Suddenly ten years
Chapter 1 Without You
To himself, Li You felt a little more at ease.
Looking back, Lin Fei's shoulders in the front row trembled slightly, as if trying to hold back a smile. Seeing that the class teacher's eyes fell on them from time to time, he poked Lin Fei's back with a pen and said in a low voice, "Don't laugh!" Yes, the teacher is watching."
Lin Fei quickly took a deep breath, and tried his best to adjust the laughing nerves that were about to collapse to a normal state.
After the class teacher left, Lin Fei recalled Teacher Zhang's seemingly disorganized educational remarks, and felt that it was really not easy to be a class teacher in high school.Several couples formed in the class privately. Although the head teacher heard the rumors, he didn't dare to break them up openly. After so many years of teaching, he welcomed and sent away batch after batch of children. He knew very well that puppy love is a double-edged sword, excessive interference And suppression will only be counterproductive, and even affect the children's learning. We can only pay more attention to these "companion" children, and guide them in time when they find signs.As a class teacher, I have great responsibilities and are responsible for the future of all children.
The head teacher's words still had a certain effect. The couples were more low-key, and they didn't notice who was together if they didn't pay attention carefully.
Li You and Guan Cheng tacitly kept a certain distance. Ever since they were bumped by Guan's mother downstairs at Guan Cheng's house that day, the two have never held hands in public again.
"Mu Wei, why are you here?" Hearing that a classmate from another school was looking for her, Lin Fei didn't expect it to be Mu Wei.
☆、Part [-] The Magic Obstacle of Love
"Lin Fei, let me come and see you. Grandpa Lin passed away suddenly, I hope your condolences will change."
"What did you say? Impossible." Lin Fei was shocked.
Can't believe it's true!But Mu Wei's expression was solemn, he would not joke about such things, Lin Fei felt that he had suddenly fallen into a dark abyss, and could only run wildly in the dark without a clue.
Mu Wei followed Lin Fei closely, and scolded himself thousands of times in his heart: he didn't care enough, he was too busy.
Lin Fei rushed straight to the door of the house, only to realize how stupid she was.At this point in time, my parents hadn't left work yet, and I didn't go back to the classroom to pick up the keys to the house in my panic.
Standing blankly in front of the door, Lin Fei lost his sense of control.It wasn't until Mu Wei came in front of her that Lin Fei was a little dazed.
"Lin Fei, I'm sorry, I don't know you..."
Mu Wei didn't know what to say to make up for his mistakes.
"Mu Wei, do you know where my grandfather is? Can you take me there?" Lin Fei tried hard to restrain his emotions, "Well, I don't have any money with me, can you lend me some money to buy a ticket?"
"Yes, of course I can. I'll accompany you." Mu Wei replied quickly.
The roads in the country are uneven and bumpy.After getting in the car, Lin Fei quietly looked at the receding trees outside the window, and Mu Wei didn't say anything.
Finally came to Grandpa Lin Fei's hometown.
Walking on the familiar country road, looking at the cotton fields and the vegetable gardens of each household, Lin Fei seemed to have walked into childhood memories.
"Grandpa, is this the garlic from the vegetable garden?" "Grandpa, is this the potato you planted?" "Grandpa, is this the cotton from our field?"
Every summer vacation in the past, what Lin Fei looked forward to and happiest most was to stay at his grandfather's house for a few more days.Grandpa's home is in a village by the river, and most of the villagers grow cotton and other crops as their main source of income.
In the village, Lin is the common surname.Grandpa's house is a common tile-roofed house in the village. The back door is facing a large vegetable garden, which is full of vegetables. There are many tall and straight metasequoia trees around the garden.A small river just passes by on the east side, the river is clear, although there are no fish, it has become a natural irrigation equipment for the vegetable garden.
In the evening, I went to the riverside with my three cousins. The river view is charming and unparalleled.Life seems to be full of good things.
Grandpa always looked at Xiao Linfei happily circling around him lovingly.She, his only granddaughter, was born when he had three grandchildren one after another, and when he looked forward to his granddaughter the most, it seemed that she was destined to be spoiled with endless pain.
Every time before leaving, he always patted Xiao Lin Fei's head, told his daughter-in-law not to beat the child, and took out some money from his pocket, "My little Fei'er, buy whatever you want to eat when you go back."
Every time at this time, Lin Fei's heart was always moved.Grandpa's hands are rough due to routine farm work, but he conveys strong love and care. He is reluctant to eat, but every time he sees her, he stuffs 5 yuan and 10 yuan.How valuable money was at that time, 1 cents for Bingbaolu, 2 cents for Big Painted Face Ice Cream...
Grandma Lin Fei passed away due to cancer before Lin Fei was born. Grandpa rarely got close to her because of his patriarchal patriarchy.As long as Lin Fei could remember, only her grandfather loved her the most and regarded her as a treasure.For Lin Fei, half of her happy childhood memories are due to her grandfather's love.
I can't believe it, until I stand in front of the grave, I feel heartache.Such a loving old man, such a person who doted on him, just lay in the cold loess, so close at hand, but far away.
Lin Fei believed that her parents were hiding it from her because they were worried about affecting her placement test.However, her parents kept it from her, but deprived her of the right to see her grandfather for the last time.
Grandpa, I know the meaning of time for an old man. I am good at biology. I know that cells are the units that make up people. Cells will slowly age and die... I have studied Ma Zhe, and I know that everything will be in time. What is born in history will also perish.However, even if I understand this law of nature well, I still cannot calmly face the fact that you have left me...
Lin Fei knelt in front of her grandfather's grave and cried bitterly.
Mu Wei stood quietly aside.Perhaps, at this moment, what Lin Fei needed most was company.At first, he thought that Lin Fei's absence on the day when he sent Grandpa Lin up the mountain must be because he was too sad, but looking at the situation now, the Lin family must have kept this matter from her.
"Lin Fei, go back. After you've been out for so long, your parents will be worried if they can't find you. Grandpa doesn't want to see you so sad."
"Mu Wei, I miss my grandpa so much. Grandpa loves me the most, but now, I'm left alone."
"Lin Fei, grandpa will always be with you in the sky. You still have your parents, and I... this brother."
It was getting dark.Mu Wei stepped forward to help Lin Fei up, and gently patted the dirt off her body.Seeing her heartbroken, Mu Wei felt very distressed.Although I don't want to be your elder brother, but if you need, I will always be by your side, just like, just like the brother you have been looking forward to.
The car back to the city bumped all the tears in my eyes into my heart.Lin Fei lowered his head in a daze.
Mu Wei sent Lin Fei downstairs to her house and left alone.
"Fei'er, why did you come back so late, the food is cold. Your dad went to meet you, didn't you meet?" Mother Lin asked anxiously.
"Mom, grandpa passed away."
"You knew already……"
"Ah."
Mother Lin was unprepared and didn't know how to explain.
Worried about affecting his granddaughter's placement test in arts and sciences, Grandpa Lin Fei repeatedly told him not to tell his children when he was dying.Knowing that the grandparent and grandson are deeply in love, Lin Fei's parents discussed that it would be better for the children to know after the exam.
"Feifei, Grandpa wants you to put your studies first. The placement test is coming soon, and my father and I plan to tell you when the test is over."
Looking at her daughter's red and swollen eyes, Mother Lin suddenly realized that deception is deception, even with good intentions, it will still bring harm.
"Well, I see." Lin Fei tried hard to control the tears in his eyes.
When Father Lin came back, he saw that the atmosphere at the dinner table was not right, so he dragged Mother Lin to the kitchen while washing the dishes.After asking the reason, there was a long silence, and Papa Lin continued to smoke on the balcony.As a father, all he can do is food, clothing, housing and transportation.Emotionally, he was overwhelmed.
"Mom, I went to study by myself last night." Holding the textbook and exercise set, Lin Fei went out.
"Sister, why didn't I see you after school today?"
"I have something to do at home, so I'm leaving early."
"Oh."
