The love that I got in the hidden corner doujinshi

Let's leave a call then. "

She thought about asking for Zhang Dongsheng's phone number first, otherwise she would be fully prepared to find him one day, what would she do if he wasn't around?

"Okay." Zhang Dongsheng nodded.

"Senior, pay attention to the balance between work and rest." Before saying goodbye, Xin Xing was still uneasy and added a sentence.

"Hmm." Zhang Dongsheng was stunned for a moment before replying, with a nice smile on his face.

You know, no one has said that to him for a long time, no, no one has said this to him at all.When she received Xu Jing's love letter in college, she asked him every day if he was healthy and happy, if he had any troubles, but she never revealed it when they met. Get up.Sometimes Zhang Dongsheng has the illusion that the person who wrote the letter and gave him the gift was not Xu Jing, but if it wasn't Xu Jing, who else could it be?It can't be the elementary school girl in front of me.He smiled, if that was the case, wouldn't his current life be very interesting?

It is undeniable that I have a certain affection for Xin Xing, Zhang Dongsheng thought, but it can only be in the past. After he confirmed his engagement with Xu Jing, he gradually buried this affection in his heart. After all, Xu Jing treated him so well. Affectionate, he has always believed that a person will not have the character of others.Especially when he thought that he hadn't seen Xin Xing come to say goodbye after graduation, he thought that Xin Xing just regarded himself as a school girl who just "knows people".However, now that she cares for him for the first time, he actually has a warm feeling that he can only experience every night in the second semester of his senior year.

I really have to rest recently, he thought, straightened his hair that was blown a bit messy by the wind, pressed the button again, and then walked towards home with confidence.

Xu Jing sat in the living room, the kind who was sitting upright.She has been very abnormal recently, and she always has inexplicable nightmares. In fact, she couldn't call it a nightmare at the beginning.At first, in the dream, I met Zhang Dongsheng for the first time. I chose Z University, and my uncle is a professor of Z University. I happened to meet Zhang Dongsheng in his uncle's office and fell in love with him at first sight.But the later dream did not match the reality. In the dream, she married Zhang Dongsheng who got on the bus first and then paid for the ticket. Although her parents looked down on Zhang Dongsheng, she was stubborn.But she didn't realize that she was only infatuated with Zhang Dongsheng for a while, and that the world outside made her feel more exciting. She would even bring Zhang Dongsheng's clothes for her new love to wear and enjoy the pleasure of cheating.She still remembered how crazy she and her new love were under the cover of a business trip arranged by the company, and even in her dream, she would realize that she was about to be pregnant with a child that did not belong to Zhang Dongsheng.She clearly saw in her dream that her new love said, "We can't go on like this forever, Xiao Jing, you are a married woman, and I am a male mistress. This kind of relationship is unstable. I feel that I feel sorry for you now. It's just a temptation, it's just a seduction.", and he only said something like "You are so coquettish!".

But later, she became more and more tired of dealing with Zhang Dongsheng, because his desire to control was too strong, but his character was very weak, which made her always lose face in front of her sisters and relatives.So she filed for divorce, and not long after, her parents fell off a cliff and died because of an 'accident', and she herself also died by a 'misstep'.As the master of the dream, she can naturally see how these so-called accidents happened from the perspective of God, and when she wakes up, she still has a feeling of suffocation caused by ghosts pressing the bed.

She thought, she must have been fascinated by ghosts at the beginning, otherwise how could she be obsessed with such a terrible person like Zhang Dongsheng, and even do such disgusting things.Now even if I have this kind of dream, and I haven't officially married yet, I still have a chance.

She hurriedly packed her things and didn't bring anything, just wanted to get rid of Zhang Dongsheng, a murderous demon, but unexpectedly, when she called to find out where he was, he didn't answer the phone at all, but went home directly!

When Zhang Dongsheng entered the door, he saw that Xu Jing had already packed her luggage with a look of panic on his face. He paused and asked, "Xiao Jing, where are you going?"

Xu Jing didn't want to answer him at all. Before she had the nightmare, she still had a little lingering love for Zhang Dongsheng, but now she just wanted to get rid of him as soon as possible.After all, she doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes. It will be too miserable to end up like in her dream. She just wants to start a new life, and she didn't hurt anyone. Why should her parents and herself pay for it with their lives?Besides, it's normal for men and women to separate and combine. Why did I hang myself on Zhang Dongsheng, a wimp, no, a psychopath?

