After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

"Traider..." Sheng Bainian recalled all kinds of abnormalities around him some time ago. There were indeed many people who inexplicably approached him. He had already believed Cheng Yu's words. It is not uncommon for people who keep dying and coming back to life to have these strange raiders.

But since there will be raiders coming to this world, what does this world look like in the eyes of them?Is it just a game?

Sheng Bainian lowered his head and pondered for a while, then asked Cheng Yu, "Where did they come from?"

Cheng Yu shook his head: "I don't know either. Anyway, you should pay more attention to yourself. I should go. If I don't go home again, Cheng Jiayan should be in a hurry."

Sheng Bainian responded, got up from the rocking chair, and sent Cheng Yu downstairs, but he still had many questions in his heart, hoping to get answers from Cheng Yu's mouth.

When they were about to separate, Sheng Bainian asked Cheng Yu, "What do you want to do abroad?"

"I won't tell you now," Cheng Yu's voice was very soft, as if a gust of wind could blow away his voice, he said to Sheng Bainian, "Maybe one day, you will know. "

Cheng Yu waved to him and left Changle Garden. Sheng Bainian wanted to drive him off, but he refused, so he could only stand there and watch Cheng Yu get into the taxi and gradually go away.

Until he could no longer see Cheng Yu, Sheng Bainian still stood in place, the night wind blew his hair on the sideburns, and the street lamps stretched his shadow very long, he stood in the wind, stood under the lamp, watching It looked strangely lonely.

After a long time, Sheng Bainian finally made a move. He turned around and went back inside the house. The silver-white lawn lights on the lawn outside went out one after another. Sheng Bainian sat in front of the French window, recalling Watch every word Cheng Yu said to himself tonight.

Cheng Jiayan turned out to be his own child, actually really his own child...

It should be a fantasy for a man to have a child, but Sheng Bainian completely believed Cheng Yu's words. This is actually not a kind of luck for him, but more like a cruel punishment.

Sheng Bainian's mouth was full of bitterness, and now, he would rather that Cheng Yu would have another comfort after he left, so at least at that time, Cheng Yu would not be too desperate.

Cheng Yu described the process of giving birth to Cheng Jiayan very lightly, but Sheng Bainian knew that this matter was far from easy, at least when Cheng Yu just found out that he was pregnant, what was his mood?Judging from the time, at that time he hadn't been in a car accident, and he hadn't possessed the ability of immortality that ordinary people don't have. He was a man, and he knew he was pregnant, what was he thinking?

Cheng Guiyuan kicked him out of the Cheng family. He was unfamiliar with the place in Pinghai, and worked hard on his own without being by his side. Now that he knew that there was an extra life in his stomach, he didn't even dare to come. When I went to the hospital, I was afraid of being treated as a monster, so I just watched my belly getting bigger and bigger day by day, feeling that the fetus in my belly gradually had the characteristics of life, and occasionally beat.

Cheng Yu said that after he fell asleep, Cheng Jiayan was born, so what happened before Cheng Jiayan was born?Has Cheng Yu experienced anything?

And Sheng Bainian knew nothing about it. At that time, he was still abroad, living a monotonous life day after day, and lost interest in everything, just to maintain that decent and boring life.

He didn't know what kind of torture his lover was suffering in the distant homeland...he always didn't know.

No matter why he lost the memory between the past and Cheng Yu, it was all his sins.

He should always pay a huge price for his ignorance. He still doesn't know what the price is, but one day he will face it.

After a long time, Sheng Bainian withdrew his gaze. His eyelids drooped, and he looked down at the carpet under his body. The moonlight shone on it, and those thin fluffs were floating carefully as if they had life. He took out the mobile phone on the table, called his assistant, and asked him to pay attention to which country Cheng Yu had booked a ticket to, and he had to follow him to see what he wanted to do.

Sheng Bainian always had a bad feeling in his heart that Cheng Yu might never come back after leaving.

In the dream, it was still the scene after his reunion with Cheng Yu in Pinghai Eaton Kindergarten. For various reasons, he said to him without hesitation: "If Mr. Cheng can't teach the child well, he should send the child to in his mother's hands."

