Suddenly ten years

Fei followed Li You's tutorial step by step.However, Lin Fei was speechless after saying hello to the virtual stranger.Lin Fei really felt that there was no topic that could last for so long.

She thought of Ming Teng, and didn't know what this guy's ID number was.I searched out of curiosity, but there is no one named Ming Teng.On a whim, Lin Fei searched for the names of Shi Lei, Mu Wei and some familiar people.Although there were some people with the same name in the end, few of them would use their real names as nicknames on the Internet.Lin Fei also felt that his behavior was extremely boring.

"Beauty, add friends. Add me."

A hand suddenly stretched out from his side, and Lin Fei withdrew his right hand in shock.Turning around, what I saw was a look of malice.

"Phi, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, I just want to make friends with you two."

Li You turned around and saw the malicious expression on that face.It was the first time they encountered such a sudden situation, and the two of them lost their minds for a while.

"Why did you two come to surf the Internet? Your brother is just outside the Internet cafe. Hurry up and explain to him. I can't stop his temper from coming up."

Lin Fei and Li You were dragged out of the Internet cafe by Shi Lei with inexplicable faces, and headed straight for the school.

"Shi Lei, why are you here?"

"Ming~ There is a destiny in the dark. I counted, you two are in trouble tonight, so I went straight here, the hero saved the beauty. I almost stepped on the colorful auspicious clouds."

"Hey, you are the poorest. You really like heroes saving the beauties so much, you will be a policeman in the future." Lin Fei couldn't help laughing.

"Shi Lei, please take Li You home."

"how about you."

"It's okay, I run fast. Ordinary thieves can't catch up."

Lin Fei ran home all the way, and only then did he start to feel a little scared.Fortunately, Shi Lei appeared in time, what a coincidence.

The playground is buzzing with people, and the annual sports meeting is in full swing.When the high school girls' 4*100m relay final was in progress, Lin Fei took over the baton and rushed to the finish line with all her strength.

"Kid, are you okay?"

"Why is he okay, you should ask yourself if there is anything wrong!"

When rushing out of the finish line, a child from someone's family suddenly ran into his own way. Lin Fei hurriedly evaded, but fell heavily to the ground because of his speed.

When I looked down, my arms and knees were broken, and my jaw was a little sore.

"Whose child, is the runway where you can run around casually?!"

"Ming Teng, don't scare him, he didn't mean to."

"A child is ignorant, and adults don't care? If it really bumps into him, whose fault is it?!"

"Then you shouldn't yell at a child..."

Seeing Lin Fei injured, Ming Teng felt very distressed, angry at her for ignoring himself, and even more angry at himself for not being able to stop the child for a while.

"I'll take you to the infirmary."

Not allowing Lin Fei to refuse, Ming Teng picked up Lin Fei and went straight to the school's infirmary.

"I can walk by myself. Put me down now."

"Yeah, did you hear that?"

"A lot of people are watching!"

……

Ming Teng went straight into the infirmary, gently placed Lin Fei on the hospital bed, then turned and left.

"Fei, how are you? I'm sorry, I went to buy water for Guan Cheng just now. Where did you fall?"

After a while, Li You rushed in and saw the school doctor applying medicine to Lin Fei's knee and arm, feeling very distressed.

"Yu, can you stop scanning my body like an X-ray? I just broke my skin. It's okay, don't worry."

Lin Fei endured the growing pain in his jaw and managed to force a smile.

"It's nothing, it hurts so much. Don't move, I'll take a look at your chin. Girls, don't leave a scar on your face." Li You stared at Lin Fei's chin, examining it carefully.

"Yu, have you reconciled with Guan Cheng?"

"Well. Don't talk about me, I still can't let go of it now. When I let it go someday, even if you don't object, I won't be with him again. "

Looking at Li You's firm gaze, Lin Fei didn't speak again.

To truly let go of a person, it is by no means just a few words from others, and the person who tied the bell must be untied.Yuu, I only hope that you will be happy in the end.

"Hey, are you really angry? Just because of such a child?"

"Ming Teng, please say something."

