This year

Su Zhao interpreted Ziyue's thirty-year-old very well. Before the institute's holiday, Lao Kong informed her of her promotion, and she would be able to lead the junior project team next year.At the old Kong’s house, he had tea and chatted with Lao Kong until after ten o’clock. When he was about to leave, Mrs. Kong came in and interjected: “Why did you hear that Jiayu is going back to Wageningen University? Can’t keep him?” Su Zhao’s words really startled him, and he quickly asked Lao Kong to confirm, “Really?”

Seeing her anxious look, Lao Kong intentionally hung her up, and after a while he hummed and shook his head: "You youngsters...Lao Zhou asked me about Jiayu, but she didn't express her intention to leave. Zhao, go and have a good chat with her. Although it is said that talents in national defense, military, aerospace and aerospace must have a clear stand, and talents in natural science, biomedicine, etc. do not need to have a clear stand for making contributions to all mankind, but we Always be Chinese, I hope that all of you outstanding young people can stay in the motherland and win glory for the country."

Su Zhao would go to chat with Shen Jiayu even if he didn't need such a big hat like Lao Kongkou. He came back with great difficulty and obviously has a lot of affection for Dongzhou. There must be a reason for this movement.

When I came out, it was snowing heavily, thinking that I didn't have to go to work tomorrow, so I called Shen Jiayu to ask if I was free to chat, the other party's voice was a little lazy, probably already rested and woke up again: "Okay, what do you want to talk about, but it's so cold that I I don’t want to move, do you want to come over? If you come, bring me something to eat, I want to eat roasted gluten..."

Su Zhao was speechless for a moment. Hearing the low voice in his ear, he felt an urge to cry. It was like this when he was chasing this person back then. He thought so much at night that he had to buy food if he wanted to see her. Of course, she bought Delighted.At this time, there were not many people who came out to set up stalls. After finally finding a store in the night market that sold barbecue, she hurried over and bought a few large boxes for packing.

When she arrived at Shen Jiayu's house, she changed her shoes lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Shouldn't you wake Xiaohua up?" Shen Jiayu took the baked gluten and walked to the microwave: "Oh, didn't I tell you, my parents brought Xiaohua has gone to my aunt's house in Wellington. I will go there after the holiday in a few days, and we will celebrate the New Year there this year." Knowing that there is no one at home, Su Zhao relaxed a little, seeing Shen Jiayu put a can of beer on the dining table and was about to Open, ran over, held down and gave a feed: "What time is it, what are you doing?"

——"I'm hungry. Of course you have to drink beer when you have barbecue. You are like this. You never go beyond the rules. You also indulge yourself once in a while. It's nothing."

Su Zhao didn't want to drink at this time. Before Shen Jiayu started eating, she made a bowl of noodles with fried sauce. According to her, this person didn't eat dinner at all.At first, he resolutely refused the wine handed over, and then he couldn't help but opened a can and tasted a little, slowly finished the can, and then let go... and Shen Jiayu played with you asking me to answer There is no limit to the type of questions in the game. One person, one question, one round. The purpose is to ask the other party. It is best to pick the blind spots of the other party's knowledge to ask. People who can't answer or answer incorrectly drink alcohol.The two are really familiar with each other, and they can play this game with ease.

Su Zhao drank a little too much, hiccupped lightly, leaned on the other person looking at the flushed face, and laughed: "Old Kong said you want to go back to the Netherlands." Shen Jiayu tried her best She wanted to get close to her, but she succeeded after several attempts, almost fell into Su Zhao's arms, managed to stabilize herself, and almost pressed her cheek and asked, "Then do you want me to go?"

——"Xiao Zhao... do you want me to go... far away... the kind of way we... never see each other again..."

Su Zhao backed away, looked at the person in front of him seriously with drunken eyes, tried hard to ensure that the person in his eyes was not blurred, reached out to touch the person's face, and smiled sadly: "Jiayu, back then, why did you leave? I know that I love you so much, you still tortured me so much, and finally you left me. I am very sad, I have always been very sad..."

