The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

The water vapor in Xu Jingheng's eyes was already full, but he still gritted his teeth and held back, not wanting to let tears fall in front of Tang Geyu.

Tang Geyu's brows and eyes were gentle, "Did Silin bully you? Or did someone else bully you? Tell Brother Yu, and Brother Yu will help you deal with him."

Xu Jingheng didn't dare to speak, and didn't want to nod or shake his head.

"Don't tell me?" Tang Geyu looked at Xu Jingheng's slightly trembling shoulders, and said in a gentle voice: "After so many years, it seems that we are still separated. I think that although we broke up, we are not a couple anymore, but we still have other friendships. Yes. And Brother Yu has collected your protection fee, you have been bullied, if I don't bully you back, wouldn't I be extorting your money?"

Da da……

On the knees of Xu Jingheng's light blue jeans, there were two hot drops of moisture.

Tang Geyu got up, went to sit down beside Xu Jingheng, wanted to touch Xu Jingheng's shoulder to comfort him, but he still couldn't lift his hand.

"Brother Yu..." Xu Jingheng spoke with a hoarse voice, "Don't you hate me?"

Tang Geyu didn't even think about it, "I don't hate it."

"I treated you like that before, don't you hate me?"

"Don't hate."

"Why don't you hate..."

"Why hate?" Tang Geyu suddenly smiled, and his tone became brisk, "Everyone has the right to live a happier and happier life. You want to live a better life, why should I hate you?"

Tang Geyu's eyelashes drooped slightly, his eyes dimmed, but the curved corners of his mouth did not let go, "Although I missed you very much at the time but I did complain about you when I couldn't find you, and I did complain about God, but I Soon I compromised again, because I knew that even if I saw you again, I would not stop you if you wanted to be with someone else."

"I hope you are doing well."

Listening to Tang Geyu's words, Xu Jingheng closed his eyes, and two more tears fell on his pants.

After all, Tang Geyu couldn't bear it anymore, and put his broad and warm fingers on Xu Jingheng's back, stroking gently, giving Xu Jingheng great comfort.

Xu Jingheng cried silently for a long time, and Tang Geyu also comforted him silently for a long time.

The wall clock on the wall ticked half a circle, and the tea in the pot had already been brewed.Tang Geyu took two small teacups out of the small pot with tweezers, picked up the teapot and filled the cups with tea.

Seeing Xu Jingheng crying, Tang Geyu blamed himself very much, because he didn't know how to coax Xu Jingheng at this time.

Suddenly felt sad, in the past, in front of Xu Jingheng, words to curry favor with him and pamper him almost came out of his mouth, and he shamelessly acted like a spoiled child to Xu Jingheng.Now when I sit together and want to chat, I don't even know how to start, what the first sentence should be.

Tang Geyu picked up the water glass and handed it to Xu Jingheng, "Are you thirsty, have some tea."

"Thank you..." Xu Jingheng raised his sweating hand to take the porcelain cup in Tang Geyu's hand, but he didn't know that his hand was already weak at this time, and he didn't expect that he could not hold a small porcelain cup steadily.

I don't know whether the water in the porcelain cup is too hot or the porcelain cup is too heavy. Xu Jingheng just took the porcelain cup from Tang Geyu's hand, but he couldn't hold it steady, and poured hot water onto the back of Tang Geyu's hand that he hadn't taken away yet. .

When the water hit the back of Tang Geyu's hand, it was still steaming thickly. The steam made Xu Jingheng's scalp explode, and he immediately panicked and distressed, "Geyu!"

"It's okay." Tang Geyu shook his hands casually.

"Geyu! I'm sorry! I didn't mean it!" Xu Jingheng held Tang Geyu's left palm with both hands, and said anxiously: "I'm sorry...you must be in pain, it's all my fault..."

Tang Geyu felt the warmth from Xu Jingheng's hand, he was very greedy and didn't want to let go.

He hasn't touched Xu Jingheng for six years.

