Suddenly ten years
Chapter 1 Without You
Facing herself, Lin Fei had an ominous premonition.
"We've known each other for so long, but I still don't know who your mysterious first love is. Come on, tell me!" Sure enough, Tang Xiao's eyes glowed green.
"Just for the sake of my broken relationship, come up with some interesting topics."
Seeing that Lin Fei didn't speak, Tang Xiao suddenly smiled, "Or share your first kiss with us, the first time, it's also fine!"
"I'm really afraid of you. I haven't said it because I don't know where to start."
"Hey, you know that our Miss Lin has a story!"
"You just like to make fun of me, don't you!"
Lin Fei jumped forward with a smile, Tang Xiao nimbly hid behind Yuan Yiyi.
"Don't pull me when you two are making a fuss. But I'm really curious. I've known you for so long. It's not very interesting for you to switch the channel every time you mention this topic. Look, Tang Xiaoke and I talk to each other about everything. You said it." Yuan Yiyi winked at Tang Xiao, and looked at Lin Fei with a hidden smile.
"My first love, the picture is too beautiful, I dare not say it!"
Lin Fei smiled to himself as he spoke.The wound that you always avoid scabs and heals silently. When you touch it again, what you are afraid of is the pain in your memory.
Such a long story, one day when you mention it, it is like telling someone else's story, that is to really let go.Tang Xiao and Yuan Yiyi listened quietly, and Lin Fei also found it strange that although he described it lightly, he no longer minded mentioning everything about Ming Teng.
"Where is he now? Will you miss him? I regret it very much now. No matter who I am with, I will miss my first boyfriend. I can't help but compare." When Tang Xiao said this, the eyes Some crystal clear.
"I let it go at the beginning, so what qualifications do I have to miss and compare. Since it's regrettable after all, it's better to keep some good memories."
"Lin Fei, I admire you for having the courage to call him after such a long time. Don't you feel heartbroken after hearing those words?"
Yes, I used to be so painful that I couldn't breathe, and I will wait for the day when I smile.After a long time, I don't know whether I failed you or you failed me.At that moment, Lin Fei was a little distracted.
"Then you and him haven't seen each other since then?" Yuan Yiyi couldn't help asking.
Lin Fei was silent. He didn't know when, he began to feel that it was not that important whether he met or not.But at that time, we were young and frivolous, but we had the urge to see something.
We finally met.
At the age of 25, I mustered up the courage to admit that I love someone for the first time.After hanging up the phone and tearing up the interview notice, Lin Fei cried for a long time.
That day, some of the roommates had already left for home, and some were still attending interviews in other places. Lin Fei was the only one left in the empty dormitory.After packing her luggage, she silently went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of red wine and a box of chocolates. Lin Fei locked herself in the dormitory and got drunk.After waking up, she couldn't remember what happened afterwards. It turned out that drunkenness can really break the body.
The phone displayed countless missed calls from Li You, and Lin Fei hurriedly called back.
"Phi, what happened to you last night?! Do you know, I was worried all night! What time is it, and you only called me back!"
"It's okay, I just feel a little depressed, and I drank a little red wine."
Hearing Li You's eager tone, Lin Fei felt a little guilty.
"Drinking a little red wine? Let me ask you, do you still remember what you said to me last night?" Li You was distressed and angry.
"What did you say?" Lin Fei felt even more guilty.
"Lin Fei, let me ask you, do you just like Ming Teng so much? If you really can't let it go, you should hurry up and tell him, or if you don't talk about him, he will fly away with others."
"Ming Teng is not a bird, how could he fly away?" Lin Fei wanted to make a joke and comfort his friend who cared about him, but he felt something was wrong.Is Ming Teng leaving?where to go
"It doesn't matter if you're sober now, right? Last night you were drunk and called everywhere, asking people if they knew. People asked you what you knew, but you didn't say anything, just kept asking people if they knew , Now several classmates are asking me what happened to you."
It's so embarrassing, Lin Fei really wants to dig a hole in the ground, how can he see people after this.
"You're talking, what happened? You're so dead! Last night, you only spoke halfway on the phone, and then fell asleep. If you hit me again, you wouldn't answer. I didn't sleep well all night. Tell the truth, is it because Ming Teng will be engaged to Jiang Yue next year?"
got engaged?Ming Teng?Lin Fei's heart tightened suddenly, but he still pretended to be indifferent.
"Then I have to congratulate him."
"Just keep your mouth shut. Don't regret it."
A child's cry came from the phone, and Li You was busy nursing the child, so she hung up the phone in a hurry.
I thought it was time to say goodbye to Ming Teng, but the phone rang again.It was Ming Teng, Lin Fei answered the phone tremblingly.
When the train gradually approached Mount Lu, Lin Fei turned from excitement to nervousness.Time seemed to go back to the summer vacation of the third year of high school. She still remembered that she was lying on the deck looking at the sun, and she missed everything about Ming Teng.
I thought that after so many years, I would no longer feel the throbbing feeling, but as long as it was about Ming Teng, it would still tug at Lin Fei's heartstrings.What to do, I feel like my heart is about to pop out of my chest.
At the appointed place, seeing a familiar figure from a distance, Lin Fei took a deep breath, trying to calm down his throbbing heart: This side is just to say goodbye.After so many years, he is still him, but love has gone further and further away, becoming something out of reach, maybe this is the so-called right and wrong.
As if in a lifetime, Lin Fei followed Ming Teng closely.When he passed away, he was already in the hotel room.
"You must be tired after sitting on the train for so long. Take a rest first, and I will ask you to go down for dinner later." Ming Teng closed the door and went out after speaking.
Lin Fei didn't dare to ask any more questions. She suspected that all of this was a dream, and she was afraid that if she asked too many questions, she would wake up from the dream.Pinch my arm, it hurts.Lying obediently on the bed, perhaps exhausted, Lin Fei fell asleep.When Ming Teng knocked on the door again, it was already evening.
Lin Fei didn't know why she became so cautious when facing Ming Teng, her love has never changed, but she can no longer laugh and laugh easily.
I don't know what I had for dinner. I felt unrealistic torment and went back to the room, only to find out that Ming Teng lived next door.When they opened the door together, Lin Fei's eyes were clouded with tears.
I opened the SMS several times, but didn't know what to say.In the name of love, what is the difference between the current self who is delivered to the door and those small advertisements stuffed under the door?How much Ming Teng should despise himself.
Opening the window, Lin Fei looked at the dark night sky, and his heart sank slowly.
Ming Teng called the fixed line in the room early in the morning, and Lin Fei hurriedly got up to take a shower.When Ming Teng knocked on the door, before Lin Fei had time to change into his pajamas, Ming Teng quickly closed the door and turned his back.
