Suddenly ten years

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"You always reject others. If it's not too high-sighted, then there must be someone you like."

"Tianqing, I'm actually not sure if I still like someone. It's just that I can't help but think, what is he doing right now?"

"Lin Fei, you never wanted to mention it before."

"Yeah, I thought if I didn't mention it, I wouldn't think about it. But today he is taking the college entrance examination, and the whole world is reminding me of it."

Looking at Lin Fei's lonely and painful eyes, Tianqing didn't ask any more questions.

"Brother, do you have time? Let's meet this weekend."

"Okay. I'll pick you up at your school on Saturday afternoon."

After hanging up the phone, seeing Jiang Xinran's coquettish gratitude, Lin Fei couldn't help laughing and said that the power of love is really great, forcibly turning a female man on the track and field into a coquettish little woman.

"Lin Fei, I know you want to match Jiang Xinran and me, but the person I like is not her."

In order to prevent the embarrassing three-person dinner from happening again, Lin Fei left the venue with an excuse.However, Mu Wei quickly followed and stopped in front of him.

"Minteng?"

Lin Fei seemed to see a figure flashing past, and chased after him involuntarily.

"Who did you see?"

I followed Lin Fei for a long time until Lin Fei stopped.Mu Wei asked inexplicably.

"Ming Teng. He must have finished the college entrance examination and came to me."

Lin Fei looked at the end of the darkness with heartache.

"Lin Fei, did you read it wrong?"

"I……"

Yes, Ming Teng is already with someone else.Lin Fei also began to wonder if she had fallen into hallucinations again.

"Maybe I really misread it. What about Xinran? Did you leave her alone in the restaurant?"

Lin Fei quickly retracted her painful memories, looked at Mu Wei and asked.

"It's okay. I don't like her, it's better to kill her thoughts earlier."

"Will you hurt the girl's heart too much?"

"Reluctantly, there will be no good results. A man is irresponsible to a girl if he procrastinates and doesn't make it clear."

Looking at Mu Wei's firm gaze, Lin Fei suddenly felt that Mu Wei was much more mature than herself.

"Brother, I am impressed with you."

"Of course. Who is your brother?"

"cut."

"Little kid, would you like to talk to Big Brother about the person who lives in your heart?"

The person in my heart... Lin Fei smiled bitterly.Yes, a certain person knocks on the door of our hearts. After staying for a long time, we think that we are just passing by.

Ming Teng, I deliberately laughed and ran wantonly, but as long as my heart doesn't stop beating, I will be powerless to escape after all.

That day, Mu Wei accompanied Lin Fei quietly drinking beer, watching Lin Fei laugh and cry, and listening to everything about Ming Teng.After that, he never appeared again.

When returning home during the summer vacation, Lin Fei heard from her mother that Mu Wei's father had encountered some problems with the project in other places, so Mu Wei could only take a year off from school to help with the family business.Lin Fei silently prayed that the Mu family's business would improve soon.

Jiang Xinran was sad for a long time, and finally agreed to the pursuit of a classmate. The two should go to the same school to teach in the future, and maybe go further.Feeling relieved, Lin Fei thought that she would never be a matchmaker again.

In the middle of the summer vacation, Li You received the admission letter from the university and happily invited Lin Fei to his home. Lin Fei was very excited that her good friend finally got out of the sea of ​​suffering, but she stopped for a long time when she passed the row of villas.During the chat, Li You said that Ming Teng was admitted to a key university in another province and was on vacation abroad with his parents.On the first day of the sophomore year, thinking that Ming Teng had also started school, for no reason, she was a little happy and a little sad.

Since Tianqing entered school, she set the goal of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, leading the whole dormitory to have a wave of postgraduate entrance examination.Lin Fei thought for a while, since he was confused about the future, it would be better to have a goal first.Coach Liu heard that Lin Fei was planning to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and bluntly said that he wanted Lin Fei to take the postgraduate entrance examination for himself.Lin Fei said with a smile that even if he passed the exam, others would say that there was a shady scene.

