爱 就 爱 了

Although asking Ye Xiaoming to help persuade Jiang Yifeng was to let him know her attitude, Teacher He was still worried, and she decided to solve her son's marriage completely by herself.

Teacher He felt that it would be better to find his son's ex-wife instead of finding another woman.Anyway, she is Haohao's mother, so she is not afraid that her grandson will suffer in the future, and for Haohao's sake, Jiang Yifeng can't refuse too simply.As long as the two of them have a chance to get along for a while longer, Jiang Yifeng may not feel it, and at worst, they will create another child, and Jiang Yifeng will never run away.

Mr. He contacted his in-laws and kept talking to the inside and outside.The in-laws are also smart people. When their daughter insisted on divorce and went abroad, they were so angry that they had no place to stand in front of the Jiang family. Fortunately, the Jiang family took it easy and didn't care about it. With their grandson Jiang Hao, the two families have always had a good relationship these years. come and go.Jiang Yifeng's character and ability are one of a kind. Seeing that he has never remarried since his divorce, his in-laws always think in their hearts that they will definitely let their daughter remarry him if there is a chance.It's just that I was at fault at the time, and my in-laws were always embarrassed to mention it. Now that Mr. He brought it up, they have no reason not to, not to mention that their daughter has not found a suitable person after going abroad, so they ordered her to return to China immediately.

Zheng Yun, Jiang Yifeng's ex-wife, Jiang Hao's mother.The girl who used to be purely impulsive and acted entirely by feeling has transformed into a rational and mature woman after several years of experience, but the enthusiasm and cheerfulness in her bones have not changed, so the whole personality is generous, making people feel bright and warm like spring .

Jiang Yifeng was Zheng Yun's best first love, she liked mature and attractive men, even though she later felt trapped by her family and children and divorced because of this, she always kept Jiang Yifeng in her heart.Especially when she often sees photos of Jiang Yifeng and her son from her parents, and hears news about them, she feels as if they are still a family, but she just went abroad.

Zheng Yun got what she should pursue and what she should have. This time, she heard from her parents that Mr. He intended to remarry her and Jiang Yifeng, so she resolutely chose to return to China.What she once had was given up by her, and now she wants to get it back.

Zheng Yun went to Jiang's house as soon as she returned to China, and heard that although Jiang Yifeng was a little disappointed in City B, she was still full of confidence, because Teacher He's enthusiasm dispelled her anxiety.

"Xiaoyun, are you going to leave this time?" Teacher He held Zheng Yun's hand, the more he liked it, the more he felt that he was doing the right thing.

"I'm not leaving. The domestic unit has been contacted, and I will go to work after the Spring Festival."

"Okay, okay. Let's pick Haohao up from school together later. I will stay at home tonight and stay for a few more days. Haohao will be on vacation after two days of school, and Yifeng will be back in a few days. Then you It's fun with Haohao, the child misses you." Teacher He smiled, as if he had seen his son's family reunion.

The Ye family knew right away that Jiang Hao's mother was back, because Ye Shuyang said that she had picked up Jiang Hao from the kindergarten when he came home from school.Teacher Shen saw that Ye Xiaoming's expression was not good, so he didn't dare to ask any more questions.Zhou Ying was a little dissatisfied with Jiang Yifeng in her heart. He and Ye Xiaoming were so good before, but now they are getting along with his ex-wife again, and his heart has changed too quickly.

Ye Xiaoming was not surprised that Jiang Hao's mother came back. Ever since Mr. He told him that, he thought that such a day might come.Before, he kept telling himself not to think too much, maybe Jiang Hao’s mother already has someone else, now he can no longer deceive himself, he is flustered, he is afraid, remembering the night at Jiang Yifeng’s house, he said to let Jiang Yifeng remarry, now he feels very special. regret.

Ye Xiaoming wanted to call Jiang Yifeng, but felt that it was ugly to be in such a hurry, so he decided to hold back and ask Jiang Yifeng when he came back from vacation in a few days.He believed that Jiang Yifeng would definitely come to him again, he couldn't just give up like this, he was not someone who would back down easily.

The morning sun was just right, and Ye Xiaoming, who was tightly wrapped, went downstairs to play with his son.After returning from city B, he hadn't gone out for almost a month due to one incident after another and illness.

