爱 就 爱 了

I love you/I love you/Why does my heart have to forget you/In the most chaotic night/A person pursues the bottom line/I hate you/I hate you/Why does my heart think about you/Repeating emotions for you/You I will never ask again...

This heartbreaking song sounded again on the radio, and Zhang Yu's crying and vibrato hit Ye Xiaoming's heart directly.The buildings outside the car window are becoming more and more blurred, and the assistant in the driver's seat is talking about something...

Teacher He arranged two blind dates, Jiang Yifeng went there, sat down with the other party in a courteous and thoughtful manner, and then apologized and left after saying that he was not suitable for the other party.

"What on earth do you want? How much do you want me to worry about? You're already on your way. Even if your dad and I can help you raise Haohao, we can't take care of you until you grow old. Are you Are you going to die alone like this?" The introducer called and told Mr. He about the blind date. Mr. He was so angry that Jiang Yifeng yelled at him as soon as he entered the door, "Old Jiang, can't you talk about your son? One day I can see a flower when I read the newspaper at night! Since I married you, I have never been relaxed. In addition to work, I also have to take care of my in-laws and your father and mother. Now I am old and add a grandson. It is old Laile, I am responsible, the old and the young are all pointing at me. Why am I so miserable!"

The more Mr. He thought about it, the more wronged he became, and the tears couldn't stop falling down.Teacher Jiang hurriedly coaxed his lover, taking tissues and apologizing, and then began to talk about Jiang Yifeng: "Your mother is not worried about Haohao, but because she loves you. You are still young. Don't you think that when you grow old, you will be alone in the future?" I know life is hard. So Yifeng, stop picking and finding someone to live with, and stop being so foolish."

"Dad, I have someone I like..." Jiang Yifeng tried to explain.

"If you have someone you like, bring it back for me and your dad to see! What's the use of just talking!" Teacher He became angry when he heard his son's words, "Aren't you fooling us? It was like this before marriage, and now it's still the same. That's it! You're just a bit of a person, and you still have some ability to go around. Is the liking you said really like it? Is it the kind of liking that can live? If Haohao's mother was not pregnant back then, I see you until now Not married either!"

"Mom, I really like someone, but he hasn't agreed yet."

"Why? Because you are old, divorced and have children?"

"No."

"What is that?" Seeing that his son didn't answer, Teacher He felt that he was talking nonsense again, "Tell me, why do people look down on you? You can make up a plausible reason for me!"

"Because he's a man!"

As soon as Jiang Yifeng finished speaking, the house was suddenly quiet for a few seconds, and then Teacher He grabbed the newspaper that Teacher Jiang was reading just now and greeted Jiang Yifeng: "You think I won't beat you when you grow up, right? You think you are now I can’t beat you if the wings are stiff, can I? Have I taught you to lie? Have I taught you how to fool the old man? Kindly treat me like a donkey’s liver and lungs! Don’t call me mom, you will know how to lie to me, piss me off, call me mom What are you doing..."

Teacher Jiang also felt that his son was going too far. While persuading his lover, he talked about Jiang Yifeng.Jiang Hao, who was taking a nap, was woken up, came out of the room, and watched curiously as his grandma beat his father.Taking advantage of the chaos, Jiang Yifeng fled the house in a hurry and went straight to Ye Xiaoming's house.

Director Ye and Teacher Shen took their grandson out, and Ye Xiaoming still hadn't woken up from his nap.Jiang Yifeng sat on the edge of the bed and looked at it for a while, his mind spinning a thousand times, then climbed into bed, put his clothes on and lay down with his arms around Ye Xiaoming.

"The blind date ended so soon?" Ye Xiaoming asked with his eyes closed.He knew Jiang Yifeng had just entered the door, but he just didn't want to get up.

"Xiaoming, I told my parents that I like men." Jiang Yifeng whispered in Ye Xiaoming's ear.

These words were more effective than anything else, and Ye Xiaoming suddenly became sober. "You are crazy, didn't you tell you not to say it?"

"Speak early and talk late, die early and live early."

"You won't even tell me, will you?"