"Hey, little brother, if you don't talk, I won't leave."

After asking for three days off, Lin Fei was so suffocated at home that she finally persuaded her mother to agree to go to school. Lin Fei was so happy that she endured the pain in her knees and went to school bouncingly.For several days, Ming Teng walked silently beside Lin Fei, but didn't say a word.Lin Fei thought about it, after all, she cared about us, so it was embarrassing to be so stiff.

"Sister, is it okay to be late?"

"Have you finally spoken?"

Lin Fei couldn't bear her flattery anymore, so she quickly put away her smile, "Of course I can't be late, let's go."

"Ming Xiaoteng, these few days, please help me with my Chinese homework."

"what?"

"I have been transcribing a lot of Chinese assignments these days. I just got a scar on my arm, and it hurts to write."

Seeing Ming Teng reluctantly accepting the Chinese exercise booklet, Lin Fei smiled wickedly.This elementary school boy is really obedient.

"Ming Xiaoteng, why doesn't your car have a back seat?"

"Because I'm afraid others will let me drive him."

Ming Xiaoteng, are you an idiot?I am that other person!Knowing that my knee hurts and I can't walk fast, I deliberately have a bicycle without a back seat.Lin Fei thought angrily.

"Ming Xiaoteng, I heard that there are two girls in your class chasing you?"

"Well, I didn't agree, everyone knows that I like senior sister."

Lin Fei said what and what, but secretly smiled in his heart.

It rained for several days in a row, and Lin Fei felt that he was really a person with extremely contradictory hearts.She likes rainy days, because the rain has a special smell, washing the earth, as if it can wash away the haze in her heart.However, rainy days are also very annoying, so I need to prepare an extra umbrella in addition to the heavy schoolbag, and no matter how big the umbrella is, the trousers will always get wet.Lin Fei looked back while slowly dodging the puddles.Why didn't Ming Xiaoteng show up today?

"Sister, are you waiting for me?"

Lin Fei rolled his eyes at the guy who had become more indifferent to him recently. Because of the rain, this guy hadn't ridden a bike for several days, and when he got closer, he even spoke more casually.

Ming Teng smiled and walked quietly aside.

The rain has been falling like that, when the surrounding air becomes quiet, only the sound of rain can be heard in the ears, and the rain washes over the whole world, clean and clear.Glancing at the big boy beside him, I don't know when he has been by his side like this, saying that he likes him and is willing to wait for him.Long-term companionship has become a habit. I used to be afraid that I would not be able to face the lost self because of my grandfather's sudden departure. When will I start every day, looking forward to seeing a familiar figure when I walk to the intersection.The moment of heartbeat that was deliberately ignored, slowly accumulated, and the heart overflowed.

"Ming Xiaoteng, let me introduce you to a girlfriend."

"No."

"I think people are okay."

"Sister, if you want to reject me, you can just say so."

"Look, am I okay?"

Lin Fei held back for a long time and finally opened his mouth.

"Sister, are you serious?"

Ming Teng couldn't believe his ears.Just being able to walk with her for a while like this is enough, I didn't dare to think about it too much, and I yelled to give the other party time to think about it, but I just didn't want to be rejected too early.

Since the first time he saw her in the training team two years ago, he remembered this sunny and warm senior, and quietly inquired about her.At that time, he was in the third year of junior high school, and she was in the first year of high school. They looked forward to school every day, because after school was the time for training camp, they searched for her figure all over the playground, and tried to get closer to her.While he was imagining countless ways to express his love, she fell in love with his classmate Zheng Li. He sadly put his mind away, and only occasionally looked at her from a distance, thinking that there was another person beside her.Fortunately, it was Zheng Li. He knew that this lucky boy had a good personality and a decent family background. The important thing was that his parents were intellectuals and would treat her well in the future. He was like a father marrying his daughter, silently counting Zheng Li. Li everything.Later, a friend said that she broke up with him because of her childhood.So, he took a long detour just to follow her from afar.Looking at her lonely figure, he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't want his sudden appearance to scare her away, until one morning half a year later, he took the initiative to say hello.