Xu Jingheng lowered his head to blow on the back of Tang Geyu's hand, apologizing while blowing: "I'm sorry Geyu, I was careless, I'm sorry..."

He watched the skin on the back of Tang Geyu's hand slowly become red and swollen, feeling even more guilty in his heart. He raised his eyes to look at Tang Geyu, his eyes were full of distress, "What should I do...it's serious, shall I take you to the hospital?"

"No need." Tang Geyu squeezed Xu Jingheng's fingers, "It's okay, I'll go back and spray some medicine."

"Ge Yu..."

"Well, tell me." Tang Geyu didn't seem to be angry at all, nor did he feel any pain. He looked at Xu Jingheng with tenderness in his eyes.

Xu Jingheng fluttered his eyelashes, but his eyes were still fixed on the back of Tang Geyu's red hands.

Every second he watched, his heart trembled fiercely, and the flesh on his chest seemed to be pricked carelessly with soft needles.

It hurts.

feeling bad.

A few years ago, just watching Tang Geyu get a small cut on his hand while chopping vegetables, he felt very distressed. Now seeing that the back of Tang Geyu's hand was burned red and swollen by him, his whole heart ached.

Xu Jingheng closed his eyes and said, "Ge Yu, you have..."

"Even if the world around me doesn't make any sense, I will always be with you. You won't let me go, and I won't let you go. I want to be sure to hold the same arm every day..."

The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone broke the delicate atmosphere in the office, and Xu Jingheng hurriedly let go of Tang Geyu's hand to pick out his pocket.

Over the years, Xu Jingheng's mobile phone has always been a decoration. Except for Xu Li and Ran Xu, no one will call him, and he also knows that as long as a call comes in, something will happen to his family.

Xu Jingheng pressed the phone and held it to his ear, "Hello, Mom."

Ran Xu didn't know what he said, Xu Jingheng's face turned pale, "fainted?"

"Have you been sent to the hospital?"

"Okay, I'll come over now..."

Xu Jingheng pressed the phone and got up to go out, "I'm sorry, Ge Yu, I have something urgent to go out now."

Tang Geyu hurriedly stood up, seeing Xu Jingheng's anxious expression, he was also worried, "What's wrong? Who fainted?"

"It's okay, Ge Yu...I want to ask for leave." Xu Jingheng thought about where he was now, and what identities Tang Geyu and him were, and then said: "Mr. Tang, I want to ask for leave. I don't know how many days I want. It depends."

"Where are you going?" Tang Geyu went out first to open the door, "I'll see you off."

"No need, Ge Yu... Mr. Tang, I'll go by myself."

Xu Jingheng couldn't delay for a minute, endured the discomfort in his body, and ran out top-heavy.

Tang Geyu looked at Xu Jingheng's back that was drifting away, and endless loss and fear suddenly surged in his heart.

Okay, don't go, okay...

Don't leave me again, I really miss you.

----

It was three days later when Xu Jingheng returned to work in the hotel, he had light dark circles under his eyes, and he didn't look very well.

When Xu Jingheng was not feeling well, he would also feel depressed, and whenever he was depressed, he would miss Tang Geyu uncontrollably and wanted to rely on Tang Geyu.

He still loves Tang Geyu very much, and still wants to be with Tang Geyu very much, forever.

"Little Xu!"

As soon as Xu Jingheng entered the staff locker room and was about to change, Manager Wang ran over and called him, "Go to the CEO first, Mr. Tang has been waiting for you."

"Huh? President Tang is waiting for me?" Xu Jingheng was pleasantly surprised.

"Yes." Manager Wang walked in, "You have been away for three days, and Mr. Tang has come to tell me every day during these three days that he will call you to his office whenever I see you. He will always wait for you."

"Oh..." Xu Jingheng lowered his head and coughed lightly twice, hiding the tension and expectation in his heart, "Okay, I'll go there now."

*****

Xu Jingheng stood in front of the president's office for the second time, wanting to raise his hand to knock on the door, but he never dared.

