The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

From that day on, Xu Jingheng hadn't seen Tang Geyu for several days.He hadn't been interested in going to work for the past few days, and he only wanted to see Tang Geyu, but he asked Manager Wang, who said that Tang Geyu was busy with the company's accounts, and he had to go to the tax bureau with the finance, and also watched the operation of every process in the hotel .

When it comes to food, every area can't be sloppy, and this store has only been open for less than two months, so Tang Geyu has too many things to do.

Xu Jingheng actually wanted to help Tang Geyu very much, but he was only a waiter and dish washer, and obviously he couldn't help Tang Geyu in other places, so he could only do his job well.

However, he gave Manager Wang a little favor and got Tang Geyu's WeChat from Manager Wang.

After he separated from Silin, he kept trying to get Tang Geyu back, but Tang Geyu's Q account had been cancelled, and his phone number was also empty.

He couldn't find Tang Geyu.

Xu Jingheng wanted to go to Tang Geyu's WeChat account, and it took Tang Geyu more than half an hour after adding it.

Tang Geyu: I was busy just now, and I only take my mobile phone now

Xu Jingheng: Mr. Tang has worked hard

Tang Geyu: You have worked hard too. I have been too busy these days. I wanted to talk to you about work.

Xu Jingheng: Hee hee, take a good rest and eat well

Tang Geyu: I will come back tomorrow

Xu Jingheng: (^~^)

Tang Geyu: (^～^)

Tang Geyu: Is the shop very busy? Are you tired?

Xu Jingheng: I am not tired, I am very happy to work in the head office of Tang

Tang Geyu: Take a rest tomorrow, take a paid vacation, and I will visit you at night

Xu Jingheng: I still have to go to work, I will wait for you in the store tomorrow night...

Tang Geyu: good

After the chat, they clicked into each other's Moments for the first time, but they were all blank.

In a blink of an eye, it is the beginning of October, and another autumn is coming.But this autumn is different from previous years, Tang Geyu and Xu Jingheng have found each other.

It was getting late, the moon and stars were scarce outside, and the wind blowing was a bit cool, and the pedestrians walking on the road shrunk their necks because they were not wearing coats.

Xu Jingheng sat nervously on a chair in the staff locker room and waited for Tang Geyu to come.

Because of anticipation, he poked his head out of the door from time to time.

When he got up for the fourth time and leaned against the door, poking his head out quietly, he saw Tang Geyu suddenly standing in front of him.

A long time ago, when Xu Jingheng stuck to the black wall and poked his head out holding candied haws to look outside the alley, he met Tang Geyu wearing a helmet.

After many years, they can still meet like this.

Xu Jingheng was startled when he saw Tang Geyu, and then smiled funnyly, "Hi... Mr. Tang."

Tang Geyu raised his hand to scratch his face, and said teasingly, "Hi~"

Xu Jingheng coughed unnaturally, and wanted to feel too much being touched by Tang Geyu, but Tang Geyu had already withdrawn his hand.

After Xu Jingheng retracted his head, he plucked his bangs a few times in the door, and walked out a little shyly.

Tang Geyu was wearing a suit, took off his coat and hung it on his arm, and stood quietly outside the dressing room. A dim warm lamp above his head illuminated his handsome and gentle face, and the calm temperament in his eyes could not be hidden under the lamp.

Xu Jingheng cautiously stood in front of Tang Geyu, his expression suddenly a little humble, "Ge... Mr. Tang."

"How long have you been waiting for me?"

"Not long..."

"Is it tiring at work?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head and smiled slightly, "Not tired."

Tang Geyu turned around and walked towards the gate of the hotel, and Xu Jingheng obediently followed.

Tang Geyu watched the neon lights flashing outside the door, "Go out for a walk?"

Xu Jingheng simply wished for it, "Okay!"

"Don't delay you?"

"No delay, no delay..." Xu Jingheng happily ran to the front to help Tang Geyu open the door, "Mr. Tang please."

"Didn't I tell you not to call me Mr. Tang? You have more points."

"Oh...Brother Yu." Xu Jingheng called out obediently, and Tang Geyu was satisfied, "Yes."

The two of them went out and walked on the sidewalk beside the tree, letting the dry and hot breath fill their bodies, and did not wipe off the sweat on their foreheads, because they were so happy and excited.

Xu Jingheng always wanted to get closer to Tang Geyu, but he never dared. He couldn't be so thick-skinned, and he was also afraid that Tang Geyu would not adapt to his fawning. After leaving Tang Geyu, I couldn't even see the last side of Tang Geyu when he was young.

Xu Jingheng's guilt towards Tang Geyu is greater than all emotions towards Tang Geyu, second only to his love for Tang Geyu.So at this time, he could only hold back his eager desire to get Tang Geyu, and walked beside Tang Geyu calmly, leaving a wide gap between them.

