The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng kissed Tang Geyu's heart through the bathrobe.He opened his eyes, his eyelashes were already wet, "Geyu...can I sing for you?"

Tang Geyu frowned slightly, "Okay..."

Xu Jingheng said softly: "There are other people around, fade out and finally only you and I are together, still thinking about happiness. Although I was angry for you for a while, in fact, I didn't know each other before and I was devoted to each other until we went through the troubled century with you..."

After Xu Jingheng sang here, Tang Geyu slowly opened his eyes, and when he met Xu Jingheng's blurred eyes, his eyes were full of tenderness, and he spoke with Xu Jingheng:

"No matter how unreasonable the world around me is, I will always be with you. You will not let me go, and I will not let you go. I want to make sure that I hold the same arm every day. I dare not die early. I want to stay with you. I have tried It's not very sad to say goodbye, how can I leave you..."

After they sang these few lines, they looked at each other and smiled tacitly, their eyes were as gentle as water.

Xu Jingheng pressed his hands to the side of Tang Geyu's face, "Time is like fine water washing away a few lovers and confidants. Looking up, destiny casts the lamplight under the pillar and it's you and me. Could it be that someone left to show that good times are limited..."

Tang Geyu put a kiss on Xu Jingheng's eyebrows, and continued his next sentence, "Let me learn to be for you, greedy for life and afraid of death..."

"No matter how unreasonable the world around me is, I will always be with you. You will not let me go, and I will not let you go. I want to make sure that I hold the same arm every day. I dare not die early. I want to stay with you. I have tried It's not very sad to say goodbye... I've seen you all, how can I be willing to let you go..."

Xu Jingheng was lying on the bed, most of the quilt on his body had been taken off, and his entire upper body was exposed.If he had been in the past, he would have been too shy to look at Tang Geyu, but at this moment, he didn't want to miss any of Tang Geyu's expressions, and he didn't want to waste his eyes on other things.

He just wanted to look at Tang Geyu.

And Tang Geyu propped his hands beside his shoulders, "It proves that you love others and love yourself, why it is reasonable to be so tragic..."

Xu Jingheng put his arms around his neck, his heart was full of sweetness, and at the same time Tang Geyu uttered a sentence, he also opened his mouth, and sang along with Tang Geyu the few lines he most wanted to sing to Tang Geyu, "Even if there is nothing in the world around you There is no reason, I will always be with you, you will not let me go, I will not let you go, I want to make sure that I hold the same pair of arms every day... Don't choose us to be big weapons, there is no luck to take risks when we are two ..."

"I've seen you all, how can I let you go..."

After they finished singing, they could no longer hold back the love they had for each other, and kissed each other fiercely and passionately.

When the kiss was obsessed, Tang Geyu pulled the quilt off Xu Jingheng's body, and after comforting him again, the two lay on their sides on the bed and hugged each other.

Xu Jingheng's head was buried in Tang Geyu's chest. He held Tang Geyu's hand, kissed his slender fingers again and again, and then moved up from the fingers to the wrist, "Brother Yu..."

Tang Geyu rested his chin on the tip of his hair, "Yes."

"You...you haven't made a wish yet..."

Xu Jingheng moved his head away, leaving a wet spot on Tang Geyu's wrist.He looked at Tang Geyu tenderly, "What is your wish, can you tell me?"

"I... I have no wish."

"How can there be no wish?"

Tang Geyu closed his eyes, "Because I think wish is a very luxurious thing, I don't think I should have this kind of thing."

"Ah..." Xu Jingheng put his arms around his neck, "Why do you think like this, the wish is in the heart, everyone's heart is free, you can do whatever you want..."

"is it?"

"Of course! Wishes must be there, what if they come true?"

"Okay..." Tang Geyu kissed Xu Jingheng's lips, "Then let me think about what my wish is."

"it is good."

The air was quiet for a while, Tang Geyu's voice sounded again in the quiet room, he said: "I'm afraid God doesn't like people who are too greedy, so my wish is that we can be more ordinary."

