The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng blinked his eyes, his expression seemed to be teasing a child, "Tang Geyu, which one do you want?"

The corners of Tang Geyu's mouth curled deeper and deeper. He took a candy from Xu Jingheng's right hand, tore open the package and handed it to Xu Jingheng's mouth, "Ah—"

Xu Jingheng opened his mouth obediently, and put the candy in Tang Geyu's hand into his mouth, "I thought you would choose candy."

"I chose sugar. If you eat sugar, it means I eat sugar."

"Ah?" Xu Jingheng was puzzled, "Why?"

Tang Geyu wrapped his palm behind Xu Jingheng's ear, pushed his head over and kissed him, and after the kiss, he kissed Tian's lips with insatiable desire, "It tastes like apples."

Only then did Xu Jingheng understand, "Okay."

He unwrapped the cigarette case and handed it to Tang Geyu.

Tang Geyu took a cigarette and lit it silently.

Seeing how many puffs he took, Xu Jingheng hesitated before speaking, "Ge Yu, today is... what's wrong?"

Tang Geyu exhaled a thick puff of smoke, and turned his eyes to other places, "They had a fight a few years ago, and it was quite fierce. At that time, my mother said that she wanted to divorce him. He was afraid, so he went to please my mother... "

Seeing that he was depressed, Xu Jingheng put his arms around his waist and comforted him silently.

Tang Geyu's voice became hoarse, "Then... my mother made up with him again, and the marriage was not divorced."

His face was pressed against Xu Jingheng's ear, and the smoke from his mouth surrounded Xu Jingheng's body.

Xu Jingheng felt a little choked, but held back his cough and listened quietly to Tang Geyu.

"During the Chinese New Year, my mother said that she was going to divorce him. I was actually in a good mood. I was still looking for a house at that time, and then I carefully calculated what kind of life I could live with her with my savings. Maybe It is very difficult, but I am really looking forward to it, as long as she is willing to divorce, it will always be fine in the future."

"But she was always deceived by Tang Weiming over and over again, and then continued to fight with Tang Weiming and make up with him like before."

Tang Geyu took another deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled towards Xu Jingheng, "I...everytime...everytime I see the wound on her body and the blood on her face, I feel angry and hurt. She is my mother, I I feel sorry for her, but I am angry that she has no brains and insists on following Tang Weiming..."

"Before, I said that Tang Weiming wanted to reconcile with her. I must have no good intentions. Most of them were to cheat her of money, but she didn't believe it...to this day, they said they would help me celebrate my birthday. When it came to the key point, my mother She asked me for money. She said that Tang Weiming owed debts outside, and she took [-] yuan to Tang Weiming to pay back the money, and asked me if I still had it, I..."

Tang Geyu's teeth were about to bite off the cigarette butt, "I can't help it... Tang Weiming started the fights before, but today I beat him first. I really can't bear it anymore."

"I really can't bear this kind of life." He hugged Xu Jingheng tightly, "If you weren't still here, I wouldn't even know the meaning of my life."

After Tang Geyu finished speaking, Xu Jingheng's nose was sore and his eyes were hot.

There are cicadas singing in the trees outside the alley, sparrows are flying in the sky, stars are shining in the sky, and the crooked moon hangs high.The wind blowing was hot and not very comfortable, but it was also mixed with the smell of food from someone who didn't know where.

The world seems to be quite beautiful, but why can't people be happy?

Xu Jingheng gently stroked Tang Geyu's back, looked up at the warm yellow tile lamp hanging on the tree, "Geyu, I'm sorry...today is your birthday, I can't wish you a happy birthday, and I can't help you with anything."

Water drops slipped from the end of his eyes, "But I will always be with you, and I will always like you. I will be with you to make our world a better place."

Tang Geyu threw a cigarette, kissed Xu Jingheng's ear, closed his eyes, "I love you."

The voice was deep, but with a hint of tenderness.

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng rubbed his chin against Tang Geyu's neck, "Do you have any plans for the future?"

"Yes." Tang Geyu said: "After we finish the college entrance examination, I will give all the money I have to my mother, and then leave here to live the life I want."

He held Xu Jingheng's face in his hands, and slid his fingers over the corners of his eyes, "Why are you crying?"

Xu Jingheng's expression was a little aggrieved, "I love you very much."

"Then are you willing to come with me? I will definitely study hard this year and try my best to go to the same university as you. Then we will study and live together, okay?"

Xu Jingheng didn't hesitate at all, "Okay..."

He gently pushed Tang Geyu away, and lifted the pure white carton bag in his hand, "I came here in a hurry, so I didn't pick it carefully. This is the one I like the most I saw in that store."

Tang Geyu didn't look at the gift, but kept staring at Xu Jingheng's face, "I like whatever you buy."

The moment Xu Jingheng was about to take out the gift, a not-so-reserved thought suddenly came to his mind.

Today is Tang Geyu's birthday, so it would be too polite for him to just give a cup.

And...speaking of it...he has been with Tang Geyu for so long, and he hasn't...

They stop at kissing every time.

No matter how hot the atmosphere was, they stopped at kissing and never went any further.