"Change quickly and leave after breakfast. There is still some distance to the foot of the mountain, so there will be fewer climbers if you go early."
Looking at Ming Teng's back, she really wanted to hug the person in front of her.Over the years, the seeds of love sprouted and took root in his heart, and he grew from a boy to a man.I really hope I can be willful once, but that is Ming Teng...
"Are you ready?" Seeing that there was no movement, Ming Teng couldn't help asking.
At the age of 25, it is the season of vigorous blood.He tried his best to restrain himself, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would hurt himself and the person he once loved deeply.Originally thought that we would never see each other again in this life, but when he heard her talking nonsense on the phone, asking himself over and over again if he knew, he suddenly missed her so much.Parents have already arranged everything for themselves, although they hate her for abandoning themselves ruthlessly and found a "husband-in-law" that they are most dissatisfied with, although they are worried that they will deviate from the current life track because of her words, and they don't want to let their parents down He and the other elders had high hopes for him, but he still couldn't help going to see her, even if he glanced at her, he wanted peace of mind.
"Well, well, you can open the door now. Let's go." Lin Fei endured the tears in his eyes and put on his backpack.Mingteng, this is the backpack you gave me, do you still remember?
Ming Teng kept walking in front, looking at Ming Teng's back, Lin Fei felt more and more that everything was unreal.All these years, the person I miss in every possible way is right in front of my eyes.Ming Teng, how I look forward to it, I followed your footsteps closely from the beginning, and my head turned white.
"Ouch!"
Lin Fei felt that he had bumped into a wall suddenly, touched his painful forehead, and met Ming Teng's cold and resolute gaze when he looked up.Lin Fei's face suddenly turned red.
"You can't walk well, what's on your mind?" Ming Teng asked coldly.
"I" Lin Fei couldn't find the words to prevaricate.Fortunately, Ming Teng didn't ask, but gradually slowed down.
Lin Fei, Lin Fei, are you out of your mind?You came to say goodbye to love, what are you thinking!Lin Fei secretly hammered his head.
Xu Shi did not exercise a lot after studying for graduate school. After halfway up the mountain, Lin Fei felt that he was really tired, so he found a small pavilion and sat down.Seeing that Lin Fei had sat down, Ming Teng stood on a nearby protruding rock, picked up the DSLR and took a few random photos.
Lin Fei recalled that Zhu Xiao said that Ming Teng suddenly became interested in photography when he was in high school, and his parents bought him the most expensive SLR at that time as a birthday present.He is the only son in the family, a boy born in the government compound, and the whole family places great love and high hopes on him.
Ming Teng, do you know?When you already hold a SLR and call taking pictures as photography, I can only go to the photo studio to put on the most tacky makeup every year on my birthday, and take a few photos in front of a fixed background board as a souvenir.
"Ming Teng, are you tired?" With that said, Lin Fei moved to the pillar.
"It's okay, you can go on after you have a rest." Ming Teng has put away the camera, looking at the scenery down the mountain.
"Then let's go." Lin Fei thought, Ming Teng must feel that he is very hypocritical, he is obviously a good athlete, so why not pretend to be delicate.
There was nothing to say for a while, just like this, the two silently climbed up to the top of the mountain one after the other.
The scenery on the top of the mountain is the same as when I was in the third year of high school. I missed you so much at that time, but now that you are by my side, the miss is even more overflowing.Time, if you still stay in the third year of high school, it would be great, I will let go of my reserve to find you, take the initiative to take the initiative, tell you what I miss, let you know, I will always wait for you.Lin Fei's eyes were moist.
After going down the mountain, while having lunch, Lin Fei suggested that he could go for a walk around, but Ming Teng didn't refuse.
"Ming Teng, look, this shell is so beautiful, big and white."
"This is a giant clam, one of the seven treasures of Buddhism, and its pure whiteness is regarded as the highest in the world."
"Ming Teng, what are you looking at?"
"I'm looking at a painting. This painting should be an imitation of Zhu Da. Although it looks similar, it lacks some charm."
"Oh." Lin Fei stuck out her tongue, sorry for the little girl's incomprehension.
"This is the Amethyst Cave, next to it is the Citrine," Ming Teng explained casually, pointing to the objects on the stand.
Ming Teng really knows a lot, no matter how much I study, I can only cope with the exam, Lin Fei is secretly depressed.While lowering his head, he suddenly saw Ming Teng wearing a small ring on his little finger, a big man, the style of the ring he was wearing was really not very manly.However, it seems that wearing a tail ring means celibacy, so why are you engaged to Jiang Yue?Well, although the ring is a bit girly, it is better than wearing it on the ring finger.
"This ring is so shiny! It must be a diamond ring." Lin Fei suddenly discovered that there was a ring in the display cabinet that was very similar to Ming Teng's tail ring.
"There is a difference. These are zircons. Real diamonds are very hard, the hardest substance in nature. The ring on my hand is made of diamonds. You can try it. Diamonds can make marks on zircons. of."
Seeing Ming Teng take off the ring from his little finger, Lin Fei quickly took it over, being careful not to drop it on the ground and break it.
God, are you a pig brain?It is said that it is the hardest substance in nature, are you afraid of falling?However, Ming Teng just casually took off the tail ring and handed it to him, Lin Fei was still secretly happy.However, I would never use it for experimentation. If there are marks left on the zircon, I won't be able to buy the ring.
Pretending to observe carefully, pretending to understand, Lin Fei returned the ring to Ming Teng.Seeing Ming Teng put back the ring, Lin Fei really wished it was for herself.
"It's getting late, let's go back. Tomorrow I have to catch the first train back to the company. I'll treat you tonight. What do you want to eat?"
"Whatever, what do you want to eat?" Lin Fei turned to look outside the shop, the sky was getting dark gradually.
"You decide what to eat."
Looking at Ming Teng's still handsome side face, and thinking about how beautiful the dream was, it would be time to wake up tomorrow, Lin Fei suddenly felt very reluctant.
After returning to the hotel, she put down her backpack, brought cash and room card, and Lin Fei went out.He knocked on Ming Teng's door, but there was no movement in the room. He continued to knock, but there was still no movement. Lin Fei began to feel a little worried.In this short period of time, did Ming Teng go out or is there something else?
The moment he turned around, Lin Fei felt that he had suddenly fallen into the abyss.
It was Ming Teng's stern face.His eyes were like unfathomable whirlpools in the sea, and Lin Fei was trapped, unable to move.
The atmosphere was awkward.I really hope to turn into Lian Lizhi on the spot, I will look up to you like this for the rest of my life.
"You blocked me from swiping the door card."