While joking, Lin Fei made up her mind that in the future, no matter whether she is studying for graduate school or working, she must go to a farther place.It's just that the familiar campus is really reluctant to leave.

☆, the seventh chapter goes to another city

"Lin Fei, I really don't want you to leave."

"When it rains, don't miss me too much."

"why?"

"Because when the weather is sunny, I will miss you."

"I'm so sad, you're still joking! Besides, it's not funny at all."

"It's not life and death. Don't be so solemn. It's a long vacation. I will go back to school to see you. Don't worry."

On the day she received the postgraduate admission letter, Lin Fei was also a little surprised.The army of postgraduate entrance examinations is mighty, but there are very few who really persist until the end to enter the examination room.Before the exam, Tianqing got the postgraduate quota of the school. After struggling for many days, she still decided to accept it.Lin Fei was secretly glad that she chose to persevere.

After packing her bags and saying goodbye to her former teachers, roommates and teammates, Lin Fei took a last look at the university campus where she had lived for four years.Going to another city, hopefully off to a good start.

"Feifei, why did you come back by yourself? How can you handle so many things by yourself? Make a phone call, and Dad and I will pick you up at school."

Mother Lin heard the doorbell, pushed open the door, and saw her daughter standing outside the door with big and small bags.

"I can take care of it myself. I sent all the big items like quilt padding to ZJS. It should arrive in a few days."

Putting down his luggage, Lin Fei secretly smiled.Fortunately, I didn't inform my parents of the exact time when I would go home, otherwise I would definitely be teased by my classmates again.In the eyes of my parents, even at the age of 22, I am still a child who will not grow up.

"Fee, I'm getting engaged!"

After receiving Li You's call, Lin Fei couldn't restrain her heartbeat.Although I knew that Li You had a crush on a boyfriend during college, I never thought it would progress so quickly.

"Yu, you're only graduating next year, right?"

"Yeah, but he's graduating this year. Graduation is the season of breaking up. I have to hold on to him. Get engaged first, and get married as soon as I graduate."

"Look at how affectionate you are." Lin Fei said with a smile.

"I'm not joking. The engagement banquet is for the elders of both parties, and I don't plan to invite friends. But when I hold the wedding, no matter where you are, you must come back to attend."

"Got it, miss. Congratulations, Yuu. I'm so happy for you that you're so happy."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Fei also felt very happy.Some people, in your life, are like a ray of sunshine.In the morning, when you open the window and close your eyes, you will feel the warmth like a spring breeze.

"Feifei, Li You was your best classmate in high school, right?"

"Ah."

"She's engaged?"

"Ah."

"Then why don't you take your boyfriend home and let your mother check it out for you?"

I knew that my mother was dawdling aside for a long time with her ears in her hands, and nothing good would happen.A mouthful of water stuck in his throat and almost spit out.

"Mom, I don't have a boyfriend yet."

"How is it possible? My daughter is so good."

"Mom, whether you have a boyfriend or not has nothing to do with whether you are good or not. Besides, I'm only 22, so don't worry."

"I'm not in a hurry. I just think it's time to talk about one at the age of 22."

"All right, all right, me, when school starts, I'll pick one among the graduate students."

"You child! Mom is not urging you. Don't rush to make a decision, you must be sure."

"Yeah." Lin Fei nodded her head like a rattle, and seeing her mother continue mopping the floor, she hurried back to the room with a water glass.

"Mom and Dad, I'm leaving. Don't worry about me too much, I'm already an adult."

Listening to the broadcast at the airport and seeing her mother's unwilling eyes, Lin Fei suppressed the tears in her eyes and pretended to be relaxed.

This time, really away from home, away from parents, away from everything.The university campus is less than two hours away from home by car.Lin Fei would go home every other week, and spent the whole weekend in her parents' new home in the county seat, listening to her mother's most familiar nagging, and eating the most familiar dishes.Home, never far away.