Hearing that Lin Fei and a student from another school left school early during recess, Ming Teng was worried all afternoon.Before evening self-study, he went out early and waited anxiously at the intersection of Lin Fei's house for a long time.To ask, or not to ask, to hesitate.However, seeing her, he felt that everything was no longer important.
For some reason, Lin Fei's eyes were full of sadness, and Ming Teng walked quietly beside Lin Fei, without further questioning.
"Lin Fei, where did you and Mu Wei go this afternoon? Teacher Zhang asked, I can only say that your family has to leave beforehand." Seeing Lin Fei sitting down quietly, Tong Xinyu asked in a low voice.
"Xin Yu, my grandpa has gone."
"Lin Fei, I'm sorry. After my mother came back that day, she said not to tell you, so I never dared to mention it."
Yes, the whole world knows, only I don't know.Not even seeing the last one, Lin Fei held back tears and asked himself over and over again why he heard that his parents suddenly wanted to go back to his hometown, but he didn't find any clues.
The emotions that people hide in their hearts are so fragile and eager to be protected.For the first time, I felt that I was so lonely, such a small person in the vast space and time.
Time will one day take away everything that belongs to us.She thought, maybe she didn't long for possession, so she didn't have to bear the pain of loss.
Write a long letter, accompanied by parents, and burn it in front of grandpa's grave.Grandpa, from now on you are in the sky, when I look up at the starry sky, you will be the brightest one.
Thinking that everything will go according to the established track, everyone will live in an orderly manner in their own track, so in the second semester of the first year of high school, I was divided into an arts and science class.
Lin Fei, Tong Xinyu, Guan Cheng, Zheng Li and others stayed in the original class set as science.Li You preferred liberal arts, although he was reluctant to part with Lin Fei and Guan Cheng, but he really didn't like to deal with it, so he reluctantly chose liberal arts and went to the next class.
The elementary school brother, just as he suddenly appeared, suddenly disappeared.Lin Fei tried her best to ignore the unaccustomed absence of elementary school students on the road, and devoted herself to her studies.
The ancients said that Du Kang is the only one who can relieve worries.But as a scholar, I'm afraid, there are only silk books, Lin Fei laughed at herself.
"Lin Fei, is this the Wenquxing that your sister just bought for you?"
Sometimes, Xin Yu really envied Lin Fei.My mother is the only daughter in the family. Although my father has brothers and sisters, cousins rarely move around.When they were young, cousin Lin Fei often appeared in front of them. In the eyes of this group of only children, cousin Lin Fei was someone else's older sister. They bought kites in spring, popsicles in summer, gave scarves in autumn, and accompanied them to build snowmen in winter.Now, even though Lin Fei's cousin is busy with work in other places, she still never forgets Lin Fei's birthday every year.Wenquxing and Walkmans were some extravagant birthday presents in that era.
"Well. I don't know how to speak English words, so I can look them up myself." Lin Fei pushed Wenquxing, the so-called translation artifact of that era, into the middle of the desk.
"It's nice to have a sister."
In a blink of an eye, the seniors and sisters who were originally in the third year of high school were about to graduate.
"Lin Fei, I heard that we will be moving classrooms next semester."
"How do you know?" Lin Fei looked at Li You in surprise.
Between classes, on the balcony in the corridor, familiar students chatted in groups of twos and threes.
"I heard from my dad that there are too many people who want to enter our school. This year, the number of new students has doubled compared to previous years. Hey, do you see the building opposite? When the third-year students graduate, we will Will move in."
"Oh. But when I passed that building, I saw cracks on the walls. Isn't the school planning to build a new building?"
Looking at the old two-story building, Lin Fei thought to himself, when they graduated this year, the building should be demolished.
"Well, it will be rebuilt on the site of this old building. Hey, it is said that the new media classroom will be built, and there will be computers and projection equipment. However, we can't wait for this class."
"What are you missing? Anyway, you still have a computer at home, and you, a young lady, still have an account. I don't even have an account until now."
Seeing Li You's regretful expression, Lin Fei couldn't help laughing.
"Cut, that computer at my house? My dad controls it, and he only uses it for half an hour on weekends. I only have a few classmates from the former junior high school on the Internet. I don't even have a moon on it. How can any netizen add it?" I."
"You still add strangers? Aren't you afraid that Guan Cheng will be jealous?" Lin Fei smiled and pointed with his eyes.Not far away, Guan Cheng was chatting with a group of brothers.
"Don't make fun of me. I see, you and Zheng Li are together. I heard that he has been very close to Tong Xinyu recently."
There are very few students in the classroom between classes, Zheng Li likes to sit quietly in his seat, even after class, he seldom comes out to walk around.
Looking at the classroom through the window glass, Lin Fei happened to see Xin Yu holding a test paper and questioning Zheng Li in the front row.Zheng Li turned sideways, very quiet and patient.
What a familiar picture.Once, the girl in the picture was me.
"Actually, they're a good match."
The class bell rang suddenly, and the students hurried back to the classroom.
Second year of high school, the beginning of a new semester.
Li You's news was accurate. Lin Fei's entire sophomore class really moved into the classroom that was just vacated, and they were in the same old building as the newly promoted third-year group.
Taking advantage of changing classrooms, Lin Fei and the class teacher applied for a transfer.The reason is very good. The new girl in the class is very good at mathematics, and Lin Fei's mathematics has always been a bit stagnant.The head teacher was happy to separate the students who were suspected of being "partnered", and Lin Fei was transferred from the original position smoothly.
Since she couldn't find the feeling of heartbeat, Lin Fei chose to look away to bless the two people she was close to and liked if they could get together.
After moving to the old building, the most troublesome thing is going to the toilet.The high school is on the east side of the school, and the two existing teaching buildings share an independent toilet.The toilet is on the east side of the original building. Since the classroom was moved, it takes twice as long to go to the toilet.
"It's true in our school. It's so convenient to have a toilet in the teaching building. We have to travel so far. The break time is precious."
"You should just walk and exercise."
As usual, ask Li You to go to the toilet together.As usual, Li You would complain about the long-distance relationship with the toilet once in a while.
"Lin Fei, I seem to hear someone calling your name."
Li You suddenly tugged at Lin Fei's arm.Listen carefully, it really looks like it, Lin Fei stopped and looked up to find the direction of the sound.
The sound seems to come from the original classroom.Today, in the building occupied by senior freshmen, there is still a row of junior students lying on the corridor.Seeing Lin Fei looking up, there was a commotion in the corridor on the east side of the third floor.
"Did you hear wrong?" Lin Fei pulled Li You back to the classroom.
For several days in a row, I seemed to hear my name coming from the third floor.But in the new building, the only person I know should be the junior student.Is it related to him?Lin Fei was a little restless.
Tong Xinyu and Zheng Li seem to have always had a good relationship, and there are rumors among the classmates that they are dating.It's just that when everyone was discussing, they consciously avoided Lin Fei.
"Senior sister, I haven't seen you these days."
Lin Fei was walking and listening to English comprehension, and was taken aback unexpectedly.
I ran into Ming Teng again a week ago, and he happily said that he was admitted to the high school of the school, and happened to be assigned to Lin Fei's original classroom, using the desk that Lin Fei had used.
Therefore, Lin Fei vaguely believed that the hustle and bustle on the first floor was really aimed at him.
When a boy in the same grade who persistently pursued him wrote a letter and asked himself why he didn’t want to consider him when he fell in love with his elementary school brother. His good brother Shi Lei put down the school belle who was chasing him to talk to him, and Li You asked what secrets were hidden in the new building. , After things like this happened, Lin Fei thought, maybe the only way to get peace is to avoid Ming Teng.
I thought that getting up earlier and not going the same way would avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, but some people are destined to be unable to avoid it.
"It's nothing, I get up early and leave earlier these days."
"That's good, I thought you were avoiding me on purpose."
"I don't owe you money, so what are you doing hiding from you?" Lin Fei raised her head with some guilt, and was looking at Ming Teng with a smile on her face. Lin Fei felt her face heat up and quickly lowered her head.