Tang Geyu was inside, and Tang Geyu, whom he had missed for six years, was waiting for him inside.He couldn't wait to see Tang Geyu's face, but he was afraid to meet Tang Geyu because he owed Tang Geyu six years of love.

He tightened his fingers and opened them several times, and finally knocked on the door bravely.

Tang Geyu opened the door from the inside. He didn't comb his hair up today, and his short and broken bangs floated casually on his forehead.He didn't wear a black suit either, but a simple white T-shirt with a pure black jacket and jeans. Xu Jingheng was stunned for a moment, thinking that he saw Tang Geyu many years ago.

Tang Geyu dressed like this when he was young, very handsome and flamboyant.

"Are you in a daze?" Tang Geyu raised his hand and waved in front of Xu Jingheng's eyes, "Why don't you come in?"

Xu Jingheng came back to his senses, and when he saw Tang Geyu holding his palm in front of his eyes, he was suddenly startled and shrank his neck.

He was a little embarrassed, raised his hand and scratched the back of his head, "Uh..."

Tang Geyu smiled, "Come in and have a seat."

"Well, good." Xu Jingheng also smiled, feeling lucky and unbelievable in his heart, even though he has been looking forward and praying to see Tang Geyu again, but he has not seen Tang Geyu for six years, and there is no news of Tang Geyu.

All his former classmates deleted him, and those people from high school could no longer be found in his world.

Xu Jingheng had fantasized about meeting Tang Geyu again many times. Tang Geyu would scold him, blame him, and finally ignore him...but he never thought that when he met Tang Geyu again, Tang Geyu, who had been hurt by him, would actually So gentle with him and so peaceful in speaking.

"It's quite windy today, why don't you wear a coat?" Tang Geyu closed the door and called Xu Jingheng to sit on the sofa.

"When I came here, I was in a hurry, so I didn't take care of it."

Xu Jingheng was a little cramped on the sofa, didn't know how to put his hands and feet, and didn't know where to look with his eyes, so he could only lower his head in embarrassment and excitement.

Tang Geyu sat down opposite Xu Jingheng and started to make tea, "Have you settled the family affairs?"

Xu Jingheng nodded, "Well, it's nothing serious."

"That's good, just tell me if there is anything I can help with."

"Well, thank you Mr. Tang."

"What kind of relationship do you call Mr. Tang?"

Xu Jingheng raised his head a little shyly, "What do you call you?"

Tang Geyu raised his eyebrows, and the frivolity on his face was a bit of the shadow of the past, "Whatever it was called before, it is what it is called now."

"Oh..." Xu Jingheng pursed his lips, hiding his happiness in his heart, "Is your hand feeling better?"

"It's okay, little hurt."

Tang Geyu's hand tapped lightly on his leg a few times, "I still think we are destined, and we can still see each other after being separated for so many years."

Xu Jingheng's eyes curved, "Yes, it's really a fate."

"Did you have something to say last time?"

Xu Jingheng nodded after being silent.

Tang Geyu narrowed his eyes, "Go on."

Xu Jingheng puffed up, with a self-blame expression on his face, "I want to ask you, how have you been these past few years, did you suffer a lot before opening this restaurant..."

Tang Geyu raised his eyebrows slightly, making a thoughtful expression, "I'm not having a good time."

When Xu Jingheng heard what he had expected, his reaction was very flat, but his heart hurt.

He lowered his head and said in a pleading voice, "Tell me about these years."

Tang Geyu put down his teacup and said casually: "Actually, it was very fast. I feel like I haven't experienced anything in the past six years. But I didn't finish high school back then."

Xu Jingheng was suspicious for a moment, but was quickly replaced by guilt.

Don't ask to know.

Tang Geyu took Xu Jingheng's emotions into his eyes and waved his hand, "It's not because of you, don't blame yourself, it's because I don't want to read it anymore."

Tang Geyu didn't explain why he didn't want to read it anymore, and Xu Jingheng also tacitly didn't ask.