But the one who really didn't educate the children was obviously himself, Sheng Bainian had a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, remorse was like a spider with ashes, crawling all over his heart.

The moon was in the middle of the sky, and the Milky Way ran through the entire night sky like a long belt. Sheng Bainian leaned against the cold table behind him, and just fell asleep like this, having one dream after another.

These dreams were like huge cobwebs, trapping him inside, unable to get out.

The monsters have not been summoned, and they are quietly dormant deep underground. They have a strange premonition that he should wake up from his deep sleep. They don't know what he will do after waking up, and there are still Another Him, the monsters subconsciously felt that there might be an inevitable war between them, how should they protect themselves in the war.

As soon as he closed his eyes and opened his eyes, one night passed. Sheng Bainian woke up in the morning and pressed his aching forehead. Now he knew all the truth about Cheng Yu and Cheng Jiayan, but he didn't even know himself what can be done for them.

And does Cheng Jiayan know that he is his other father?For no reason, Sheng Bainian suddenly remembered that when he was with them in the restaurant last time, Cheng Jiayan told himself that he didn't like him. At that time, Sheng Bainian didn't know why he suddenly said that to himself. Now that he thinks about it, he seems to be quite happy. nasty.

He wanted to make it up to them, but they didn't seem to need it anymore.

Sheng Bainian felt trapped in a deep well, he wanted to find a way out, but surrounded by cold stone walls, he couldn't go anywhere.

The assistant called Sheng Bainian and said that there was an important meeting in the Yunjing Center Building in the afternoon, and Sheng Bainian needed to chair it. Sheng Bainian agreed and wanted to get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes , but after sitting all night, my legs were a little numb, and I staggered a little when I first stood up, and it took a while for it to return to normal.

The theme of the afternoon meeting was about the development project of the land in the south of Yunjing. Sheng Bainian had been preparing for this project for a long time, and he also decided to go abroad with Cheng Yu to see him after the project was completed. What exactly do you want to do.

The accident happened at the moment when Sheng Bainian arrived at the central building in the afternoon. At that time, Sheng Bainian had just got off the car, and there was something wrong with the crowd around him. Many people ran towards him, but the security guards did not A way to block them all.

The clouds above his head slowly dissipated, dazzling white light fell into Sheng Bainian's eyes, someone was stabbing at him with a dagger, Sheng Bainian turned sideways to avoid, but at this moment someone jumped on him, There was a loud noise from the surrounding crowd, and the sound seemed to go through the clouds, to the far, far outer space, to other planets.

Then there was the sound of the dagger sinking into the flesh and blood, which was amplified a lot in Sheng Bainian's ears, which seemed too deliberate.

Sheng Bainian frowned slightly, he looked down at the person standing in front of him, it turned out to be Ye Jin.

There was a bit of happiness in his heart, but also a bit of disgust.

He remembered what Cheng Yu said to him that day, there are many raiders in this world, and Ye Jin is one of them, if he stands in front of him like this today, is he launching a new round of raiders for himself?

"Send it to the hospital." Sheng Bainian said coldly, he could have avoided it in time and didn't need Ye Jin to rescue him.

After finishing speaking, Sheng Bai entered the building without looking back. He still has a meeting to attend. Anyway, the murderer has been arrested by the police, and the police will investigate the reason. payment.

Someone nearby took pictures of the incident and uploaded it on the Internet. Netizens praised the brave behavior of the unknown passer-by, and at the same time expressed a bit of ridicule for the cold-blooded capitalists. The comments below were originally quite harmonious, but after someone recognized that person as After Ye Jin, the wind of public opinion immediately changed. After all, they saw Ye Jin intentionally hooking up with Sheng Bainian at the banquet some time ago, and now that he has come together like this, it is hard to guarantee that it was not designed by himself.

Sheng Bainian was really miserable. Some people did some research. As for the distance and angle at which the murderer stabbed Sheng Bainian, Sheng Bainian could dodge it by himself, and Ye Jinshang didn't need to be a hero.

