The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

The air was quiet for a long time, when Tang Geyu put down his hand and looked at Xu Jingheng again, Xu Jingheng saw tears in his eyes.

"Geyu..." Xu Jingheng wanted to say some comforting words and hug Tang Geyu, but his legs and feet were stiff and he couldn't walk.

"So..." Tang Geyu's voice became hoarse, "Si Lin used this to force you to be with him, right?"

Xu Jingheng softened his wrist, "Yes..."

Tang Geyu noticed Xu Jingheng's movements, and only then remembered what he had just done. He walked up to Xu Jingheng apologetically, picked up Xu Jingheng's wrist and gently stroked it, only to find that there was a scar on Xu Jingheng's wrist.

The deep scar was particularly conspicuous among the thin and shallow scars drawn by the compass.

Tang Geyu's heart was pressed, he could barely speak, "What's the matter with this injury?"

Xu Jingheng didn't hide, but lowered his head and said honestly, "It's hard to be with Silin, I don't want to live anymore."

I do not want to live.

Tang Geyu never thought that he could hear such a sentence from Xu Jingheng's mouth.In his heart, Xu Jingheng has always been a cute, delicate, happy and active person, and he has never appeared in his current humble and timid appearance.

"So..." Tang Geyu twitched his nose, "You committed suicide, didn't you?"

Xu Jingheng didn't answer, but his sigh gave Tang Ge the answer.

"You're having a bad day, aren't you?"

"Separate from me, be with Si Lin, be unhappy, commit suicide... These are all forced by Si Lin, right?"

Xu Jingheng's eyes gradually filled with tears, and his whole face was trembling with sadness and grievance, "Geyu... hug me..."

Tang Geyu gritted his teeth, and pulled Xu Jingheng's hand hard. Xu Jingheng followed Tang Geyu's strength and slammed into his arms. The moment he felt Tang Geyu's body temperature, his tears began to tickle uncontrollably.

Tang Geyu hugged Xu Jingheng tightly, and gently stroked Xu Jingheng's back with both hands, but stared fiercely ahead, "Where is Si Lin?"

"Ugh... I don't know..."

"Do you know how to find him?"

"No... I don't know... cough cough!"

Xu Jingheng has been aggrieved for too many years, unable to vent out all the grievances and anguish over the years. Now that he meets Tang Geyu again, Tang Geyu hugs him, gives him a warm chest, and gives him the familiar tenderness.

In front of Tang Geyu, he knew that he could be unscrupulous, so he let himself cry like a child who had been robbed of candy, tearing his heart out.

Tang Geyu's face was also wet. He couldn't help but kissed Xu Jingheng's ear, "It's my fault for not protecting you well."

"You have been bullied like this, I didn't know..."

Tang Geyu closed his eyes with self-blame, "It's my fault, please do it."

"Yu...Brother Yu..." Xu Jingheng huddled in Tang Geyu's arms and wept, "You found you..."

Tang Geyu hugged the person in his arms tightly, "All right, I found you too."

----

In the afternoon of the next day, Xu Jingheng went to work full of energy and carried a strawberry cake in his hand.

As for why he was so sad yesterday, he is full of energy today. The reason is that after he came home last night, he slept on the bed thinking wildly, thinking about the past between him and Tang Geyu, and all the intimacy between them before, and he couldn't hold back his heart for a while. Wanting to get Tang Geyu's impulse again, he did a very unreserved thing.

He took out his mobile phone and sent Tang Geyu a message: Geyu, I haven't finished my explanation yet.

Silin forced me to send the message back then, and Silin forced me to write that letter

Si Lin and I have never been together before, the scar on my wrist was drawn by his younger brother

I have never held hands with Silin

never kissed

never slept

I only love you, these things I just want to do with you

Can you give me a chance?

stay with me, okay?

It's easy to be impulsive late at night, this sentence is true.

But there are many good things that happened in the middle of the night. For example, Tang Geyu replied to him:

It's hard for me to think without strawberry shortcake

So, Xu Jingheng came to work today with a strawberry cake, and also put on the color-block coat that Tang Geyu bought for him back then.