"Well, that's why I hid here with you." Jiang Yifeng looked at Ye Xiaoming's countermeasures with the idea that the deal was done. "When the uncles and aunts come back, let's tell them directly."

"You are really afraid that the world will not be chaotic!" Ye Xiaoming was very angry at Jiang Yifeng's self-assertion.

"Then what do you think we should do? You really don't care that I go on a blind date, you don't care that I go shopping, eating and watching movies with other women?" It will always be exposed, and it will be out of control at that time, I am afraid that Ye Xiaoming will be the one who gets hurt, "Xiaoming, we have lived together before, you should see that I really don't care about your paralysis, I am willing to take care of you, what else do you have? Worried? Or do you not like me at all and don't want to be with me?"

Human hearts are fleshy, and patience will run out sooner or later.Ye Xiaoming also understood that it was not easy for Jiang Yifeng to persist for so long, but he just didn't dare to take that step, he just couldn't make up his mind.

"Ye Xiaoming, I really misjudged you. I didn't expect you to be so cowardly." Jiang Yifeng got off the bed, turned his back to Ye Xiaoming before going out, and said, "I respect your decision, Xiaoming, I hope you don't regret it!"

When Jiang Yifeng opened the door, he saw Mr. Shen who didn't know when he would come back hastily turned and entered the next room.

Things changed too quickly, and Ye Xiaoming, who had always been doted on by Jiang Yifeng, was suddenly alienated.Without a phone call, without a video, let alone a real person, Jiang Yifeng withdrew from Ye Xiaoming's life quickly and cleanly, as if he had disappeared.

Ye Xiaoming knew that he was the one who pushed Jiang Yifeng into a hurry. On the one hand, his family urged him to go on a blind date and get married, and on the other hand, he procrastinated and refused to agree.He tried to call Jiang Yifeng, but no one answered, and then Jiang Yifeng only said: If you didn't say that you want to be together, then don't say it.I respect your choice, let this relationship end like this.We will go our separate ways in the future.

Regarding the matter of being together, Ye Xiaoming was hesitant, but he was extremely firm on the issue of breaking up.He didn't call Jiang Yifeng again, and he couldn't bear to say no matter how uncomfortable he thought about it.But his body was not as strong as his will. Insomnia, loss of appetite, and frequent hallucinations made his body weaken continuously, and finally fell completely ill when the cold snap hit.

I don't know when I got used to Jiang Yifeng hugging him and comforting him when the hallucinations occurred. Even after taking the medicine, Ye Xiaoming's condition did not improve, and he kept calling Yifeng.Seeing his son like this, Teacher Shen could only cry secretly.Hearing something outside the door that day, she was still in shock and quickly asked Zhou Ying in private. After confirming the relationship between her son and Jiang Yifeng, she was in a daze. She really didn't know what to do, and even asked Zhou Ying to pick him up these days Ye Shuyang went to school and didn't go dancing at night, because he was afraid of being embarrassed by Teacher He.

"Xiao Ming, don't think about what you shouldn't. Take good care of your body. No matter what, Yang Yang will be by your side." Teacher Shen couldn't bear to see his son's emaciated appearance, but he still felt that his son was doing the right thing.Jiang Yifeng is such a good person, he really shouldn't delay others, and he is sorry for his family.

Ye Xiaoming heard what his mother said, and immediately understood that she knew about him and Jiang Yifeng. "I'm fine, you don't have to worry." He believes that time will heal the pain in his heart, not to mention that this is the path he chose, so he can't regret it, and he won't allow himself to regret it.

Jiang Yifeng is having a hard time these days. When he returns home, it is empty and deserted. When he is not at work, he is alone and close to each other. The feeling of loneliness and longing makes him restless, he smokes a lot, and his temper is very irritable.Hearing Zhou Ying say that Ye Xiaoming called his name when he had hallucinations, he felt distressed and uncomfortable, and when he heard that he was sick, he wanted to call him, but in the end he held back.He wanted to persist a little longer, to let Ye Xiaoming understand that the two of them are inseparable.When he returns home during the Spring Festival, no matter whether Ye Xiaoming agrees or not, he will officially disclose their relationship and live together.If his parents disagree, he will take his son, Ye Xiaoming and his son to live in City B.

