remaining debt

At 12:25 in the middle of the night, Yu Yan finished sorting out the case files and materials to be held in court on Monday, and was just about to wash up and rest when he heard the door knocking hastily.

Running to the door and looking at the cat's eye, it was He Jiali and Nian Shao.

After hesitating for three seconds, he opened the door.

"Lawyer He, what's the matter so late?" Then he glanced at the drowsy Nian Shao, and asked displeasedly, "Why is he here?"

"I met him in a bar. He was drunk and was almost framed by a competitor. I wanted to send him home, but he was so drunk that he didn't say his address. He said he had no home and was an orphan or something."

Although he was stabbed in the heart when he heard He Jiali's last words, he still pretended to be indifferent and said: "You can send him to the hotel, I'm not a shelter."

"I thought about it too, but in the end I decided to send him here. You should know the reason."

"I don't know, you should take him to the hotel." Yu Yan said as he was about to close the door.

"You know what? He just proposed to me."

Sure enough, Yu Yan stopped his movements and raised his head in surprise: "What did you say?"

"You obviously care about it, don't you?" He Jiali said while pushing Nian Shao in, "If you don't want him to be drunk and propose everywhere, then just manage him well. Although I don't have the good fortune to be the chairman's wife , but I also don’t want to see other women as me.”

"I do not……"

Yu Yan wanted to deny it, but Nian Shao had already been pushed through the door by He Jiali, and Nian Shao's tall body was pressing straight towards him, and he had to stretch out his arms to hug him.

The smell of alcohol was really heavy.

"Okay, my task is finished, ah, it's already 12:30, go home and rest quickly." He Jiali looked at his watch, then turned and walked towards the elevator entrance.

"Wait!" Yu Yan hurriedly stopped her, and asked a little embarrassedly, "Did he say that? The relationship between us..."

"He didn't say anything. In fact, I was a little suspicious when he did that during the court session. Later at noon, he said he would treat me to dinner but saw you waiting at the bus stop. He immediately 'invited' me out of the bus, and then saw He rushed into the traffic, you go to pull him... I think there should be many stories between you."

"sorry."

"Cough, why are you saying I'm sorry? It makes me feel very pitiful." He Jiali said with a wry smile.

"Then...thank you."

"It's okay. Well, I really don't want to talk to you. I was very tired after bringing him back just now. I have to work hard on you next time! Goodbye."

"See you."

After waving goodbye, He Jiali walked to the elevator.

Hearing the sound of Yu Yan's closing the door, her pretended smile instantly collapsed, and her heart was filled with grief.

But he could only comfort himself silently: "It's okay, Lizi, it's okay, isn't it just a man? There will be others, there will be someone better than him, and being proposed by such an excellent man, I am satisfied, right... ..."

Yu Yan helped Nian Shao to lie down on the sofa, and Nian Shao buried his head in the sofa as soon as he touched it, looking very sleepy.

He shook his head helplessly, and could only go to the bathroom to get a basin and a towel to wipe his face.

As a result, as soon as the towel was soaked, Nian Shao suddenly jumped up and sat down, which shocked him a lot.

"Are you awake?" Yu Yan asked.

Who knows that Nian Shao didn't even look at him, he just stood up, and then walked around the room, as if he was looking for something.

Looks like another round of alcoholism.

Yu Yan hurriedly stepped forward to stop him from rummaging through boxes and boxes, and said as softly as possible: "What are you looking for? I'll help you find it."

"Look for a diary."

"Diary? Do you still keep a diary?" Yu Yan was surprised.

"Yeah, I write when I feel like writing...Damn, you're so smart, have you seen my diary?"

Yu Yan couldn't help laughing at the sudden Taiwanese accent. Unexpectedly, Nian Shao was cute when he was drunk, and he was completely different from his usual serious appearance.

"Okay, okay, I see, I'll get it for you right now."

Yu Yan found a brand new hardcover notebook and a pen from the bookshelf for him.