The coat was still new, he hadn't worn it in years, and it was stored like a treasure in the closet.

Before Xu Jingheng had the cheek to take the initiative to knock on the door of Tang Geyu's office, Manager Wang came to inform him again that Mr. Tang was not in the office and would not go to the restaurant for several days.

Xu Jingheng was a little disappointed, and sent a WeChat message to ask Tang Geyu when he would come, but Tang Geyu didn't reply.

By the time Manager Wang went to the back kitchen to tell Xu Jingheng that Mr. Tang was here, a week had passed.

Xu Jingheng hurried out to buy a strawberry cake, and sat down on the sofa in Tang Geyu's office with the cake in her hand.

But he looked at Tang Geyu who had stubble on his chin, and felt distressed, "Geyu, are you busy these days?"

Tang Geyu rested his head on the back of the sofa chair, closed his eyes, pinched his eyebrows with his fingers, "Well, there are many people to meet and many things to deal with."

"Thanks for your hard work……"

"It's working, it's normal."

"You still have to rest well, you look very tired."

"I went to find Ye Zi and Sister Zhu."

"What?!" Xu Jingheng was startled, "You went to find them? Did you tell them about that?!"

"Of course not." Tang Geyu's expression was flat, "Since they think no one knows, then just pretend that no one knows. Of course I won't mention it."

Xu Jingheng frowned, "That's good, don't let them know that there are still people who know about this matter."

"Well, I'm just chatting with them, and it's true that I haven't seen them for many years."

"How are they?" Xu Jingheng has been thinking about Tang Gezhi for many years, but also worried about Ye Zi and Shen Zhu.

Tang Geyu narrowed his eyes and said, "It's pretty good, life is not bad, and I have a few cats."

Xu Jingheng nodded.

Tang Geyu suddenly laughed and said, "Sister Zhu is not afraid of cats anymore, Ye Zi also laughs sometimes."

Xu Jingheng's hanging heart finally sank completely, "That's good."

Sitting on the sofa opposite Xu Jingheng, Tang Geyu suddenly leaned forward and got close to Xu Jingheng, "Didn't Silin also know about this?"

Xu Jingheng looked at Tang Geyu's face close at hand, and held back his heart, "He has gone abroad, and he will not come back in the future."

Tang Geyu asked, "How did he let you go?"

"I killed myself in front of him."

Xu Jingheng said this sentence very calmly, but Tang Geyu was terrified when he heard it.

Before Tang Geyu could speak, Xu Jingheng said again: "He deleted the video and told me that as long as I am alive, he can pretend not to know about it."

Tang Geyu's expression was cold and his eyes were ruthless, "Don't let me touch him again."

"No." Xu Jingheng told Tang Geyu, seeming to comfort himself, "I won't see him again."

Tang Geyu backed away, moved his eyes down, and looked at a paper box bag in front of Xu Jingheng, "What is this?"

Xu Jingheng was shy in his heart, but his face was flattering, "Strawberry cake..."

Tang Geyu raised his eyebrows suddenly, with surprise in his eyes, "You really bought it?"

Xu Jingheng pushed the cake in front of Tang Geyu, "It's true, you can't be fake, you should think about it carefully, agree anytime, and we'll have sex anytime."

Tang Geyu's eyes widened, his neck stretched forward, his face was full of disbelief, "OK, OK, you used to be very reserved..."

The matter of the two of them in bed, except for the first time, which was Tang Geyu's birthday, Xu Jingheng brought it up on his own initiative, and Tang Geyu provoked it many times later, Xu Jingheng has always been passive.

"I used to be young and ignorant, but now I'm an adult." Xu Jingheng's heart was beating wildly, but his expression was relaxed, "Do you want cake? Tang Geyu."

Tang Geyu snorted wickedly, but didn't speak.

Xu Jingheng smiled silently, opened the transparent box of the cake and pushed it in front of Tang Geyu, "This cake is not too sweet or too greasy, I think you will like it."

Tang Geyu raised one eyebrow, "If you bought it, you must like it."

Tang Geyu picked up the cake with a fork, Xu Jingheng pointed to the two big strawberries on the cake, "The strawberries are not sour, they are very sweet."