"I don't want to."

Seeing Ming Teng's silence, Lin Fei was a little nervous. Didn't what he said before count?So he pretended to sigh and glanced at the dazed person beside him.

"No, no, I'm so happy, I am" Ming Teng was a little incoherent.

"Let's go together, we're going to be late."Lin Fei smiled and breathed a sigh of relief, and turned the handle of the umbrella lightly. It turns out that the rotating raindrops can also dance.

When they got near Li You's house, Lin Fei slowed down.

"Sister, what's wrong?"

"Wait for Li You. Her family has moved to the south of the city, and the house here is for her grandma. Her parents are on a business trip this week, and she is a little scared to be alone in the new home, so she came to live with her grandma for a few days. "

"Senior sister, I suddenly remembered something, can I go first?"

Lin Fei was full of doubts, and finally didn't ask anything, just said, "Okay."

"Lin Fei, do you know Ming Teng?"

Lin Fei turned her head and happened to meet Li You's eyes looking at Ming Teng's back.

☆, the fifth freeze

It was night, and Lin Fei was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time.The long-standing doubts were finally resolved.

It turned out that Li You and Ming Teng knew each other since they were young. They grew up in a government compound, and they moved out one after another when they were teenagers. Now the two bought a house in the same place and became neighbors again.Lin Fei always knew that Li You's parents both worked in the county government, but he didn't know that their children from Chengguan were the children of their grandparents who had been officials for generations.According to the ancient saying, Ming Teng, who came from a family of officials, is something that a country girl like me can cling to.

A girl like Li You should stand beside Ming Teng to be a good match.A well-matched family background, a tasteful life, a palm-sized face, and exquisite facial features.These were all things she didn't have. Lin Fei shrank into the bed, and a little sadness overflowed from the bed.

"Ming Teng, I think we should break up."

In the early winter, the morning wind was blowing bitingly, and Lin Fei felt that these words were piercing his heart like needles.

Ming Teng didn't speak, just looked at himself quietly.

Just looking at each other for a long time, tears welled up suddenly.It's hard to muster up the courage to face the habit, even the good is not ready to start.Is this the end?Why does my heart hurt so much that I can't breathe when I hear myself say it?

It turned out that breaking up with Ming Teng would be so heartbreaking, even if it was only in a dream.

Looking at the tears on the pillow, she didn't know whether she should be happy or sad, touched her heart that was still in pain, and didn't know how to face Ming Teng.Love came quietly like this, and inferiority complex became its biggest obstacle.

"Sister, wait for me, why are you walking so fast?"

After several days of rain, it finally cleared up.Ming Teng walked quickly along with Lin Fei helplessly, laughing inwardly. Fortunately, he ran fast, otherwise he would really not be able to catch up with the female sprinter.

"Are you worried?"

"No."

"Then why are you ignoring me? Sister, why are you ignoring me~"

"Okay, let me take care of you. From today on, in addition to Chinese, English and math homework will also be handed over to you."

"Ah? No way. Aren't your injuries all healed?"

"I don't want to."

"willing."

Lin Fei smiled.It seems that Ming Teng has never rejected any request of itself.

"Sister, you finally laughed, I thought I did something wrong."

Hearing this sentence, Lin Fei fell silent, and a voice in his heart said: Ming Xiaoteng, why are you so nice to me, you silly, I'm not good enough for you.

When he arrived near Li You's house, Ming Teng began to think about how to leave early.Li You grew up with him, she and Lin Fei are so good, in case...Ming Teng suddenly regrets why he didn't establish a good revolutionary friendship with Li You, so he can ask her to say something nice in front of Lin Fei.

Seeing Ming Teng looking about to leave, Lin Fei happily asked, "Ming Xiaoteng, you are so afraid of Li You, did you do something wrong in the past?"

Ming Teng gave Lin Fei a blank look, "I'm innocent."

"Tsk tsk tsk, it seems that I have done bad things a lot. I must be right in my rush to smooth everything out."

"Senior sister, can you promise me that no matter what others say, don't believe it lightly, can you ask me before making a judgment?"