"Senior sister, a few days ago, my classmates in our class caught us walking together, because I usually walk far away from girls, and some brothers who are close to me are booing in the corridor, I have stopped it, I don't want this Your behavior embarrasses you, I..."
"It's okay, I don't care about it." Lin Fei sighed secretly, as expected, he was thinking too much, but fortunately he didn't ask, otherwise it would be really embarrassing.It's just that there is some inexplicable loss in my heart.
"Senior sister, what I actually mean is that I don't want to tell you in this way that I like you. I want to say it myself."
Lin Fei felt that not only his face was hot, but his brain was also hot.what is this?Confession?Being confessed by his junior student?Wait, so he means he likes me?Lin Fei's mind was completely confused.
Lin Fei bowed his head and remained silent.Ming Teng thought, since he opened his mouth, he should go all out and finish what he had to say.
"Senior sister, I know you are busy studying now. The college entrance examination is very important to you, but I only hope to accompany you for a walk every day. I will work hard and try my best to go to the same university as you. You don't have to answer in a hurry. Me, give me the answer after the college entrance examination is over. My only request is that I am older than you, so don’t always call me junior. Sister, remember, my name is Ming Teng.”
Blue sky, white clouds, horses grazing on the vast grassland... Can you allow me to faint for a while on the deserted grassland?
"Lin Fei, what are you doing standing there stupidly?"
Li You's voice came in his ears, and Lin Fei quickly switched from the grassland scene.Primary school brother, no, Ming Teng has disappeared.Hey, why should I listen to him, if he doesn't let me call you junior, I'll call you a pig!Lin Fei was in a mess.
Li You shook his head, this buddy has been in a daze recently, so nothing will happen to him.
During the evening self-study class, Lin Fei felt bored, so she went downstairs alone for a walk.In the end, she stood by the small flower bed not far from the teaching building, looking up at the sky.
"Is the night sky without stars so beautiful?"
With such a deep and pleasant voice, you don't need to look to know it's Zheng Li.
"It should rain tomorrow."
"Lin Fei, are you really with Ming Teng? Didn't you say that you should concentrate on your studies and talk about it after you are admitted to university? Are these not the real reasons for rejecting me? What exactly do you want?"
Lin Fei never seriously thought about what he wanted.She suddenly missed her grandfather who passed away half a year ago.It was the same gloomy weather. Standing in front of her favorite grandfather's grave, she cried so sadly for the first time, and understood what death was for the first time, a permanent loss.
I don't want anything but my grandpa alive.Lin Fei also felt that he would be extremely stupid if he said this, so he laughed at himself.
"Zheng Li, treat Xin Yu well, I'm in a mess, so don't ask me any more."
When Lin Fei turned to look at Zheng Li, he just turned to leave. At that moment, Lin Fei seemed to see some shining light on Zheng Li's face.
The bell rang, and Lin Fei ran back to the classroom. While the teacher was counting the test papers, Lin Fei looked at the corridor on the third floor opposite through the window.The corridors are full of figures moving towards the classroom, and a figure lying on the side of the corridor looks even more lonely.
Lin Fei suddenly felt that she was the frozen figure, and the crowd shouted, who can see the loneliness in a person's heart?After receiving the exam paper handed in from the front row, Lin Fei knew very well that he had no time to be sad about life.
After the evening self-study, it was late at night when I got home.Lin Fei felt very tired, so he washed and went to bed.
Before falling asleep, she remembered what Ming Teng said during the day, and she was a little moved. For the first time, she felt that she was liked, but it was actually not as heavy as she imagined.Just how long can this love last?Will time erase all emotions like it took away grandpa's love?Lin Fei didn't dare to think about it.
Lin Fei no longer deliberately avoids Ming Teng, and the relationship between the two seems to have returned to the past.
The rumors really disappeared quietly under Ming Teng's guarantee, at least they never appeared in Lin Fei's ears again.Ming Teng still tells Lin Fei what he has seen and heard about the school on the road every day, and occasionally tells some gossip news.Lin Fei discovered that Ming Teng knew so many people around him.
Once by chance, Lin Fei saw Guan Cheng holding the hand of a girl on campus, looking very intimate.Holding back until the next morning, she asked Ming Teng if he knew that girl, and Ming Teng said calmly that she was Guan Cheng's girlfriend.
Isn't Guan Cheng's girlfriend Li You?But speaking of it, it's been a long time since I saw Li You and Guan Cheng walking together.
That morning, Lin Fei stood in the alley of Li You's house full of doubts. She hoped that everything was not true.She is very clear about Guan Cheng's position in Li You's heart, except for the whispering between best friends, Li You's topics will always be what Guan Cheng likes and where Guan Cheng is going.
What Lin Fei hopes most is that the Sunshine Goddess in her heart can be happy.She really wanted to know what was going on, but Ming Teng always seemed hesitant to speak.
"Yu, are you and Guan Cheng okay?"
"We just broke up." Li You smiled bitterly.
"Why? I saw him walking with a girl yesterday."
"I know. I was right behind you yesterday. That's his new girlfriend, from another school. We've been together for more than half a year."
"More than half a year? You always knew?"
"Well, all the time."
"This philandering bastard! How could he betray you so easily! I'll go to him and make it clear!"
Lin Fei felt that she was about to be driven mad by Guan Cheng. If this bastard was right in front of her eyes, she would go up and fight him desperately.In her heart, Li You is better than anyone else.
"Lin Fei, don't go. I really like him, no, I love him. If he comes back to me, I will still go to him."
Lin Fei couldn't believe her ears, could it be so humble to love someone?
"Li You, don't do this."
"Are you trying to tell me not to humiliate myself like this? I love me, what are you doing to me?" Li You stomped and ran away.
Lin Fei was so sad.She didn't mean to underestimate her friend, she felt sorry for Li You'ai's humbleness, would a love without self be happy?
During recess, Lin Fei went to look for Li You, and Li You walked away when she saw Lin Fei.
For several days in a row, Li You ignored her, and Lin Fei suddenly felt a little wronged.You are my sunshine, how can I underestimate you.
Ming Teng seemed to know that Lin Fei was in a bad mood, so he quietly accompanied her every day.The strange thing is that he didn't disappear in the alley of Li You's house, but followed him to the corner closest to the school, and then left by bicycle.
One day, Lin Fei stood on the side of the road not far from Li You's house and shed tears. Ming Teng was so frightened that he didn't know how to comfort her. He kept surrounding Lin Fei, shook her arm lightly and asked, "Study?" Sister is okay, senior sister, don't scare me."
Lin Fei lowered his head, tears falling drop by drop on the back of his white sneakers.
"Can I borrow your shoulder?"
Ming Teng stood aside blankly. Lin Fei turned around slightly and put his head on Ming Teng's left shoulder. Ming Teng was too frightened to move.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, Lin Fei felt that all her grievances had been exhausted, so she wiped her eyes and raised her head.It turned out that Ming Teng was a head taller than himself, and he agreed to borrow his left shoulder, but in fact he only borrowed his left arm.Seeing that Ming Teng's clothes had a lot of tear stains, and maybe some snot, Lin Fei felt a little guilty.
"sorry."
"It's okay, it's okay if you cry. But senior sister, you look really ugly when you cry."
You can't comfort pigs!Lin Fei thought to herself, if it wasn't for getting your clothes wet, let's see how I can clean you up!With eyes swollen from crying, Lin Fei gave the person who was laughing silly by the side a hard look.
After being bored like this for a week, Lin Fei couldn't bear the cold war with Li You anymore.After school, she ran downstairs quickly, and seeing Li You going downstairs, she dragged her to the playground, and kept running until both of them were exhausted to the point of collapse.
"Lin Fei, you want to exhaust me to death."
Li You was out of breath, bent over and supported his knees with both hands, "Today, if I had my period, I would have to be dragged by you until my blood flowed like a river."