"Oh, I'm sorry, there was no one knocking on your door. I thought..."
"I went to the supermarket downstairs to buy mineral water. The water in the kettle in the room always smells weird. Here are two bottles for you."
"Let's put it in your room first, and I'll take it when I come back."
"Alright."
When they came out of the hotel, they saw a roadside stall, which was very similar to the one near the school in the past. Lin Fei and Ming Teng decided on this one almost at the same time.
When ordering, Lin Fei took the initiative to pick up the menu.Braised pork in brown sauce, boys should like it, and braised pork with preserved vegetables is also good.
Crackling clicked.The dishes are served quickly.
"Lin Fei, do you know what I like to eat?"
Lin Fei couldn't help being stunned by the unreasonable words.
"My favorite food is fish. I ordered two flavors of fish last night and today at noon."
Looking at the table full of dishes, but none of them are related to fish, it seems that I have never noticed it.These years, perhaps because she took love too seriously, Lin Fei began to be a little uncertain whether she loved Ming Teng in Lushan Mountain or the self who loved Ming Teng.
"Lin Fei, you've never cared about everything about me, have you?"
"Do you two want some drinks?" Lin Feizheng didn't know how to answer, when the waiter spoke.
"Six beers."
When the waiter turned to leave, Lin Fei was full of bitterness.In an instant, she fully understood why she was so persistent in seeing Ming Teng again.If you are destined to let go, then you must cherish the time of saying goodbye.
Ming Teng, I'm sorry.From today, I must remember that your favorite food is fish.
They stopped talking for two times, and just drank their wine like this.What could be more lonely than having you right in front of me and feeling thousands of miles away?
"Lin Fei, you'll have too much to drink. I'll take you back to your room."
Ming Teng reached out to stop Lin Fei's wine glass.The woman in front of me, how much I wanted to be her whole world, but she was getting farther and farther away from me.
"I'm not drunk, this little wine is nothing." Lin Fei pushed Ming Teng's hand away vigorously, but Ming Teng's strength was so strong that the wine glass was still snatched away.
Lin Fei began to believe that it must be the cerebellum that was paralyzed by alcohol. Although she was clearly sober, her footsteps never fell straight ahead.In this way, he returned to the hotel with the help of constantly rejecting Ming Teng.
"Can you still stand up straight?" Standing outside his room door, Ming Teng took out his room card and looked helplessly at the swaying Lin Fei.
"Yes, look!" Lin Fei thought for a while, and stood upright with the wall.
"Okay, you wait here for a while, I'll go to my room to get the water and send you back to the room."
"Ah."
As soon as Ming Teng turned around, Lin Fei had already rushed into the toilet, and then he heard bursts of vomiting.
"Are you okay?"
After hearing the sound of flushing water, there was no sound inside for a long time, and Ming Teng began to get nervous.Lin Fei still didn't answer, and the door of the toilet didn't seem to be locked, so Ming Teng rushed in after thinking about it.
Seeing the scene in front of him, Ming Teng shook his head helplessly.It's not as messy as I imagined, everything in the toilet is fine, but the person has fallen asleep in the bathtub.
Lying beside the bathtub, Ming Teng looked at the person he was thinking about day and night but hated and hated.Although 7 years have passed, it seems that the years have not left too many traces on this familiar face.Back in high school, in order to get Lin Fei’s photo, he begged Zhu Xiao to lend Zhu Xiao his most cherished SLR camera. When he saw the photo of Zhu Xiao and Lin Fei alone, he was so angry that he cursed in his heart. Looking at Zhu Xiao, how he wished that Lin Fei would only take pictures with himself in his life!From the first time he saw her, he knew that this was his future.Why have you come to this field now?
The diamond on the little finger ring flashed for a moment, and for a while, Ming Teng lost his mind.Lin Fei, do you know that this is the ring that should have been worn on your finger. I have been wearing it all the time. It was the first time in high school that I mustered up the courage to hold your hand. I only wanted to remember the thickness of your ring finger.I thought I was going to propose to you eventually, only to get the ring ready sooner.But we still missed it after all, for seven years.
Lin Fei slept a little uncomfortable. She moved her position, but accidentally touched the cold water switch.The cold water splashed on her body, and Lin Fei woke up suddenly in shock.The moment she opened her eyes, she saw Ming Teng's face in a daze. When she woke up, the cold water had been turned off, and Ming Teng was holding a dry towel sideways to herself.
"Wipe dry quickly, don't catch cold and get sick."
"Thank you." Lin Fei stepped out of the bathtub, accidentally slipped his feet when picking up the towel, and threw himself at Ming Teng.
When she found herself pressing Ming Teng and her eyes met, Lin Fei thought it must be a dream.Since it's a dream, and it's the lips I've missed for so many years, why not just be willful once.A light kiss, it was still a little different from the memory, it seemed a little less cold.So I tasted it again and again, and I always felt a little different.
Being kissed by Lin Fei like a chicken pecking rice for a long time, Ming Teng felt that he was going to be driven crazy by this woman.Senior sister, if you don't stop, you will catch fire!
What happened later, Lin Fei's memory has been somewhat confused, whether it is a dream or reality, it is no longer clear.In short, I woke up in my own room the next morning. When I woke up, it was past 11 o'clock. I thought it was too bad I couldn't catch the train, but I saw a train ticket and a letter beside the bed.
Lin Fei:
When you read this letter, I have left.I bought you a ticket for the 3pm train, and you can go back after lunch.
I thought I would never see you again in this life. I hate you as much as I love you.In the third year of high school, you said that you were going to prepare for the exam, I could only put away my thoughts and not bother you.Knowing that you have been admitted to a key university, I secretly worked hard to get into your school, but when I worked hard for the future, I learned that you and Wang Yicheng are together. The quality is not bad, but Wang Yicheng is absolutely not good, he is not worthy of you in my heart in any aspect. When my friend told me that you became his person, I walked from the county town to the place where you were born, a total of 6 round trips When I was young, you were the only thing on my mind.I don't understand why you are doing this to me.It was 5 o'clock in the morning when I got home, I couldn't sleep for a moment, and rushed to your school, I just wanted to ask for clarification.Seeing you, I don't know what's wrong with me, I will say those things that hurt you.Even in the past 7 years, I still can't control myself after receiving your call.Lin Fei, do you know how much I don't want to hurt you?If any of my words hurt you, I take them all back, and please forgive me for my impulsiveness back then.
Lin Fei, I haven't talked about friends these years. At first I was waiting for you, but then I gradually got used to being alone.Now I don't know if I still love you as much as before, but I still would rather hurt myself than you.There is one thing I don't want to hide from you, I don't love Jiang Yue just because of my parents.Maybe in a few years I'll marry her and live like this forever.After a long time, you will fall in love with someone.