The community has not changed much, the trees are still green, the flowers are still red, especially the firecrackers on the gazebo are in full bloom, it is so beautiful, the bamboo forest is still rustling, and the swing and sandpit is still the children's favorite.Ye Xiaoming watched his son swinging higher and higher on the swing, lamented how time flies, the child lying in the stroller can run and jump in a blink of an eye, and he is getting older and weaker, his body is getting weaker and weaker. The hair is all there.

"Yangyang, Uncle!" Jiang Hao's two fat short legs ran very fast, and he came to Ye Xiaoming at once, "Uncle, have you recovered from your illness? Are you fat?" Jiang Hao stood on tiptoe, warmly The little hand pushed Ye Xiaoming's scarf away, touched his face, shook his head and said, "Uncle is not fat, there must be bugs in his stomach, he wants to eat candy."

Zheng Yun walked slowly, turned around the bamboo grove and saw her son was helping a person in a wheelchair, she hurried over to apologize and pulled her son away. "Haohao, why are you so rude, apologize to grandpa!"

"Mom, it's not grandpa, it's uncle!" Jiang Hao corrected his mother.

"Ah?" Zheng Yun glanced at Ye Xiaoming again, and said sorry embarrassingly.

"It's okay." Ye Xiaoming replied lightly, then turned the direction of the wheelchair and went to the side.

Zheng Yun felt that she could not be blamed for making mistakes. Anyone who saw a person wearing a woolen hat, a long scarf, a thick coat, and sitting in an electric wheelchair with a headrest on his head would think it was a young man. , Aren't all the people like this in the community old people?Zheng Yun sneaked a glance at the man beside him, but he really didn't expect that this man was the father of Ye Shuyang's child who came out of the kindergarten with Haohao every day.The man's indifferent tone and the cold eyes behind the glasses just now made Zheng Yun feel cold. She subconsciously pulled the decorative scarf, not understanding how her son Haohao could be so familiar with such a person, or even close to him.

Ye Shuyang played for a while, then went to get the water cup in the wheelchair backpack to give Ye Xiaoming a drink of water.Just when Zheng Yun was about to lament how sensible this child is, she saw her son Hao Hao running over, pinching the arms and legs of the man in the wheelchair, and coquettishly saying, "Uncle, when Dad comes back, let's go to the amusement park. It's been a long time since we've been there." I want to eat marshmallows, Yangyang, what do you want to eat?"

"Dad, can I have ice cream?" Ye Shuyang put away the water glass, and while pinching Ye Xiaoming's leg with Jiang Hao, he looked at his father expectantly.

Zheng Yun was dumbfounded. She and her son have been together for the past few days, but his son has never asked her for anything. When she wants to buy toys for her, he always says no to them like a grown-up. Very nice to say thank you.She also knew that it might be because she spent too little time with her son and the son was a stranger to her, but now she couldn't accept the comparison. She was a mother anyway, so why couldn't she compare to her classmate's father?The more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong. It is impossible for her son to be so good with his classmate's father for no reason. Could it be that the man lied to the child?This idea was immediately overturned by herself.But if the man often takes two children out to play, she thinks it is impossible, after all, the man knows the degree of paralysis at a glance.

"Haohao, when will Uncle Jiang come back?" Ye Shuyang asked.

"Grandma said she would be back in two days." Jiang Hao had already forgotten about his mother, "Uncle, I still want to watch movies. There are good cartoons. Some children in our class have watched them. Right, Yangyang."

"Your father may be very busy when he comes back, and he doesn't have time, let's talk about it then." Ye Xiaoming glanced at Jiang Hao's mother from the corner of his eye.

"As long as uncle speaks, no matter how busy Dad is, he will be free." Jiang Hao has already seen through his father, "Go, uncle, go!"

"You can ask your parents to take you there!" Ye Xiaoming said against his will.

"Ah!" Jiang Hao was stunned for a moment. In his memory, there was no time when his parents took him out to play together, so he never thought about it that way. "Let's go with Uncle and Yangyang." Jiang Hao felt that this would be more secure.

Zheng Yun finally understood. It seemed that Jiang Yifeng often took his son out with the wheelchair man and his son. No wonder Haohao was so close to them.