Seeing that her face was only condensed, Zhang Dongsheng faintly felt that she had really made up her mind this time, and he showed a gentle smile again, and said, "Xiao Jing, do I still have a chance?"

real dream

If it was in the past, Xu Jing might be deceived by his miserable yet very gentle and elegant appearance, so she would soften her heart and want to forget her lover and stay by his side, but the present Xu Jing is no longer the Xu Jing of the past , but Xu Jing who already knew him well!She knew that Zhang Dongsheng's gentleness was the kind of "a gentle knife that kills people with a knife".He even said that sentence!She can't forget that in his dream, after he said to his father, "Do I still have a chance", his face was gloomy for a moment after getting his father's response, and then he brought the two elders to the mountain, talking and posing for pictures In fact, he wanted to murder them; moreover, when he planned a death situation for himself, he also asked the same question in the parking lot, and later... She recalled the feeling of suffocation that she couldn't breathe and couldn't move before she died, Feeling sweet in the throat, I just want to have a quick fight with Zhang Dongsheng.

Moreover, it made her even more convinced that if she didn't part ways with Zhang Dongsheng, there would be serious troubles in the future, not just because she had a nightmare.First of all, she was having a dream that day. She dreamed that when her parents were pushed off the cliff, she went home secretly once, knowing that her parents really wanted to go to climb Liufeng Mountain, but after she asked about it that day, she originally yearned for Her long-standing parents trembled when she mentioned Liufeng Mountain, and her mother's eyes turned red, and even persuaded her to leave Zhang Dongsheng as soon as possible, saying that Zhang Dongsheng was really dangerous.At that time, she felt that something was wrong, and when she was pressed, she realized that her parents were also having nightmares repeatedly, just like her.Unlike Xu Jing, she initially thought that she had such horrible dreams because she felt guilty because of meeting her lover during the day. Her parents believed in "there is a god above the head", and they firmly believed that dreams are God is warning.In order not to worry her parents, she did not say that she also had a nightmare. In addition to the truth about her parents' "accidental" falling off a cliff, she also had the fact that her body was found swollen, for fear that her parents would have a heart attack, hypertension.Although she may not be loyal to love, she still values ​​family affection very much.Otherwise, in her dream, she would not give up the idea of ​​divorcing Zhang Dongsheng immediately because of her parents' death, thus giving Zhang Dongsheng more time to prepare for murdering herself.In addition, she would always observe Zhang Dongsheng secretly after repeated nightmares, and found that he was really obsessed with staring at the broken pot in the living room, and whether he was staring at herself like a hungry wolf seeing a lamb, waiting for her to see In the Qing Dynasty, he returned to his former gentle appearance.She was really scared of such a duplicity person, and the doubts that she didn't understand why he was so vicious in the dream were slightly answered by her own observation.

"You have a chance," Xu Jing heard her trembling reply, "It's just that your chance is not with me."

Yes, the opportunity he needed was not with him from the beginning to the end.

What does it mean?Zhang Dongsheng was stunned for a moment. Did he mean to completely break up with me?She really doesn't miss the old love, but he is thinking about the sincere letter, from the beginning of the guard and the like, to the last one full of stars, and because of cherishing it, he has never opened the crystal jar so far .He knew that Xu Jing had someone outside, it was fine, and he didn't care about the old love, and because of the warmth she gave him before, he even felt that as long as she didn't return to the bridge with him, he could slowly plan and make a living. Her heart was saved.As for Xu's father and Xu's mother who might block his way, he had known for a long time that they planned to climb the mountain to view the scenery and take souvenirs before they died, and Xu Jing has been busy with work and 'business trips', so he has no time to satisfy his parents' wishes.If I pretended to be enthusiastic and offered to help, I think both Xu Jing's parents and Xu Jing would readily agree.However, recently when I went to visit Xu's father and Xu's mother, the two old people always dared not look at him directly, as if he was some kind of scourge, which made him even more convinced that Xu Jing's idea of ​​leaving him to find a new love was her pair Doting on her daughter, always looking down on the influence and instigation of her parents in the countryside.Thinking about the 'accident' from Xu Jing's parents, it should be able to create time and opportunity for his wish to keep Xu Jing by his side forever.He was deep in thought, thinking.

Seeing him like this, Xu Jing, who is used to dreams, didn't know what terrible and vicious methods he was thinking of. She gritted her teeth and hurriedly interrupted: "I have hidden something very important, yes, very important to you Things, you first promise that if I leave you, you will not be entangled with me or my parents or have any dangerous thoughts, and I will tell you the truth."

As she said that, she deliberately stood further away from Zhang Dongsheng, trying to prevent him from getting violent.

oh?Could it be that she is pregnant?Zhang Dongsheng thought to himself, she still