The love that I got in the hidden corner doujinshi

At the graduation ceremony, when her exchange student career was coming to an end, Xin Xing, who had been drowsy after watching the excellent graduates’ speeches, became very energetic when Zhang Dongsheng took the stage, even though she was talking about mathematics that she didn’t understand. , and feel more excited.Thinking that action is worse than heartbeat, and thinking that she has never stopped giving him gifts and suppers in the past six months (although the senior is not fat, but her skills have improved a lot), she suddenly felt that heartbeat is not as good as action, after all, during this period of time may It's her last chance.

However, just when she made up her mind and continued to cheer herself up, and was about to confess to her senior after the ceremony, Professor Yan passed by her and said suddenly: "Xiao Xing, do you still remember your senior? He is my favorite student, and he has a chance to get a direct blog." Hearing his proud tone, Xin Xing was naturally proud of his senior, but why did he feel that Professor Yan's words revealed regret?

She couldn't bear to interrupt the teacher's praise of the senior, so she just nodded repeatedly, but when she said the next sentence, her heart felt like ice rain.

"It's a pity, my niece didn't know what method she used to make Dongsheng give up her bright future, and she actually told me that she would work and prepare to get married after graduation. Hey, it's a pity, but I can't ruin her good marriage, seriously. Speaking of which, I'm still Xiaojing and Dongsheng's matchmaker..."

Teacher Yan talked a lot. He said that his cousin and niece’s personality is always uncertain. He fell in love with Zhang Dongsheng at first sight when he came to his office that day, and how he chased after him. The plot is like the heroine in "Prank K". Xin Xing couldn't listen to the male protagonist's obsession. She just remembered asking, "Have the senior sister and the senior met each other's parents?" She also couldn't remember how Teacher Yan replied. Or did not reply to myself.

"It's Xin Xing, long time no see." Zhang Dongsheng seemed to be taken aback. He was very impressed by this schoolgirl. It was one of the few memories he had in college besides Xu Jing and Teacher Yan, and every time he saw him, he would It made him laugh.He burst into a gentle smile, as always good-looking and exciting.

"Ah, I hit you just now, senior." Xin Xing hurriedly bowed and apologized. Seeing her familiar operation, Zhang Dongsheng couldn't help but remind him of the old scene in the cafeteria, and the arc of the corner of his mouth became more profound.

"Before graduation, you didn't come to say goodbye. I thought you had forgotten me as a senior." He joked, but at that time he really expected her to come and say goodbye to him, but he didn't even see her.

At this time, he noticed that Xin Xing's eyes flashed, and there was a faint look of pain in it, and he couldn't help remembering it in his heart.

It is true that Xin Xing did not say goodbye to him, but before she graduated and left school, she mustered up the courage to do something that she had thought about for a long time but had never done because of low self-esteem.

token of love

"Uncle, please, this time is really important."

Xin Xing handed over the things to the housekeeper again, and hurried back after the housekeeper agreed.However, why did I seem to see an emerald bracelet on my uncle's originally empty wrist just now? I was too nervous and misread it. Now Xin Xing is not interested in being a detail observer, and is focused on the business that he has to prepare.

These days, she thought it over and over again, still thinking that even if the senior really wanted to get married, she would pass on her feelings to him, so she wrote the last letter to the senior, which contained her confession and asked him to be in the library. We met at the door, and reminded the uncle to remember to tell the seniors "remember to unwrap the present".In addition, she also folded the draft paper that she wrote to him in the past six months into stars. Fortunately, she used paper with beautiful patterns every time she practiced pens, and her roommate had to take a lot of these papers to send love letters to her boyfriend went.

Gently put her thoughts in the crystal jar one by one, and wrote her name on the paper with the platycodon flower pattern. Every time she meets her seniors, there are a total of 1314 stars. She counts them deliberately. This time , her bad math didn't give her the debuff.

However, from evening to 22:[-], from anticipation to despair, all she waited for was a sky full of stars.Sure enough, the senior is devoted to the senior sister, how can such a small person like himself want to destroy the relationship between this pair of Bi people?Because of this, she didn't take the initiative to meet her senior again, fearing that she would look like an unreasonable clown, and hurriedly went through the exchange student procedures, only thinking that her "dog licking" career could be over. ... She thought, and laughed, the cute smile with dimples was uglier than crying at this moment, but in her heart, after many years, she still couldn't forget the feeling she had for her senior. It's both sweet and heartbreaking.

