remaining debt

In the third year in Australia, Yu Xingchen, who had disappeared for a long time, finally contacted Yu Yan on QQ. Only then did I realize that it was Fu Miao's father Fu Qiang who did it!Fu Qiang knew that his daughter would never give up on Yu Xingchen, so he had been looking for someone to monitor Yu Xingchen since the two broke up.

Knowing this fact, Yu Yan was extremely shocked and remorseful, shocked by Fu Qiang's viciousness, and regretted his recklessness.

Totally misunderstood Nian Shao, right?

The missing leg had nothing to do with him.

It's all my own fault.

"I also know what you did for me. I am very touched, but..."

In the winter of his fourth year in Australia, Yu Yan went back to N City once to attend his grandmother's funeral with his mother.

When he revisited the old place, he found that there was an additional Siyan Park in N City, and on the merit tablet, the investor was Nianshi Group.

The park is full of purple hyacinths, and is also called Hyacinth Park by the locals.

At first, Yu Yan didn't know why Nian Shao planted so many purple hyacinths, but when he went to buy flowers for his grandmother, he asked the florist, and then he found out that the flower language of purple hyacinths is: "I'm sorry, forgive me. "

He apologized with hyacinths all over the park.

Also, Yu Yan also went back to F Middle School at that time, wanting to see what changes would happen to his alma mater.

On the school's wall of honor, he saw Nian Shao.

Introducing Nian Shao's deeds used a whole wall, the 09 municipal science champion, and since 2010, he has donated 50 yuan per year in his own name to establish the "Mu Yan Award" scholarship.

Next to it is an explanation of the "Mu Yan Award": Mu Yan - Mu, admiration; rock, rock.Mr. Nian Shao has always loved collecting stones. He believes that rocks are the most indestructible things in the world. He regards "don't be afraid to be smashed to pieces, and stay innocent in the world" as his life motto.Therefore, the purpose of setting up this scholarship is to hope that the students can learn the spirit of the rock, not to be afraid of thousands of blows, not to be afraid of the flames of fire, and only by forbearance to move forward can they achieve great ambitions...

Yu Yanke never knew that Nian Shao had a hobby of collecting stones.

So he knew that this must be his way of apologizing as well.

Nian Shangwei didn't know all of this. After Yu Yan returned to Australia and asked him, he learned that Nian Shao owned 20.00% of Nian's shares. After he became an adult, he was naturally eligible to dispose of it.

Within two years, Nian Shangwei even handed over the power of Nian's top leader to Nian Shao, who had just graduated from university, and stayed in Australia wholeheartedly to take care of Yu Xinmei and the others.Nian Shao did not refuse, because it was also Grandpa's last wish for him to take over the Nian family.

After Nian Shao took charge of Nian's, the business expanded and the company became more and more famous. In less than a year, the company headquarters moved from the second-tier city N to the first-tier city S.

Yu Yan often sees Nian Shao’s name when he browses the news software, and most of them are the public welfare projects he donated to.

"On May 2013, 5, the Xiangyan Charity Foundation was officially launched in S City. Its main sponsor is Nian Shao, chairman of Nianshi Group. The foundation mainly donates to education, medical care and support for the disabled..."

"On July 2013, 7, the Hope Primary School Donation Ceremony led by Nian's Group was held at Jingyan Hope Primary School in Lanhu Township. It is reported that this is the third Hope Primary School donated by Nian's Group this year..."

"On April 2014, 4, the chairman of the Nianshi Group visited the No. 28 Welfare Institute in S City, delivered a large number of summer cool supplies, and sent cakes to the children whose birthdays were on that day, and spent a pleasant time with them. Birthday……"

Similar news emerged one after another, and Nian Shao really did a lot.

As for Si Yan, Mu Yan, Jing Yan, and Xiang Yan, each of them intends to be a metaphor for him.

He is not a hard-hearted person, how could he not be moved by it?

So I couldn't help but go back to my country, wanting to start over.

It's just that I underestimated myself. As soon as I returned to N City, the painful memories came back.

Although Nian Shao was innocent in the photo incident, the three months at the same table with him were the most painful three months in his student life.