"Our lives are pretty much the same. Besides, I would rather shed a river of blood than a river of tears."
In high school, she was busy studying all day, and Lin Fei hadn't run so hard for a long time, panting heavily.
Seeing that each other was exhausted, both of them laughed at the same time.
"Yu, are you still angry with me? I don't mean to underestimate you at all, I'm just afraid that you will be hurt. If he hurts you, I will fight him desperately."
Li You could no longer suppress the sadness hidden in her heart, and cried loudly while hugging Lin Fei. "I don't blame you, really, I'm also angry at myself for loving him so much."
Lin Fei hugged her good friend distressedly, and patted her gently, "It'll be fine if you cry."
The two good friends reconcile as before.
"Lin Fei, my family has moved to a new house in the south of the city. I celebrate my birthday this weekend, and my parents told me to hold a small birthday party in the new house and let me invite my best friends. You must come."
"So, I haven't seen you these days because..."
Lin Fei suddenly discovered that coincidences can be really tricky sometimes.He had heard Li You talk about moving a long time ago, and was in a hurry, so he forgot about it.It seems that his tears flowed in vain.
"What's the matter?" Seeing that Lin Fei hesitated to speak, Li You was puzzled.
"It's nothing, I will definitely come on weekends. Although we can't go to and from school together in the future, let's meet at school." Lin Fei smiled.
It doesn't matter if you don't say anything, so as not to make Li You laugh.On weekdays, I am a female man, so I didn't expect to be so sentimental.
☆, the fourth heartbeat moment
Ever since that day when she leaned on Ming Teng's shoulder and cried like a bear, and was teased for crying ugly, when she met Ming Teng, Lin Fei always felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.However, Ming Teng didn't mention it again, and Lin Fei secretly rejoiced that he finally saved some face.But one thing is still abnormal, Ming Teng never left the original alley first.
After many days of inner struggle, Lin Fei finally decided to give up looking for answers.Maybe the answer is not that important, as simple as that, it's good to take a walk together every day.
"Yu, happy birthday!"
After receiving the gift from Lin Fei, Li You happily showed Lin Fei around his new home.
Li You's new home is located in the one-story villa area in the south of the city. The high courtyard walls are reflected in the evening sun, making it extremely quiet.This made Lin Fei suddenly miss her home in the countryside. Although it was simple, it carried the most carefree childhood and memories.
It was the dormitory building assigned by the first batch of township middle school teachers and staff. It was a row of ten identical two-story western-style buildings. The small courtyard connected the main building and the kitchen, and each household was only separated by a wall.
The vines at the gate of the courtyard are already flourishing.Ten families met to plant grapes together, creating a long grape corridor, which provides shade in summer and harvests in autumn.In the hot summer, the children’s favorite thing is the night. Moving a bamboo cooling bed, shaking a palm leaf fan, and fireflies are the best toys at this time. The children walk together, leaving laughter and laughter all the way.After a busy day, the adults finally sat down and chatted with each other, and the happy leisure time arrived on time every day in anticipation.
Now they are all grown up, from kindergarten to elementary school, from junior high school to high school, they are the only children who respond to the national policy, but because of each other's company, they are far away from loneliness, as close as brothers and as sisters.At that time, Lin Fei often looked at the sky full of stars, and prayed that his little friends would always be so well.However, after the senior high school entrance examination, everyone went to different schools and different classes, and there was less intersection.Only Xinyu, just Xinyu...
"Phi, my house has three floors, and my room is on the second floor. Come on, I'll show you there."
Being pulled by Li You straight to the second floor, Lin Fei switched from her childhood memories.
Li You's home is really... Lin Fei couldn't find a suitable adjective for a while.The three-story villa is covered with light yellow marble, and the floors of the rooms are all solid wood floors.The hanging lamps in the living room are gorgeous, and the wall lamps are chic and elegant.What I love most is Li You's boudoir, which has a light pink tone. The curtains on the princess bed create a fairytale dream, and the bedside is filled with Li You's favorite HelloKitty.
"How about it, the room is arranged according to my requirements."
"If you go back to Her Royal Highness, it's really beautiful."
"Lin Fei, you're making fun of me again! I'm not a princess."
"I really think it looks good. In the eyes of your parents, you are the most beautiful little princess."
Seeing Li You's happy smile, Lin Fei sincerely hoped that Li You could have such a beautiful mood every day.
"Xiaoyou, all your classmates are here, come down quickly."
Hearing his mother's call, Li You hurriedly dragged Lin Fei to the living room.Seeing that it was Li You's childhood friend and some unfamiliar faces from the liberal arts class, Lin Fei greeted each other with a smile. Lin Fei walked slowly into the yard and admired Li You's roses and peonies alone.The flowers are blooming really well.
"Ming Teng, why are you here?"
Lin Fei was admiring the flowers when Ming Teng's voice seemed to come from his ears.At first I thought I must be hallucinating, but when I walked out of the courtyard, I really saw Ming Teng.Outside the courtyard wall, he pushed the cart and greeted a man who looked like an elder.
"Sister, you look good today. I like this dress."
Looking down, Lin Fei wondered, the clothes were indeed newly bought, but they had been worn for several days, this guy should have seen them.
No, this guy hasn't answered my question yet.Looking at the back of Ming Teng riding away, Lin Fei expressed his hopelessness for his slow reaction.
"Fei, come in quickly, I'll be waiting for you."
"Come on, come on."
The dinner was sumptuous. Father Li cooked the food himself, and the house was filled with joy and laughter.When the lights were turned off and Li You made a wish to the candle devoutly, Lin Fei felt that the moment was extraordinarily warm and happy.Yuu, what wish did you make?
The cake is so sweet, Lin Fei's heart is almost melting.Happy birthday, little princess!
Happy times always go by quickly.After bidding farewell to Li You and her parents, Lin Fei and everyone left Li You's house one after another.After leaving the courtyard, Lin Fei suddenly thought of Ming Teng, wondering what this guy was doing here.
"Oh yeah!"
Monday evening self-study just started, school, unexpectedly!Of course!stop!electricity!up!The students in the whole school were going crazy with joy, much happier than winning a lottery.
Taking advantage of the moonlight, Lin Fei quickly packed her books.She just wanted to go home quickly and finish the homework assigned by the teacher early.
"Lin Fei, wait for me."
Lin Fei turned her head, stopped, and smiled at Li You who was trotting all the way over.
"Lin Fei, self-study is over early tonight, how about I take you to the Internet cafe?" Li You asked in a low voice.
"Go to an Internet cafe? Me"
Oh my god, Lin Fei's heart was going to jump out of his throat just listening to it.I especially remember that when Lin Fei was in junior high school, the two places Lin Fei wanted to visit the most were the game hall and the roller skating rink.However, under the repeated emphasis of his parents, Lin Fei even felt like he had committed a crime when he accidentally saw the blue light in the game hall when he passed by.And the roller skating rink is even more terrifying. I heard that there are many bad boys there.Internet cafes are not a good place in the eyes of parents.
"Didn't you say that you don't even have a □□ number? It just so happens that I will apply for one for you tonight, and we will be friends." Li You looked excited.
"Ah I"
Before Lin Fei finished speaking, Li You dragged her towards the west of the city.
"It's far away from the school and our home, so no teachers or parents should see it. It's okay, don't be so nervous, sit down."
Seeing Lin Fei standing aside, looking around nervously, Li You suppressed a smile.
The school's computer class only taught some simple computer operations, Lin Fei thought, it would be too foolish to review the content of the computer class in an Internet cafe.So, she idly looked at Li You beside her.
Li You quickly typed on the keyboard, clicked the mouse, and occasionally asked Lin Fei some simple information, and then Lin Fei had her own account number, and Li You was the only one in the friend list.
"Have you learned it? Adding friends is very simple, as long as you pass each other, you can become friends."
"Well, yes."
"Then add yourself as a friend, and I'll chat with some of my former classmates."
