After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

Sheng Bainian stood where he was, he couldn't tell the truth from Cheng Yu's words at this moment.

When he hadn't met Cheng Yu, he had been secretly guessing that Cheng Jiayan might really be born by Cheng Yu, but now that Cheng Yu said this to himself, he couldn't believe it.

Who is Cheng Jiayan's mother?

What Cheng Yu said to himself at this time was anger or the truth.

He could sense that Cheng Yu was in a bad mood now, probably because he secretly investigated him. Sheng Bainian knew it was his fault, but he had no choice.With his own efforts, he seemed unable to think of him no matter what.

He just wanted to know him a little more, and get to know him a little more.

Cheng Yu may not be ignorant of these reasons, but his heart is almost completely occupied by Cheng Jiayan, and he is afraid that Cheng Jiayan will encounter any unknown risks in the days when he is not around.

But life is inherently unpredictable, just like when he was with Sheng Bainian back then, how could he have imagined that one day Sheng Bainian would leave him without a word, and it would take five years after he left, and he would still be there when he came back. Forget him completely.

At that time, he would never have imagined that one day he would have an immortal body as if he had superpowers, and he would have a child with the blood of himself and Sheng Bainian.

Even though Cheng Yu had arranged everything he could think of for Cheng Jiayan, the unknowns in this world were beyond his imagination. Maybe one day the book of the dead would be accumulated too much, and the world would be destroyed immediately?

Sheng Bainian didn't dare to speak anymore, as if at this moment, whatever he said was wrong, the two of them walked quietly on the noisy street, and the smell of various snacks wafted out from the alleys , blend together to form a very wonderful aroma.

"Are you hungry?" Sheng Bainian asked, thinking that he wouldn't be angry if he asked Cheng Yu like this.

"Not hungry." Cheng Yu said.

Sheng Bainian looked at Cheng Yu's side face illuminated by the street lamp, his long and curled eyelashes cast a small shadow, Cheng Jiayan's eyelashes looked like Cheng Yu's, like a doll.

A scene suddenly flashed in Sheng Bainian's mind, it was on the snack street outside Yunjing University, Cheng Yu took his arm to shuttle through the crowd in the snack street, when Sheng Bainian was alone in the past, he never to this kind of place.

He thought the crowd was too crowded and there was too much oily smoke. For Sheng Bainian, who had a bit of a cleanliness, it was like a torture. smiling.

Cheng Yu carelessly kicked the stones under his feet, thinking whether he should go home, and Cheng Jiayan should be anxious after a while, but he and Sheng Bainian didn't seem to explain clearly about Cheng Jiayan, they should talk about it today clear.

Maybe he can also mention the Raiders to Sheng Bainian, after all, they may not have the chance to meet again in the future.

Cheng Yu lowered his head and thought about how to explain to Sheng Bainian later, when suddenly his arm was pulled, Cheng Yu stopped, raised his head, looked at Sheng Bainian next to him suspiciously, and found that He held a box of octopus balls in his hand, and he didn't know what he bought them from, so he didn't pay attention at all.

Cheng Yu said thank you, and there was silence between the two of them again. Cheng Yu was making a draft in his heart, thinking about what to do with Sheng Bainian, since he wanted to say it, he had to say it clearly and clearly. However, before he opened his mouth, Sheng Bainian asked him first: "Did I take you to Changle Garden before?"

Cheng Yu nodded, not quite understanding why Sheng Bainian suddenly changed the topic here. Changle Garden was the place where Sheng Bainian lived when he was a child. When he was a child, his father and mother seldom came back. He and his servants Living there, Sheng Bainian later refurbished Changle Court.

Although Sheng Bainian rarely came back here after he became an adult, it still has a very special meaning to him.

"Would you like to sit down for a while?" Sheng Bainian asked him.

Cheng Yu looked at Sheng Bainian strangely. After all, when Sheng Bainian invited Cheng Yu to Changle Garden for the first time, it was the first day that they showed their hearts to each other and formally dated each other. Why did Sheng Bainian suddenly invite him again today? up?

He couldn't understand what Sheng Bainian was thinking, but now the two of them really needed a quiet place to explain everything.

Cheng Yu and Sheng Bainian came to Changle Garden by car together. Sheng Bainian hadn't come back here for a long time, but servants would come here to take care of them every day as usual. fall.

They were surprised to see Sheng Bainian come back suddenly today, but they didn't ask much, they were still doing what to do.

Cheng Yu and Sheng Bainian sat in the garden on the top floor, and there was a glass bungalow below, which contained various roses. Professional gardeners came to take care of it every day, and these roses were well taken care of.

When Sheng Bainian brought him here before, he told him a lot about his own childhood. Sheng's father and Sheng's mother only had one son, Sheng Bainian, but they were not close to him.

According to Sheng Bainian's father later told Sheng Bainian, when Sheng Bainian was just born as a baby, he didn't cry, laugh, or sleep every day, but just quietly looked at everything around him, that kind of eyes seemed to be Said you stupid human beings, Father Sheng said this in a joking tone, but Sheng Bainian could still hear the hidden fear in the other party's tone when he said this, even at that time Only four or five years old.

Seeing the calm and compassionate eyes of the baby, Sheng's father felt a palpitation in his heart. It was not until Sheng Bainian grew up that this strong sense of disobedience gradually disappeared.

But many years later, Sheng's father still remembered the way the baby looked at him. He and Sheng's mother gave Sheng Bainian the best living conditions, but it was difficult to get close to him.

Sitting on the rocking chair, Cheng Yu looked down at the rose garden below through the glass. The red and pink roses were in full bloom, like a burning fire. Cheng Yu tilted his head and looked at it for a while.

For some reason, he suddenly asked Sheng Bainian, "What's the date today?"

