The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Si Lin in the back seat closed the book and raised his head to look at Tang Geyu with a delicate expression, but Tang Geyu didn't take time to look at him, and still put his arms around Xu Jingheng's neck, "Let's go, let's eat."

Xu Jingheng didn't push him away, stood up with a cold face, and carefully closed the book, "Geyu, I... don't really feel like eating today."

"Huh?" Tang Geyu asked him: "Then what do you want to eat? Do you want snacks? If you want to eat snacks, let's go to the supermarket instead of the cafeteria."

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "I don't really want to eat now, I don't seem to have an appetite."

Tang Geyu laughed jokingly, "Hey, do you still lose your appetite? Isn't your favorite food? All right pig..."

Xu Jingheng lowered his head and lowered his eyes, "I..."

Tang Geyu approached Xu Jingheng's face, stared at him carefully, and found that Xu Jingheng's expression was wrong, so he frowned instinctively, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

Xu Jingheng fanned her eyelashes lightly, "A little bit..."

"Take you to the clinic?"

"no need."

"What's wrong with you?"

"No... Actually, I'm a little sleepy."

Xu Jingheng pushed Tang Geyu, "Geyu, you go to eat, I'll go back to the dormitory to sleep..."

At this time, the people in the classroom have almost left, and only five people in the last row are left.

Mingze walked over and kicked Xu Jingheng's chair, "What are you dawdling about? Today is sweet and sour pork. If I can't grab it, I'll blame you!"

Tang Geyu said softly, "Xingxing is a little uncomfortable."

"Ah?" Mingze was surprised, and he also walked to Xu Jingheng's table, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Where are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Xu Jingheng's eyes softened, "No... just a little sleepy, just go back to the dormitory and squint for a while, otherwise I won't have the energy to go to class at night."

Mingze pouted, "Ah...you didn't sleep well last night?"

Xu Jingheng nodded perfunctorily.

Tang Geyu's hands were massaging the back of his neck, "Okay, I won't eat if I don't have an appetite, so as not to vomit after eating, it will be even more uncomfortable."

Xu Jingheng nodded, and Tang Geyu said again: "Go back and sleep for a while, and eat something after class in the evening."

Xu Jingheng didn't speak, he didn't dare to turn his head all the time, as long as he turned his head, he would inevitably see Silin's figure out of the corner of his eye.

He didn't dare to look at it, nor did he want to look at it.

"Go, take you back to the dormitory."

Tang Geyu wanted to pull him out, but he broke free, "You go to eat first."

"Send you back and I'll eat again."

Xu Jingheng glared at him, "There is little rest time, so don't see me off, go to dinner quickly."

"Okay..." Tang Geyu looked aggrieved, and nodded his fingers on his shoulder, "Then can we go downstairs together?"

"Yeah." Xu Jingheng nodded, and walked out of the seat, keeping his head a little behind.

After several people walked out of the classroom, Silin stood up and stared at Xu Jingheng's seat for a few seconds, then let out a soft snort, and walked out of the classroom.

Xu Jingheng entered the corridor entrance of the dormitory building. When he went upstairs, his legs felt a little heavy, his whole body was weak, and he was panting in his heart.

He never thought that he would see Si Lin again.

Why did Silin come here? Is it purely for studying, or for...

What else to do with yourself?

He didn't dare to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more scared he became.

He was so focused in fear that he didn't even know that someone was following him.

Xu Jingheng walked to the door of dormitory 309 with some difficulty, and just pushed the door open to go in and wanted to close it, leaning against the door panel for a good rest, but the door was pushed open from the outside just as it was about to close.

The man pushed the ground with great force, and the door panel slammed into Xu Jingheng's back, causing him numbness and pain from the shock.

I thought it was Tang Geyu, but suddenly thought, Tang Geyu would never push the door so hard, it must not be Tang Geyu.

Who is that?

"Xu Jingheng..."

This cold voice made Xu Jingheng's scalp tingle and his hairs stand on end.

