The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

People don't live on campus all their lives, but some experiences and injuries on campus will follow them for a lifetime.Those cold words, fierce bullying, hateful faces... will remain in their minds forever.

The pain may be gradually forgotten with the passage of time, it may be lingering in the heart forever, or it may suddenly flash up at a certain moment to occupy the brain, and those pictures fill the mind, bringing people boredom and unwillingness.

Xu Jingheng had received a text message before, it was sent to him by a girl he rescued when he first entered high school.The girl told him that she had made a new start in another city.Although still not happy, but also a new beginning.

Because, this beginning will have a future, if you don’t start a new beginning, there will be no future.

This text message made Xu Jingheng even more determined to return to City H.

Xu Jingheng tilted his head to the boy, "My life has only started in less than 17 years... Before the age of 16, I was happy, only the year of 16 was painful, but I will not die, why should I let How many years of happiness will this miserable year ruin my future?"

He changed his stance and crossed his arms.Even though the light was dim, it couldn't cover the light from his big clear eyes, "I don't know how old you are this year, and I don't know how many years you have suffered, I just want to tell you... Please be like me, even if you have suffered every year and every day for the past 20 years, but you still have the opportunity to live happily for the next few decades."

"As long as you are alive, there are infinite possibilities..."

After Xu Jingheng said these words, he felt inappropriately that his life had been sublimated.But he was not only persuading the boy, but also comforting himself.

And Xu Jingheng tried his best and said everything, but the boy's attitude didn't seem to change at all, he still said coldly: "No... your kind of family happiness is only temporarily painful due to external reasons. It is possible for human beings. And I... live only in infinite pain."

Although the boy didn't explain directly, Xu Jingheng seemed to understand what he meant.

Could it be... the main reason why the boy couldn't think about it was because of his family?

Xu Jingheng was still lowering his head and thinking about what to say if this would not work, when a strange voice interrupted him...

Listening carefully, the tiger's body shook, it was the sound of palms rubbing against the guardrail!

The boy was already sliding his crotch slowly towards the guardrail. Xu Jingheng was shocked when he saw this, and raised his hands to reach the boy's waist, "Don't! Don't jump!"

"Don't touch me!" the boy yelled.

Seeing that the situation was not good in the car, Xu Li anxiously opened the car door and ran over, "Calm down, kid! Be good, come down, huh?"

Xu Jingheng shouted loudly: "Dude, don't jump! Tell us what difficulties you encounter, and we'll see if we can help you!"

Xu Jingheng didn't want to persuade a boy who didn't come to jump into the river to jump into the river... although he had good intentions.

Xu Jingheng raised his hands and vacated behind the boy, praying, "Don't get overwhelmed, okay? Look at how young you are, don't you?"

His eyes were full of sincerity, "Actually, let me tell you, I can tell through the blood that you are definitely not ordinary handsome. Don't you think it's a pity to dance like this? Before you die, you don't want to hurt girls first." ?"

Xu Jingheng laughed silly, "To tell you the truth, if I were a woman, I would have been fascinated by you long ago, thinking about how to seduce you every day! Brother, don't look for death, okay? It's unique to handsome guys. After you experience happiness, it’s never too late to die... Also, you’re so handsome, you have to be a scumbag once or twice, right? Listen to me, it’s not a loss to die after emptying your body until there’s not a single drop left !"

……

There was light in the boy's eyes, his eyelashes drooped slightly, and a small shadow covered his eyes, hiding his little light.

He didn't speak, but stopped moving to slide down.

Xu Jingheng saw that there was hope, and hurriedly said: "To be honest, you are really a cheap king of Hades if you die so early. Why are you picking up cheap for others for no reason? Why don't you live well and harm others? How cool is that? no!"

……

???

Xu Jingheng couldn't choose what to say, because his mind was in a mess, he didn't know what he was talking about, so he didn't have time to think about what he was going to say next, "Besides, there are many ugly men in this world. Once he dies, isn’t there another handsome guy? If there is one less handsome guy, then our country will have a little less marriage rate. If the marriage rate decreases, will there be fewer children? If there are fewer children, there will be fewer good-looking people If there are fewer good-looking people, there will be fewer people getting married, and if this cycle continues over time, the consequences will be disastrous, brother?!"

Xu Jingheng sighed, "Let me tell you, you are living first, and you will definitely not lose money. You are alive, not to mention other things, just getting married and having children is making a contribution to the country. You are adding handsome men to the country, brother! Besides... "

"Are you sick?" The boy suddenly turned his face, and scolded Xu Jingheng with a cold expression, "Are you a professional nonsense?"