Looking at Ming Teng's worried eyes, Lin Fei couldn't help feeling a little puzzled.But, don't need to hear too much, just because of the distance between families, we won't last long.There was some sadness in Lin Fei's eyes.

"Early in the morning, is it appropriate for you two to put electricity on my door so affectionately?"

Li You looked at his watch, and finally couldn't help but said, "It's getting late, are you two going to be late?"

Lin Fei's thoughts were interrupted by the sudden appearance of Li You, her face became hot, and she pretended to be angry and said, "You are the only one who is poor."

Seeing Lin Fei and Li You laughing and playing in front, Ming Teng couldn't help feeling a little worried.In the future, I have already made up my mind that I will not marry Fei Qing, but Lin Fei doesn't know if her heart will be as firm as her own.

"Then let's go first." Outside the school gate, Lin Fei turned around and whispered to Ming Teng.

"Senior sister, I have something to ask for a day off tomorrow. Come early for the evening self-study tomorrow night. See you at the flower bed in front of the laboratory building at 6:30."

Before Lin Fei had time to ask the reason, Li You dragged her into the school gate and rushed to the classroom.

"Feifei, happy birthday!"

Early the next morning, Mother Lin prepared longevity noodles for her daughter, cracked two eggs and served with a glass of milk.In the extraordinary period of the second year of high school, the birthday is easy to celebrate.

"Happy birthday, Fee!"

Li You got up earlier than usual, stood in the old place and waited for Lin Fei, then conjured up an exquisite package from behind and delivered it to Lin Fei.

"Thank you." Lin Fei was extremely moved.Best buddies, each other's birthdays will never be forgotten.

"Phi, do you think we can still be together after graduating from high school? I don't know where everyone will be."

Li You's eyes suddenly became more melancholy, and Lin Fei was also a little sad.Yes, what a scene after graduation, the world is far and wide.Thinking of Ming Teng, Lin Fei suddenly felt a little lost and hesitant.

Ming Teng suddenly asked for a day off, and he should be in good health, maybe something happened at home.After a whole day of anxiety, she finally looked forward to the end of school. After returning home for a quick meal, Lin Fei hurried back to the classroom.After putting down the schoolbag, he hurried to the small flower bed.

There are many osmanthus four seasons planted in the flower bed, which happens to be another season of flowering, and the flowers are fragrant.If it was usual, Lin Fei would definitely stop to admire and smell the elegant fragrance of flowers quietly.

As night fell, under the dim street lights, worry turned into anxiety while waiting.The agreed time has passed, and the class bell for evening self-study is imminent.Lin Fei was hesitating when a tall figure came into view. Seeing Ming Teng's face became clearer and clearer under the streetlight, Lin Fei felt a little wronged in his heart. It was the first time that he had waited so long for someone. Or maybe it was too long a delay, which invisibly proved that my guess was not good, and there was a little more probability.

Ming Teng came here with a smile on his face, he should be in a hurry, but in the early winter weather, sweat dripped from his forehead.

"Sister, happy birthday!"

Seeing Ming Teng pushing a brand new schoolbag to him, Lin Fei opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.This pig will never take a day off just to buy a schoolbag for me!Make people worry about it all day!

Before Lin Fei could speak, Ming Teng couldn't hold back his excitement, and wanted to introduce his itinerary for the day in detail, but the evening study bell rang.

"I'm sorry, senior sister, for making you wait so long. I went to the city to buy gifts, but I missed the bus, so I came back a bit late. Go back quickly, and don't let the teacher see you late."

Seeing the logo of the schoolbag, Lin Fei thought, it must not be cheap.Lin Fei, who had never received a heavy birthday gift, wanted to decline, but Ming Teng repeatedly emphasized that it was her day's hard work, and if she didn't accept it, it would be hard to give it to others.When carrying the schoolbag to the classroom, Lin Fei realized that the schoolbag was bulging and she didn't know what it contained.

Maybe it was a guilty conscience, Lin Fei always felt that when he entered the classroom, several pairs of eyes were fixed on the new schoolbag in his hand, so he hurried back to his seat and stuffed it into the stomach of the desk.