The first time I boarded a plane, the first time I went to a completely strange city, I just hoped to find a place to be reborn.Lin Fei thought she was ready, but when the plane landed, tears fell like rain.

In this world, is there such a person whose mobile phone number is always stored in your mobile phone, who edits and deletes the text messages you want to send to him, even if it is simply asking what you are doing.

I often look at his avatar in a daze in a daze, thinking that it is on as if he is beside him.Occasionally pretending to meet him online, saying that he is doing well, and there are always people who confess to him, just to arouse even a little bit of jealousy in him.

Ming Teng, no matter what other people say, they can't hurt me at all, but a harsh look from you is enough to kill me, let alone such hurtful words.For four years, your name has been covered with dust in my heart, but under the dust, have you ever visited?The heart that loves you has never diminished a little.

Ming Teng, I went to a city far away from you, just hoping to get rid of you who live in my heart!

The heart is in a mess, and the reasoning is still chaotic.Lin Fei is determined to bid farewell to the past, thoroughly and resolutely.Changed the phone number and re-applied for the □□ number. Except for Li You, Lin Fei didn't save the contact information of anyone else.

Starting over is as easy as it is difficult.

In the new school, Lin Fei suddenly fell in love with going to the library, sitting quietly by herself, immersed in the sea of ​​books.Books have become the most effective medicine for treating emotional injuries.

☆, the eighth chapter has nothing to do with love

"Lin Fei, what are you doing? You haven't woken up yet!"

Lin Fei answered the phone in a daze, only to realize that it was already noon the next day, and vaguely remembered that she ran to Ming Teng's courtyard in the middle of the night and cried into tears, thinking that all this must be a dream.

"Yu, I was dreaming about you."

"It's a pity that you are not a man, otherwise I will marry you! We have been dating for ten years." There was a giggle on the other end of the phone.

"You are poor!" Lin Fei smiled, "I will come to your house to see you and the baby in the afternoon!"

"If you have a conscience, you know that I won't be able to come out during the confinement period, and I'm almost sick at home. Go eat quickly, and you won't wake up from hunger after sleeping." Li You happily hung up the phone.

Lin Fei hung up the phone and suddenly wanted to say thank you to God.Thank God for giving me such a good friend in those years, to be sad and crazy together, to accompany each other through that period of life.Thanks to Li You, she was able to regain love after being hurt. Seeing her happy, Lin Fei felt that she had a little more hope for her future.

After lunch, Lin Fei opened the chat group.The little sisters in the group of four had been discussing for a long time about Lin Fei's disappearance for twelve hours.Looking at the words "first love", "elopement" and so on in the group, Lin Fei couldn't laugh or cry.The sisters are filming a romantic soap opera, didn't they just oversleep!

After greeting her mother, Lin Fei went to Li You's house.Seeing Li You skillfully breastfeeding the child and changing the wet diaper, Lin Fei was filled with emotion. She missed the two girls who went to school together hand in hand. At that time, she never imagined such a scene.At that moment, she was fascinated.

"Phi, are you talking about a boyfriend now?"

Li You looked at the child who was finally coaxing him to sleep, and thought that he could finally chat with his good friend to his heart's content.

"No. Maybe you won't be able to get married in this lifetime." Lin Fei said with a smile.

Love seems to stop knocking on the door of my heart since I said goodbye to Ming Teng on the playground that day.

"Lin Fei, are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

In the past, hearing such a straightforward confession, Lin Fei would at least have palpitations.Now, she just smiled and apologized.

For love, one time is enough, and only that one time will make people exhaust their lover's strength.

"Fee, can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah." Lin Fei looked down at Yu's child, his little face was so cute, he looked very much like You.

"What's going on between you and Wang Yicheng? You have been reluctant to say more these years."

"You don't believe me either?"

"Of course not. It's just that when some words are spread, the taste changes."

"How do you pass it on? Does it mean that Wang Yicheng and I don't return at night?"

"You know? Who told you?"

"Ming Teng. The second day after I didn't come home at night, he came to my school and told me how unrespectful I am."