Tang Geyu poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of Xu Jingheng, calmly said: "At that time, I went back to District Y to make money. After earning a few months, I bought some tools and set up a stall under the bridge to make side dishes. Later, I went to a restaurant as a waiter. The chef established a good relationship and learned art from him. After learning some art, I found a restaurant to be a chef. Later, I opened a small shop, and there were quite a lot of people. Later, I started to open a branch, teach apprentices, and then arrange Go to various branches. However, this year I transferred all the stores and used all my money to open the largest store here, and all the former apprentices gathered here."

Tang Geyu spoke lightly of his experiences over the years. The whole process seemed simple and smooth, but Xu Jingheng also knew that Tang Geyu must have suffered a lot and encountered many difficulties.

But Tang Geyu must have solved it. His Tang Geyu has always been a man like a god.

Xu Jingheng smiled with wet eyes, "Why did you return to Luo Yu this year?"

"I don't know, I just dreamed of a fairy. The fairy said that the good medicine is in Luoyu, so I came back."

"How long have you been back?"

"It's almost two months, what about you? You have been..."

"I just came back, less than a month."

Xu Jingheng didn't seem to want to mention the past, but when Tang Geyu asked, he didn't want to answer, "I went to S city before, and I just came back."

But if Xu Jingheng's father's illness is treated for a long time in a city like S City, they can't afford the medical expenses, so they can only go back to their hometown for treatment.

"That's really a coincidence." Tang Geyu ordered the table, looked at Xu Jingheng's teacup, "It's getting cold."

"Oh..." Xu Jingheng hurriedly picked up the teacup and took a sip. It was neither cold nor hot, the temperature was just right, and the tea tasted sweet and refreshing.

After drinking a cup of tea, Xu Jingheng's depression and other bad emotions seemed to be washed away, and he was suddenly inexplicably happy.

Reuniting with a loved one after a long absence and treating them tenderly is really the most beautiful thing in the world.

"All right."

Tang Geyu called Xu Jingheng softly, and Xu Jingheng looked at him with bright eyes, "Well, brother Yu."

Tang Geyu lay on the back of the sofa chair, grasping the zipper pull on his coat with both hands, and said nervously, "Don't be angry if I ask something, it's about you...and Si Lin."

Xu Jingheng smiled easily, "Just ask."

"You...are you separated from Silin?"

The expression on Xu Jingheng's face did not change, "Yes."

"When did you separate?"

"Just... the second year after we separated from you, I didn't stay with him after the college entrance examination."

"Why should we separate?"

"Inappropriate, I don't like him..."

Tang Geyu was surprised, his back straightened up, his face full of disbelief, "You don't like him?"

He remembered very clearly that he still remembered every word of a letter that Xu Jingheng left back then.

Xu Jingheng said that he likes Si Lin, and because he likes Si Lin, he wants to separate from him.

But at this time...Xu Jingheng said he didn't like Si Lin?

"I don't like it." Xu Jingheng smiled and shook his head.

After he finished these three words, the room was silent for a moment, only the water in the kettle was rolling and making a soft sound.

After a long time, Tang Geyu turned his face and looked out the window. The sun was about to set, so it was not too glaring.

He looked directly at the autumn sun through the glass window, and said slowly: "Then have you ever been with someone else in these years?"

He didn't ask Xu Jingheng why he didn't like Si Lin, but still left him to be with Si Lin.

Xu Jingheng frowned, "No... I've always only liked one person"

When Tang Geyu heard what Xu Jingheng said, his breathing stopped for a moment, his heartbeat started to speed up, and three words began to echo uncontrollably in his mind: Is it me?

Xu Jingheng repeated: "I only love one person."

"Me too." Tang Geyu looked back at Xu Jingheng, "I have no one else except you."

Xu Jingheng's eyebrows twitched, and it was difficult to breathe as if his heart had been hit hard.

He knew that from before to now, he had never been able to find anything about Tang Geyu that he thought was bad.

Tang Geyu is perfect, always has been.