Fortunately, the schoolbag is black, similar to the one I use now.Lin Fei secretly put the books in her schoolbag on the belly of the table, then rolled up the empty old schoolbag and stuffed it into a new bag, but her father who came to pick her up didn't notice.

Lin Fei tiptoedly opened the new schoolbag given by Ming Teng until her parents started snoring.Oh my God, what are the schoolbags full of? Several pairs of shiny hairpins, a beautiful crystal music box, and new gadgets that I have never seen before. Lin Fei studied for a long time, feeling a little depressed about her ignorance.

After tossing and turning for a long time, it was still difficult to fall asleep.Although I don't know the price, it must have cost a lot of money. Can such a heavy gift be accepted?On Ming Teng's birthday, I just embroidered a cross-stitch for a key pendant at his request. Although I put my heart into it, it was still cheap.Although Lin Fei's family was not impoverished, teachers' salaries were still very low at that time, and her mother was used to thrifty housekeeping, so Lin Fei never dared to waste a penny at home.The pocket money on weekdays is always saved as a whole number and returned to the mother, not to mention the annual New Year's money.These gifts were probably worth his pocket money for a year. If his mother knew that they were so valuable, she would definitely not accept them. Lin Fei made up her mind to return them to him tomorrow.

In the early morning of the next day, Lin Fei put all her belongings into her new schoolbag, put on her old schoolbag, and hurried out the door.

Ming Teng was already waiting at the intersection, and saw Lin Fei still carrying the schoolbag from before.

"Senior sister, why don't you change your schoolbag? Do you not like the style I chose? I don't know what you like, so I just bought the closest one to the one you use now. You know how difficult it is. Looking for it, I wasted a lot of time on this schoolbag. Those clips, I thought you would look good on them, so I bought all the ones I like. There are also music boxes and aromatherapy burners, I guess you will like them."

Ming Teng excitedly introduced his carefully selected gifts.Lin Fei thought to herself that if she encounters an expensive gift in the future, she must refuse it face to face, but she can't open her mouth again after a day.

Fool, I thought I wasn't good enough for you, do you want to make the distance between you and me even further?I can say to you who are so excited, I am a country girl, if I hadn't seen it at Li You's house, I wouldn't even know how to use the aromatherapy burner.Lin Fei lowered his head, all kinds of feelings welled up in his heart.

Back home after school, Lin Fei arranged the gifts from Ming Teng and put them in a locked drawer.Right to help Ming Teng keep it, in the future, if there is a future.

The sunny day that was so hard to look forward to, was defeated by the dark clouds before it was sunny for a few days.In the afternoon of a few days, the sky turned cloudy, and it began to rain in the evening.

After Lin Fei had dinner at home, she packed up the books and exercises she needed for evening self-study. When she saw the exercise book for Chinese, Mathematics, and English, she couldn't help flipping through it. Ming Teng's handwriting secretly laughs that Ming Teng is really easy to bully, and it would be nice if he can bully him for a lifetime.

At the intersection, Ming Teng kicked the pebbles on the side of the road with an umbrella.Since Lin Fei was late last time and was fined to sing in class, he has been waiting at the intersection early every day.Senior sister's song, it's enough for me to sing alone.

"Here you are, the imitation is pretty good, keep up the good work."

Seeing Ming Teng helplessly accepting the thick exercise booklet again and again, Lin Fei burst into laughter.

"Sister, the rain is so light, let's take an umbrella."

"Well, for the sake of helping me with my homework these days."

Lin Fei smiled and hid under Ming Teng's umbrella.Under the small umbrella, it suddenly became warm.Several times, Lin Fei wanted to take Ming Teng's arm, but there was always a voice in her heart asking if she really had a future, if she was really worthy of this big boy beside her.

In this way, shoulder to shoulder, they walked ambiguously near the entrance of Li You's house.Lin Fei tried her best to pretend to be casual and said, "Li You went back to her new house, and her parents are back."

"Then let me take you to school."

"it is good."