Speaking of this, Lin Fei smiled bitterly.After that, Lin Fei severed contact with Wang Yicheng, and closed herself in Ming Teng's "theory of no self-respect" for a long time.Lin Fei thought, maybe she is not worthy of being loved in this life.

It would be great if there really was a Valley of Unfeeling in the world.If the heart cannot learn to let go, the brain will activate the self-protection system of selective forgetting, Lin Fei selectively forgets.

"Fei, it's not a big deal if you really do what you want. Why do men go around and talk around, and women will be talked about when they meet one or two scumbags."

"Yu, you've become a philosopher now."

"You are talking and laughing at me. I am not fair for you! In those days, as long as I heard someone talking about you behind my back, I would quarrel with her. "

"It's really hard for me to imagine you arguing." Lin Fei laughed.

"stop laughing!"

"Yu, if I tell you, nothing happened between me and Wang Yicheng. Do you believe it?"

"You have to believe it. Then why...?"

"The time is wrong, and the space is wrong. Not long after I was a freshman, Zhu Xiao told me that Ming Teng was with someone else. Knowing that night, I was very sad. It was snowing heavily, and I ran countless laps on the playground alone. Wang Yicheng happened to pass by, and couldn't persuade me, so he ran with me all night. At that time, I didn't know that he liked me. If I knew, I would never let him go. Half a year later, he confessed to me , I couldn't bear to refuse, and I hoped that I could have a new start. As a result, Ming Teng came the next day."

Lin Fei tried her best to describe it lightly. She thought that selective forgetting could be permanent, but found that those memories were so vividly engraved in her mind.

"Fei, why didn't you explain it clearly to Ming Teng?"

"I tried to explain, but Ming Teng was very angry that day. I didn't have a chance to say it at all."

"Then you can call."

"He never answers my calls again."

"Then you can send a text message, or let me explain."

"Yu, I already thought I wasn't good enough for him, so why bother his life. What's more, he already has another person by his side."

"Who?"

"Don't you know?"

"You don't mean Jiang Yue, do you?"

"Ah."

"The family background is very suitable. She really likes Ming Teng, but Ming Teng has never liked her, and I don't like her either."

"Since you don't like it, why should Ming Teng be with her?"

"I don't know if what Zhu Xiao said is true. But I have never heard Ming Teng personally say that Jiang Yue is his girlfriend."

"But I saw them walking together after school, talking and laughing happily. When you got married, didn't they also sit together?"

"Fei, Jiang Yue's family and Ming Teng's family met earlier than mine. When they were still in the womb, the two families made a half-joking marriage. Jiang Yue was born in August and Ming Teng was born in September, so Jiang Yue entered school one year earlier than Ming Teng. I didn't invite Jiang Yue on the day of my wedding, but I don't know why she came with Ming Teng."

"Menton never told me about this."

"Maybe, he is afraid that you will have a psychological burden. I heard that his father has always regarded Jiang Yue as his future daughter-in-law. I didn't expect that these old things would cause misunderstandings between you later."

"Then Ming Teng, have you never had a girlfriend since then?"

"After I went to college, I lost contact with him, so I don't know very well. Fei, you haven't talked about friends, it can't be because of him."

"of course not."

Lin Fei knew that he had lied.It turns out that I missed it, and it was always my own self-righteous mistake.Ming Teng, how should I face everything I have deliberately forgotten, and how should I face you who have been running away for 7 years...

"Fei, no matter who or what the reason is, I hope you can let go of the past. Look at me, wouldn't you be able to live well without Guan Cheng?" Lin Fei could tell when she said this.Li You is sincere.

"I understand. Maybe my fate is not as early as yours, so don't worry about me."

Worried about what might be wrong with Li You who didn't have enough rest during the confinement period, Lin Fei left early.Before leaving, he repeatedly told Li You to take good care of his body.