I hope we can be like many people in the world, living an ordinary life, studying in an ordinary way, growing up in an ordinary way, and loving in an ordinary way.

Ordinary together, always together.

The world is so big and people are so small, hope may become dim because of reality, but good people will not be forgotten by the light because of their smallness.

In the first 17 years, Tang Geyu was full of hostility and disgusted with the whole world.Several times he wanted to give up this life that broke him down, but at the moment before he thought it was the last moment of his life, he met Xu Jingheng.

The world is starting to get weird.

The world began to become ordinary.

No more ugly, no more dirty, no more sad things.

Xu Jingheng was already sleeping soundly in Tang Geyu's arms. Tang Geyu lightly took Xu Jingheng's hand from his waist and stepped back.

Xu Jingheng was dazed, rubbing his head on the pillow unconsciously. After Tang Geyu patted him on the shoulder soothingly, he put on his bathrobe and gently lifted the quilt, and sat up from the bed.

He sat by the bed, helped Xu Jingheng tuck the quilt, left a kiss on Xu Jingheng's face, turned around and put the two white porcelain cups in a box like treasures, and carefully placed them on the bedside table.

He turned his face, staring at Xu Jingheng's sleeping face obsessively, sliding his fingers greedily on Xu Jingheng's face, feeling the slippery touch.

There is a gentle ripple in my heart.

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The two of them didn't get up until nearly one o'clock in the afternoon the next day. After Tang Geyu took Xu Jingheng to North Street to eat something, they bought some vegetables and fruits in a small supermarket nearby and went to Ye Zi's house.

According to Tang Geyu, Ye Zi and Shen Zhu established their relationship during the Spring Festival.Tang Weiming and Wu Yu were on good terms during the Spring Festival, the couple stopped fighting, and Wu Yu didn't have to run away from home, so Shen Zhu stayed at Ye Zi's house with a stern face every day, and did things to Ye Zi, of course. He also waits on Ye Zi, cooks for people, and feeds the cats.

When they arrived at Ye Zi's house, when they knocked on the door, there was already the smell of vegetables coming from the house.

Ye Zi came to open the door with the cat in his arms, and Shen Zhu was standing beside him holding a spatula.

Ye Zi pinched the cat's paw and shook them, "Hi..."

Seeing that both of them were sweating, she hurriedly moved away, "Come in, come in, why don't you open an umbrella when you come here, it's so hot outside."

Tang Geyu let Xu Jingheng go in first, and he stood at the door and said, "It's okay, there are only a few steps to go."

Shen Zhu saw how many bags of things they both had in their hands, and joked, "Oh, come here as soon as you come, what else do you bring?"

Tang Geyu snorted, "I bought it for my family to eat."

Shen Zhu took the spatula and pointed to the door, "Please go back."

"If I don't come back, I'm going to come in to eat and drink." Tang Geyu walked in after Xu Jingheng changed his shoes, "Take advantage of the air conditioner."

The air conditioner in Ye Zi's house was installed by Chen Zhu at the beginning of summer this year, and the windows of the house were also replaced by Chen Zhu. Later, some furniture was added and cleaned well. This one-bedroom, one-living room The house looks quite decent, not as dilapidated as last year.

Xu Jingheng entered the room, put two large bags of vegetables on the table, and couldn't wait to look at the white cat in Ye Zi's hands.

"Wow, is this cat fat?"

He also came to Ye Zi's house with Tang Geyu several times in the spring, helping to paint the wall, and moving the cabinets and chairs. He met Amusin several times at that time, and he was not so fat.

Ye Zi smiled and didn't speak yet, but Shen Zhu came over with a look of disgust, "Ye Zi eats everything delicious for this big ugly cat, can you not get fat?"

The expression on her face was distasteful, but her hands still patted Amusin's head lightly.

In the past six months, she has come to Ye Zi's house many times to sleep. Ye Zi sleeps with Amusin in his arms, and she wants to hold Ye Zi to sleep again. In desperation, she is forced to become more and more familiar with Amusin. Slowly not afraid.

Ye Zi pouted and muttered, "How ugly is Amusin, she's so pretty."