Seeing several avatars on Li You's website flashing alternately, it seems interesting.So, Lin
Looking back, Lin Fei's shoulders in the front row trembled slightly, as if trying to hold back a smile. Seeing that the class teacher's eyes fell on them from time to time, he poked Lin Fei's back with a pen and said in a low voice, "Don't laugh!" Yes, the teacher is watching."
Lin Fei quickly took a deep breath, and tried his best to adjust the laughing nerves that were about to collapse to a normal state.
After the class teacher left, Lin Fei recalled Teacher Zhang's seemingly disorganized educational remarks, and felt that it was really not easy to be a class teacher in high school.Several couples formed in the class privately. Although the head teacher heard the rumors, he didn't dare to break them up openly. After so many years of teaching, he welcomed and sent away batch after batch of children. He knew very well that puppy love is a double-edged sword, excessive interference And suppression will only be counterproductive, and even affect the children's learning. We can only pay more attention to these "companion" children, and guide them in time when they find signs.As a class teacher, I have great responsibilities and are responsible for the future of all children.
The head teacher's words still had a certain effect. The couples were more low-key, and they didn't notice who was together if they didn't pay attention carefully.
Li You and Guan Cheng tacitly kept a certain distance. Ever since they were bumped by Guan's mother downstairs at Guan Cheng's house that day, the two have never held hands in public again.
"Mu Wei, why are you here?" Hearing that a classmate from another school was looking for her, Lin Fei didn't expect it to be Mu Wei.
☆、Part [-] The Magic Obstacle of Love
"Lin Fei, let me come and see you. Grandpa Lin passed away suddenly, I hope your condolences will change."
"What did you say? Impossible." Lin Fei was shocked.
Can't believe it's true!But Mu Wei's expression was solemn, he would not joke about such things, Lin Fei felt that he had suddenly fallen into a dark abyss, and could only run wildly in the dark without a clue.
Mu Wei followed Lin Fei closely, and scolded himself thousands of times in his heart: he didn't care enough, he was too busy.
Lin Fei rushed straight to the door of the house, only to realize how stupid she was.At this point in time, my parents hadn't left work yet, and I didn't go back to the classroom to pick up the keys to the house in my panic.
Standing blankly in front of the door, Lin Fei lost his sense of control.It wasn't until Mu Wei came in front of her that Lin Fei was a little dazed.
"Lin Fei, I'm sorry, I don't know you..."
Mu Wei didn't know what to say to make up for his mistakes.
"Mu Wei, do you know where my grandfather is? Can you take me there?" Lin Fei tried hard to restrain his emotions, "Well, I don't have any money with me, can you lend me some money to buy a ticket?"
"Yes, of course I can. I'll accompany you." Mu Wei replied quickly.
The roads in the country are uneven and bumpy.After getting in the car, Lin Fei quietly looked at the receding trees outside the window, and Mu Wei didn't say anything.
Finally came to Grandpa Lin Fei's hometown.
Walking on the familiar country road, looking at the cotton fields and the vegetable gardens of each household, Lin Fei seemed to have walked into childhood memories.
"Grandpa, is this the garlic from the vegetable garden?" "Grandpa, is this the potato you planted?" "Grandpa, is this the cotton from our field?"
Every summer vacation in the past, what Lin Fei looked forward to and happiest most was to stay at his grandfather's house for a few more days.Grandpa's home is in a village by the river, and most of the villagers grow cotton and other crops as their main source of income.
In the village, Lin is the common surname.Grandpa's house is a common tile-roofed house in the village. The back door is facing a large vegetable garden, which is full of vegetables. There are many tall and straight metasequoia trees around the garden.A small river just passes by on the east side, the river is clear, although there are no fish, it has become a natural irrigation equipment for the vegetable garden.
In the evening, I went to the riverside with my three cousins. The river view is charming and unparalleled.Life seems to be full of good things.
Grandpa always looked at Xiao Linfei happily circling around him lovingly.She, his only granddaughter, was born when he had three grandchildren one after another, and when he looked forward to his granddaughter the most, it seemed that she was destined to be spoiled with endless pain.
Every time before leaving, he always patted Xiao Lin Fei's head, told his daughter-in-law not to beat the child, and took out some money from his pocket, "My little Fei'er, buy whatever you want to eat when you go back."
Every time at this time, Lin Fei's heart was always moved.Grandpa's hands are rough due to routine farm work, but he conveys strong love and care. He is reluctant to eat, but every time he sees her, he stuffs 5 yuan and 10 yuan.How valuable money was at that time, 1 cents for Bingbaolu, 2 cents for Big Painted Face Ice Cream...
Grandma Lin Fei passed away due to cancer before Lin Fei was born. Grandpa rarely got close to her because of his patriarchal patriarchy.As long as Lin Fei could remember, only her grandfather loved her the most and regarded her as a treasure.For Lin Fei, half of her happy childhood memories are due to her grandfather's love.
I can't believe it, until I stand in front of the grave, I feel heartache.Such a loving old man, such a person who doted on him, just lay in the cold loess, so close at hand, but far away.
Lin Fei believed that her parents were hiding it from her because they were worried about affecting her placement test.However, her parents kept it from her, but deprived her of the right to see her grandfather for the last time.
Grandpa, I know the meaning of time for an old man. I am good at biology. I know that cells are the units that make up people. Cells will slowly age and die... I have studied Ma Zhe, and I know that everything will be in time. What is born in history will also perish.However, even if I understand this law of nature well, I still cannot calmly face the fact that you have left me...
Lin Fei knelt in front of her grandfather's grave and cried bitterly.
Mu Wei stood quietly aside.Perhaps, at this moment, what Lin Fei needed most was company.At first, he thought that Lin Fei's absence on the day when he sent Grandpa Lin up the mountain must be because he was too sad, but looking at the situation now, the Lin family must have kept this matter from her.
"Lin Fei, go back. After you've been out for so long, your parents will be worried if they can't find you. Grandpa doesn't want to see you so sad."
"Mu Wei, I miss my grandpa so much. Grandpa loves me the most, but now, I'm left alone."
"Lin Fei, grandpa will always be with you in the sky. You still have your parents, and I... this brother."
It was getting dark.Mu Wei stepped forward to help Lin Fei up, and gently patted the dirt off her body.Seeing her heartbroken, Mu Wei felt very distressed.Although I don't want to be your elder brother, but if you need, I will always be by your side, just like, just like the brother you have been looking forward to.
The car back to the city bumped all the tears in my eyes into my heart.Lin Fei lowered his head in a daze.
Mu Wei sent Lin Fei downstairs to her house and left alone.
"Fei'er, why did you come back so late, the food is cold. Your dad went to meet you, didn't you meet?" Mother Lin asked anxiously.
"Mom, grandpa passed away."
"You knew already……"
"Ah."
Mother Lin was unprepared and didn't know how to explain.
Worried about affecting his granddaughter's placement test in arts and sciences, Grandpa Lin Fei repeatedly told him not to tell his children when he was dying.Knowing that the grandparent and grandson are deeply in love, Lin Fei's parents discussed that it would be better for the children to know after the exam.
"Feifei, Grandpa wants you to put your studies first. The placement test is coming soon, and my father and I plan to tell you when the test is over."
Looking at her daughter's red and swollen eyes, Mother Lin suddenly realized that deception is deception, even with good intentions, it will still bring harm.
"Well, I see." Lin Fei tried hard to control the tears in his eyes.
When Father Lin came back, he saw that the atmosphere at the dinner table was not right, so he dragged Mother Lin to the kitchen while washing the dishes.After asking the reason, there was a long silence, and Papa Lin continued to smoke on the balcony.As a father, all he can do is food, clothing, housing and transportation.Emotionally, he was overwhelmed.
"Mom, I went to study by myself last night." Holding the textbook and exercise set, Lin Fei went out.
"Sister, why didn't I see you after school today?"
"I have something to do at home, so I'm leaving early."
"Oh."