The winter vacation is over soon, and the return ticket is booked early in the morning.Lin's mother prepared a whole box of food and clothing for Lin Fei, stuffed it full, for fear that her daughter would be short of something when she was away.

Roommates Yuan Yiyi, Tang Xiao and Li Mo also returned to school early in the morning, and the four of them chatted happily about the winter vacation together.

The night before the official class started, Lin Fei's tutor organized a master-student dinner, and the teacher's wife rarely attended, and Lin Fei happened to be sitting next to the teacher's wife.

"Lin Fei, are you 25 this year? Can you talk about friends?"

"Uh, we talked about it before, and then we broke up."

Lin Fei answered with a smile. At the age of 25, it is the season of love, but I still blush when answering such a question in front of a table of senior brothers and sisters.

It didn't take long for Lin Fei to understand the meaning of the teacher's wife's question that day. The teacher's wife wanted to connect with one of the senior brothers.The senior teacher is three years older than her, and he stays in school to teach after graduation. He is the teacher's favorite student.As a school man of the year, his love affair with the vice principal's daughter was once a good story on campus.It's just that the senior sister who had never met before suddenly chose to study abroad in the second year of graduate school.

There is no one who can replace this kind of love.The story of a gifted scholar and a beautiful woman doesn't fit me at all.

Lin Fei did not refuse her senior brother's invitation. She thought that her senior brother must not forgive her teacher's entreaties before asking her out.Teacher's wife's face, of course, must be given.

The two had a meal together very politely, but became good friends.There is a kind of relationship that develops by leaps and bounds called the same people who have fallen in the end of the world.

That day, senior brother told a lot of stories about him and senior sister, and Lin Fei was very moved.For some reason, Lin Fei also talked so much about the past.Maybe it's because you're drunk, and you have the courage to look at the person in your heart when you're drunk.

Talking about Ming Teng, talking about those deliberately forgotten emotions, she thought it would not hurt, but she still couldn't help crying.Everything related to love leaves a deep imprint on our hearts.Nothing to do with love, no one can really do it.

"Lin Fei, if you can, go and meet him. If you hide like this, you will always have regrets in your heart. If you could turn back time, I would definitely prevent her from leaving or chase her to the United States at that time."

Senior Brother sent Lin Fei to the downstairs of the dormitory, left the words behind and left in a hurry.In a daze, Lin Fei seemed to see tears in his senior brother's eyes. He must miss her very much.

"Lin Fei, Li Mo is going to reserve a seat in the classroom first. Hurry up, or you will be late if you don't leave."

"I'm coming."

"Why did you drink so much last night that you couldn't wake up no matter how much you called in the morning. I changed my voice and answered twice for you in the morning class. I was almost spotted by that stern Professor Li on the spot."

"Tang Xiao is indeed very witty, and I was also in a cold sweat at the time."

"I love you the most. Tang Xiao is the invincible super goddess of wisdom in the universe, thank you dear."

Lin Fei rushed out of the dormitory as fast as she could, and happily entered the elevator with Yuan Yiyi and Tang Xiao.

In the afternoon class, statistical software is used on the computer.Professor Yan always arrives on time at 2:30, and Lin Fei and the others rushed into the classroom 2 minutes earlier.

"Everyone, run away."

Suddenly the mountains shook.Lin Fei, who had just entered the classroom, didn't have time to react to what happened. Li Mo was the first to turn around and rush out of the classroom.

"Look, it's shaking outside."

Someone yelled, causing the students to rush to the window.

Lin Fei was by the window, looking around, the mountains, rivers and trees seemed to be trembling.Turning to look at the incandescent lamp hanging in the classroom, it has swung left and right to an angle of 60°.

"There's an earthquake, everyone leave the classroom and go to the open area of ​​the playground. Don't take the elevator, take the stairs!"

Teacher Yan rushed into the classroom suddenly and hurriedly shouted to the students who didn't understand what happened.

"Mr. Yan, you should go too."

"You guys go first, gather at the North Playground."

Lin Fei nodded fiercely in a panic, turned around and followed Tang Xiao and Yuan Yiyi to the stairs.