——"Because the young me at that time met you when I fell in love for the first time, and I loved you so much. I knew I shouldn't torture you, but when I thought of you kissing another woman, I couldn't help it." Live...I'm also very sad. Up to now, I'm still very sad. I'm sad that I treated you like that. I'm sad that now we... are so close, but we can only... How long will it take, Xiao Zhao? How long will it take for us to get closer, or rather, I can't wait for this opportunity anymore. Even after Chu Yan returns now, you will fall in love with someone else in the near future..."

Su Zhao closed her eyes so as not to let the other party see that her eyes were red, and she could not answer this question. At this time, she was not only sad for the past with Shen Jiayu, but also sad for the ending with Chu Yan now. Hui, she was indeed waiting with guilt, maybe in the near future, maybe tomorrow, Yan Hui would come back.When she felt that Shen Jiayu was kissing her cheek, she hurried to push him, but it was fine if she didn't move, but when she moved, she was lying on the carpet due to the instability of gravity.

When she woke up in the morning, she felt that her chest was about to explode, and Wei Wei got up only to realize that someone was on top of her.

The two of them made lunch together after taking a shower. From waking up to eating lunch, no one spoke. Now that Su Zhao is leaving, Shen Jiayu smiled and opened his hands: "Then... I wish you a happy new year in advance " Su Zhao also hugged her, originally it was just a polite hug, but when they hugged each other, they hugged each other tightly at the same time.Shen Jiayu's voice became a little hoarse again: "Xiao Zhao, take good care of yourself. How about this, how about you make me a new year's wish."

--"what would you like?"

——"Just... If she doesn't come back, you choose me first, okay?"

——"Jiayu, actually you..."

——"You don't have to feel that I'm humble and under psychological pressure. I owe you something, and this time I came back, this is my purpose. I still... love you very much."

The company’s holiday was approaching, and Tang Daohe felt that he hadn’t seen Chu Yan back for a while. The two bought ice cream and hid in the lounge to eat. When half of a box of ice cream was eaten, Tang Daohe licked the wooden spoon: "How about it? Have you considered going to North America? Else's position can only be determined after a year. It may be in the United States, but it is more likely to go to Canada. If you want to go there, I can help you take advantage of this wave of personnel changes at the end of the year. you."

Chu Yanhui looked at him seriously, and pointed at him with a smile: "It seems that I was completely 'abandoned' by you. To be honest, my position here has just been stabilized, and it stands to reason that I shouldn't move. But... I don't know how to describe this matter. My father, at this age, divorced his first wife and wants to take my mother to the United States to register. It will pass in two days. There are several houses over there. I don’t know, but one set of property rights has been transferred to my mother’s name, and another set has been transferred to me. I said no and he must give it. Tell me, what do you men think? Really, I don’t feel touched , I think it's quite funny. If they all live there in the future, I will definitely go there."

This is a happy event. This girl is really a rich lady. Tang Daohe knew that this girl was actually very happy. With Mr. Xiao here, no one else would have to worry about this person in the future. He changed his mind After thinking about it, he decided to talk about something else: "Su Zhao...do you still love her?"

Chu Yanhui only thought about this question for a few seconds before nodding: "Love, but I don't know if we can still live together. The mistakes I made, the wavering in her heart, are all the scars between us. Sometimes I can't get rid of them." I know what I think, I hate myself like this, it seems that I ignore people just for the sake of love itself."

After the two chatted, Chu Yan went back to the mall to buy something, and when she met Su Zhao, she stood there for a long time, as if it was really... long time no see.Su Zhao smiled at her and nodded, ready to leave, but she still couldn't help calling someone back.I told her all about my current situation in the cafe, but I didn't know what I was expecting.

Knowing that Chu Yan might go abroad and never come back again, Su Zhao smiled inexplicably, that's fine.

——"Then when will you go over there?"

——"A year ago will definitely not go away, if it is going to pass, it will be a year later."

Su Zhao looked at the pretty face in front of him, and felt familiar yet unfamiliar. No matter how sad he felt, he still had to accept this fact. Since it is possible to never see him again, then he should stop being so inseparable, so as not to bother each other. Feeling uncomfortable, I lowered my head and drank coffee and asked casually: "Where is the New Year's Eve dinner? If you don't mind, come to my house and treat it as a friend to have a New Year's Eve dinner together." In fact, the two of them had never had a New Year's Eve dinner together. Because they all have families.Chu Yanhui was quite surprised by this proposal, and thought for a while before replying: "If I go, I will call you in advance."