Finally, I hope you are all well, and I will be at ease.
铭腾
2008. 6, 12
Clutching Ming Teng's letter tightly, Lin Fei burst into tears looking at the familiar handwriting.Just once, uncontrollable tears, in honor of a lover who is about to leave.
"Lin Fei, don't you feel sorry for ending like this? Why didn't you explain?" Tang Xiao asked.
"The most beautiful time is the moment when we were in love, even if it was a regrettable ending. In those three days, I suddenly understood one thing, maybe he and I still love each other, maybe it's just us who are used to loving each other. After a long time of misunderstanding, explain It's meaningless, and the wasted years can no longer be retrieved. Since we can't go back to the past, it's better not to see each other."
Picking up the wine glass and taking a sip, Lin Fei smiled and cried.
☆、No.11 Love Host
After going to work, I realized that the winter and summer vacations that were not rare during my student days were gone forever.Lin Fei began to regret a little. If he had followed his mother's advice and taught, he would not have lost his long vacation.It’s the end of the year again, the time to bid farewell to the old and welcome the new, only to look forward to the precious 7-day Spring Festival holiday.
"Feifei, why do you suddenly like eating fish? Didn't you always say that picking fishbone is too much trouble?"
Mother brought out the braised crucian carp just out of the oven and placed it lightly on the dining table.
"Didn't you say that eating fish is smart, and now I make up for the fish that I didn't eat when I was a child." Lin Fei replied with a smile.
"I've told you both the right and the wrong. Eat slowly and be careful of the fishbone."
"Let's cook a fish head stewed tofu tomorrow."
"As long as you want to eat and don't get tired of eating, your father will cook it happily." Mother Lin said with a smile, "Let's ask Zuo Chen to have dinner at home tomorrow."
"Mom, he and I are just ordinary friends."
"Ordinary friends can also come to eat at home."
"Uh, then you should call him."
"You child! After the Chinese New Year, you will be 28. Girls, what can you do at the age of 28 without a regular boyfriend. Look at your high school classmate Li You, the child is about to go to kindergarten. Look at others Xin Yu, I brought my boyfriend home for the New Year this year, and I heard that I'm planning to get married next year, so you don't know how to be anxious! I see, Zuo Chen is a pretty safe kid, and he cares about you too. You..."
"Okay, okay, I see, Mom. I'll send a WeChat message to ask him to come tomorrow night after dinner, okay."
"I'm not asking you to perfunctory me. I really think this kid is good. Don't look too high. You will delay yourself in the end."
"Mom, I'm not high-sighted."
"what is that."
"Yes...the fishbone is stuck."
Seeing her mother rushing to fetch the vinegar bottle, Lin Fei couldn't help but regret that she used such a lie to change the subject.
"How? Did you swallow it?"
"Well, little thorn. It's all right now. You can eat quickly. When will Dad come back?"
"Your uncle left him for dinner before coming back. By the way, Fei'er, your little brother brought his new sister-in-law back to your uncle's house today."
Hearing this, Lin Fei was stunned for a moment.
The little brother’s love story is as twists and turns as a TV series. The two are each other’s first love. The two people who went left to right because of graduation reunited at a class reunion. At that time, the new sister-in-law had been divorced for a long time, but the little brother was still maintaining Reluctant marriage.The original partner who loved the little brother so much once lived and died. Whether it was a compromise or a fulfillment, the former sister-in-law finally agreed to the divorce.
All the members of the uncle's family strongly opposed it. Lin Fei and her cousin expressed deep sympathy for Yuan's sister-in-law's harm, but they were willing to support her brother's choice.
Most people have always been cowardly in the face of love, unable to take it up or let it go, so they missed it again and again.Under the urging and arrangement of his parents, the little brother accepted the marriage ordered by his parents, but Lin Fei and his cousin never saw him with a happy smile. His marriage was already on the verge of collapse before meeting his first love again.
Marriage can't untie the knot in anyone's heart, it will eventually bind itself.A forced marriage will not be happy. How many people still have the courage to pursue love at the age of 40. I hope they have a happy ending, at least it shows that love really exists.
In the world there is a kind of grass called dulak, and there is also a kind of tree called sky cone tree.The sky cone is a kind of tree that does not grow tall. There are pines and cypresses on the edge of the sky cone.Dulac grass chooses the sky cone from birth, and it grows around it.But Tiancone will also grow old and die, but Du Lakcao has no regrets.When the sky cone dies, it will go with it, and turn into ashes and smoke together with it.It is said that this kind of grass is only entwined on this kind of plant called the sky cone, but it is in the Dulac grass that it has witnessed the various shortcomings of the sky cone and the stalwart figure of other trees. It will not entangle them, it will only die The sky cone is tightly entwined.Until the sky cone dies, the Dulac grass will turn into ashes along with it.
Seeing this text in the circle of friends, Lin Fei thought of Ming Teng, and remembered the short and long days of meeting in Lushan. Those three days seemed to have passed a lifetime.Just once, how to put it down if you never pick it up?
Ming Teng, the love of my life is a Gu planted by you with kisses, no one can solve it.Everyone's love is a kind of Gu, who spends his whole life looking for his destined host.
Ming Teng, why loving you has become the most difficult thing in the world.If everything could be done again, I would definitely not be stingy with those three words when I first met, and I would definitely not choose to escape.Now, I bury my love silently in my heart, and pray that you can forgive me.Only then can I forgive myself.
Ming Teng, you have become the eternal existence in my heart.
☆、No.12 When we get old
I didn't deliberately delete all the contact information about Ming Teng, some people, as long as you want, you can find them again.
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, small businesses in the county closed their doors early.The cousin brought the nephew over to visit. After dinner early, the children clamored to set off firecrackers outside. Lin Fei, Zuo Chen and the cousin accompanied the nephew downstairs.Seeing that Zuo Chen was busy lighting all kinds of fireworks and his cousin and nephew were having fun, Lin Fei suddenly felt a little lonely and decided to take a walk around.
Suddenly raising his head, he stood outside Ming Teng's courtyard again.
As the sun sets in the west, a ray of red glow sets off the courtyard of Ming Teng's house, which is particularly beautiful.Through the high wall, Lin Fei could imagine the orderly potted plants in the courtyard and the bluestone slabs with a sense of age.Ming Teng, maybe you are in the courtyard, although there is only a wall separated, you and I seem to exist in two parallel time and space, no intersection.Since you can't meet and can't forget, then keep it in your heart.
We will grow old eventually, but love never will.There are so many people in the world who have, are, and will go through what we have gone through.