Shen Zhu heheed speechlessly, "Ask Ge Yu and Xu Jingheng, let them tell you whether your cat is ugly or not."

Xu Jingheng was stunned, not knowing whether to say ugly or not.Anyway, this cat is quite fat, quite white, with a clean body and big and round eyes.

Tang Geyu was not embarrassed, he stepped forward and took a closer look at Amusin, "It's okay, cats are beautiful and ugly, aren't they all the same."

Ye Zi glanced at him, "Will you look at it? Out of all the cats you've seen before, mine is the only one that looks good?"

"I can't tell, isn't a cat just a cat?"

Ye Zi cut out dissatisfied.

Tang Geyu changed his shoes, and after several people entered the house, they began to take the things out of the bag.Seeing that they bought a big watermelon, Shen Zhu was obviously happy, "Hurry up and put the watermelon in the refrigerator, I want to eat iced watermelon! The kitchen is so hot, I'm frying two dishes that are so hot."

"Okay." Xu Jingheng walked towards the refrigerator with the watermelon in his arms, "Sister Zhu, if you get hot, why don't you ask Ge Yu to cook."

He hasn't eaten Tang Geyu's fried dishes for a long time, and he has thought about it for a long time.

Shen Zhu nodded, "It's ok, I'm sweating a lot, I need to take a bath."

Tang Geyu answered, "Okay, then I'll cook, you two have a rest."

"Okay." Shen Zhu took off his apron and handed it to Tang Geyu, "There is fish soup in the small pot, it can be filled right away."

"Ah."

Shen Zhu asked him again: "Did you start school in a few days?"

"Yes, the third year of high school starts one month earlier."

"Oh, let's have a good meal today. It's rare to spend time cooking properly after the third year of high school."

She walked up to Ye Zi, stretched out her hand and tapped Amusin's head, "I want to eat fish every day, I want to eat fish every day, I'll kill you, ugly cat!"

Ye Zi slapped her, "How ugly is Amusin? Why do you keep talking about him like that!"

"I like."

Shen Zhu plucked a few hairs off the cat's body in a lowly manner, "What's the use of raising such a fat cat, can you help you watch the house and beat people?"

Ye Zi gave her a white look, "Plump cats look good, don't you think fat cats look better than thin cats?"

"Hehe..." Shen Zhu smiled contemptuously, "I think they are all ugly."

"cut……"

Shen Zhu went into the room to get clothes to take a bath, Tang Geyu carried the dishes into the kitchen, only Xu Jingheng and Ye Zi were left in the living room.

Speaking of which, they have known each other for a long time.

Xu Jingheng walked over and touched Amusin's back. Amusin avoided him and hugged Ye Zi's arms.

Xu Jingheng chuckled, "Hey, you ugly cat is a bit shy."

Ye Zi raised his eyes and glared at him, "Xu Jingheng, take a good look at whether this cat is ugly or not?"

Xu Jingheng bent down slightly, stared at Amusin, and said seriously: "Ugly."

"roll!"

Ye Zi raised his leg to kick him, but he didn't hide, "This ugly cat used to be pretty, but the bigger it gets, the uglier it gets. It's because you fed it so fat, which affected its appearance."

"I think fat cats are cuter, okay?!"

"Okay, okay." He looked at Amusin holding Ye Zi's collar with both hands, nodded and said: "But your cat is quite obedient. I heard that many cats look down on their owners, and your cat is quite clingy to you."

"Hmph..." Ye Zi hugged the cat, stroking the cat's back with his hands, "I feed it with delicious food and drink every day, and put it on the bed to sleep, can you not cling to me?"

When she lowered her head, her untidy hair hung down on Amusin, Xu Jingheng was slightly stunned.

Ye Zi's hair has been cut again, she doesn't seem to have long hair, it's all medium length, and her bangs have always been thin, reaching as long as her eyebrows. She looks very youthful and beautiful.

Much prettier than what he saw when he first came back.

Looking at Ye Zi now, he felt very relieved.