"Brother Yu..." Xu Jingheng broke the awkward quiet atmosphere, "Are you thirsty?"

Tang Geyu tugged at the tie around his neck, "A little bit."

"I'll buy you a drink, okay?"

"I'll go buy it."

"No, I'll go!" Xu Jingheng rushed to the front newsstand to buy two bottles of soda, and handed Tang Geyu a bottle, "Ice."

"Thank you."

Xu Jingheng lowered his head and silently opened the soda.

The words he heard most from Tang Geyu were "I love you", and the second was "Thank you."

Tang Geyu was always able to make Xu Jingheng's heart beat and wronged easily.

The heart is moved by I love you, and the wronged is thanked.

The two continued to walk forward with sodas, Tang Geyu asked Xu Jingheng, "OK, how long have you been at the restaurant?"

"It's been more than a week, and it hasn't been long since I came back." Xu Jingheng smiled silly, "At that time, I went to Luoyu Street to look for a job after I settled down at home. I was dumbfounded when I saw the recruitment poster outside. How could there be such benefits? It’s a good place, I went in and applied for the job, and then I came in.”

Tang Geyu's face changed slightly, and there was distress in his eyes, "I heard from Brother Wang that you do two jobs here? Dishwasher and waiter?"

Xu Jingheng's expression was gloomy, "Hmm..."

Tang Geyu saw Xu Jingheng's sudden change of mood in his eyes.He asked Manager Wang about Xu Jingheng's situation, and he heard that Xu Jingheng was a person who worked [-] hours a day and didn't have a day off.

At that time, he felt distressed and doubtful. He remembered that the conditions of Xu Jingheng's family were quite good before, and it should be getting better and better now. Why does he need to work two jobs to make money?

"Why do you do so much, it will be very tiring." Tang Geyu's tone dropped, with blame and comfort, "Why don't you find a lighter job and make yourself more comfortable."

Xu Jingheng pursed his lips and bit his lower lip. He thought for a moment, then shook his head, "If you want to make money, I have to take care of your parents. Other jobs don't make money like this."

Tang Geyu stood still suddenly, "OK, have you had a bad life these years?"

Xu Jingheng lowered his head, not daring to look at Tang Geyu, but mechanically shook his head, "No, it's pretty good."

"It's good. Why do you work two jobs here? You want to exhaust yourself?"

"I……"

Unknowingly, they had reached an empty path and stood side by side under a big tree.

At this time of night, there were few cars coming and going, and even fewer pedestrians.

No one spoke, and the air was suddenly quiet.

Tang Geyu was waiting for Xu Jingheng's reply, but Xu Jingheng's eyes were already wet.

After a long time, seeing that Xu Jingheng didn't look up to speak, Tang Geyu stepped forward and took Xu Jingheng's hand and held it, "What's wrong with you? Tell me about the past and the present, okay?"

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng could clearly feel the hot temperature from Tang Geyu's hands, but he didn't want to let go, he just wanted to hold those hands that made him feel at ease and happy forever.

"Ge Yu, I still want to apologize to you for what happened before, I'm sorry."

Sorry for not being by your side and loving you for so many years.

Xu Jingheng's eyelashes drooped slightly, "Thank you too."

Thank you for not giving me cold eyes, thank you for not avoiding me, thank you for allowing me to walk and chat with you.

Xu Jingheng never said a complete "I'm sorry" to Tang Geyu before, because Tang Geyu would not let him say it.

Now, he was finally able to say this sentence to Tang Geyu, but after saying it, he was not at ease, but even more depressed.

Tang Geyu's face was solemn, "OK, is there something wrong with your family?"

The streetlights beside the tree were very bright, and Xu Jingheng's eyes sparkled, "Well, my dad is sick and has to spend money for continuous treatment."

"Ill?" Tang Geyu's heart ached, "How long has it been? Is it serious?"

Xu Jingheng stood under the tree, the warm breeze blowing on his face, but his eyes were red, "Diabetes, it was detected two years ago, it can't be cured in S city, we came back when the family ran out of money."

Xu Jingheng's depressed mood and powerless tone made Tang Geyu want to hug him for a moment, but he didn't dare after all.

"All right." Tang Geyu took a step forward and stood in front of Xu Jingheng, "I'll help you."

Xu Jingheng raised his head and looked at Tang Geyu's face that was becoming more and more gentle under the street lamp. He really wanted to kiss him, but he didn't dare.

There was a deep light in Tang Geyu's eyes, "No matter what happened to us, you and your father saved my life. This is a favor that I will spend my whole life repaying. You are not allowed to refuse."

When Tang Geyu mentioned this matter, Xu Jingheng thought that when they first met, it was in the early morning, and Xu Li drove him back to his hometown.They passed the cross-river bridge, and in a daze he saw Tang Geyu sitting on the railing of the bridge.

Xu Jingheng still remembers Tang Geyu's face covered in blood very clearly.