"Number nine." Sheng Bainian didn't know why Cheng Yu would suddenly ask himself this question, but he still looked down at his phone and answered Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yun hummed, nodded, looked at Sheng Bainian, and said to him, "Next week should be your birthday."

If Cheng Yu didn't say it, Sheng Bainian would have forgotten that in the past five years abroad, whether it was birthdays or other festivals, every day of his life was monotonous, and each day seemed to be copied and pasted. The same, nothing.

Before you know it, five years have passed, and no one will always be waiting for another person.

"Do you still like me?" Sheng Bainian tried to ask Cheng Yu with some difficulty. He felt that as long as Cheng Yu still liked him a little, they could go back to the past.

"I can't say it, after all, five years is really too long..." He died in the long and long wait, the rain that night drowned him time and time again, and he never waited for a rescuer .

However, Sheng Bainian was able to ask him this question, which explained another problem. He looked sideways at Sheng Bainian, looked at him for a long time, and finally pressed the corners of his lips, and said to Sheng Bainian: "Don't like me gone."

When he reunited with Sheng Bainian just now and learned that he had completely forgotten him at a certain moment, at certain moments, he looked at Sheng Bainian with great malice and thought that one day he might recover all his memories , but seeing the scene when he was already dead, how wonderful it would be.

At that time, will Sheng Bainian shed a tear for himself, and will he wait another five years or longer for him.

As time passed, knowing that Sheng Bainian might have been turned into what he is today by those raiders, Cheng Yu's resentment towards him seemed to dissipate gradually as he got angry, or maybe it was because he felt it in the book of the dead. With too many strong emotions, his love and hatred for Sheng Bainian were washed away in the process of accepting the book of the dead again and again.

That being the case, since he is going to leave this world after all, since... it is better to let the living people live better, but this is already a luxury, but whether it is life or death, the living people Said there was only pain.

Of course, except for Ye Jin and those raiders.

"Cheng Yu..." Sheng Bainian sat on the rocking chair beside him, calling his name in a low voice.

"Ah."

"Cheng Yu..."

"Ah."

"Procedure--"

Cheng Yu lifted his eyelids and turned his head, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"Can we go back?" Sheng Bainian looked straight at Cheng Yu, as if there were stars in his eyes.

"I can't go back," Cheng Yu looked up at the bright stars in the night sky above his head, he was silent for a long time, sighed softly, and said to Sheng Bainian, "How else can I go back."

"Can't you give me any hope?"

"It's okay," Cheng Yu comforted Sheng Bainian, "Maybe one day you will forget me."

At that time, he no longer existed in this world, and no one would ever remind him of his memory.

"I thought..." Sheng Bainian didn't say what I thought.

"It's useless to say these things, things are impermanent." Cheng Yu took a long breath, raised his head and continued to look at the night sky, those stars seemed to fall into his eyes.

He thought about it, and said to Sheng Bainian: "Cheng Jiayan is indeed your child,"

Sheng Bainian is already doubting that one day he will find out the truth by himself, so it is better to tell him directly like this now, so that the more people will be affected and the more people will find out the truth.

After such a long time, Cheng Yu's mood has calmed down.

There is nothing wrong with Sheng Bainian. In the past, he would blame him for not having those memories. Now that he is trying to find the memories of the past, it would be unreasonable for him to blame him.

Sheng Bainian froze in place, not knowing what to say for a while.

When Cheng Yu didn't admit it, he guessed and thought that this was the only possibility among all the impossible.

Now that Cheng Yu admitted it in front of him, he couldn't believe it.

Cheng Yu looked at him, and continued: "But I hope that besides you and me, there will be no fourth person to know about this matter."

Sheng Bainian looked at him for a long time, his voice was dry and hoarse, and asked him: "How was the child... born?"

He remembered that the doctor told him after seeing the film that even if there was a child in the man's womb, as the child grew up in the mother's womb, the organs in the human body would be deformed and displaced, and Cheng Yu did not. Been to the hospital, where did the baby come from.

"I don't know, it seems that Cheng Jiayan came to this world just after sleeping." When Cheng Yu said this, there was a smile on his face.

This is not surprising, when Cheng Yu talked about Cheng Jiayan, he mostly laughed.

After Cheng Yu finished speaking, he lowered his head, and the phone in his pocket rang. The call was from Cheng Jiayan. Cheng Yu hadn't come home until now. Cheng Jiayan was waiting a little anxiously. He was afraid that his father would be lost again, so he quickly called him. call.

After Cheng Yu accepted Cheng Jiayan's series of cross-examinations, he said to him: "Dad is talking to a friend, and he will be back soon."

Cheng Jiayan told Cheng Yu on the other end of the phone: "Okay, come back early, and be careful when you come back."

"Know it."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yu got up from the rocking chair, it was time for him to go home.

"Why are you suddenly willing to tell me this?" Sheng Bainian thought that according to Cheng Yu's personality, the two of them would at least have to argue for a long time before Cheng Yu was willing to tell the truth.

Cheng Yu put the phone back into his pocket, and the smile on his face seemed to be unconcealably sad. He said to Sheng Bainian, "Because I'm leaving."

Sheng Bainian frowned subconsciously. He knew that Cheng Yu's departure meant going abroad, but at this moment he couldn't help but have some other bad associations.

He was about to ask Cheng Yu where he was going, when he suddenly saw Cheng Yu looking down at himself, and said to him: "Also, when I was tied up at sea that day, I heard a lot If it's strange, it has something to do with you."

"What?" Sheng Bainian asked.

Relying on his vague memory, Cheng Yu repeated to Sheng Bainian the conversation between the raiders that he heard in the kayak that day. As Cheng Yu told, Sheng Bainian's brows gradually frowned, Many strange things that appeared in front of him before seemed to be explained by Cheng Yu's words.