What is the despair on the brink of death?It was as if this was the first time I was so close to death.Recalling the tragedy of the earthquake that he had seen on TV, Lin Fei rushed from the 8th floor to the 1st floor.On each floor, students continue to join.

Some lights in the corridor have begun to flicker, like the scene in "Death Comes".will i dieWill it be buried so deep downstairs?If I am lucky enough not to be crushed to death, can I persist underground until the rescue of the search and rescue team arrives?Lin Fei could almost imagine how little the chance of survival would be if the building really collapsed.At that moment, Lin Fei missed her parents who had worked so hard to raise her, Ming Teng who hadn't had time to see her again, and her cousin who loved her dearly...Grandpa, if you know, please bless everyone to evacuate safely.

How fragile life is in the face of disaster.

"Lin Fei, you scared me to death. I thought we were all going to die. Li Mo, you are too mean, you ran out alone first."

On the playground, Tang Xiao hugged Lin Fei who reappeared after being dispersed by the crowd.

"I called you. I did. I thought you heard me."

"How do you know it's an earthquake?"

"I've been through it once before, so the reflex is..."

Li Mo was a little ashamed, and lowered her head aggrievedly.

"Okay, okay. Don't blame Li Mo, there is nothing wrong with the stress reaction of self-help. She did yell for us to run."

"But if she doesn't make it clear, the ghost knows what will happen and she will run away."

Thinking about everything he had just experienced, Tang Xiao was still afraid and couldn't help but criticize Li Mo.

"Where's Yiyi? Wasn't she with you just now?"

Not seeing Yuan Yiyi around, Lin Fei felt a little nervous.

"She, I heard that the Department of Physics gathered at the South Playground, and immediately went to find her boyfriend after she ran out."

"It's such a mess now, don't lose yourself."

"I said the same thing. But she didn't listen to anything. The mobile phone has no signal and can't make calls. She must see her to feel at ease."

Lin Fei quickly took out her mobile phone, but there was no signal.Too bad, the parents didn't know what to worry about when they saw the news.

"Feifei, how are you? Are you all right? We didn't see the news until your sister called. We have been unable to get through to you, and we are all anxious and don't know what to do."

"Don't worry, I'm fine. The school's radio said that we are still far away from the source of the earthquake. At most, the earthquake is felt more clearly than other places. And the school's buildings are all resistant to magnitude 7 earthquakes, so nothing will happen."

"That's good. I heard there are aftershocks in the back. Where do you stay at night?"

"The school organized us to spend the night on the playground together, and return to the dormitory after the aftershocks are over."

"Then you must stay with the teacher and roommates, and don't leave the order alone. You know."

"Well, I know. Don't worry, it's okay, you can sleep in peace."

After hanging up her mother's phone, Lin Fei felt mixed feelings when she saw everyone on the phone telling their families that they were safe.The people who love me the most in the world are always my parents and my closest relatives.

Agitated, Lin Fei sent a text message to her mother: Mom and Dad, I love you.After posting, Lin Fei began to regret that she had never been such a "gentleman", wondering if her parents thought she was stunned.Looking at the phone in a daze, Lin Fei thought to herself, why can't there be an undo function in the text message.

Not long after, my cousin also called and kept asking Lin Fei to go to her home, a city far from being felt by the earthquake.Lin Fei thought about it, but declined with a smile.After going through that moment of life and death, she seemed to have opened up something.If you can sign up for search and rescue, you must be the first to sign up.

The country deployed the entire disaster relief operation at the fastest speed. The orderly organization at all levels, the application of high technology, the rapid support of professional disaster relief personnel and sufficient relief materials have brought the disaster situation under strong control.

The school organized a donation, and Lin Fei hurriedly provided most of the living expenses.This is the only thing I can help, I am afraid that if I really go to the disaster area, it will cause more trouble to rescue the officers and soldiers.

☆、The Ninth Choice

"Hi, hello. Who's there?"