His memory has been very good since he was a child, and the more painful the memories, the clearer he can't let go.

And after returning to N City, he found that there were constant rumors about his mother and Nian Shangwei all around. poked in his heart.

But he still stayed in N City for more than two years, accompanying his elderly and sick grandfather who had no one to take care of him until his death.

During that time, like Yu Xingchen, he taught himself law and passed the judicial examination. After practicing in a law firm in N City for one year, he obtained his lawyer qualification certificate.

He came to S city only after his grandfather passed away.

He knew that Nian Shao was here, and this was also his original intention for coming.

However, he didn't dare to look for Nian Shao, or rather, why did he look for Nian Shao?What if the two meet again?

Nian Shao apologized to him in various ways openly and secretly. Maybe he likes him, but he should feel guilty more than he likes him, right?

There is also the lesson from the past that his mother and Nian Shangwei were notorious together, how could he accept this relationship with peace of mind?

These thoughts intensified after the reunion with Nian Shao. To be honest, he was very happy when he heard Nian Shao's confession. After all, being loved by someone for ten years is a rare thing.But after being happy, there are still infinite worries——

"Can I accept this relationship? Can we really be together? We are together, what about the future? It will be very hard..."

He used to always ask himself silently in his heart, but now looking at Nian Shao's face, he couldn't help asking.

"Isn't it hard if we're not together? Hard work is better than pain, right? And hard work can be carried by two people together, but pain can't be done, it's double..."

Nian Shao's voice became softer and quieter. After a while, his voice disappeared completely, but was soon replaced by a slight snore.

It seemed that he was really asleep.

Yu Yan was still lying on the opposite side of him, scrutinizing him for a long time.

This time, there is no grudge in my heart.

Nian Shao woke up around eleven o'clock the next morning. When he woke up, he had a splitting headache. In his mind, he only went to the hotel for a drink with a client. Because yesterday was the anniversary of his mother's death, he was in a bad mood and drank a lot of wine. Can't remember what happened after that.

Is this the client's home?Facing the unfamiliar environment, he was at a loss, sitting on the sofa for a long time and couldn't recover.

Until Yu Yan came back from shopping in the neighborhood supermarket downstairs, when he opened the door, he saw Nian Shao in a daze with a chicken coop shirt on his head and messy eyes, and couldn't help laughing: "Hey, if your fans find out With your sloppy appearance, everyone will cry and take off their fans."

Nian Shao turned his head when he heard the sound, as if he couldn't believe his ears and eyes.

"Yu, Yu Yan? Why are you here?"

"This is my home, where can I be if I'm not here?" Yu Yan answered angrily while taking off his shoes, "Don't tell me, you don't remember anything from last night."

"Your house?...Sorry, I really don't remember anything. Why am I at your house? Am I dreaming again..." Nian Shao said, pinching his arm in the next second, and then shouted Aloud, "Fuck, it hurts to death! Ah, isn't this a dream?"

"No, Lawyer He Jiali and He met you at the HGhost bar last night. You were drunk and almost drugged. She asked you where you lived, but she brought you back. She also lives here One building."

"Oh..." Nian Shao nodded thoughtfully, then raised his head suddenly, "Then why do you agree? Shouldn't you throw me out?"

puff--

Yu Yan couldn't help laughing again, and replied as he walked towards the kitchen, "You are quite self-aware. I really wanted to throw you out at that time, but I couldn't."

Nian Shao didn't speak.

Yu Yan turned around suspiciously and found him staring at him with a very excited expression.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Nian Shao said, "You know what? I've never seen you smile so happily..."

"That's because you used to do some messy things in front of me, how can I still laugh?"

"Then why now..."

"Maybe it's because of the good weather. The weather is good today." Yu Yan put the apple into the sink to wash it, and responded casually, and then urged Nian Shao loudly, "Okay, don't worry about why, go wash up first. I have put a new toothbrush and a new towel on the sink. Hurry up and get out to eat."

"Ah? Oh..."