Nian Shao took it, walked back to the sofa, sat down on the floor, and then lay down on the coffee table and began to write quickly.

Yu Yan also came over, sat beside him, and poked his head over to see what he wrote.

Unexpectedly, Nian Shao covered it, turned his head to look at him dissatisfied, and pouted his mouth: "Hey, why are you like this? The teacher said that it is immoral to peek at other people's diaries! Didn't your teacher teach that? Have you ever been?",

"Okay, okay, I don't want to look at it, is it okay if I don't look at it?"

Yu Yan answered dumbfoundedly, and hurriedly got up and left.

He wanted to go to the window to get some air, but Nian Shao uttered again——

"No, it's still too close. What if you come over to peek later?"

Yu Yan hurriedly walked to the table in the restaurant and sat down.

"It's still very close! Didn't you do it on purpose, just want to see someone write a diary, right?"

For your size!Yu Yan really wanted to swear, but felt it was boring to argue with a drunk, so he could only walk quickly to the bedroom, and he didn't forget to ask Nian Shao before closing the door: "Is this okay?"

Nian Shao tilted his head and stretched out his hand to give him an OK sign, his blushing and silly look was very funny.

After closing the door, he couldn't bear it any longer, threw himself on the bed, beat the bed and laughed loudly.

Smiling and laughing, Yu Yan suddenly realized that he should record Nian Shao's embarrassing appearance, so that he could often use it for aftertaste.

Just as he said, he immediately picked up his mobile phone and opened the door. He didn't poke his head out, but just stretched out his hand and held up the mobile phone.

After recording for a while, I didn't take it back until my hands were sore.

After clicking on the video, I found that Nian Shao had been sleeping on the table since the recording, without moving.

Weighs, white recorded.

Yu Yan was a little annoyed, but he didn't delete the video.

Xia Ye was very windy, he found a thin blanket from the closet, then tiptoed to Nian Shao, and put it on him.

Ben wanted to continue wiping his face with a towel, but was caught by the notebook under his arm.

Although it is immoral to peek at other people's diaries, Yu Yan wanted to know what was written in it like crazy.

So he squatted down and gently pulled the notebook under Nian Shao's arm.

In fact, Nian Shao only held down a small half of the notebook, so Yu Yan easily pulled it out.

Thank goodness he didn't wake up.

"Sunny on August 2017, 6

mom, i miss you so much

And Yu Yan, I...

no i don't deserve to miss you

you are happy

Mom, why can't time go back again?

I would never hurt him if I could

Mom > Yu Yan?

Mom<Yu Yan?

How fucking sad! ! ! "

Because of his drunkenness, Nian Shao's diary was written like a ghostly talisman. Yu Yan read it for a long time before he even guessed all the handwriting.

After guessing, tears fell down my cheeks unknowingly.

Looking at Nian Shao, he was still soundly asleep. He was noisy like a child before, but now he is quiet like a child.

It was another young man whom he had never seen before.

Completely harmless, back to basics.

Yu Yan couldn't help but lay down on the table, facing him, wanting to take a closer look at him.

He has lost weight, a lot thinner than when we met half a month ago, the pure white shirt was empty on his body, obviously he was still strong and strong when he hugged him last time, why did he lose weight so quickly?

His eyes were also sunken, and his surroundings were black and blue.

Yu Yan couldn't help reaching out to reach out to his eyebrows, but before he could touch them, Nian Shao on the opposite side suddenly opened his eyes and stared straight at him.

He was so frightened that he quickly withdrew his hand and got up hastily to flee, but Nian Shao grabbed his hand.

"Would you in your dream dislike me too?"

It turned out that he was still in a drunk dream.

Yu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and did not run away, but sat back in front of Nian Shao.

"If I don't go, what do you want to do?"

"I think... There are many things I want to do... For example, you..."

A few black lines were drawn across Yu Yan's forehead. Damn, he can drive even when he's drunk. This man is really a pervert.