"Hello~"

"Sister, is that you?"

Hearing Ming Teng's voice again, Lin Fei's heart still beat faster.Although Lin Fei would pretend to meet Ming Teng on the Internet during the seven years when he was missing him like crazy, but it was limited to a few cold words.Seven years was too long, so long that she was not sure if the voice in her memory had changed its tone.But Ming Teng can hear his own voice.

"It's me. Are you okay?"

"I am OK, you?"

"I'm fine too."

Finally, I mustered up the courage to make a call.The number that had been deleted long ago, I tried hard to recall it, but I still remembered it completely in my heart.Ming Teng's voice has not changed, but apart from the voice, everything is different.

After the greetings, there was endless silence.

After being quiet for a while, Lin Fei decided to speak first.The courage that took seven years to muster cannot be exchanged for such a polite greeting.

"Ming Teng, I heard from Li You that you went to City M after graduation. I will come to City M for an interview next month, do you want to have a meal together?"

"Aren't you a graduate student at C University? Why don't you stay there?"

"I submitted a few resumes, and a company in M ​​City just sent an interview letter."

"Oh."

"Do you usually go home on weekends?"

"Very rarely."

"My family later bought a house in the county seat, not far from yours."

"I've heard it from others."

"Who said that?"

"Is this important?"

Lin Fei could hear Ming Teng's indifference, and burst into tears.

"Ming Teng, is there still a possibility for us?"

When Lin Fei asked this long-held question, her voice trembled.It has been seven years, and even the full stop has to be drawn by Ming Teng.

"In these years, you have never lacked men by your side. Why do you suddenly think of me? Could it be that you think you haven't played with my feelings enough?"

Lin Fei was stunned.After being silent for an unknown amount of time, Lin Fei smiled bitterly.It turned out that in Ming Teng's eyes, he was so unbearable.

"You're right. I'm not a holy soul. I don't have the qualifications to start over with you. I made this phone call just to give up on myself. I loved you so much, but I broke up with you. What do you say? Don't say it, it will disappear from now on. I just want to hear you say that you don't love me anymore. Sorry, I disturbed you, and I will never call you again. Goodbye."

Her heart seemed to be hollowed out, Lin Fei burst into tears, she needed an answer so much, she would always live in speculation, like living in endless darkness.

There was silence on the other side of the phone.Lin Fei's words brought Ming Teng not only shock, but also annoyance.Annoyed, she couldn't believe that Lin Fei loved her, and she couldn't tie her tightly to her side domineeringly.Let go once, miss forever.

Having said everything she wanted to say, Lin Fei hung up the phone and tore up the interview notice.Well, I don't have any regrets anymore.

The season of graduation is always confusing. Lin Fei submitted many resumes and took many written exams.With many uncertainties about the future, Lin Fei started to pack his bags. No matter where the future is, the first stop of his heart will always be home.After three years of willful running to a city far away from home, Lin Fei became homesick.

Zuo Chen, a computer department fellow from his hometown whom he met during graduate school, got his home number from somewhere, and called Lin Fei the second day after he arrived home.Ever since he met Lin Fei at the hometown gathering in Yan Er, Zuo Chen started a cycle of confession-failure-confession-failure again.Lin Fei never thought that there would be any intersection with this boy who was half a year younger than her.However, Zuo Chen was very persistent, and even negotiated with Lin Fei's parents through his parents' friends.Lin Fei didn't want to delay him, but even though he knew everything about Ming Teng, he still said that he would wait for her.

Lin Fei pretended to turn a blind eye, but was moved in her heart. She and Ming Teng passed by. It was because of the lack of this initiative that both parties chose to hide their love in their hearts until they missed it.Love needs to be clearly informed.

As soon as Zuo Chen hung up the phone, Lin Fei received a call from a courier.When I ran to the gate of the community, I saw a courier boy waiting for me holding a large bouquet of roses.

The 99 roses were so heavy. When Lin Fei took them, she began to hesitate whether she could insist on moving up to the fifth floor, and how to explain it to her parents.