Su Zhao could still hear the refusal, and didn't know what to say. He felt really uncomfortable, so he forced a smile and stood up: "Then...see you again."

On the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, Su Zhao drove to the noodle shop to pick up someone. Su's mother gave her an angry look and said, "I'm not promising, and I came back alone. Otherwise, I'd be happy if you went to a girl's house for the New Year or the two of you celebrated the New Year together. Su Zhao gave her a rare coquettish hug: "Okay, don't criticize me every year, that's how it is about feelings, and I can't make the decision alone."

The snowy red plums in the courtyard of the Su family's small rural villa are in full bloom. The lotus root raised in the big water tank is being dug out by Su Yuan and is being washed. The snow in the backyard is pressed with green bamboos, and there are some edible fungi in it. He Han is just right. Picked a basket out.This was designed and planted by Su Yuan and her together. There are thousands of good things outside, but it is still not as good as this home.There are three dogs at home, all of which are Chinese pastoral dogs. They are very energetic. When they see their masters come back, they start to greet them, and one paw of snow just smears Su Zhao's clothes like that.

After arguing with the dog for a while, he had to change his clothes, and He Han rushed over to have a snowball fight with her. After a while, he even pulled Su Yuan in. The three of them and the three dogs rolled in a mess in the snow. , scolded: "These little bastards, can they look like adults! Get up and change clothes for me! Su Zhao, you are already thirty..." Speaking of this, I don’t know who There was also a snow ball on her clothes, and Lao He laughed out loud watching from the sidelines.

On New Year's Eve, the whole family got up early and started working. Mother Su didn't count on Su Zhao anymore, so she shifted her focus and began to talk about Su Yuan. From morning to night, Su Yuan almost surrendered, but she still held her ground. It means that a man puts his career first, and first establishes a career before starting a family. Hearing that Su's mother took off her apron, she whipped him.He ran fast and ran to the courtyard to play fireworks with Su Zhao. He Han stood on the second floor and made faces at them: "Are you an adult? You bought it for me to play with!"

The two stood in the courtyard and watched the fireworks slowly ignite and extinguish. From the firelight, Su Yuan saw his sister's expectation, and also looked at the courtyard gate: "Sister, who will come?"

Su Zhao came back to his senses and snorted at him: "Who will come at this time, your girlfriend will come." Su Yuan patted her on the shoulder: "Then stop standing here, Leng, let's go back to the house. "Before leaving, Su Zhao still glanced at the gate of the courtyard, probably...won't come.

When she got back to the house, she heard the doorbell in the courtyard ring, she ran out quickly, the car outside the courtyard door was on, she couldn't see who it was, she trotted over to open the door, Shen Jiayu got out of the car, put her hands in the pockets of her coat and faced her Shrugged: "Why, I was very disappointed to see it."

——"How come. You haven't been to New Zealand?"

——"It's hard to book a plane ticket, I can't leave until tomorrow, so come to your house for the New Year's Eve dinner, would you like to add a pair of chopsticks?"

Su Zhao knew that this was Shen Jiayu's excuse to let her not think too much. The ticket must have been booked long ago, so...the two of them knew what it meant to come here at this time.Feeling very emotional, he opened his arms and hugged her: "You go in first, and I will help you park the car."

The person sitting in the car with the lights off in the distance looked at the two of them hugging each other, and burst into tears with a smile. Back then, it was she who met Su Zhao late that made her love for more than three years seem to be borrowed , Now, it's still a step too late.Perhaps, this is fate.Leaning on the steering wheel and crying uncontrollably, she started the car and left slowly until she was a little tired from crying.

The sound of firecrackers outside the window announced that the year was coming to an end. Su Zhao sat on the sofa and watched classmate Xiao Shen follow Su Ma to serve the dishes. After watching for a long time, his eyes were inexplicably a little wet.This year passed like this, so many things happened this year, this year she became single again, this year, Shen Jiayu came back again.

I don't have too many thoughts in my heart, so I calmly feel that the moment is very warm. I am already thirty years old, and I understand that many things cannot be forced.

The author has something to say: I have finished the article, thank you for following the article all the way, and then the Chinese New Year will come soon, I wish you all a healthy and healthy new year! byebye...