"If you talk nonsense again, I'm really leaving."

"Don't! Don't go!" It was sticky Taiwanese accent again, "It's okay to chat..."

"Well, what are we talking about?"

"How are you doing in Australia?"

"good."

"Are you used to living abroad? Do you really miss the food in your hometown?"

"It's okay, my mother will do it."

"That's good... that's great..."

"What about you?" Before Nian Shao could speak again, Yu Yan took the initiative to ask this time, "How have you been all these years?"

"Is it okay? Eat alone, go to school alone, go on business trips alone, stay alone in a big empty house, 365 days a year, 364 days a year. When you are empty and sad, you can only study crazily and work crazily. ...Mom, I miss my mother...and you..."

As Nian Shao talked, his crying became more and more serious, and finally he was sobbing completely, with tears covering his face.

Yu Yan also felt sore in his heart, but he still said with a little dissatisfaction: "I really think it's possible that I haven't come to see me for ten years?"

"Don't dare..."

"Don't you dare?" Yu Yan was taken aback, this is really an unexpected answer, Nian Shao, who has always been not afraid of the sky and the earth, would not dare?

"Yeah, I dare not, because you said that you don't want to see me in this life. I'm afraid that if I appear, you will hide further away..."

"..."

"However, I still went secretly once."

"when?"

"Sophomore year, yes, during the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I missed you so much, so I went to Australia, where you live."

"Really? Then why don't you come in?"

"What are you doing in there? Are you bothering you? You don't know how happy you were at that time. The family of three sat in the garden eating, so happy... I will just go in again..."

"sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? The bastard is Nian Shangwei! If it weren't for him, how could things have turned into this way! I hate him so much, so much..."

"I also hate him, how he has the face to pester my mother, and how my mother can be with him, but there is no way, my mother also likes him, she even told me that she was willing to do so because she liked him It’s ridiculous to take the blame.” For the first time, Yu Yan opened his heart to Nian Shao, even though he was unconscious on the opposite side, it was precisely because of the unconsciousness that Yu Yan was not worried that he would remember him later.

"Yeah, it's ridiculous, hahahahahahaha..." Nian Shao laughed, but tears flowed from his laughter, "but what's wrong with liking? Your mother is innocent, and their liking is innocent. It’s used when it shouldn’t be used...unlike me, my liking is the biggest joke in the world...hahahahaha!"

"But," Yu Yan sniffed, trying to keep his breathing steady, "Are you sure you really like me? Isn't it because of guilt?"

"Guilty? Do you think about the person you're guilty of jerking off?"

"..."

Yu Yan stopped talking, he was afraid that if he continued to chat, he would hear some shocking words.Although he is not a young adult, anyone would be ashamed to be so straightforwardly regarded as a driving object.

Nian Shao didn't realize it, and kept rubbing against him, crying while rubbing: "What's wrong? Don't you believe me? I really like you. Since ten years ago, I have liked you as much as myself. I'm afraid... I hate Nian Shangwei so much when I'm with your mother. Logically speaking, I should hate you, but I can't do it at all, so I can only hate myself... I was so happy to see you again a few days ago , I'm really happy, do you know that feeling? It's like a fish that has been out of water for a long time, and finally found the sea. But why, why did you put me into the [-]th level of hell so decisively? I never I never expected you to accept my liking, and I didn't dare to think that we could be together. I just want to stand behind you, watch you, and do my part when you need help, but...why not even You can’t even be friends? I was an asshole back then, that’s right, but I’ve already made up my mind that I’ll make it up to you for the rest of my life. You, why didn’t you even give me the chance to make up? Do you hate me that much? Ah, you hate me It should be, your leg... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He cried very sadly, and the grievance and pain contained in it completely shocked Yu Yan's heart.

He thought that he was miserable and painful enough, but he didn't expect that there was someone who was more painful than him.

"I don't hate you a long time ago. The one who should say I'm sorry is actually me. Back then, I misunderstood you."