I'm fine, how about you?
"We've known each other for so long, but I still don't know who your mysterious first love is. Come on, tell me!" Sure enough, Tang Xiao's eyes glowed green.
"Just for the sake of my broken relationship, come up with some interesting topics."
Seeing that Lin Fei didn't speak, Tang Xiao suddenly smiled, "Or share your first kiss with us, the first time, it's also fine!"
"I'm really afraid of you. I haven't said it because I don't know where to start."
"Hey, you know that our Miss Lin has a story!"
"You just like to make fun of me, don't you!"
Lin Fei jumped forward with a smile, Tang Xiao nimbly hid behind Yuan Yiyi.
"Don't pull me when you two are making a fuss. But I'm really curious. I've known you for so long. It's not very interesting for you to switch the channel every time you mention this topic. Look, Tang Xiaoke and I talk to each other about everything. You said it." Yuan Yiyi winked at Tang Xiao, and looked at Lin Fei with a hidden smile.
"My first love, the picture is too beautiful, I dare not say it!"
Lin Fei smiled to himself as he spoke.The wound that you always avoid scabs and heals silently. When you touch it again, what you are afraid of is the pain in your memory.
Such a long story, one day when you mention it, it is like telling someone else's story, that is to really let go.Tang Xiao and Yuan Yiyi listened quietly, and Lin Fei also found it strange that although he described it lightly, he no longer minded mentioning everything about Ming Teng.
"Where is he now? Will you miss him? I regret it very much now. No matter who I am with, I will miss my first boyfriend. I can't help but compare." When Tang Xiao said this, the eyes Some crystal clear.
"I let it go at the beginning, so what qualifications do I have to miss and compare. Since it's regrettable after all, it's better to keep some good memories."
"Lin Fei, I admire you for having the courage to call him after such a long time. Don't you feel heartbroken after hearing those words?"
Yes, I used to be so painful that I couldn't breathe, and I will wait for the day when I smile.After a long time, I don't know whether I failed you or you failed me.At that moment, Lin Fei was a little distracted.
"Then you and him haven't seen each other since then?" Yuan Yiyi couldn't help asking.
Lin Fei was silent. He didn't know when, he began to feel that it was not that important whether he met or not.But at that time, we were young and frivolous, but we had the urge to see something.
We finally met.
At the age of 25, I mustered up the courage to admit that I love someone for the first time.After hanging up the phone and tearing up the interview notice, Lin Fei cried for a long time.
That day, some of the roommates had already left for home, and some were still attending interviews in other places. Lin Fei was the only one left in the empty dormitory.After packing her luggage, she silently went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of red wine and a box of chocolates. Lin Fei locked herself in the dormitory and got drunk.After waking up, she couldn't remember what happened afterwards. It turned out that drunkenness can really break the body.
The phone displayed countless missed calls from Li You, and Lin Fei hurriedly called back.
"Phi, what happened to you last night?! Do you know, I was worried all night! What time is it, and you only called me back!"
"It's okay, I just feel a little depressed, and I drank a little red wine."
Hearing Li You's eager tone, Lin Fei felt a little guilty.
"Drinking a little red wine? Let me ask you, do you still remember what you said to me last night?" Li You was distressed and angry.
"What did you say?" Lin Fei felt even more guilty.
"Lin Fei, let me ask you, do you just like Ming Teng so much? If you really can't let it go, you should hurry up and tell him, or if you don't talk about him, he will fly away with others."
"Ming Teng is not a bird, how could he fly away?" Lin Fei wanted to make a joke and comfort his friend who cared about him, but he felt something was wrong.Is Ming Teng leaving?where to go
"It doesn't matter if you're sober now, right? Last night you were drunk and called everywhere, asking people if they knew. People asked you what you knew, but you didn't say anything, just kept asking people if they knew , Now several classmates are asking me what happened to you."
It's so embarrassing, Lin Fei really wants to dig a hole in the ground, how can he see people after this.
"You're talking, what happened? You're so dead! Last night, you only spoke halfway on the phone, and then fell asleep. If you hit me again, you wouldn't answer. I didn't sleep well all night. Tell the truth, is it because Ming Teng will be engaged to Jiang Yue next year?"
got engaged?Ming Teng?Lin Fei's heart tightened suddenly, but he still pretended to be indifferent.
"Then I have to congratulate him."
"Just keep your mouth shut. Don't regret it."
A child's cry came from the phone, and Li You was busy nursing the child, so she hung up the phone in a hurry.
I thought it was time to say goodbye to Ming Teng, but the phone rang again.It was Ming Teng, Lin Fei answered the phone tremblingly.
When the train gradually approached Mount Lu, Lin Fei turned from excitement to nervousness.Time seemed to go back to the summer vacation of the third year of high school. She still remembered that she was lying on the deck looking at the sun, and she missed everything about Ming Teng.
I thought that after so many years, I would no longer feel the throbbing feeling, but as long as it was about Ming Teng, it would still tug at Lin Fei's heartstrings.What to do, I feel like my heart is about to pop out of my chest.
At the appointed place, seeing a familiar figure from a distance, Lin Fei took a deep breath, trying to calm down his throbbing heart: This side is just to say goodbye.After so many years, he is still him, but love has gone further and further away, becoming something out of reach, maybe this is the so-called right and wrong.
As if in a lifetime, Lin Fei followed Ming Teng closely.When he passed away, he was already in the hotel room.
"You must be tired after sitting on the train for so long. Take a rest first, and I will ask you to go down for dinner later." Ming Teng closed the door and went out after speaking.
Lin Fei didn't dare to ask any more questions. She suspected that all of this was a dream, and she was afraid that if she asked too many questions, she would wake up from the dream.Pinch my arm, it hurts.Lying obediently on the bed, perhaps exhausted, Lin Fei fell asleep.When Ming Teng knocked on the door again, it was already evening.
Lin Fei didn't know why she became so cautious when facing Ming Teng, her love has never changed, but she can no longer laugh and laugh easily.
I don't know what I had for dinner. I felt unrealistic torment and went back to the room, only to find out that Ming Teng lived next door.When they opened the door together, Lin Fei's eyes were clouded with tears.
I opened the SMS several times, but didn't know what to say.In the name of love, what is the difference between the current self who is delivered to the door and those small advertisements stuffed under the door?How much Ming Teng should despise himself.
Opening the window, Lin Fei looked at the dark night sky, and his heart sank slowly.
Ming Teng called the fixed line in the room early in the morning, and Lin Fei hurriedly got up to take a shower.When Ming Teng knocked on the door, before Lin Fei had time to change into his pajamas, Ming Teng quickly closed the door and turned his back.