Tang Geyu forked the strawberry again, picked it up and handed it to Xu Jingheng's mouth, "You eat strawberries."

Xu Jingheng just wanted to decline, but was stunned for a moment, and the scene of them eating cake together for the first time suddenly appeared in his mind.

It was one night, in the dark alley with black walls outside Tang Geyu's house, they also held such a small triangular strawberry cake in their hands, and Tang Geyu gave Xu Jingheng two pieces of strawberries on the cake to eat.

When memories are about to appear, people cannot control them.When the heart starts to hurt, people can't control it.

And the better the memory, the more painful the heart.

Looking at the big rosy strawberry in front of him, Xu Jingheng couldn't help feeling sad.

Tang Geyu smiled, and stared at Xu Jingheng playfully, "Why are you in a daze again? Are you a koala?"

Xu Jingheng came back to his senses, raised the corner of his mouth, "Thank you."

After he finished speaking, he put the strawberry in his mouth and looked at Tang Geyu contentedly.

After eating the strawberries, Xu Jingheng deliberately clicked his mouth twice, "It's really sweet, I didn't lie to you."

Seeing Xu Jingheng's expression, Tang Geyu knew that the strawberry was really delicious, so he forked a second strawberry and handed it to Xu Jingheng's mouth. Xu Jingheng waved his hand and refused to eat it, "You can eat it."

"You can eat strawberries, I can eat cakes."

The strawberry in Tang Geyu's hand had already reached Xu Jingheng's lips, Xu Jingheng couldn't refuse, so he had to put it in his mouth again.

After Tang Geyu finished eating the strawberries for Xu Jingheng, he began to eat the cake, "Okay, can I change your position?"

Tang Geyu felt distressed when he thought of Xu Jingheng working hard here every day, and he couldn't bear it, "You want to earn more money, don't you? Would you like to change to a position with a higher salary?"

Xu Jingheng raised his head in surprise, "What position?"

"Taster."

"Culinary taster?" Xu Jingheng was shocked.

Tang Geyu asked him again, "You are about [-] a month now, right. If you are a food taster, I will give you [-]."

Xu Jingheng continued to be shocked.

Tang Geyu was amused by his cute look, "I'll call you Xu Kaola from now on."

"Culinary taster?" Xu Jingheng suppressed the absent-minded Yue, "Do you work on food tasting?!"

Tang Geyu picked a piece of cake and put it in his mouth, "Yes."

He put down the fork, "The content of the job is to follow me. I cook and you eat. If you have any good suggestions or suggestions for the restaurant, you can tell me."

He thought for a while, and then added: "It can be said to be... my assistant, helping me manage this store, we can make more money, and we will start a chain in the future."

Xu Jingheng was so excited that he couldn't sit still. It was already an unexpected surprise for him to see Tang Geyu again after many years.

But now, he can still see Tang Geyu from time to time, which in his opinion is a luxury and a gift from heaven.Now that Tang Geyu proposed such a job to him, he was so happy that he didn't know how to speak for a while, but cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and the pleasant current passed through his body, and his whole body was so comfortable that his pores opened.

The taster...can see Tang Geyu all the time!

Tang Geyu looked at Xu Jingheng's slightly red cheeks, concealed the obsession in his eyes, and said softly: "Go back and rest today, don't be too tired."

"Ge Yu..."

"Go back and get some sleep."

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng's tears were uncontrollably wet.

"Well, I'll take you back." Tang Geyu stood up and threw the clean cake box into the trash can, "But I don't have a car, so I can only take the bus with you."

"You didn't buy a car?" Xu Jingheng also stood up. He looked at Tang Geyu, at Tang Geyu's exquisite suit and high-end leather shoes, "I thought you bought a car and a house a long time ago."

Tang Geyu raised his eyebrows, "I didn't want to buy it before, but in the future... I want to buy it. Then you can give me some advice."

"I can't give it..." Xu Jingheng quickly waved his hands, "I don't understand those."

Tang Geyu said: "You tell me whether you like it or not, that is the best suggestion."

Xu Jingheng just wanted to say what's the use of my liking, and I didn't buy it, but after understanding the meaning of Tang Geyu's words, he swallowed the words in his mouth.