Ming Teng's smile is quite cute, and Lin Fei also feels sweet in his heart.Little happiness blooms under the umbrella, and the boy beside him makes me feel at ease.

No matter how slow you go, you will still walk to school.Lin Fei held up her umbrella, turned around and bid farewell to Ming Teng.

"what happened?"

Lin Fei raised his face and looked suspiciously at the big boy in front of him, who was a full head taller than him.Ming Teng seemed to have something to say, but he just looked at him quietly, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely ambiguous.

……

"Lin Fei, Lin Fei, thinking about something."

Li You shook her hands in front of Lin Fei. This girl has been in a trance recently.

What is wrong with me?Lin Fei held his heart that was about to jump out of his chest, and tried hard to recall what happened just now.Ming Teng looked at himself quietly, and then...

Lin Fei shook her head vigorously, consoling herself that she must have thought too much, but her lips... There seemed to be a touch of coldness that could not be wiped off on her lips, and Ming Teng's hurried breath was still faintly remaining on her face, and there were still a few drops of it. The coolness of the rain.It's not a dream, a dream wouldn't be so real.

For the next week, Lin Fei always felt that she was stepping on soft cotton under her feet, with one deep foot and one shallow foot, and she didn't know how to spend every day.As long as he closes his eyes, Ming Teng looks close to him.Lin Fei thought, he must be going crazy.

"Sister, are you angry with me?"

Ming Teng has been walking behind Lin Fei silently for a whole week.She hadn't said a word since kissing her.Tomorrow is the weekend, if I don't explain things clearly, I'm afraid I won't be able to rest my head for a moment.

"If it's because... I apologize to you, I can't help it, I have to, I don't know why, love... Oh, senior sister, can you stop talking and ignoring me, I'm so worried about you."

Lin Fei's heart was in a mess, was she angry, was she angry.But apart from being angry, he was more at a loss. It was the first time he was kissed at such a young age.What is it called in the novel, first kiss, right? First kiss, my first kiss, Ming Teng, you are an out-and-out pig.

Lin Fei didn't understand what was wrong with him. At night at home, he always put the birthday gifts from Ming Teng and a pile of apology letters in a row, and then stared blankly, his mind filled with various multiple-choice questions. For Lin Fei, life would be worse than death.

"Ming Teng, you can read this letter when you get home, okay?"

After receiving the letter from Lin Fei, Ming Teng was flattered.Facing Lin Fei's long silence these days, it was as if he was waiting for a verdict, and he was in panic all day long.

During the day, Ming Teng had countless opportunities to open the envelope, but he still chose to comply with Lin Fei's request, until he entered his room, trembling to open the envelope.The letter was very strange, it was only half. The letter paper was obviously cut in half, and the other half should be in Lin Fei's place.Ming Teng had a bad premonition in his heart.

It was indeed a breakup letter.Although it was for the college entrance examination, Ming Teng still couldn't help crying.Lin Fei didn't know how heavy this emotion was for him.Maybe Lin Fei just didn't hate him, maybe he liked him a little bit, but he loved him, he was sure of that.He can't let go of this love for a moment, but he always listens to her words.Spending the weekend in a tasteless time, Ming Teng decided not to appear in front of Lin Fei anymore. Since it was his own impulsiveness that disturbed Lin Fei's mood, that's all he could do.

Ming Teng started to ride his mountain bike without a back seat again, and Lin Fei could only occasionally see him riding fast.

At the very beginning, Lin Fei wanted to catch up with him and stop him, but even if he did catch up, what could he say?The bad math test scores that night are still vivid, let alone who wrote the letter saying that they want time and space?The hand holding the other half of the letter paper was a little sore.

Ming Teng, if you know me, forgive me for being selfish at the moment.Although I never felt that I was worthy, I really longed for a future in my heart.

Lock the drawers, lock everything.There are also parents' dreams to come true, and many relatives and friends who are looking forward to being admitted to a key university, so I can't help but be distracted.

Soon, another class of graduates left the school.Soon, various mock exams gave way to the approaching next college entrance examination, and the preheating began in advance.