"Change quickly and leave after breakfast. There is still some distance to the foot of the mountain, so there will be fewer climbers if you go early."
Looking at Ming Teng's back, she really wanted to hug the person in front of her.Over the years, the seeds of love sprouted and took root in his heart, and he grew from a boy to a man.I really hope I can be willful once, but that is Ming Teng...
"Are you ready?" Seeing that there was no movement, Ming Teng couldn't help asking.
At the age of 25, it is the season of vigorous blood.He tried his best to restrain himself, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would hurt himself and the person he once loved deeply.Originally thought that we would never see each other again in this life, but when he heard her talking nonsense on the phone, asking himself over and over again if he knew, he suddenly missed her so much.Parents have already arranged everything for themselves, although they hate her for abandoning themselves ruthlessly and found a "husband-in-law" that they are most dissatisfied with, although they are worried that they will deviate from the current life track because of her words, and they don't want to let their parents down He and the other elders had high hopes for him, but he still couldn't help going to see her, even if he glanced at her, he wanted peace of mind.
"Well, well, you can open the door now. Let's go." Lin Fei endured the tears in his eyes and put on his backpack.Mingteng, this is the backpack you gave me, do you still remember?
Ming Teng kept walking in front, looking at Ming Teng's back, Lin Fei felt more and more that everything was unreal.All these years, the person I miss in every possible way is right in front of my eyes.Ming Teng, how I look forward to it, I followed your footsteps closely from the beginning, and my head turned white.
"Ouch!"
Lin Fei felt that he had bumped into a wall suddenly, touched his painful forehead, and met Ming Teng's cold and resolute gaze when he looked up.Lin Fei's face suddenly turned red.
"You can't walk well, what's on your mind?" Ming Teng asked coldly.
"I" Lin Fei couldn't find the words to prevaricate.Fortunately, Ming Teng didn't ask, but gradually slowed down.
Lin Fei, Lin Fei, are you out of your mind?You came to say goodbye to love, what are you thinking!Lin Fei secretly hammered his head.
Xu Shi did not exercise a lot after studying for graduate school. After halfway up the mountain, Lin Fei felt that he was really tired, so he found a small pavilion and sat down.Seeing that Lin Fei had sat down, Ming Teng stood on a nearby protruding rock, picked up the DSLR and took a few random photos.
Lin Fei recalled that Zhu Xiao said that Ming Teng suddenly became interested in photography when he was in high school, and his parents bought him the most expensive SLR at that time as a birthday present.He is the only son in the family, a boy born in the government compound, and the whole family places great love and high hopes on him.
Ming Teng, do you know?When you already hold a SLR and call taking pictures as photography, I can only go to the photo studio to put on the most tacky makeup every year on my birthday, and take a few photos in front of a fixed background board as a souvenir.
"Ming Teng, are you tired?" With that said, Lin Fei moved to the pillar.
"It's okay, you can go on after you have a rest." Ming Teng has put away the camera, looking at the scenery down the mountain.
"Then let's go." Lin Fei thought, Ming Teng must feel that he is very hypocritical, he is obviously a good athlete, so why not pretend to be delicate.
There was nothing to say for a while, just like this, the two silently climbed up to the top of the mountain one after the other.
The scenery on the top of the mountain is the same as when I was in the third year of high school. I missed you so much at that time, but now that you are by my side, the miss is even more overflowing.Time, if you still stay in the third year of high school, it would be great, I will let go of my reserve to find you, take the initiative to take the initiative, tell you what I miss, let you know, I will always wait for you.Lin Fei's eyes were moist.
After going down the mountain, while having lunch, Lin Fei suggested that he could go for a walk around, but Ming Teng didn't refuse.
"Ming Teng, look, this shell is so beautiful, big and white."
"This is a giant clam, one of the seven treasures of Buddhism, and its pure whiteness is regarded as the highest in the world."
"Ming Teng, what are you looking at?"
"I'm looking at a painting. This painting should be an imitation of Zhu Da. Although it looks similar, it lacks some charm."
"Oh." Lin Fei stuck out her tongue, sorry for the little girl's incomprehension.
"This is the Amethyst Cave, next to it is the Citrine," Ming Teng explained casually, pointing to the objects on the stand.
Ming Teng really knows a lot, no matter how much I study, I can only cope with the exam, Lin Fei is secretly depressed.While lowering his head, he suddenly saw Ming Teng wearing a small ring on his little finger, a big man, the style of the ring he was wearing was really not very manly.However, it seems that wearing a tail ring means celibacy, so why are you engaged to Jiang Yue?Well, although the ring is a bit girly, it is better than wearing it on the ring finger.
"This ring is so shiny! It must be a diamond ring." Lin Fei suddenly discovered that there was a ring in the display cabinet that was very similar to Ming Teng's tail ring.
"There is a difference. These are zircons. Real diamonds are very hard, the hardest substance in nature. The ring on my hand is made of diamonds. You can try it. Diamonds can make marks on zircons. of."
Seeing Ming Teng take off the ring from his little finger, Lin Fei quickly took it over, being careful not to drop it on the ground and break it.
God, are you a pig brain?It is said that it is the hardest substance in nature, are you afraid of falling?However, Ming Teng just casually took off the tail ring and handed it to him, Lin Fei was still secretly happy.However, I would never use it for experimentation. If there are marks left on the zircon, I won't be able to buy the ring.
Pretending to observe carefully, pretending to understand, Lin Fei returned the ring to Ming Teng.Seeing Ming Teng put back the ring, Lin Fei really wished it was for herself.
"It's getting late, let's go back. Tomorrow I have to catch the first train back to the company. I'll treat you tonight. What do you want to eat?"
"Whatever, what do you want to eat?" Lin Fei turned to look outside the shop, the sky was getting dark gradually.
"You decide what to eat."
Looking at Ming Teng's still handsome side face, and thinking about how beautiful the dream was, it would be time to wake up tomorrow, Lin Fei suddenly felt very reluctant.
After returning to the hotel, she put down her backpack, brought cash and room card, and Lin Fei went out.He knocked on Ming Teng's door, but there was no movement in the room. He continued to knock, but there was still no movement. Lin Fei began to feel a little worried.In this short period of time, did Ming Teng go out or is there something else?
The moment he turned around, Lin Fei felt that he had suddenly fallen into the abyss.
It was Ming Teng's stern face.His eyes were like unfathomable whirlpools in the sea, and Lin Fei was trapped, unable to move.
The atmosphere was awkward.I really hope to turn into Lian Lizhi on the spot, I will look up to you like this for the rest of my life.
"You blocked me from swiping the door card."
"Oh, I'm sorry, there was no one knocking on your door. I thought..."