The love for each other in their hearts becomes stronger and stronger as time goes by, but their expectations and desires for each other also become stronger and stronger as the love grows stronger.

In fact, Tang Geyu never took the initiative to do anything outrageous to him, and he never took the initiative to ask Tang Geyu for it.

Or...today...

Come once?

After this idea became firm in Xu Jingheng's mind, he began to blush and his heart beat.

He tapped Tang Geyu's collarbone with his index finger, "Geyu, let's... why don't we find a place to see the gifts?"

Tang Geyu didn't know what he was thinking, so he pinched his fingers and gently said, "Okay, where are you looking for? Where do you want to go?"

"It's past eleven o'clock now, and the bus back to my house is gone...I..."

Tang Geyu was taken aback for a moment, only then did he see Xu Jingheng's subtle expression.

He raised his eyebrows, intending to test him, "Then... shall I drive you back with a little donkey?"

Xu Jingheng was a little shy and didn't dare to look up at Tang Geyu, "I...not...I mean, how about we...how about we sleep together tonight?"

After he finished speaking incoherently, a wicked smile flashed across Tang Geyu's face. He had been waiting for Xu Jingheng's words for a long time.

Tang Geyu leaned closer to Xu Jingheng's ear, and said with breath: "OK, this is what you sent up..."

Xu Jingheng closed his eyes and shook his shoulders. Suddenly, uncontrollably, some unsuitable images began to flash in his mind, and his body became hot without shame, and a wave of excitement slowly surged.

Tang Geyu took his hand and walked out of the alley, he followed blankly, the messy images in his mind were still lingering.

When he came back to his senses, he and Tang Geyu were already standing in a hotel room on North Street...

In the bathroom, Xu Jingheng could clearly feel Tang Geyu's changes.He was speechless now, for his teeth were chattering and his lips were trembling.

Tang Geyu murmured softly in his ear, "I don't want to go out, can I just stay in the bathroom?"

Xu Jingheng raised his head and half-closed his eyes to see Tang Geyu's face.His eyes were very blurred, it was like adding fuel to Tang Geyu's lust.

Tang Geyu said hoarsely: "It's in the bathroom, okay?"

Xu Jingheng could not stand Tang Geyu whispering in his ear, closed his eyes and nodded, "Mmm..."

The satisfaction in Tang Geyu's heart rushed to the top of his head, he almost immediately sucked Xu Jingheng's lips, and thrust his tongue in aggressively to stir it.

They loved each other for a long time in the bathroom, asking for each other again and again, and giving each other their strongest love without leaving any.

Tang Geyu still had a sense of propriety, even though he wanted to go crazy, he still gritted his teeth and restrained himself.

After all, he didn't possess Xu Jingheng, for fear of hurting his body.

Xu Jingheng was a little tired after the end, Tang Geyu washed him and carried him to the bed.

His movements were light, which didn't make Xu Jingheng feel uncomfortable at all.

There was only one dim light in the room, and the atmosphere was warm and comfortable.

There was an alarm clock on the bedside table, and it was a few minutes before one o'clock in the morning.

Xu Jingheng got up and sat on the bed wrapped in a quilt, with a tired expression on his face, "Brother Yu, I haven't shown you the birthday present yet."

Tang Geyu sat on the edge of the bed wearing a bathrobe, "Are you sleepy? If you are sleepy, go to bed first."

"Hmm...no." Xu Jingheng shook his head, "I'm here to help you celebrate your birthday, and I want to wish you a happy birthday, but I forgot to buy a cake..."

Tang Geyu raised his hand and stroked his wet short hair, "I'm very happy when I'm with you."

Xu Jingheng smiled lightly, and dug his head into his palm, "My gift is very ordinary, not as good as what you gave me."

"I like whatever you give me."

"whee……"

The paper box bag containing the gift was placed on the bedside table, and Xu Jingheng reached out to reach for it.He got out of the quilt a little bit, revealing his thin collarbone. Tang Geyu smiled charmingly, and scraped his fingers over his collarbone, "Oh, is this seducing me?"

"How can I..." Xu Jingheng shrank his shoulders slightly, "Will you be disappointed after seeing my gift?"

"Of course not, why do you think so."

"Because I think this gift is really ordinary. I didn't know that today is your birthday until evening."

"You have this intention, I am already very satisfied."

Xu Jingheng pursed his lips and chuckled, took the paper box and put it on the bed, and winked at Tang Geyu provocatively, "Do you want to guess what it is first?"

Tang Geyu looked at the beautifully packaged pure white carton on the bed, and slowly shook his head, "I can't guess."

"Okay...it's too late now and I won't tease you, just tell you, it's a set of cups."

Xu Jingheng stared at Tang Geyu, blinking his big eyes mischievously, "Because I want to be with you forever."

Because I want to be with you forever.

Xu Jingheng's words made Tang Geyu's eyes burn almost instantly.He had mixed feelings in his heart, and felt sorry for Xu Jingheng inexplicably, and wanted to give Xu Jingheng the best in the world.

And he was also wronged, obviously thinking about such a beautiful sentence, but before he was moved, he was wronged in his heart.

