his shoulders at Zhao Anhe, showing a helpless expression.

It was clear that the weather was fine just now, but now the sky suddenly turned gloomy, and it seemed that it was about to rain.

While Wei Ze was answering the phone, Zhao Anhe said, "Wei Ze, let's break up."

Wei Ze's movements froze.

"Wei Ze, I often think, there are so many people in this world, why should I like you, and why should you like me? I used to think that everything between us was destined, and when we met This is how falling in love is like this, and now that I think about it, it should be like this when we break up."

"Brother always says that you and I are not suitable. I never thought he was right before. I think he doesn't understand anything. We are so compatible. What would be inappropriate, even if there is a difference? We can get used to each other, but it takes time, Wei Ze, we don’t even have time to get used to each other.”

Zhao Anhe paused, he was extremely sad, he liked Wei Ze so much, but it was himself who made such a decision, what a contradiction.No one asked him to do it, no one forced him to do it, everything was his own decision.

He took a deep breath and continued, "Except for Mao Mao, I will not take away everything in the house. I like you very much, Wei Ze, you are a policeman, and everything you have done is not wrong. But what I want is not Not a policeman, but a lover, no one is wrong, so no one will back down."

Wei Ze was still thinking about the ringtone of his cell phone, and there was thunder in the distance, Zhao Anhe took a step back, "Would you like to say goodbye to me, Wei Ze."

It's raining.

Wei Ze stood blankly in the rain. He didn't know what to say or explain, but he didn't know where to start. He could only call Zhao Anhe in the rain at a loss. name.

"Anhe..."

Wei Ze understood that he would lose Zhao Anhe forever.

He should go to save Zhao Anhe, he should put down the phone in his hand and run to Zhao Anhe.

But he did nothing.

Wei Ze looked pitiful, the rain was running down his cheeks, and he looked like he was crying.

The love between Zhao Anhe and Wei Ze started so suddenly and ended so suddenly, no matter how much they like each other, what's the use of it, there are no endless quarrels, no long cold war, and no chance to warm up Love is like a cluster of small sparks that go out without the wind blowing.

From now on, Wei Ze will not appear in Zhao Anhe's future.

Zhao Anhe lowered his head, turned around and walked in. He was wearing a thin hospital gown, and his emaciated figure gradually drifted away in the dark corridor.

His receding figure is like a mournful candle in the dark night, fluttering in the wind and rain.

But he never looked back.

The author has something to say: ...it’s over here, when I have time to fix it, I’ll finish it _(:з」∠)_