"I went to the supermarket downstairs to buy mineral water. The water in the kettle in the room always smells weird. Here are two bottles for you."
"Let's put it in your room first, and I'll take it when I come back."
"Alright."
When they came out of the hotel, they saw a roadside stall, which was very similar to the one near the school in the past. Lin Fei and Ming Teng decided on this one almost at the same time.
When ordering, Lin Fei took the initiative to pick up the menu.Braised pork in brown sauce, boys should like it, and braised pork with preserved vegetables is also good.
Crackling clicked.The dishes are served quickly.
"Lin Fei, do you know what I like to eat?"
Lin Fei couldn't help being stunned by the unreasonable words.
"My favorite food is fish. I ordered two flavors of fish last night and today at noon."
Looking at the table full of dishes, but none of them are related to fish, it seems that I have never noticed it.These years, perhaps because she took love too seriously, Lin Fei began to be a little uncertain whether she loved Ming Teng in Lushan Mountain or the self who loved Ming Teng.
"Lin Fei, you've never cared about everything about me, have you?"
"Do you two want some drinks?" Lin Feizheng didn't know how to answer, when the waiter spoke.
"Six beers."
When the waiter turned to leave, Lin Fei was full of bitterness.In an instant, she fully understood why she was so persistent in seeing Ming Teng again.If you are destined to let go, then you must cherish the time of saying goodbye.
Ming Teng, I'm sorry.From today, I must remember that your favorite food is fish.
They stopped talking for two times, and just drank their wine like this.What could be more lonely than having you right in front of me and feeling thousands of miles away?
"Lin Fei, you'll have too much to drink. I'll take you back to your room."
Ming Teng reached out to stop Lin Fei's wine glass.The woman in front of me, how much I wanted to be her whole world, but she was getting farther and farther away from me.
"I'm not drunk, this little wine is nothing." Lin Fei pushed Ming Teng's hand away vigorously, but Ming Teng's strength was so strong that the wine glass was still snatched away.
Lin Fei began to believe that it must be the cerebellum that was paralyzed by alcohol. Although she was clearly sober, her footsteps never fell straight ahead.In this way, he returned to the hotel with the help of constantly rejecting Ming Teng.
"Can you still stand up straight?" Standing outside his room door, Ming Teng took out his room card and looked helplessly at the swaying Lin Fei.
"Yes, look!" Lin Fei thought for a while, and stood upright with the wall.
"Okay, you wait here for a while, I'll go to my room to get the water and send you back to the room."
"Ah."
As soon as Ming Teng turned around, Lin Fei had already rushed into the toilet, and then he heard bursts of vomiting.
"Are you okay?"
After hearing the sound of flushing water, there was no sound inside for a long time, and Ming Teng began to get nervous.Lin Fei still didn't answer, and the door of the toilet didn't seem to be locked, so Ming Teng rushed in after thinking about it.
Seeing the scene in front of him, Ming Teng shook his head helplessly.It's not as messy as I imagined, everything in the toilet is fine, but the person has fallen asleep in the bathtub.
Lying beside the bathtub, Ming Teng looked at the person he was thinking about day and night but hated and hated.Although 7 years have passed, it seems that the years have not left too many traces on this familiar face.Back in high school, in order to get Lin Fei’s photo, he begged Zhu Xiao to lend Zhu Xiao his most cherished SLR camera. When he saw the photo of Zhu Xiao and Lin Fei alone, he was so angry that he cursed in his heart. Looking at Zhu Xiao, how he wished that Lin Fei would only take pictures with himself in his life!From the first time he saw her, he knew that this was his future.Why have you come to this field now?
The diamond on the little finger ring flashed for a moment, and for a while, Ming Teng lost his mind.Lin Fei, do you know that this is the ring that should have been worn on your finger. I have been wearing it all the time. It was the first time in high school that I mustered up the courage to hold your hand. I only wanted to remember the thickness of your ring finger.I thought I was going to propose to you eventually, only to get the ring ready sooner.But we still missed it after all, for seven years.
Lin Fei slept a little uncomfortable. She moved her position, but accidentally touched the cold water switch.The cold water splashed on her body, and Lin Fei woke up suddenly in shock.The moment she opened her eyes, she saw Ming Teng's face in a daze. When she woke up, the cold water had been turned off, and Ming Teng was holding a dry towel sideways to herself.
"Wipe dry quickly, don't catch cold and get sick."
"Thank you." Lin Fei stepped out of the bathtub, accidentally slipped his feet when picking up the towel, and threw himself at Ming Teng.
When she found herself pressing Ming Teng and her eyes met, Lin Fei thought it must be a dream.Since it's a dream, and it's the lips I've missed for so many years, why not just be willful once.A light kiss, it was still a little different from the memory, it seemed a little less cold.So I tasted it again and again, and I always felt a little different.
Being kissed by Lin Fei like a chicken pecking rice for a long time, Ming Teng felt that he was going to be driven crazy by this woman.Senior sister, if you don't stop, you will catch fire!
What happened later, Lin Fei's memory has been somewhat confused, whether it is a dream or reality, it is no longer clear.In short, I woke up in my own room the next morning. When I woke up, it was past 11 o'clock. I thought it was too bad I couldn't catch the train, but I saw a train ticket and a letter beside the bed.
Lin Fei:
When you read this letter, I have left.I bought you a ticket for the 3pm train, and you can go back after lunch.
I thought I would never see you again in this life. I hate you as much as I love you.In the third year of high school, you said that you were going to prepare for the exam, I could only put away my thoughts and not bother you.Knowing that you have been admitted to a key university, I secretly worked hard to get into your school, but when I worked hard for the future, I learned that you and Wang Yicheng are together. The quality is not bad, but Wang Yicheng is absolutely not good, he is not worthy of you in my heart in any aspect. When my friend told me that you became his person, I walked from the county town to the place where you were born, a total of 6 round trips When I was young, you were the only thing on my mind.I don't understand why you are doing this to me.It was 5 o'clock in the morning when I got home, I couldn't sleep for a moment, and rushed to your school, I just wanted to ask for clarification.Seeing you, I don't know what's wrong with me, I will say those things that hurt you.Even in the past 7 years, I still can't control myself after receiving your call.Lin Fei, do you know how much I don't want to hurt you?If any of my words hurt you, I take them all back, and please forgive me for my impulsiveness back then.
Lin Fei, I haven't talked about friends these years. At first I was waiting for you, but then I gradually got used to being alone.Now I don't know if I still love you as much as before, but I still would rather hurt myself than you.There is one thing I don't want to hide from you, I don't love Jiang Yue just because of my parents.Maybe in a few years I'll marry her and live like this forever.After a long time, you will fall in love with someone.