Nian Shaoben still wanted to ask, but the heaviness in his head and the sudden throbbing pain in his stomach reminded him that it was more important to get down to business first.

After 15 minutes, Nian Shao returned to the living room after washing up.

There was an extra bowl of millet porridge, an apple, and a glass of milk on the dining table.

"You were too drunk last night, you need to eat something light first. We'll have lunch later." Yu Yan sat on the chair next to him, pointing to the food.

Nian Shao was shocked again: "Us?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to, just go home as soon as you finish eating."

"No, no!" Happiness came so suddenly, Nian Shao was a little panicked, "How could I not want to have dinner with you? For ten years, I have thought every day if I could have dinner with you! It's just that it's a bit unreal now. Feel……"

Yu Yan's heart twitched slightly, but on the surface he didn't reveal his expression, he just said lightly: "Well, then eat quickly."

Nian Shao immediately put his head down and drank the porridge.

While drinking, he couldn't help asking: "By the way, where's Que Xingchen? Why don't you see him? Is he on a business trip?"

When he was just washing up, he took a special look at the number of towels and toothbrushes in the bathroom. To his surprise, there was only one set.

"No, he's at his house."

"His family? You don't live together?" Nian Shao's heart suddenly surged with hope.

Yu Yan was also clearly aware of it, and that made him even more pleased.

"No, he's married, three years ago, with Qi Yue."

Sure enough, Nian Shao couldn't believe what he said, and then he was ecstatic.

"Is he married? You said he was married? You're not lying to me, are you?"

"I lied to you before, but not now."

"Then... why didn't you continue to lie? Didn't you say that you don't want to have any contact with me anymore..." After the joy, Nian Shao looked at Yu Yan and asked cautiously.

Yu Yan sighed: "Before last night, I really thought so. But whoever made you appear in front of me again, just throwing out a drunken madness can make me mess up. Hey, maybe this is a bad fate."

"Did I get drunk? What did I do? Did it hurt you?"

"No. But you did a lot of interesting things." Seeing Nian Shao's nervous expression, Yu Yan remembered everything that happened last night, and couldn't help laughing again.

Nian Shao was puzzled by the smile and wanted to ask, but when he saw Yu Yan's bright and bright smile, he lost all words and just indulged in it.

The consequence of being too indulging is that the head is hot, and you don't realize what you have done until you feel the warm touch on your lips.

He kissed Yu Yan.

The completely unexpected kiss made Yu Yan completely stunned.

I thought it would be very repulsive, but I didn't expect that I would be a little greedy for that taste.

So when Shao ran away in a hurry and apologized repeatedly, he made an unprecedentedly bold act——

He grabbed Nian Shao's collar tightly with both hands, and kissed him back.

Nian Shao was so surprised that his eyes almost flew out of his eyes.But soon, he closed his eyes again to respond carefully.

This is a sweet kiss with millet porridge.

Faint, but extremely top-notch.

Nian Shao felt drunk again.

"Why?" Nian Shao couldn't help asking when they separated for a while, he wanted to find out why Yu Yan changed so quickly.

Yu Yan, however, gave an irrelevant answer: "You're right, hard work is better than pain, I don't want to suffer alone anymore..."

"Is it just like this..." Nian Shao, who didn't remember the context of what he said at all, was a little disappointed.

But in the next second, the disappointment was overwhelmed by Yu Yan's enthusiasm.

After tossing and turning, only the endless ambiguity remained.

I don't know when the clothes took off.

When he touched the cold prosthetic limb of Yu Yan's right leg, Nian Shao suddenly came to his senses and stopped moving.

"What's wrong?" Yu Yan opened his eyes and looked at him suspiciously.

"I'm sorry... I can't believe it, can I really? Don't you hate me?"

"I said everything I needed to say last night."

"I do not remember……"

"That's your business, anyway, don't say good things twice."

"But……"

"But what is it! I found that you are really good at grinding. I just said 'what should be said was already said last night', which means that it is okay. How did your head become the champion of science? ?”

"..."

Nian Shao didn't reply anymore, because the successive happiness had completely knocked him out.