At that time, when he looked at the face covered with blood and couldn't see the facial features clearly, he felt cautious and scared.But later he knew that the person was Tang Geyu, the Tang Geyu he loved to the bottom of his heart, and he felt that the picture was the pain engraved in his body.

Tang Geyu stood in front of him at this time, behind him were tall buildings, fireworks in the world, and their bitterness and sweetness.

A gust of wind blew, and a leaf fell over Xu Jingheng's head. Tang Geyu gently raised his hand to pinch the leaf on Xu Jingheng's head, and squeezed it gently in his hand, "OK, OK, you used to be kind to me, so nice that I think you It was my fault for abandoning me before."

"Ge Yu!" Xu Jingheng couldn't bear it anymore when the warm wind blew, "I didn't abandon you before... I didn't want to abandon you before!"

Tang Geyu tilted his head, relaxed his fingers, and the leaves fell to the ground, "But I can't find you."

"Geyu..." Xu Jingheng pulled Tang Geyu's arm excitedly, "Listen to me! I want to explain to you what happened before!"

What Tang Geyu had been waiting for was Xu Jingheng's words. He wanted an explanation from Xu Jingheng, and he had been thinking about it for a long time.

"Okay, then tell me..."

"I...Actually, Si Lin..." Xu Jingheng was anxious to say this, but the more urgent he was, the less he could speak, and the less he knew how to express it, "I..."

Tang Geyu suddenly became angry. Because of his grievances, he grabbed Xu Jingheng's wrist and growled: "Explain! Why did you break up with me back then, why did you only leave a message and a letter, and didn't give me a chance to talk, and didn't tell me? Meet, and let me not find you!"

Tang Geyu was very strong, and Xu Jingheng's wrist hurt, but he didn't struggle because he felt that he deserved it and he should bear it.

"Ge Yu..." When Xu Jingheng looked up at Tang Geyu again, there were tears on his face, "I like you, I don't like Silin, he forced me..."

Xu Jingheng started to tremble as he spoke, and his body also began to tremble, "I never wanted...to be separated from you, it was Si Lin who forced me..."

The anger in Tang Geyu's eyes lessened a bit, but the strength in his hands did not loosen, "He forced you?"

Xu Jingheng closed his eyes and nodded, with a sad expression on his face, "You go to work in District Y, in half... half a month..."

"He came to me with a video..."

Xu Jingheng really wanted to bury his head in Tang Geyu's arms at this time, because he felt creepy, "In the video, a man ran out of Ye Zi's house covered in blood, and Amusin lay on top of his head and beat him and bit him... ..."

"Then...then Ye Zi ran up to stop Amusin. After Amusin went down, the man picked up a brick and beat Ye Zi, and then Amusin went to beat the man again. The man was bitten by Amusin, and he yelled chaotically. Run, step on the moss and fall, and die..."

"What?!" No matter how many storms Tang Geyu had experienced, he also panicked when he heard Xu Jingheng's words at this moment, his scalp numb and his back sweating.

Xu Jingheng's eyes were already dizzy, "That man is dead, he bled a lot, and died in front of Ye Zi's gate..."

"Si Lin also said that Sister Zhu went to Ye Zi's house and dragged that man out to bury him..."

Tang Geyu's whole body exploded like an electric shock, and something began to flow crazily in his body, making his whole body go limp and tingling.

His eyes ranged from disbelief to anger, "Who is that man? Who is he?! What did he do to Ye Zi?!"

Xu Jingheng's expression was distorted, he wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, he was wronged and scared, "I don't know..."

"groove!"

Tang Geyu ruthlessly shook off Xu Jingheng's hand, "Screw! Who the hell is it! Who dares to do that to Ye Zi!"

Xu Jingheng clutched his wrist and took a step back, shaking his head helplessly, "I don't know..."

"Ye Zi..." Tang Geyu raised his head and covered his eyes with his hands, "Ye Zi..."

He visited Ye Zi and Shen Zhu in the few days when he came back, and he felt relieved when he saw that they were still together, opened a big wonton restaurant, and were living happily.But now that they knew that they had experienced such a thing, they realized that Ye Zi was too silent at that time.

He originally thought that Ye Zi's character was like that, shy and quiet, so he didn't think much about it.

At that time he also asked about Amusin, Ye Zi just said lightly that he left two years ago.

He didn't ask in detail, so he didn't know that Amusin left in [-], and the time when he left was not very good.

He didn't know that the cat stopped meowing and clinging to people. It couldn't eat all day long, and it lost a lot of weight. It was only skin and bones, and it lost a lot of hair.

During the last time of Amusin, he couldn't even see things clearly.Ye Zi stood in front of it, it didn't know it was Ye Zi, it lay on the ground and silently wagged its tail.

After struggling for four years, he passed away with a whole body of illness.

They and them, and it, have had enough torment and torture over the years.