Finally, I hope you are all well, and I will be at ease.
铭腾
2008. 6, 12
Clutching Ming Teng's letter tightly, Lin Fei burst into tears looking at the familiar handwriting.Just once, uncontrollable tears, in honor of a lover who is about to leave.
"Lin Fei, don't you feel sorry for ending like this? Why didn't you explain?" Tang Xiao asked.
"The most beautiful time is the moment when we were in love, even if it was a regrettable ending. In those three days, I suddenly understood one thing, maybe he and I still love each other, maybe it's just us who are used to loving each other. After a long time of misunderstanding, explain It's meaningless, and the wasted years can no longer be retrieved. Since we can't go back to the past, it's better not to see each other."
Picking up the wine glass and taking a sip, Lin Fei smiled and cried.
☆、No.11 Love Host
After going to work, I realized that the winter and summer vacations that were not rare during my student days were gone forever.Lin Fei began to regret a little. If he had followed his mother's advice and taught, he would not have lost his long vacation.It’s the end of the year again, the time to bid farewell to the old and welcome the new, only to look forward to the precious 7-day Spring Festival holiday.
"Feifei, why do you suddenly like eating fish? Didn't you always say that picking fishbone is too much trouble?"
Mother brought out the braised crucian carp just out of the oven and placed it lightly on the dining table.
"Didn't you say that eating fish is smart, and now I make up for the fish that I didn't eat when I was a child." Lin Fei replied with a smile.
"I've told you both the right and the wrong. Eat slowly and be careful of the fishbone."
"Let's cook a fish head stewed tofu tomorrow."
"As long as you want to eat and don't get tired of eating, your father will cook it happily." Mother Lin said with a smile, "Let's ask Zuo Chen to have dinner at home tomorrow."
"Mom, he and I are just ordinary friends."
"Ordinary friends can also come to eat at home."
"Uh, then you should call him."
"You child! After the Chinese New Year, you will be 28. Girls, what can you do at the age of 28 without a regular boyfriend. Look at your high school classmate Li You, the child is about to go to kindergarten. Look at others Xin Yu, I brought my boyfriend home for the New Year this year, and I heard that I'm planning to get married next year, so you don't know how to be anxious! I see, Zuo Chen is a pretty safe kid, and he cares about you too. You..."
"Okay, okay, I see, Mom. I'll send a WeChat message to ask him to come tomorrow night after dinner, okay."
"I'm not asking you to perfunctory me. I really think this kid is good. Don't look too high. You will delay yourself in the end."
"Mom, I'm not high-sighted."
"what is that."
"Yes...the fishbone is stuck."
Seeing her mother rushing to fetch the vinegar bottle, Lin Fei couldn't help but regret that she used such a lie to change the subject.
"How? Did you swallow it?"
"Well, little thorn. It's all right now. You can eat quickly. When will Dad come back?"
"Your uncle left him for dinner before coming back. By the way, Fei'er, your little brother brought his new sister-in-law back to your uncle's house today."
Hearing this, Lin Fei was stunned for a moment.
The little brother’s love story is as twists and turns as a TV series. The two are each other’s first love. The two people who went left to right because of graduation reunited at a class reunion. At that time, the new sister-in-law had been divorced for a long time, but the little brother was still maintaining Reluctant marriage.The original partner who loved the little brother so much once lived and died. Whether it was a compromise or a fulfillment, the former sister-in-law finally agreed to the divorce.
All the members of the uncle's family strongly opposed it. Lin Fei and her cousin expressed deep sympathy for Yuan's sister-in-law's harm, but they were willing to support her brother's choice.
Most people have always been cowardly in the face of love, unable to take it up or let it go, so they missed it again and again.Under the urging and arrangement of his parents, the little brother accepted the marriage ordered by his parents, but Lin Fei and his cousin never saw him with a happy smile. His marriage was already on the verge of collapse before meeting his first love again.
Marriage can't untie the knot in anyone's heart, it will eventually bind itself.A forced marriage will not be happy. How many people still have the courage to pursue love at the age of 40. I hope they have a happy ending, at least it shows that love really exists.
In the world there is a kind of grass called dulak, and there is also a kind of tree called sky cone tree.The sky cone is a kind of tree that does not grow tall. There are pines and cypresses on the edge of the sky cone.Dulac grass chooses the sky cone from birth, and it grows around it.But Tiancone will also grow old and die, but Du Lakcao has no regrets.When the sky cone dies, it will go with it, and turn into ashes and smoke together with it.It is said that this kind of grass is only entwined on this kind of plant called the sky cone, but it is in the Dulac grass that it has witnessed the various shortcomings of the sky cone and the stalwart figure of other trees. It will not entangle them, it will only die The sky cone is tightly entwined.Until the sky cone dies, the Dulac grass will turn into ashes along with it.
Seeing this text in the circle of friends, Lin Fei thought of Ming Teng, and remembered the short and long days of meeting in Lushan. Those three days seemed to have passed a lifetime.Just once, how to put it down if you never pick it up?
Ming Teng, the love of my life is a Gu planted by you with kisses, no one can solve it.Everyone's love is a kind of Gu, who spends his whole life looking for his destined host.
Ming Teng, why loving you has become the most difficult thing in the world.If everything could be done again, I would definitely not be stingy with those three words when I first met, and I would definitely not choose to escape.Now, I bury my love silently in my heart, and pray that you can forgive me.Only then can I forgive myself.
Ming Teng, you have become the eternal existence in my heart.
☆、No.12 When we get old
I didn't deliberately delete all the contact information about Ming Teng, some people, as long as you want, you can find them again.
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, small businesses in the county closed their doors early.The cousin brought the nephew over to visit. After dinner early, the children clamored to set off firecrackers outside. Lin Fei, Zuo Chen and the cousin accompanied the nephew downstairs.Seeing that Zuo Chen was busy lighting all kinds of fireworks and his cousin and nephew were having fun, Lin Fei suddenly felt a little lonely and decided to take a walk around.
Suddenly raising his head, he stood outside Ming Teng's courtyard again.
As the sun sets in the west, a ray of red glow sets off the courtyard of Ming Teng's house, which is particularly beautiful.Through the high wall, Lin Fei could imagine the orderly potted plants in the courtyard and the bluestone slabs with a sense of age.Ming Teng, maybe you are in the courtyard, although there is only a wall separated, you and I seem to exist in two parallel time and space, no intersection.Since you can't meet and can't forget, then keep it in your heart.
We will grow old eventually, but love never will.There are so many people in the world who have, are, and will go through what we have gone through.
I'm fine, how about you?
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