Jiang Yifeng didn't move, but Teacher He started to move. After she calmed down, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that Jiang Yifeng was telling the truth.As a mother, how could she not understand her son's temperament. Although Jiang Yifeng had many women, he never messed around and was responsible for everyone and every relationship. This was also confirmed by his friends, colleagues and ex-wife. So although Teacher He urged him to get married, he never criticized his attitude towards emotional marriage.He would tell white lies to reassure his parents, but using liking a man as an excuse is clumsy and makes parents worry, so no matter how stupid Jiang Yifeng is, he will never do that unless it is true.

Teacher He also understands that homosexuality is a normal sexual orientation that exists in some people, but it is difficult for her to accept that it happened to her son, not to mention that her son has always liked the opposite sex before, and he was married and had children.She didn't believe it was true, but it didn't stop her from thinking about the man her son might like.It doesn't matter whether she is sharp or good at analysis, in the end, she boldly locked her target on Ye Xiaoming.

Teacher He recalled her son's daily life in the past year. She didn't know much about his work, but Ye Xiaoming was everywhere in his life.Jiang Yifeng devoted more time and energy to Ye Xiaoming than an ordinary friend. Although Ye Xiaoming's physical condition is special, it seems a bit too much to take care of him with all his heart.Teacher He remembered that some time ago, her son took Ye Xiaoming to City B for work reasons, and she didn't even notice such an obvious cohabitation behavior.

Teacher He told Teacher □□ what she thought, and also attached the testimony of witnesses - what Jiang Hao said on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival that they would live with Ye Xiaoming and his son.Teacher Jiang felt that her lover was too sensitive and worried about overthinking too much. Let her stop worrying about this matter and let her son make the decisions himself.

"It's because you, a father, never cared about him, that his marriage is what it is today. What's the use of making money, no matter how much money you make, you won't be able to take it with you if you die." Seeing that her lover didn't support her point of view, Mr. He felt In a fit of anger, he scolded, "I have to rely on myself for everything, and I hope you will not have a hard time."

Teacher He chatted with Zhou Ying at the gate of the kindergarten, trying to get some news from her.After all, Zhou Ying is the one who takes care of Ye Xiaoming's daily life, and also went to City B with him.But Teacher Shen told Zhou Ying in advance to tell her to pay attention to her words, so that Teacher He must not be suspicious. Teacher He himself didn't dare to ask too explicitly, but after talking for a long time, he didn't find out anything.

After dinner, Teacher He took Jiang Hao to Ye's house with fruits.I haven't seen Mr. Shen for several days. I heard that Ye Xiaoming is ill. Mr. He wants to take the opportunity of visiting the doctor to say something to Ye Xiaoming.

"Uncle, are you feeling better?" Jiang Hao wanted to see Uncle Ye, so Teacher Shen took him and Teacher He into Ye Xiaoming's room.

Jiang Hao lay beside Ye Xiaoming's bed, reached out to touch his face, and said distressedly: "Uncle, you have lost a lot of weight."

"Father eats less than me." Ye Shuyang said beside him.

"That won't work, Uncle. You need to eat more to be healthy." Jiang Hao criticized Ye Xiaoming very seriously, "Uncle must be too picky eaters, this is wrong. I eat everything, look at me, I have a lot of meat Meat." Jiang Hao squeezed his arms and patted his buttocks.

When Teacher He entered Ye Xiaoming's room for the first time, she was surprised to see the medical equipment in the room, and Ye Xiaoming, who was lying on the nursing bed, sucking nasal oxygen, talking hard, and as thin as a piece of paper, really made her sigh.Teacher He felt sad when she thought that such a radiant person had become what she is today. They are all mothers. She can understand Teacher Shen's mood.

"Xiaoye, you must take good care of your body, and tell me in time if you feel uncomfortable, and don't worry about bothering your family." Teacher He said this on behalf of Teacher Shen, "Family should support and take care of each other. Don't have any burdens. For us mothers, as long as the children are good, it is better than anything else. So if you don't want your parents to worry, just say what you have, and don't be bored in your heart. "

"I know, Auntie." Ye Xiaoming nodded with a smile.