Hearing that Lin Fei and a student from another school left school early during recess, Ming Teng was worried all afternoon.Before evening self-study, he went out early and waited anxiously at the intersection of Lin Fei's house for a long time.To ask, or not to ask, to hesitate.However, seeing her, he felt that everything was no longer important.
For some reason, Lin Fei's eyes were full of sadness, and Ming Teng walked quietly beside Lin Fei, without further questioning.
"Lin Fei, where did you and Mu Wei go this afternoon? Teacher Zhang asked, I can only say that your family has to leave beforehand." Seeing Lin Fei sitting down quietly, Tong Xinyu asked in a low voice.
"Xin Yu, my grandpa has gone."
"Lin Fei, I'm sorry. After my mother came back that day, she said not to tell you, so I never dared to mention it."
Yes, the whole world knows, only I don't know.Not even seeing the last one, Lin Fei held back tears and asked himself over and over again why he heard that his parents suddenly wanted to go back to his hometown, but he didn't find any clues.
The emotions that people hide in their hearts are so fragile and eager to be protected.For the first time, I felt that I was so lonely, such a small person in the vast space and time.
Time will one day take away everything that belongs to us.She thought, maybe she didn't long for possession, so she didn't have to bear the pain of loss.
Write a long letter, accompanied by parents, and burn it in front of grandpa's grave.Grandpa, from now on you are in the sky, when I look up at the starry sky, you will be the brightest one.
Thinking that everything will go according to the established track, everyone will live in an orderly manner in their own track, so in the second semester of the first year of high school, I was divided into an arts and science class.
Lin Fei, Tong Xinyu, Guan Cheng, Zheng Li and others stayed in the original class set as science.Li You preferred liberal arts, although he was reluctant to part with Lin Fei and Guan Cheng, but he really didn't like to deal with it, so he reluctantly chose liberal arts and went to the next class.
The elementary school brother, just as he suddenly appeared, suddenly disappeared.Lin Fei tried her best to ignore the unaccustomed absence of elementary school students on the road, and devoted herself to her studies.
The ancients said that Du Kang is the only one who can relieve worries.But as a scholar, I'm afraid, there are only silk books, Lin Fei laughed at herself.
"Lin Fei, is this the Wenquxing that your sister just bought for you?"
Sometimes, Xin Yu really envied Lin Fei.My mother is the only daughter in the family. Although my father has brothers and sisters, cousins rarely move around.When they were young, cousin Lin Fei often appeared in front of them. In the eyes of this group of only children, cousin Lin Fei was someone else's older sister. They bought kites in spring, popsicles in summer, gave scarves in autumn, and accompanied them to build snowmen in winter.Now, even though Lin Fei's cousin is busy with work in other places, she still never forgets Lin Fei's birthday every year.Wenquxing and Walkmans were some extravagant birthday presents in that era.
"Well. I don't know how to speak English words, so I can look them up myself." Lin Fei pushed Wenquxing, the so-called translation artifact of that era, into the middle of the desk.
"It's nice to have a sister."
In a blink of an eye, the seniors and sisters who were originally in the third year of high school were about to graduate.
"Lin Fei, I heard that we will be moving classrooms next semester."
"How do you know?" Lin Fei looked at Li You in surprise.
Between classes, on the balcony in the corridor, familiar students chatted in groups of twos and threes.
"I heard from my dad that there are too many people who want to enter our school. This year, the number of new students has doubled compared to previous years. Hey, do you see the building opposite? When the third-year students graduate, we will Will move in."
"Oh. But when I passed that building, I saw cracks on the walls. Isn't the school planning to build a new building?"
Looking at the old two-story building, Lin Fei thought to himself, when they graduated this year, the building should be demolished.
"Well, it will be rebuilt on the site of this old building. Hey, it is said that the new media classroom will be built, and there will be computers and projection equipment. However, we can't wait for this class."
"What are you missing? Anyway, you still have a computer at home, and you, a young lady, still have an account. I don't even have an account until now."
Seeing Li You's regretful expression, Lin Fei couldn't help laughing.
"Cut, that computer at my house? My dad controls it, and he only uses it for half an hour on weekends. I only have a few classmates from the former junior high school on the Internet. I don't even have a moon on it. How can any netizen add it?" I."
"You still add strangers? Aren't you afraid that Guan Cheng will be jealous?" Lin Fei smiled and pointed with his eyes.Not far away, Guan Cheng was chatting with a group of brothers.
"Don't make fun of me. I see, you and Zheng Li are together. I heard that he has been very close to Tong Xinyu recently."
There are very few students in the classroom between classes, Zheng Li likes to sit quietly in his seat, even after class, he seldom comes out to walk around.
Looking at the classroom through the window glass, Lin Fei happened to see Xin Yu holding a test paper and questioning Zheng Li in the front row.Zheng Li turned sideways, very quiet and patient.
What a familiar picture.Once, the girl in the picture was me.
"Actually, they're a good match."
The class bell rang suddenly, and the students hurried back to the classroom.
Second year of high school, the beginning of a new semester.
Li You's news was accurate. Lin Fei's entire sophomore class really moved into the classroom that was just vacated, and they were in the same old building as the newly promoted third-year group.
Taking advantage of changing classrooms, Lin Fei and the class teacher applied for a transfer.The reason is very good. The new girl in the class is very good at mathematics, and Lin Fei's mathematics has always been a bit stagnant.The head teacher was happy to separate the students who were suspected of being "partnered", and Lin Fei was transferred from the original position smoothly.
Since she couldn't find the feeling of heartbeat, Lin Fei chose to look away to bless the two people she was close to and liked if they could get together.
After moving to the old building, the most troublesome thing is going to the toilet.The high school is on the east side of the school, and the two existing teaching buildings share an independent toilet.The toilet is on the east side of the original building. Since the classroom was moved, it takes twice as long to go to the toilet.
"It's true in our school. It's so convenient to have a toilet in the teaching building. We have to travel so far. The break time is precious."
"You should just walk and exercise."
As usual, ask Li You to go to the toilet together.As usual, Li You would complain about the long-distance relationship with the toilet once in a while.
"Lin Fei, I seem to hear someone calling your name."
Li You suddenly tugged at Lin Fei's arm.Listen carefully, it really looks like it, Lin Fei stopped and looked up to find the direction of the sound.
The sound seems to come from the original classroom.Today, in the building occupied by senior freshmen, there is still a row of junior students lying on the corridor.Seeing Lin Fei looking up, there was a commotion in the corridor on the east side of the third floor.
"Did you hear wrong?" Lin Fei pulled Li You back to the classroom.
For several days in a row, I seemed to hear my name coming from the third floor.But in the new building, the only person I know should be the junior student.Is it related to him?Lin Fei was a little restless.
Tong Xinyu and Zheng Li seem to have always had a good relationship, and there are rumors among the classmates that they are dating.It's just that when everyone was discussing, they consciously avoided Lin Fei.
"Senior sister, I haven't seen you these days."
Lin Fei was walking and listening to English comprehension, and was taken aback unexpectedly.
I ran into Ming Teng again a week ago, and he happily said that he was admitted to the high school of the school, and happened to be assigned to Lin Fei's original classroom, using the desk that Lin Fei had used.
Therefore, Lin Fei vaguely believed that the hustle and bustle on the first floor was really aimed at him.
When a boy in the same grade who persistently pursued him wrote a letter and asked himself why he didn’t want to consider him when he fell in love with his elementary school brother. His good brother Shi Lei put down the school belle who was chasing him to talk to him, and Li You asked what secrets were hidden in the new building. , After things like this happened, Lin Fei thought, maybe the only way to get peace is to avoid Ming Teng.
I thought that getting up earlier and not going the same way would avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, but some people are destined to be unable to avoid it.
"It's nothing, I get up early and leave earlier these days."
"That's good, I thought you were avoiding me on purpose."
"I don't owe you money, so what are you doing hiding from you?" Lin Fei raised her head with some guilt, and was looking at Ming Teng with a smile on her face. Lin Fei felt her face heat up and quickly lowered her head.