On the blackboard, a place for the countdown has been reserved.The countdown is really a kind of magical thing, which makes people look forward to ending early, but fear that it will end too early.The weekly quiz came ahead of schedule, and Qishuashua was scheduled for evening self-study. Lin Fei and the others devoted themselves to the intense preparations for the college entrance examination.In the third year of high school, there is a long way to go.

"Ding……"

The phone at home suddenly rang.Lin Fei happened to be washing her hair when Mother Lin answered the phone.

"Hi, it's Auntie. Hello, I'm Zhengli, Lin Fei's classmate. I want to ask her how she did in the exam and which university she plans to apply for."

"Oh, then I'll ask her to answer the phone." Mother Lin hurriedly asked Lin Fei to answer the phone.

It was after the college entrance examination that I heard Zheng Li's deep and magnetic voice again.On a hot day, the children who have finished the college entrance examination are struggling at home to evaluate their scores, and hesitate which school to apply for.

"Lin Fei, have you filled out your college entrance examination application?"

"Well, I've filled it out. I originally wanted to apply for a university in the north, but my mother cried all night. I had to leave everything to her. I applied for the key university in the city, but I'm not going to listen to her in the future. Being a teacher or a doctor is exhausting."

As Lin Fei was talking, she felt a little sad in her heart. She had always listened to her mother since she was a child, but now she felt a little rebellious when she filled out the application for the college entrance examination. Maybe her mother was too devoted to work, and all she saw was her mother. In the scene of staying up late preparing lessons and changing test papers, she really wanted to see the outside world.

After hearing Lin Fei's words, Zheng Li was silent for a long time, "Lin Fei, I didn't perform very well this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to apply to the same university as you, maybe I'll repeat it for another year."

Even through the phone line, Lin Fei could feel the loss in Zheng Li's words.She didn't know how to comfort him.

"Lin Fei, I gave you the CD of English songs on your birthday. Have you listened to it? My favorite song is "Right here waiting". Can you sing it for me?"

Holding the phone receiver, Zheng Li listened to Lin Fei's singing, so familiar yet so far away, tears streaming down his face.

Seeing Lin Fei and Ming Teng holding an umbrella together, his heart felt torn, he was depressed, but the words of his good brother reminded himself.Yes, no matter how hard Ming Teng works, he will be admitted to university one year later, and he still has a chance in one year.It's just that, wanting to be admitted to the same university as her too much, he still made repeated mistakes in the examination room, missed key universities, and passed Lin Fei.Sometimes, eager for quick success, but counterproductive.

While singing, Lin Fei's heart was also entangled, and the tears in his eyes dripped silently for some reason.Graduation means that everyone is about to leave.Knowing that there is always a banquet in the world, but this time there are too many people who cannot bear to be separated, and too many emotions that cannot be parted.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Fei couldn't calm down for a long time. She suddenly missed Ming Teng, and the pig just disappeared, and she didn't know what she was doing at the moment.

After filling out their applications, the students are anxiously waiting for the admission notice.Anxiety is useless, it is better to relax, Lin Fei comforted her mother, although she was also suffering in her heart.

On the day when they got the admission notice, the parents were overjoyed, and actually got into the provincial key point.In the college entrance examination that year, there were some accidents in the math papers across the country, making it the most difficult math test paper in history. Even the top math students in the class who can get a perfect score of 150 points in the class can only get a score of 130 points. Lin Fei only dared to estimate a score of about 110, and with Li Zong's mistakes, it was probably just enough to reach the key line.When filling in the column of volunteering for key universities, Lin's mother did not report too much hope, and all bets were placed on the column of general undergraduates.

After enjoying herself, Lin Fei hurriedly called Li You, but learned that Li You failed to fulfill her wish, so she decided to repeat the study.Unexpectedly, I learned that Zheng Li was admitted to a non-local undergraduate college, and Xin Yu was also dragged down by mathematics, and missed a key university, so she decided to repeat her studies and fight again.Shi Lei really got what he wanted, and was admitted to the police academy he had always dreamed of.