"Shuyang's father, right? I'm really sorry just now." Zheng Yun walked over and said politely, "I didn't know you knew Yifeng so well. Let's have dinner together when he comes back."

"Okay. Yangyang, goodbye to Haohao and Auntie, it's time to go home." Ye Xiaoming and Zheng Yun nodded lightly, turned the wheelchair and left.

Zheng Yun keenly felt that this man rejected her, he was obviously very kind when he was with the child, but when he talked to her, he was as cold as ice.She held her son's hand and asked a lot about the man. The more his son talked, the more she felt that the relationship between the man and Jiang Yifeng was extraordinary.

Zheng Yun wanted to ask Teacher He about the relationship between the man in the wheelchair and Jiang Yifeng, but she was afraid that people would laugh at her for being petty and suspicious, but the bad feeling in her heart could not be dispelled.At night, she lay on Jiang Yifeng's bed tossing and turning, and finally got up and sat on the bay window, watching the lights and stars outside the window.

Ye Xiaoming didn't sleep either, his mind was full of fantasies about Jiang Hao's mother and Jiang Yifeng being together.

Although I only met once, Ye Xiaoming's vision is so sharp that he has to admit that Jiang Hao's mother is a good woman and has enough capital to own an outstanding man like Jiang Yifeng.If Ye Xiaoming was sure that Jiang Yifeng would come to him again before, but now he is not sure.Faced with such a woman, and also a mother of children, even a normal man knows how to choose.

Every moment with Jiang Yifeng is like a picture frozen on film, constantly flickering in Ye Xiaoming's mind. Slowly, his thinking becomes more and more stagnant, every pore of his body is conscious or not. Shouting, every cell in the blood rushed into the heart, and every nerve in the brain was whipping the will that he had always been proud of.It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!Ten times and a hundred times more painful than losing control of his body, the pain hit his ##body, his spirit, and his soul.

Only once in a lifetime, use your life to sing.Ye Xiaoming also wanted to love like this, but unfortunately he was too realistic and rational, so he missed it.Like a child abandoned by God, he can no longer find the light to guide his progress in the dark world.

I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun.Yet the sun has made my desolation a new desolation. ——Dickinson's poems are the portrayal of Ye Xiaoming's present.Without Jiang Yifeng, without having loved before, he would not know the taste of love, once loved, he would never go back, never go back to the original ordinary life.

In the dark night, Ye Xiaoming roared like a caged beast, his struggling and distorted face telling his pain.The Ye family members all woke up, Teacher Shen hugged his grandson to comfort his father, it was just a nightmare, Director Ye and Zhou Ying tried hard to hold down Ye Xiaoming's convulsive body.

Everyone thought it was an illusion, only Ye Xiaoming knew how lucid he was.He tightly bit the three words Jiang Yifeng in his mouth, fearing that he would never be able to take them back when he shouted them out, fearing that he would be drowned by these three words and sink forever.These three words are like knives, tearing his heart to pieces; like a whip, tearing his thinking apart; like arrows, shooting his soul full of holes.With his last breath, he maintained a trace of clarity amidst his body's protests, staring at the black spots that appeared in front of his eyes under the light, but refused to give up struggling.

Under the action of the medicine, the pain that could not be shaken off gradually subsided, whether it was physical ##physical or mental.The darkness engulfed him, and before he fell into a deep sleep, two tears fell from the corners of Ye Xiaoming's eyes.

Losing is so painful, it is better not to have it.

The assistant couldn't wake up Ye Xiaoming, and was so frightened that he couldn't help but call Lawyer Wang immediately, and the answer he got was to send Ye Xiaoming to the nearest hospital immediately, there must be no mistake!

Hastily putting the wheelchair into the trunk, the assistant sat in the driver's seat, started the car and rushed out of the parking lot.He murmured: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's fine. Lawyer Wang said that he will notify the hospital immediately and rush over there immediately. He will definitely arrive at the hospital earlier than me. He will definitely, definitely..."

The corners of Ye Xiaoming's mouth curled up slightly, and then recovered quickly, so quickly that it was hard to notice.

Losing is so painful, it is better to hold on firmly and not let go!