"Senior sister, a few days ago, my classmates in our class caught us walking together, because I usually walk far away from girls, and some brothers who are close to me are booing in the corridor, I have stopped it, I don't want this Your behavior embarrasses you, I..."
"It's okay, I don't care about it." Lin Fei sighed secretly, as expected, he was thinking too much, but fortunately he didn't ask, otherwise it would be really embarrassing.It's just that there is some inexplicable loss in my heart.
"Senior sister, what I actually mean is that I don't want to tell you in this way that I like you. I want to say it myself."
Lin Fei felt that not only his face was hot, but his brain was also hot.what is this?Confession?Being confessed by his junior student?Wait, so he means he likes me?Lin Fei's mind was completely confused.
Lin Fei bowed his head and remained silent.Ming Teng thought, since he opened his mouth, he should go all out and finish what he had to say.
"Senior sister, I know you are busy studying now. The college entrance examination is very important to you, but I only hope to accompany you for a walk every day. I will work hard and try my best to go to the same university as you. You don't have to answer in a hurry. Me, give me the answer after the college entrance examination is over. My only request is that I am older than you, so don’t always call me junior. Sister, remember, my name is Ming Teng.”
Blue sky, white clouds, horses grazing on the vast grassland... Can you allow me to faint for a while on the deserted grassland?
"Lin Fei, what are you doing standing there stupidly?"
Li You's voice came in his ears, and Lin Fei quickly switched from the grassland scene.Primary school brother, no, Ming Teng has disappeared.Hey, why should I listen to him, if he doesn't let me call you junior, I'll call you a pig!Lin Fei was in a mess.
Li You shook his head, this buddy has been in a daze recently, so nothing will happen to him.
During the evening self-study class, Lin Fei felt bored, so she went downstairs alone for a walk.In the end, she stood by the small flower bed not far from the teaching building, looking up at the sky.
"Is the night sky without stars so beautiful?"
With such a deep and pleasant voice, you don't need to look to know it's Zheng Li.
"It should rain tomorrow."
"Lin Fei, are you really with Ming Teng? Didn't you say that you should concentrate on your studies and talk about it after you are admitted to university? Are these not the real reasons for rejecting me? What exactly do you want?"
Lin Fei never seriously thought about what he wanted.She suddenly missed her grandfather who passed away half a year ago.It was the same gloomy weather. Standing in front of her favorite grandfather's grave, she cried so sadly for the first time, and understood what death was for the first time, a permanent loss.
I don't want anything but my grandpa alive.Lin Fei also felt that he would be extremely stupid if he said this, so he laughed at himself.
"Zheng Li, treat Xin Yu well, I'm in a mess, so don't ask me any more."
When Lin Fei turned to look at Zheng Li, he just turned to leave. At that moment, Lin Fei seemed to see some shining light on Zheng Li's face.
The bell rang, and Lin Fei ran back to the classroom. While the teacher was counting the test papers, Lin Fei looked at the corridor on the third floor opposite through the window.The corridors are full of figures moving towards the classroom, and a figure lying on the side of the corridor looks even more lonely.
Lin Fei suddenly felt that she was the frozen figure, and the crowd shouted, who can see the loneliness in a person's heart?After receiving the exam paper handed in from the front row, Lin Fei knew very well that he had no time to be sad about life.
After the evening self-study, it was late at night when I got home.Lin Fei felt very tired, so he washed and went to bed.
Before falling asleep, she remembered what Ming Teng said during the day, and she was a little moved. For the first time, she felt that she was liked, but it was actually not as heavy as she imagined.Just how long can this love last?Will time erase all emotions like it took away grandpa's love?Lin Fei didn't dare to think about it.
Lin Fei no longer deliberately avoids Ming Teng, and the relationship between the two seems to have returned to the past.
The rumors really disappeared quietly under Ming Teng's guarantee, at least they never appeared in Lin Fei's ears again.Ming Teng still tells Lin Fei what he has seen and heard about the school on the road every day, and occasionally tells some gossip news.Lin Fei discovered that Ming Teng knew so many people around him.
Once by chance, Lin Fei saw Guan Cheng holding the hand of a girl on campus, looking very intimate.Holding back until the next morning, she asked Ming Teng if he knew that girl, and Ming Teng said calmly that she was Guan Cheng's girlfriend.
Isn't Guan Cheng's girlfriend Li You?But speaking of it, it's been a long time since I saw Li You and Guan Cheng walking together.
That morning, Lin Fei stood in the alley of Li You's house full of doubts. She hoped that everything was not true.She is very clear about Guan Cheng's position in Li You's heart, except for the whispering between best friends, Li You's topics will always be what Guan Cheng likes and where Guan Cheng is going.
What Lin Fei hopes most is that the Sunshine Goddess in her heart can be happy.She really wanted to know what was going on, but Ming Teng always seemed hesitant to speak.
"Yu, are you and Guan Cheng okay?"
"We just broke up." Li You smiled bitterly.
"Why? I saw him walking with a girl yesterday."
"I know. I was right behind you yesterday. That's his new girlfriend, from another school. We've been together for more than half a year."
"More than half a year? You always knew?"
"Well, all the time."
"This philandering bastard! How could he betray you so easily! I'll go to him and make it clear!"
Lin Fei felt that she was about to be driven mad by Guan Cheng. If this bastard was right in front of her eyes, she would go up and fight him desperately.In her heart, Li You is better than anyone else.
"Lin Fei, don't go. I really like him, no, I love him. If he comes back to me, I will still go to him."
Lin Fei couldn't believe her ears, could it be so humble to love someone?
"Li You, don't do this."
"Are you trying to tell me not to humiliate myself like this? I love me, what are you doing to me?" Li You stomped and ran away.
Lin Fei was so sad.She didn't mean to underestimate her friend, she felt sorry for Li You'ai's humbleness, would a love without self be happy?
During recess, Lin Fei went to look for Li You, and Li You walked away when she saw Lin Fei.
For several days in a row, Li You ignored her, and Lin Fei suddenly felt a little wronged.You are my sunshine, how can I underestimate you.
Ming Teng seemed to know that Lin Fei was in a bad mood, so he quietly accompanied her every day.The strange thing is that he didn't disappear in the alley of Li You's house, but followed him to the corner closest to the school, and then left by bicycle.
One day, Lin Fei stood on the side of the road not far from Li You's house and shed tears. Ming Teng was so frightened that he didn't know how to comfort her. He kept surrounding Lin Fei, shook her arm lightly and asked, "Study?" Sister is okay, senior sister, don't scare me."
Lin Fei lowered his head, tears falling drop by drop on the back of his white sneakers.
"Can I borrow your shoulder?"
Ming Teng stood aside blankly. Lin Fei turned around slightly and put his head on Ming Teng's left shoulder. Ming Teng was too frightened to move.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, Lin Fei felt that all her grievances had been exhausted, so she wiped her eyes and raised her head.It turned out that Ming Teng was a head taller than himself, and he agreed to borrow his left shoulder, but in fact he only borrowed his left arm.Seeing that Ming Teng's clothes had a lot of tear stains, and maybe some snot, Lin Fei felt a little guilty.
"sorry."
"It's okay, it's okay if you cry. But senior sister, you look really ugly when you cry."
You can't comfort pigs!Lin Fei thought to herself, if it wasn't for getting your clothes wet, let's see how I can clean you up!With eyes swollen from crying, Lin Fei gave the person who was laughing silly by the side a hard look.
After being bored like this for a week, Lin Fei couldn't bear the cold war with Li You anymore.After school, she ran downstairs quickly, and seeing Li You going downstairs, she dragged her to the playground, and kept running until both of them were exhausted to the point of collapse.
"Lin Fei, you want to exhaust me to death."
Li You was out of breath, bent over and supported his knees with both hands, "Today, if I had my period, I would have to be dragged by you until my blood flowed like a river."
"Our lives are pretty much the same. Besides, I would rather shed a river of blood than a river of tears."