……

Not only the boy, even Xu Li who was standing next to him was stunned by Xu Jingheng's machine-gun-like mouth, but... Xu Li was stunned with a smile.

His family, Xu Jingheng, used to have such a personality, talkative, and love to talk nonsense.It's just that such a personality has not appeared in Xu Jingheng for nearly a year.

Xu Jingheng ignored Xu Li who was stunned to the side, and answered the boy's question with a face of joking: "If when I was in college, there was this major in that university, then I would choose it, study hard when the time comes, and strive to become a member of the nonsense world." of the top."

"Cut..." the boy mocked, "How do you know I'm handsome?"

The handsome Xu Jingheng was speechless, thinking that I am not talking nonsense...

"Uh..." Xu Jingheng stared at the boy's face. The boy's face was really covered with blood, and even his eyebrows had turned red. He couldn't see clearly at all. He was covered by the dim streetlight in the dark In a photo, it looks a little scary.

This... can't be boasted.Fortunately, he is not afraid of ghosts. If he was afraid of ghosts, he might blurt out in shock: "Jump!"You jump!

……

Xu Jingheng's eyes moved down and settled on the boy's blood-stained neck and arms.The blood was about to dry, like a red oil painting painted on his body.

It is no exaggeration to say that he is a blood man.

Well... that's not something to brag about.

Xu Jingheng's head turned rapidly, and finally said weakly: "Qi...temperament...you are very handsome."

The boy was full of question marks, feeling incredible, "I have a ghost-like temperament?"

"Uh no, it's the soul..."

"My soul that wants to die?"

"I made a mistake, it's actually the voice..."

"Didn't you hear that I was speechless at all?"

"Oh……"

……

Xu Jingheng couldn't answer these words, really couldn't answer.The most fearful thing is that someone takes you seriously when you are joking, and he is so competitive that you have no way to explain to him that you are joking...

Seeing that this trick would not work, Xu Jingheng suddenly had a flash of inspiration in his mind, and thought of a clever plan.

Xu Jingheng froze in place, intentionally made his eyes dim suddenly, and was about to cry. He wanted to have an emotional drama, he wanted to touch this boy, he wanted this boy to know that there is true love in the world, and there is true love in the world.

Xu Jingheng sniffed lightly, walked behind the boy with gentle eyes, and carefully put his arms around the boy's waist.

The boy shook his body and curled up his fingers. He felt uncomfortable with Xu Jingheng's sudden intimacy.

The stiff back of the boy made Xu Jingheng's chest uncomfortable, but Xu Jingheng held back.

Xu Jingheng spoke again, with a trembling voice, "The one who is destined...hug you. In fact, I probably guessed that you may be unhappy because your family is not harmonious. I want to say, if your parents can't let you have the desire to live , then you live for yourself and for those who may be happy because of you in the future."

He raised his chin and tapped lightly on the boy's back, "There's really no need to ruin a future that may be bright and happy for the past ten years of unhappiness..."

Xu Jingheng felt the boy's body trembling slightly, he patted the boy's stomach comfortingly, the touch was hard, "Even if there is really no one in the world that makes you want to live, or wants you to live... ...and now there is."

"We... hope you live."

I don't know if it was Xu Jingheng's illusion, but he felt the body in his arms tremble very slightly again.

Xu Jingheng felt the change in the boy, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart. When he spoke again, he was not talking, but singing: "Even if fate is upside down, even if fate is tortuous and bizarre, even if fate threatens you, it's no fun to be a human... Don't cry and feel sad, let alone give up, I wish to be with you forever..."

Xu Jingheng stopped after singing this passage, because he saw the boy turned to look at him.

The boy seemed to want to say something, but his lips were slightly opened and then closed again within two seconds.

Xu Jingheng rested his chin on the boy's back and smiled softly under the light, "Do you want me to sing again?"

The boy didn't speak, but his dark eyes suddenly brightened a little.

Xu Jingheng's smile deepened, "If you don't say anything, I'll take it as if you agreed, and then I, an unoriginal and unknown amateur singer, will make a fool of yourself in front of you..."

He coughed and coughed twice, and slowed down the tone: "I have gone around in my life, how can I see clearly, I have tried it when I was at a loss, sitting alone in a corner seemed to be unhelpful, how many times did I fall when I was young in a certain year?" how many tears

In the torrential rainy night, I have to go through twists and turns in my life..."

Xu Jingheng looked at the boy's profile and asked softly, "This is a Cantonese song, can you understand the lyrics?"

The boy didn't speak, Xu Jingheng hugged him a little tighter, and said every word clearly: "There are twists and turns in my life, and I have to go through it too..."