He didn't turn around, his pupils dilated and stayed where he was.

Silin walked in, closed the door tightly, and locked it.

He walked around in front of Xu Jingheng, and smiled at him frivolously, "Long time no see."

Xu Jingheng's hands clenched the hem of his school uniform, he began to tremble, he was so nervous that he forgot to breathe.

However, Si Lin stepped forward and approached him, his eagle-like eyes fixed on Xu Jingheng's face, "Looks like you had a good time last year, you have grown taller."

Xu Jingheng didn't dare to look at him, turned his face away dodgingly, and turned to open the door to go out, but found that the door of his dormitory couldn't be opened by himself.

Panic, fear, helplessness...

Silin took another step forward and stood behind Xu Jingheng, "Who was that person who hugged your neck just now? Is he on good terms with you?"

Xu Jingheng held his breath and didn't speak, always feeling cold behind his back.

Silin had a mocking expression on his face, "You're here...have you made friends?"

"Open the door..." Xu Jingheng was still twisting the door lock, he wanted to get out, he wanted to get out quickly.

Silin smiled sarcastically, "We haven't seen each other for so long, are these two words the first thing you said to me?"

Xu Jingheng turned around, leaning his back against the door, looking at Si Lin vigilantly and forcefully, "Open the door..."

Silin raised his eyebrows, "Are you...still afraid of me?"

Xu Jingheng didn't speak, but still stared at him.

"How are you doing here?"

Silin slowly moved forward, getting close to Xu Jingheng.Xu Jingheng wanted to shrink back, but his back was already stuck to the door panel, and there was no way to retreat, and the door couldn't be opened, so he had to quickly step forward and run to the table and cabinet before Si Lin stuck to it.

Silin didn't want to give Xu Jingheng another chance to run, so he immediately chased after the table and grabbed Xu Jingheng's wrist, pressing Xu Jingheng against the table and cabinet, "What are you doing?"

The moment his hand grabbed Xu Jingheng's wrist, Xu Jingheng's body shook like an electric shock, struggling instinctively: "Let... let go!"

Not only did Si Lin not let go, but the hand holding Xu Jingheng's wrist tightened even tighter. The other hand wrapped around Xu Jingheng's back, and even his leg was pressed against Xu Jingheng's, suppressing his whole body, " I'm just talking to you, do you have to be so scared?"

Xu Jingheng was angry and startled, struggling violently in his arms, "Let me go!"

"Don't others hug you like this? Why can't I hug you?"

"Go away!" Xu Jingheng yelled, "Didn't you play enough last year?!"

Silin wrapped his wrist around his wrist with one hand, hooked his chin with the other, and lowered his voice, "Calm down, don't be afraid, I won't hit you..."

Xu Jingheng's lips trembled in fright, and his back was pressed against the corner of the table, excruciatingly painful.

Silin suddenly smiled, "You've grown up, and you look even better than before."

"Si...Si Lin..."

"Well, you said."

Xu Jingheng showed weakness, his expression softened, and his voice softened a lot, "Can you... can you pretend that I don't know me, and I will pretend that I don't know you, as if we have never met before, and there is nothing wrong It happened like that...can you let me go first?"

Silin's masseter muscles twitched, his eyes filled with coldness, and he pressed his fingers fiercely on Xu Jingheng's wrist, "It seems...it's not possible."

"Why?" Xu Jingheng turned his face away, staring blankly at the wall, "Last year... didn't you hit enough?"

Silin looked at his indifferent side face and heard his cold voice, anger was surging in his heart, but besides the anger, there was also some apology.

He said lightly: "I won't hit you again."

Never again.

Silin pinched Xu Jingheng's wrist, the feel of his fingertips was not too smooth.He raised Xu Jingheng's wrist and put it on his chest, looked down at the thin and shallow marks on Xu Jingheng's wrist, his brows suddenly tightened, "Actually, that time... I really don't know."

Xu Jingheng didn't know what he was talking about, and continued to try to pull out his wrist, but it was still useless.