Now that he was affirmed by Yu Yan, he didn't hesitate anymore. Although he didn't know what Yu Yan meant, he was willing to go even if there was an abyss ahead.

So in the next second, he picked up Yu Yan by the waist and sat on the edge of the dining table.

Yu Yan's right leg was amputated from the root, and after taking off the prosthetic, only a bare section remained. The scene made Nian Shao burst into tears.

"Sorry……"

He couldn't help dropping light kisses on it, and all the way up, saying sorry every time he kissed.

Feeling the hot tears falling on his skin, Yu Yan also felt sore in his heart, and couldn't bear to let Nian Shao blame himself for this, he stretched out his hands to hold Nian Shao's face, temporarily stopping his movements.

"Nian Shao, if I said that I wronged you back then, and that this leg was my fault, and it's none of your business, would you still like me..."

Sure enough, Nian Shao paused when he heard the words, and looked at him in disbelief: "What do you mean?"

Yu Yan told the ins and outs of that day.

Yu Yan originally thought that Nian Shao would be angry. After all, he was misunderstood for ten years and has been living with self-blame and guilt.

Unexpectedly, Nian Shao just sighed, and then hugged him tightly to his chest.

"Stupid, don't you think I like you because of guilt?"

"Isn't it? It's because of guilt that I can't forget it..." Although I heard the most truthful answer from Nian Shao last night, after all, he was drunk at the time, so Yu Yan still wanted to confirm it again.

"Of course not!" Nian Shao said, "I said before that I have liked you since a certain day ten years ago, maybe it was when you quarreled with me in the infirmary after you fainted, maybe it was earlier... those In the days when I bullied you, I was actually very contradictory, because the hatred at that time was deep-rooted, and I didn’t dare to admit that I liked you, so I bullied you in an even worse way, to hide my liking, but I didn’t know that it caused you so much. Deep hurt...Although now I know that you misunderstood me on the night of the car accident, but that can't alleviate the regret in my heart. I regret that I didn't hold you back at that time. So no matter what, I like you, only you. Nothing will change."

Although he couldn't see Nian Shao's expression while being hugged, Yu Yan could hear his heartbeat in his chest, real and warm.

The nose is suddenly sour, but it is happy.

Therefore, I couldn't help wrapping my arms around Nian Shao's waist, and softly said a sentence that has been hovering in my heart for so many years: "Nian Shao, do you know what I am most grateful for?"

"what?"

"We're not related by blood."

Nian Shao was taken aback for a moment, but soon understood again.

Yes, if there is a blood relationship between them, they should want to die even more.

It's just unexpected that Yu Yan would think so.

The sense of joy once again spread to the internal organs, and there is still a lot of affection.

"Yu Yan, I love you." He leaned into Yu Yan's ear, and said the most solemn three words lightly and forcefully, which was also his promise.

Yu Yan was so ashamed that he couldn't say anything, he just arched his head into his shoulder socket.

However, that's enough.

As long as he is by his side, that is enough.

The author has something to say:

Huh, it's finally finished.[-] words, it took ten months to write, because of busy work, it was interrupted many times.

Because I am not good at writing sad articles, the subject matter of this article is a bit heavy, and the popularity is low, so I really want to abandon it during this period.

But I persisted, for Nian Shao and Yu Yan.

Do children and relatives of murderers have human rights?Should I be seated?This is a question that I often think about when I see news about some homicide cases about the family environment and relatives of the murderer. This is also the original intention of writing this article, and my views on this issue are all reflected in the article.

Regarding the plot of Nian Shangwei and Yu Xinmei, everyone may feel that there are some unfair and bloody views. In fact, I also think so. It is too scumbag. I even wanted to write Nian Shangwei to death, but I thought about it I don't think so, because after Nian Shangwei died, Nian Shao became an orphan completely.

So everything is just for the needs of the plot, there is absolutely no intention to whitewash the murderer, please don't criticize me for this...

Ah, I thought I still had a lot to say, but it turned out that I don't know what to say when it comes to this.

Just... If you like it, please leave a mark, it is still quite painful to stand alone┭┮﹏┭┮

By the way, there will be a small episode later.