It turned out to be true, as long as the present and the future are good enough, the pain in the past is real and will gradually be forgotten because of the beauty at this time, and those bad pictures and memories will slowly dissipate in the mind and be replaced by the good.

Xu Jingheng patted Amusin's back again, and plucked out a few hairs in return, "You shouldn't have much time to take care of it after the third year of high school, right? What about it?"

Ye Zi said: "Sister Zhu will come, she basically... will come every day."

"Oh."

"Sister Zhu isn't afraid of cats anymore?"

"I'm afraid, but I'm actually still afraid." She looked up and smiled, "I was blocked by cats in the alley a few days ago, and asked me to pick her up."

"Then you cat..."

"Amusin is not afraid." After Ye Zi put Amusin on the ground, Amusin began to run around, "It's too familiar, so I'm not afraid, and now I'm still actively feeding it."

"pretty good."

Ye Zi patted the hair on his body, "It's you, don't you live far away, you have half a day off for a week, can you go back and forth?"

"I'll go back once a month in the future, during the monthly vacation."

Ye Zi patted him, "It's okay, it's only a year of hardship, study hard, and you'll be fine in the future."

"Ah, you too."

After speaking, there was a scent from the kitchen, and Xu Jingheng couldn't help but entered the kitchen.

Tang Geyu was wearing a black T-shirt with his back facing him, and he quietly walked over and put his arms around Tang Geyu's waist from behind, "Are you frying potatoes?"

Tang Geyu looked back at him, "Yo, Master Xingxing has a good nose."

"I'm grumbling..." He opened his mouth and bit Tang Geyu's back, "When can we eat?"

"If you don't seduce me, you can eat it in an hour. If you seduce me, it won't be long."

"Okay..." Xu Jingheng let go of his hand, and obediently pressed against the wall, "Then hurry up, little Tangzi."

Tang Geyu moved his chin towards the rice cooker, "There is fish soup in the pot, if you are hungry, drink a bowl first?"

"No, I don't like fish soup, it tastes weird."

"Okay, the potato shreds will be ready soon."

"Ah."

Xu Jingheng clicked his lips twice, "Ge Yu, your cooking smells so delicious, I feel like a master chef."

Tang Geyu said: "When I was young, I didn't cook very well. Later, I cooked a lot and gradually improved the taste. At that time, I sometimes thought, anyway, my grades in school were not good, and I couldn't read anything well. In the future If you don’t want to be a chef, you can open a restaurant if you make money, or open a chain store if you make more money, and then grow bigger and bigger.”

"Sure!" Xu Jingheng looked at him with bright eyes, "He's pretty smart."

Tang Geyu was taken aback, "That's not true."

Xu Jingheng thought about it for a while, and felt that something was wrong, "But being a chef is so tiring. I'm in the kitchen every day, and it's so hot in summer."

There is a small window in the kitchen, and the sun outside shines in through the window, illuminating the sweat dripping on Tang Geyu's face.

Xu Jingheng felt distressed, and took out a tissue to wipe Tang Geyu's sweat, "It's better not to be a chef, but to do an easier job."

The corner of Tang Geyu's mouth twitched, "Easy jobs can't make money."

"You don't need to make a lot of money, as long as you don't starve yourself to death."

"But I still want to take care of you. Young master Xingxing is so delicate, I have to take good care of you. You don't need to spend more money to take care of you well."

"I don't want you to support me, and it's not like I don't know how to make money myself."

Xu Jingheng poked at his waist, "You can take it easy, be happy, earn a little money, as long as we can eat enough."

"No." Tang Geyu put down the spatula and hugged him, "You have to eat well, drink well, eat well, wear warm clothes, have whatever you want, and be a good young master."

Xu Jingheng also hugged him coquettishly, "Brother Yu, why are you so nice, I like you so much."

Tang Geyu couldn't bear this tone, so he put his arms around Xu Jingheng and kissed fiercely. It was Shen Zhu who yelled at the ugly cat Amusin in the living room, and then he yelled the two of them back to their senses, and started to cook properly.