Not having such a big vase, Lin Fei had no choice but to put the flowers in his father's fishing bucket.The bright red bucket with the bright red roses, seeing such an unaesthetic picture, Lin Fei smiled, after all, she was still a slovenly woman in her heart.

Perhaps it was fate, after submitting so many resumes, Lin Fei and Zuo Chen were admitted to two companies in the same city.Zuo Chen went crazy with joy. Lin Fei said that if he was in the same city in the future, he would give him and himself a chance.

Lin Fei didn't know why she was so hotheaded that she spoke quickly, but seeing Zuo Chen taking it seriously, Lin Fei felt uneasy.Although she is determined to completely let go of Ming Teng and start a new life again, she also desperately desires to have a harbor of her own, but Lin Fei still has no answer in her heart to find someone who loves her, or to pursue her love persistently.

☆、The tenth most beautiful time

In a blink of an eye, I have been working for three years.

Since officially joining the company, Lin Fei feels that the holidays always come to an end as soon as they begin, and then countless overtime work comes in swarms.Fortunately, apart from Li Mo, roommates Yuan Yiyi and Tang Xiao also went to Lin Fei's city.

On the weekend, the three girlfriends couldn't wait to call each other, and the occasional gathering dilutes the black mood of the end of the holiday.

Tang Xiao fell out of love.

From the beginning, Lin Fei was not optimistic, so Tang Xiao broke up, Lin Fei was not surprised.In Lin Fei's heart, Tang Xiao, like Li You, is a goddess-like existence, and she can only be surrounded by extremely powerful men in the solar system.The moon boy looked bleak and out of place around her.

Fans of the authorities.Tang Xiao made an appointment with Lin Fei and Yuan Yiyi, singing wildly in the KTV, drinking beer and crying foolishly.

"It's nice to be young, and you can still fall in love."

Lin Fei nestled on the sofa, accompanied and watched quietly, feeling deeply moved.

"Lin Fei, the three of us are the same age, can you not speak so old!"

Yuan Yiyi on the side couldn't help laughing out loud, "Lin Fei, how are you and Zuo Chen doing? He is so infatuated with you, you need to speed up eating grass, young grass waits for no one! "

"You turned a corner and said I'm an old cow, right?" Lin Fei smiled and stretched out his paws towards Yuan Yiyi's waist.

"Don't don't, I'm ticklish, I was wrong, Miss Lin, please forgive me." Before touching it, Yuan Yiyi was about to itch.

"No, I'm falling out of love, can you two stop acting so happy? At least pretend to be sad with me! Also, don't just drink and sing with me, let's play games, honestly Great adventure!" Tang Xiao couldn't help but put down an empty beer bottle and started spinning it.

The empty wine bottle was spinning, and Lin Fei suddenly thought of the reunion ten years after she graduated from junior high school. The day after Gao Yuan left, someone did not know who initiated the reunion in high school. It would be such an occasion to meet Tong Xinyu, the little sister who was always inseparable , Since graduating from high school, I have lost contact.Lin Fei and Li You made an appointment.

Some of my high school classmates have already married, and a small number have already become young parents.Zheng Li was not with Tong Xinyu, nor did he attend a party. After graduation, it was as if the world had evaporated. Everyone's conversations showed that no one could contact him. We only knew that he went to a key university in the Northwest after repeating his studies.Lin Fei couldn't help but her heart tightened. She thought of the hoarse voice in the last phone call between him and herself after the college entrance examination.

The standard configuration of the party is dinner and singing.The county town is also gradually prosperous now, and the KTV box is not inferior to the city.Reunited after a long absence, some people will joke about the past, some will make a scene, and everyone has a child who doesn't want to grow up living in their hearts.Time flies, you have become the witness of my youth.

"Lin Fei, why are you in a daze?!" Tang Xiao patted Lin Fei's shoulder vigorously.

Lin Fei hurriedly retracted her scattered thoughts, but saw the opening of the wine bottle