He didn't understand why he was wronged, he only knew that he wanted to hold Xu Jingheng in his arms at this moment.Whatever Xu Jingheng wanted, he would give.

Tang Geyu's eyes were covered with a thin layer of water mist. Under the warm yellow light, Xu Jingheng's face was so gentle.

Wrapped in a pure white thin quilt, he half-kneeled on the bed, revealing his slender neck and white shoulders.

He was laughing, laughing to himself.

In front of him was a pure white cardboard box, and he said that it contained a set of cups, and he gave the cups because he wanted to be with him for the rest of his life.

Only now did Tang Geyu realize that the world he hated before would become so beautiful and worth looking forward to because of Xu Jingheng.

"Brother Yu is dumb?" Xu Jingheng took his hands out of the quilt, and carefully opened the white paper box in front of him, "Then let me open it for you."

Tang Geyu closed his eyes tightly and then opened them again. There were no tears in his eyes, but they were a little red. "Okay, Master Xingxing help me to open them."

"Dangdangdangdang!" Xu Jingheng pulled out the compartment inside the carton, "Mr. Tang Geyu, please accept the life I gave you!"

Tang Geyu looked down, moved from Xu Jingheng's face to his hand, and saw two very simple pure white cups lying in the carton, and a long white spoon was placed next to each cup.

One cup says "Much Joy" and the other says "Chang An Ning".

The cup is pure white, and the characters are in black italics, which are neither too big nor too small, just below the cup.

Xu Jingheng's slender fingers tapped on the two cups, "Brother Yu, can I give you Chang'an?"

Tang Geyu grabbed his hand and held it in the palm of his hand, "Well... what a joy to you."

"Okay, okay!" Xu Jingheng pulled out his hand, took out Changan Ning's cup from the plastic holder, held it in both hands and handed it to Tang Geyu, "Tang Geyu, Changan Ning!"

Tang Geyu got up and knelt on the bed, held Xu Jingheng's hand on his chest with one hand, and lifted Xu Jingheng's chin with the other hand and kissed him, "Okay, let's be happy together, Chang An Ning."

"Brother Yu..." Xu Jingheng sat up, most of his body was exposed, only the most invisible part was hidden under the quilt.

He stretched out his arms around Tang Geyu's neck, put his upper body against Tang Geyu's body through the bathrobe, and whispered in Tang Geyu's ear, "I hope you are happy, I hope you are safe and healthy...Happy today."

Xu Jingheng raised his chin and took the initiative to kiss Tang Geyu.

He loves the boy and wants him to be happy.

Tang Geyu opened his mouth in an instant and frantically responded to Xu Jingheng's kiss. He gently took the cup aside and leaned over to push Xu Jingheng down on the bed.

"OK, OK..."

"Hmm..." Xu Jingheng's back was pressed against the soft bed, his fingers ran through the broken hair behind Tang Geyu's head, and his lips slid to the side of Tang Geyu's face, behind his ears.

Under the soft light, he half-closed his eyes to see the slender scar behind Tang Geyu's ear that could pierce his heart, and said tremblingly: "Brother Yu, I love you..."

Tang Geyu bit Xu Jingheng's ear, "I love you, I love you so much."

"Brother Yu..."

Xu Jingheng's hand slipped down behind his back, and he stroked gently, giving him the warmest comfort, "Brother Yu will...live the life you want from now on, okay?"

Tang Geyu stopped biting, leaving a moist spot on Xu Jingheng's ear.

When he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse, "OK... Actually, from the time I was very young until the day before you appeared, I still felt that this world was unfair to me."

Xu Jingheng's heart tightened suddenly, and he left a kiss on Tang Geyu's side in silence.

Tang Geyu stuck to his body, feeling his body temperature through the bathrobe, "I didn't want such parents before, but there was nothing I could do. Later, I saw something on TV saying that you can call the police uncle for anything, and then I So I went to the police uncle. I went to the police uncle and asked if I could change my parents. The police uncle said no. I begged for a long time, but they still said they didn’t want to, so I started to hate this world.”

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng's heart ached so badly that he couldn't open his eyes.

He hugged Tang Geyu tightly, trying to give him some comfort.

Tang Geyu's voice became weaker and weaker, "Actually, when I was young, my grades were pretty good, but since then, my grades have been bad. I don't want to study hard, and I don't even want to be a good person. Wait until I'm a little older. , I started smoking, choked to death and continued to smoke, and then started fighting, playing truant... What do you mean if you don’t study well, I will do something, I feel that the world doesn’t like me, so I also don’t like the world.”

Tang Geyu closed his eyes, and took a greedy breath on the side of Xu Jingheng's neck, "But since you came, I don't think so anymore. I always feel that God treats me badly. Why did I give someone such a good father, but give him I have a father like this... I am dissatisfied, I complain, and I am full of hostility."

"But... I didn't know it left you to me before. After you appeared, I've been dry for a long time, but I've been blessed with rain."

"Okay." Tang Geyu reached out and pressed Xu Jingheng's head in his arms, "Thank you, I love you."