In high school, she was busy studying all day, and Lin Fei hadn't run so hard for a long time, panting heavily.
Seeing that each other was exhausted, both of them laughed at the same time.
"Yu, are you still angry with me? I don't mean to underestimate you at all, I'm just afraid that you will be hurt. If he hurts you, I will fight him desperately."
Li You could no longer suppress the sadness hidden in her heart, and cried loudly while hugging Lin Fei. "I don't blame you, really, I'm also angry at myself for loving him so much."
Lin Fei hugged her good friend distressedly, and patted her gently, "It'll be fine if you cry."
The two good friends reconcile as before.
"Lin Fei, my family has moved to a new house in the south of the city. I celebrate my birthday this weekend, and my parents told me to hold a small birthday party in the new house and let me invite my best friends. You must come."
"So, I haven't seen you these days because..."
Lin Fei suddenly discovered that coincidences can be really tricky sometimes.He had heard Li You talk about moving a long time ago, and was in a hurry, so he forgot about it.It seems that his tears flowed in vain.
"What's the matter?" Seeing that Lin Fei hesitated to speak, Li You was puzzled.
"It's nothing, I will definitely come on weekends. Although we can't go to and from school together in the future, let's meet at school." Lin Fei smiled.
It doesn't matter if you don't say anything, so as not to make Li You laugh.On weekdays, I am a female man, so I didn't expect to be so sentimental.
☆, the fourth heartbeat moment
Ever since that day when she leaned on Ming Teng's shoulder and cried like a bear, and was teased for crying ugly, when she met Ming Teng, Lin Fei always felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.However, Ming Teng didn't mention it again, and Lin Fei secretly rejoiced that he finally saved some face.But one thing is still abnormal, Ming Teng never left the original alley first.
After many days of inner struggle, Lin Fei finally decided to give up looking for answers.Maybe the answer is not that important, as simple as that, it's good to take a walk together every day.
"Yu, happy birthday!"
After receiving the gift from Lin Fei, Li You happily showed Lin Fei around his new home.
Li You's new home is located in the one-story villa area in the south of the city. The high courtyard walls are reflected in the evening sun, making it extremely quiet.This made Lin Fei suddenly miss her home in the countryside. Although it was simple, it carried the most carefree childhood and memories.
It was the dormitory building assigned by the first batch of township middle school teachers and staff. It was a row of ten identical two-story western-style buildings. The small courtyard connected the main building and the kitchen, and each household was only separated by a wall.
The vines at the gate of the courtyard are already flourishing.Ten families met to plant grapes together, creating a long grape corridor, which provides shade in summer and harvests in autumn.In the hot summer, the children’s favorite thing is the night. Moving a bamboo cooling bed, shaking a palm leaf fan, and fireflies are the best toys at this time. The children walk together, leaving laughter and laughter all the way.After a busy day, the adults finally sat down and chatted with each other, and the happy leisure time arrived on time every day in anticipation.
Now they are all grown up, from kindergarten to elementary school, from junior high school to high school, they are the only children who respond to the national policy, but because of each other's company, they are far away from loneliness, as close as brothers and as sisters.At that time, Lin Fei often looked at the sky full of stars, and prayed that his little friends would always be so well.However, after the senior high school entrance examination, everyone went to different schools and different classes, and there was less intersection.Only Xinyu, just Xinyu...
"Phi, my house has three floors, and my room is on the second floor. Come on, I'll show you there."
Being pulled by Li You straight to the second floor, Lin Fei switched from her childhood memories.
Li You's home is really... Lin Fei couldn't find a suitable adjective for a while.The three-story villa is covered with light yellow marble, and the floors of the rooms are all solid wood floors.The hanging lamps in the living room are gorgeous, and the wall lamps are chic and elegant.What I love most is Li You's boudoir, which has a light pink tone. The curtains on the princess bed create a fairytale dream, and the bedside is filled with Li You's favorite HelloKitty.
"How about it, the room is arranged according to my requirements."
"If you go back to Her Royal Highness, it's really beautiful."
"Lin Fei, you're making fun of me again! I'm not a princess."
"I really think it looks good. In the eyes of your parents, you are the most beautiful little princess."
Seeing Li You's happy smile, Lin Fei sincerely hoped that Li You could have such a beautiful mood every day.
"Xiaoyou, all your classmates are here, come down quickly."
Hearing his mother's call, Li You hurriedly dragged Lin Fei to the living room.Seeing that it was Li You's childhood friend and some unfamiliar faces from the liberal arts class, Lin Fei greeted each other with a smile. Lin Fei walked slowly into the yard and admired Li You's roses and peonies alone.The flowers are blooming really well.
"Ming Teng, why are you here?"
Lin Fei was admiring the flowers when Ming Teng's voice seemed to come from his ears.At first I thought I must be hallucinating, but when I walked out of the courtyard, I really saw Ming Teng.Outside the courtyard wall, he pushed the cart and greeted a man who looked like an elder.
"Sister, you look good today. I like this dress."
Looking down, Lin Fei wondered, the clothes were indeed newly bought, but they had been worn for several days, this guy should have seen them.
No, this guy hasn't answered my question yet.Looking at the back of Ming Teng riding away, Lin Fei expressed his hopelessness for his slow reaction.
"Fei, come in quickly, I'll be waiting for you."
"Come on, come on."
The dinner was sumptuous. Father Li cooked the food himself, and the house was filled with joy and laughter.When the lights were turned off and Li You made a wish to the candle devoutly, Lin Fei felt that the moment was extraordinarily warm and happy.Yuu, what wish did you make?
The cake is so sweet, Lin Fei's heart is almost melting.Happy birthday, little princess!
Happy times always go by quickly.After bidding farewell to Li You and her parents, Lin Fei and everyone left Li You's house one after another.After leaving the courtyard, Lin Fei suddenly thought of Ming Teng, wondering what this guy was doing here.
"Oh yeah!"
Monday evening self-study just started, school, unexpectedly!Of course!stop!electricity!up!The students in the whole school were going crazy with joy, much happier than winning a lottery.
Taking advantage of the moonlight, Lin Fei quickly packed her books.She just wanted to go home quickly and finish the homework assigned by the teacher early.
"Lin Fei, wait for me."
Lin Fei turned her head, stopped, and smiled at Li You who was trotting all the way over.
"Lin Fei, self-study is over early tonight, how about I take you to the Internet cafe?" Li You asked in a low voice.
"Go to an Internet cafe? Me"
Oh my god, Lin Fei's heart was going to jump out of his throat just listening to it.I especially remember that when Lin Fei was in junior high school, the two places Lin Fei wanted to visit the most were the game hall and the roller skating rink.However, under the repeated emphasis of his parents, Lin Fei even felt like he had committed a crime when he accidentally saw the blue light in the game hall when he passed by.And the roller skating rink is even more terrifying. I heard that there are many bad boys there.Internet cafes are not a good place in the eyes of parents.
"Didn't you say that you don't even have a □□ number? It just so happens that I will apply for one for you tonight, and we will be friends." Li You looked excited.
"Ah I"
Before Lin Fei finished speaking, Li You dragged her towards the west of the city.
"It's far away from the school and our home, so no teachers or parents should see it. It's okay, don't be so nervous, sit down."
Seeing Lin Fei standing aside, looking around nervously, Li You suppressed a smile.
The school's computer class only taught some simple computer operations, Lin Fei thought, it would be too foolish to review the content of the computer class in an Internet cafe.So, she idly looked at Li You beside her.
Li You quickly typed on the keyboard, clicked the mouse, and occasionally asked Lin Fei some simple information, and then Lin Fei had her own account number, and Li You was the only one in the friend list.
"Have you learned it? Adding friends is very simple, as long as you pass each other, you can become friends."
"Well, yes."
"Then add yourself as a friend, and I'll chat with some of my former classmates."
Seeing several avatars on Li You's website flashing alternately, it seems interesting.So, Lin
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