"Let's go." Tang Geyu patted Xu Jingheng's back and walked out.

Xu Jingheng looked at that slender figure, full of joy and love to the extreme.

----

The traffic on Luoyu Street is much more convenient than before. There is already a subway, but they still choose to take the bus.

There were not many people on the bus in the afternoon, and before they got on the bus, they just took a bus of the same route. At this time, there were only two passengers in the bus they were sitting on.

Today's sun is very dazzling, Xu Jingheng is sitting by the window, the color on his eyebrows becomes lighter under the light.

Tang Geyu was sitting next to Xu Jingheng. When he turned to look at Xu Jingheng, he felt that he had seen the delicate boy playing the violin in the musical instrument room again.

Outstanding.

Tang Geyu still remembered how he described Xu Jingheng in this way.

But at this moment, he looked at Xu Jingheng, at the warm sunshine outside the car window and the vendors blowing bubbles, at the bubbles turning into colorful under the sun, at the roadside students carrying schoolbags and wearing school uniforms laughing and playing, watching Looking at the receding trees and buildings, I just feel that the years are quiet and beautiful.

He took out his mobile phone and plugged in the earphones, and hung one end of the earphones on Xu Jingheng's right ear, and the other end on his left ear.

Xu Jingheng turned to look at Tang Geyu, Tang Geyu just smiled, the bright and handsome smile of his youth.

Xu Jingheng felt for a moment that he saw Tang Geyu back then.He was sucked in by Tang Geyu's charming eyes, his heart continued to beat, and the numbness spread all over his body.

When Tang Geyu pressed the phone and the prelude of "Depending on each other" came slowly from the earphones, Xu Jingheng felt that the grievances and depressions of the previous years had disappeared. He just wanted to cherish Tang Geyu from now on and make up for the vacancy for Tang Geyu in the past six years. Love.

"Others are fading out and finally only you and I are together, still thinking about happiness. Although I was angry for you for a while, in fact, I didn't know each other before and I was devoted to each other until we spent the troubled century with you..."

When this sentence was sung in the earphones, Xu Jingheng's hand resting on his knee moved quietly to the side, pinching Tang Geyu's fingers nervously, but he dared not look at Tang Geyu.

"No matter how unreasonable the world around me is, I will always be with you. If you don't let me go, I won't let you go. I want to make sure that I hold the same arm every day. I don't dare to die early. I want to stay with you. I have tried enough. Parting is not very beautiful, how can I leave you..."

Xu Jingheng was nervous, and the tip of his nose was already soaking up sweat.When I held Tang Geyu's hand in the past, I was very casual, but now I feel luxurious and happy.

The sun was very strong outside, and the road leading to Xu Jingheng's house was still the same as before, with many trees and few buildings.

They sat side by side in the penultimate row of the bus, quietly watching one after another of the trees appearing in front of them but disappearing soon outside the bus window, gently flapping their eyelashes, silently.

"Time is like fine water washing away a few lovers and confidantes. Looking up, destiny casts the lamplight under the shadow of me and you. Could it be that someone left to show that the good time is limited, and let me learn to be greedy for you and fear death..."

Tang Geyu opened his palm to wrap Xu Jingheng's hand, and gently softened it. Following the voice in the earphones, he also sang, but the voice was so small that only Xu Jingheng who was sitting next to him could hear it.

"No matter how unreasonable the world around me is, I will always be with you. If you don't let me go, I won't let you go. I want to be sure that I hold the same arm every day... I dare not die early to stay with you, I have tried It's not very sad to say goodbye, how can I be willing to let you go after seeing all the clouds and winds..."

The corner of Xu Jingheng's mouth curled up into a smile, and he spoke slowly along with the music, "Prove that you love both others and yourself, why is it reasonable to be so tragic... Even if the world around you makes no sense, I will always be with you. If you don't let me go, I won't let you go." Let go of you, I want to make sure that I hold the same pair of arms every day, so I don't have to choose us to become big weapons, when the two of us have no luck of adventure, and we have seen all the clouds and winds, how can we be willing to let you go..."

"We still cherish the breath."