Seeing Ye Xiaoming's tired look, Teacher He didn't want to say more, but when he thought of his son, he couldn't help but said, "Xiaoye, Auntie has something else I want to trouble you for."

"Auntie, say it."

"It's not a big deal, I just want you to help me persuade Yifeng. He is not young anymore, for Haohao's sake, and for himself, he still needs to find a companion quickly." Regardless of whether Ye Xiaoming is the person Jiang Yifeng likes, Teacher He will Take precautions, "I talk too much and he thinks I'm nagging. You have a good relationship, and he will listen to you. You can help Auntie talk to him."

"I understand, Auntie, I will tell Yifeng." Ye Xiaoming was still smiling, but his heart felt like a knife was being cut.

"I'm sorry to trouble you. Take a good rest. Auntie will come to see you another day." Teacher He led his grandson out of Ye Xiaoming's room.

The two children played for a while, and Teacher He and Teacher Shen were also chatting in the living room.When Mr. Shen heard Mr. He complaining that Jiang Yifeng was not interested in blind dates, he felt mixed feelings in his heart.

Ever since she found out about her son and Jiang Yifeng, Teacher Shen had thought a lot about it.Over the past year, my son has changed a lot. He is more cheerful and has a good temper. He is no longer gloomy or cold, and he is not so strict with Yang Yang. His health has improved a lot, and he has taken less medicine. .Is it because Jiang Yifeng is not sure, but when Jiang Yifeng was around, Ye Xiaoming talked a lot and laughed a lot, even if the two of them were fighting against each other, they seemed to be bickering, and there was a feeling of never getting tired of it.

Teacher Shen remembered Jiang Yifeng's appearance when his son had an accident at the beginning of the year, and the naked pain made people feel sorry for him.Later Ye Xiaoming woke up, and the two of them were like glue.When seeing his son in Jiang Yifeng's arms for the first time, Teacher Shen couldn't believe his eyes.Ye Xiaoming has always been a very independent child, he didn't need to be hugged when he was very young, but he actually acted like a baby in Jiang Yifeng's arms.At that time, she was really worried about whether her son's brain had been smashed.

Teacher Shen valued Jiang Yifeng very much and believed that he was a responsible person. She felt that having such a friend for her son might really help him in the future.But liking is another matter.Jiang Yifeng really liked Ye Xiaoming and was willing to take care of him. It would be great to entrust Ye Xiaoming to him, but it would be too selfish to do so.

Teacher Shen and Director Ye had the same opinion and firmly opposed the two of them being together.Firstly, he was afraid that Jiang Yifeng would regret it in the future and his son would be hurt.Secondly, I feel that dragging down Jiang Yifeng and delaying his future is not good for Jiang Hao.The third is worrying that the Jiang family will not be able to accept it, and if something happens, then they will be guilty of a serious crime.

Seeing their son haggard and sick, Director Ye and his wife also felt uncomfortable.Teacher Shen lamented why his son's life was so bad. If his son was in good health, they would definitely not object to him wanting to be with Jiang Yifeng.

After all, love comes too late!

Ye Xiaoming doesn't know when is the right time for love to come, but he feels that the time to lose has really come, because he saw Jiang Hao's mother.

At the annual meeting before the Spring Festival, the boss of the law firm, Ye Xiaoming's brother, Lawyer Wang, insisted that Ye Xiaoming attend.The assistant drove Ye Xiaoming to the underground parking lot of the office building soon. He took out the wheelchair from the trunk, opened the door on Ye Xiaoming's side, and found that Ye Xiaoming seemed to be asleep.

"Lawyer Ye, we are here, Lawyer Ye." The assistant gently pushed Ye Xiaoming, "Lawyer Ye, Lawyer Ye, Lawyer Ye..."

The author has something to say: the time to lose has really arrived, and it is so fast that people are caught off guard.When Jiang Yifeng rushed back, he didn't even see Ye Xiaoming's last face. He disappeared without a trace like a dead man who had lost his soul during the Chinese New Year.

Half a year later, Jiang Yifeng remarried with his ex-wife, and brought Jiang Hao to start a new life in City B!

Such an ending feels good!