Ye Jin's few remaining fans protested fiercely on the Internet. They are all being rescued in the ICU now. Can they stop being so vicious!

What's wrong with being so vicious?It's been five years since An Jinran's death, and they still scold him for nothing, but now that Ye Jin is not dead, what's wrong with them?

Netizens are always like this, they don't treat people right, they seem to never learn to be silent and wait, but seeing them all scolding Ye Jin, Cheng Yu is quite happy.

It's just that when An Jinran watched netizens curse him with the same vicious words, did he feel the same way?

Thinking of this, Cheng Yu felt bored again, turned off the phone, and threw it aside.

The Internet is not a complete virtual world, it will make the distance between people very close, even your parents may not know about any little thing that happens around you, but netizens will know; but at the same time everyone It is very clear that the distance between each other is actually very estranged, so they can unscrupulously vent their malice without being responsible.

Cheng Yu watched the video of Sheng Bainian being rescued by Ye Jin on the Internet, and he roughly guessed in his heart. Ye Jin is now starting to attack Sheng Bainian again. I don't know if he can get what he wants this time, probably not. After all, Sheng Bainian already knew his identity, and he could roughly guess what he was plotting now.

If Sheng Bainian can still be with Ye Jin like this, then he really wants to express his admiration to Ye Jin, but maybe Ye Jin can also have a way to make Sheng Bainian lose all his memories.

No one can tell what the future holds.

He has done everything he can, and as for what will happen in the future, it can only depend on God's will. He hopes that the people he cares about will be well all the time, but no one can guarantee what God's will is.

Cheng Yu thought for a long time, and finally decided to go abroad and die in a place where no one can see him. He would write a lot of postcards, find someone to post back to Yunjing every month, and send them to Cheng Guiyuan and Cheng Jiayan. superior.

He will also tell Cheng Guiyuan and Cheng Jiayan in the letter that they don't need to look for themselves, and that they will go back one day.

This is the best way Cheng Yu can think of.

He quickly packed his luggage. On the day before he left, Cheng Jiayan and Cheng Guiyuan sent him to the airport. Cheng Jiayan sniffed, with a tear in his voice. He waved to Cheng Yu and said to him: " Dad, you have to come back early."

Cheng Yu patted him on the head and said to him: "You must listen to your grandfather at home, and you must listen to your teacher when school starts."

"I know." Cheng Jiayan nodded obediently, trying to reassure Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu smiled at him, bent down and kissed Cheng Jiayan's forehead, and then turned to go to the security check. Cheng Jiayan stood where he was, watching Cheng Yu's figure disappear into the crowd, feeling an inexplicable panic in his heart. Holding the corner of Cheng Guiyuan's clothes.

When Cheng Yu went abroad, he called his family to report that he was safe, and then got on the train to Paradise Island, which is known as a holy place for suicide in this country.

This is an isolated island. Countless people commit suicide here every year. Every evening, there will be corpse collectors who will return the corpses with their own identity information to their relatives, and dispose of the anonymous corpses. Many people think it is heaven. The island is an existence against humanity, but it always exists here.

There are only three days left until Sheng Bainian's birthday. After Cheng Yu landed on the island, he found a suitable place to dig a hole for himself, lay down in it, and felt the feeling of a deep sleep after death.

He closed his eyes, as if his whole body had begun to rot, and merged with the surrounding soil, the sound between the heaven and the earth was silent, and he was slowly returning to this heaven and earth.

"What are you doing? What are you doing!" An exasperated voice suddenly rang in Cheng Yu's ear.

Cheng Yu opened his eyes, looking at Sheng Bainian who appeared in front of him again, he was a little confused, why is he always haunted like this?Why did he never show up when I needed him so much in the past, but now he appears frequently in front of me?

Did Sheng Bainian install a remote locator on himself?Why can I always meet him wherever he is.

Cheng Yu sat up from the pit, and before he could speak, he was hugged by Sheng Bainian.

"Do you know what you are doing!" He asked Cheng Yu.

He hugged Cheng Yu like he was hugging a ball of fine snow, as if he would melt and disappear in his arms the next moment, leaving nothing behind.