Chen Zhu walked in, shook his head and complained, "I paid for it, I bought the fish myself, I killed the fish myself, cooked it myself after killing it, came over to serve it when it was cooked, and went to serve it myself Feed that ugly cat that rolled its eyes at me."

She took a special stainless steel bowl for Amusing to eat, squeezed Xu Jingheng away, and went to the sink to wash the dishes, "Oh...it's too difficult for me."

Tang Geyu laughed at her, "A master wants you two to serve him."

"That's not true. I don't know what the use of this cat is. It's ugly and fat, and it eats a lot."

"I'll offer it up, who made your big master like it?"

"Ye Zi really likes her." Shen Zhu complained to the two of them, "Every day I hug her to do my homework, I hug her to sleep, and I almost go to school with that ugly cat! Whenever I have free time, I will play with it, Go tease it... don't give me any time."

Well... It turns out that it's not that he doesn't like Amusin at all, but maybe he's jealous.

After Chen Zhu complained, he filled the fish soup and went out in a hurry.Tang Geyu and Xu Jingheng looked at each other and smiled, Tang Geyu asked him, "Do you like cats? Do you want to raise one?"

"No."

"why?"

Xu Jingheng slapped Tang Geyu on the face, "Because I want to give you all my time."

"Master Xing Xing is so good."

"whee……"

The two stayed in the kitchen for a while. After the dishes were cooked, Xu Jingheng brought the dishes to the living room, and saw Amusin lying on the ground, while Ye Zi and Shen Zhu were half kneeling on either side of it, one feeding the cat and fish , one wipes the cat's mouth.

He suddenly felt that being a cat was quite happy.

"Sisters, dinner is ready." Xu Jingheng called out.

The two sisters were so focused on feeding the cat, they ignored him, and he didn't bark anymore, silently taking the dishes out of the kitchen.

Tang Geyu was cleaning the countertop, his face was covered with sweat, Xu Jingheng took out paper to help him wipe it again, "Thank you, Chef Tang."

"Serving the big masters, this kind of hard work is nothing."

The corners of Xu Jingheng's eyes curled up, "What drink? I'll go out and buy it for you."

Tang Geyu shook his head, "Don't go out, it's so hot outside."

"But you are so hot."

"It's okay, it's over, it won't be hot when you go out to the living room for dinner."

"Okay... Thank you for your hard work."

After the two cleaned up the kitchen, they went out of the living room. Seeing that the master with the highest status in the family had already finished eating and rested on the cabinet, they called the two sisters to eat.

There was a small square table in the living room, and they sat on one side. Tang Geyu cooked six dishes and one soup, and the dishes were slightly spicy.

Xu Jingheng and Ye Zi are slowly able to eat spicy food.

The four of them were chatting at the table that afternoon, and they talked about the future. When they talked about who would be the best among the few people in the future, they all said that it was Shen Zhu, because at this stage, Shen Zhu was already young. There are achievements, but they are still students, so they can't compare.

Shen Zhu said, after Ye Zi finished the college entrance examination, and to see which university Ye Zi went to, she would follow.She wants to open a wonton shop there, and rent a house to live with Ye Zi, she doesn't want to be separated from Ye Zi.

Ye Zi also said that she will work hard in the third year of high school. She hopes to live well in the future, hopes that she can pass the university entrance examination, and hopes that life can go on as they planned.

That afternoon, the four of us ate for more than three hours, chatting while eating, not knowing when the sun would set.

After the meal, several people cleaned up the house, Tang Geyu took out the watermelon in the refrigerator and cut it up, and they each took a small chair and went out.

The sun outside had already set, and it looked like it was going to be dark.The air is not as stuffy as it was at noon, and the wind blowing is not as hot as it was at noon, and there is an imperceptible coolness.

They walked to the entrance of the alley outside Ye Zi's house, put the small chairs under the big banyan tree at the entrance of the alley, a few of them ate watermelon and chatted under the shade of the tree.

Amusin sneaked out through the crack of the door, ran to Ye Zi's lap in a not-so-vigorous manner, and acted as an audience when they chatted with his little hands.

Four people, one cat, spent the best summer amidst the chirping of cicadas and the crying of children.