Hearing that Li You and Xin Yu were going to repeat the exam, Lin Fei also began to waver.Lin Fei had always belonged to a foreign language university in Unexpected Province. Before the exam, she begged her father to take her around the campus of her favorite university.However, parents worried about the pressure of repeating the study and did not support Lin Fei's idea of ​​repeating the study.

That summer was extremely hot, and the joy in the hearts of the parents was beyond words, and they were happy to prepare to buy a new house in the county.Thinking about moving out of the home she rented for three years in high school, Lin Fei was really reluctant.

The mother, who has always been thrifty, did not reject the travel plan organized by the school, and decided to take Lin Fei to Lushan for a trip as a reward. The father happily called on all the teachers to travel together, while he stayed at the school to be on duty.Lin Fei was a little thankful that he was admitted to a decent university.

It was a three-day ferry ride. Lin Fei was so happy that he got up from the cabin early in the morning.It was the first time Lin Fei saw such a beautiful sunrise.Lying on the deck with the whole body relaxed, watching the rising sun, where the river meets the sky, the brilliance of the rising sun sprinkles on the river little by little, forming a long light and shadow.Suddenly, the feeling of missing came to my heart: Ming Xiaoteng, what are you doing now?

After a week's trip, when he came back from Mount Lu, his father bought an air conditioner. Seeing the mother and daughter entering the house, he quickly turned on the air conditioner.After taking a shower, and then walking into the cool air-conditioned room, Lin Fei felt that the long-lost happiness rushed to her, and she put her troubles behind for a while, and had a good sleep.

When I woke up, it was dusk.Lin Fei stretched and looked at the alarm clock. He had slept for a full four hours.Finding out the graduation guestbook, Lin Fei flipped through the pages one by one, sometimes happy and sometimes sad.

This year's exam paper is really harmful.Thinking of Li You, and Xin Yu, they all chose to repeat the study. Lin Fei couldn't cheer up for the whole summer vacation.Except for meeting Li You once, Lin Fei locked herself at home all day, and her only entertainment was watching TV or helping her mother with some housework within her capacity.At night, when the weather is cooler, Lin Fei will go for a walk with his mother, but he is always a little absent-minded.

Ming Teng, should I go find you?

Lin Fei was really annoyed that she didn't even know the exact location of Ming Teng's house.It takes a lot of courage to repeat the exam, and Lin Fei can understand the feeling of failing the exam, so Lin Fei didn't ask anything about Ming Teng on the day he met Li You.A few times, Lin Fei mustered up the courage to look for it, but the community is so big and there are rows of villas, which one is it?

Lin Fei vaguely remembered that Ming Teng said that there was an orange tree planted in the yard of his home, but it turned out that many families had planted orange trees in their yards.One evening, Lin Fei saw a figure very similar to Ming Teng flashing into a house, and when she chased after him, the courtyard door was closed.

Standing outside the door for several days in a row, Lin Fei was finally deterred.He let go of his hand at the beginning and pretended to ignore Ming Teng's heartache, but now he has no right to beg him to come back.Opening the half of the letter that hadn't been sent, some words on the letter paper hurt Lin Fei's heart.

Ming Teng, if you know my heart, why don't you come to me.

Sorrow and resentment, joy and sorrow.This summer vacation passed too slowly, and the torment is that my own joy is not worth mentioning, but my friend's loss is empathetic.This summer vacation passed too fast, and it was the start of school in the blink of an eye.

A few days before the start of school, Lin's mother helped her daughter pack clothes and all kinds of daily necessities that could be imagined. On the day of the report, her father also asked for leave and sent Lin Fei to school with Lin's mother.

It was only an hour and a half drive from the county town to the university campus in the city. Along the way, Lin Fei looked at the shadows of the trees receding, thinking that she was getting farther and farther away from Ming Teng, Li You, Zheng Li, Xin Yu, Shi Lei... The high school era is officially over, and there are mixed feelings in my heart.Mingteng, the university campus is so big, will you find me?

There are eight people in a university dormitory, and Lin Fei is the third person to enter the dormitory.Mama Lin