Zhang Dongsheng and Xu Jing had a very unhappy fight recently. They were not married, because for some reason, Teacher Yan notified Xu Jing's parents early. When the two heard that their daughter fell in love with a poor boy from the countryside, no matter what Teacher Yan said Zhang Dongsheng had great potential, but he still looked down on him. Naturally, he would not allow the two to get married directly, and even dispelled Xu Jing's bold idea of ​​cooking rice with raw rice.However, under Xu Jing's insistence that he would not marry unless he was the only one, Xu's father and Xu's mother reluctantly agreed to get engaged after graduation.

After getting engaged, the two got together less often because of their busy work schedules, and because they gradually discovered that the three views were different. For example, Xu Jing couldn't accept Zhang Dongsheng's behavior of spending money on luxury goods, so she would always be hysterical, saying that she was really wrong He, he's just an intruder among the rich and jaded, and he's not qualified to point him out. Zhang Dongsheng just accepts everything gently, making Xu Jing feel as if she's punched cotton with a fist, and she's even more angry, thinking that he's just a wimp.Even on weekdays, the two would only say goodnight to each other at night, and then went back to their respective rooms to sleep. Xu Jing became more and more indifferent to him after the engagement, and would come home early in the morning smelling of alcohol from time to time.

At the dinner table that day, Zhang Dongsheng jokingly mentioned the gifts and sincere letters that Xu Jing gave him when he was in college. The cabinet needs to be locked to prevent him from seeing it. It is more meaningful to say that it is more meaningful to open the memory after getting married.The real token of love, though, was placed in the living room at his begging—stars in a crystal jar so full it overflowed.At that time, after he received the only thing that his uncle handed over to him, he felt that Xu Jing was the only person who loved and cared about him. The school girl had a good impression, but because of Xu Jing's sincerity, he was still moved.

He came from the countryside, his parents died, he was able to go to Z University on his own, and his classmates didn't have much contact with him. Only Teacher Yan loved and cared about him, and he felt happier when he saw Xin Xing. Later Xu Jing said that when she fell in love with her at first sight, she was still uncomfortable for a long time.However, with the assistance and proof of the dorm manager, he finally knew that when he was alone in the middle of the night, the things that comforted him came from Xu Jing, a girl who didn't look very gentle, and he was moved.

What he didn't expect was that when he brought up the things that warmed his uneasy and lonely life again, Xu Jing told him not to bring up the old things again, to make himself unhappy, and even folded the stars out of the jar of paper. Falling to the ground, she didn't see the care and tenderness in the letter at the beginning, and even clamored to cancel the engagement.

How could Zhang Dongsheng be willing to let go of his only warmth so easily?He has always been alone, he is an egoist, and what he gets is his own.

I remember that when he and Xu Jing first met in Teacher Yan's office, Xu Jing was outspoken about his love at first sight. Fang, knowing that everything that keeps him from getting stomach problems and makes him sleep comfortably is all from her hands. Although she never wrote a letter or cooked food after the engagement, he still misses her at that time very much. Enthusiasm, but as long as she is still by his side, it is enough.

Such a person who loves him with all his heart, how could he be willing to let her go?Although he has seen her being intimate with other men, and he is also mad with jealousy, but when he thinks of those meals that warmed the years and the love letters that show care and love, he feels that she is just a 3-minute hotness, After all, she insisted on being full of enthusiasm for herself for half a year.

Sometimes, Zhang Dongsheng can't tell whether he loves Xu Jing, who is gentle and considerate in fantasy, who treats him wholeheartedly, or the woman who really treats him rudely and violently.

It should be because he was immersed in that short warm time, Zhang Dongsheng thought that although he didn't like Xu Jing's transformation, he would plan to get rid of anything that hindered her from staying by his side.

nightmare

"Senior, your phone is ringing." Xin Xing reminded Zhang Dongsheng when he saw that Zhang Dongsheng seemed to be thinking about something, immersed in his own world.

"Ah, thank you." Zhang Dongsheng came back to his senses, looked at the caller ID, and didn't answer it. He didn't answer until the sound of the phone subsided, and said, "Sorry, it should be a harassing call. I still have something to do, so I'll go back first. I'll be there." The Children's Palace here is a teacher, we can catch up on the past when we have time."

Xin Xing didn't have any curiosity, and felt that the senior would not lie, and today is indeed not a suitable day to reveal her heart, she nodded, "Senior,