Silin rubbed his thumb twice on Xu Jingheng's scar, "If you keep this in mind, you can also scratch it on my wrist. Do you want me to buy a blade for you?"

Xu Jingheng was slightly stunned, a little unbelievable, and even more confused about why Silin said such things.

How could Silin say such a thing?

Didn't he always hate himself?

Isn't he always taking pleasure in bullying himself?

Didn't he let those fists hit him in the face again and again?

"Before..." Silin seemed a little unable to speak, but he frowned, and he still managed to speak out, "It's my fault."

Xu Jingheng's surprise only lasted for two or three seconds, and was soon replaced by panic, because he saw Si Lin raised his wrist to... his mouth.

"Does it still hurt?" Silin asked him.

"It doesn't hurt! I'm fine..." Xu Jingheng said eagerly, "Can you let me go? I want to go back to the classroom."

Silin smiled silently, with a helpless expression, "You want to go back to the dormitory when I'm in the classroom, and you want to go back to the classroom when I'm in the dormitory..."

He pinched Xu Jingheng's chin and lifted it up, and brought the tip of his nose close to Xu Jingheng, "Xu Jingheng, how much do you not want to see me?"

Xu Jingheng's wrist was a little numb, and he struggled again, but it was still useless.

Looking at Silin, he felt disgusted, Tang Geyu's face suddenly appeared in his mind, and he felt guilty.

There are also some grievances.

His tone was somewhat pleading, "Si Lin...can you let me go?"

"Okay, but you have to answer a question for me."

Xu Jingheng finally put his eyes on his face, "Okay."

Si Lin's grip loosened a bit, but he didn't let go of Xu Jingheng completely, "Are you... talking about your girlfriend here?"

Xu Jingheng moved his somewhat stiff back. Although he didn't know why Silin asked such an inexplicable question, he still told the truth without hesitation, "No."

"Really?"

"real……"

Silin let go of his hands, and the expression on his face was no longer so intimidating, "Okay, I believe you."

Xu Jingheng softened his wrist, "I want to go out..."

"it is good."

Si Lin moved away, and Xu Jingheng immediately ran to the door as if fleeing, but found that the door couldn't be opened, so he turned to look at Si Lin: "Open the door."

Silin chuckled, and walked over to open the door for him, "You really don't want to eat? Don't be hungry, my dad has a friend who owns a restaurant here, do you want to eat?"

Xu Jingheng didn't answer, and ran away with lowered eyes.

When he ran to the door of the cafeteria, Tang Geyu had just finished eating and approached him when he saw him, "Have you rested so soon? I just wanted to go to your dormitory to find you."

Xu Jingheng hurried to Tang Geyu, and called him for help, with an aggrieved expression, "Geyu..."

When Tang Geyu saw Xu Jingheng's expression, his heart softened, "What's wrong, okay? Are you feeling unwell? Shall I take you to the clinic?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "No."

He pinched the hem of Tang Geyu's clothes, trying to pull Tang Geyu away, "You...will you stay with me?"

Xu Jingheng's coquettish actions and tone made Tang Geyu's heart rippling, joyful and turbulent.Xu Jingheng seldom acted like a baby in front of him, and every time he acted like a baby, he couldn't bear it without any surprise. His heart was so itchy that he wished he could immediately kiss Xu Jingheng.

He didn't care about the people coming and going around the cafeteria, he took Xu Jingheng's hand naturally, "What's the matter?"

Xu Jingheng pulled him by the hem of his clothes and led him to the grove beside the cafeteria, "Stay with me..."

"Okay...to accompany you."

Tang Geyu obediently let Xu Jingheng pull the hem of his clothes, and led him into the woods.

There were only the two of them in the woods, and other people would usually not come, let alone at this time.

Xu Jingheng hugged Tang Geyu's waist and buried his head in Tang Geyu's arms, "Geyu..."

Tang Geyu raised his hand to hug his back, stroked him gently, "Yes."

Xu Jingheng rubbed his head against Tang Geyu's chest, "Brother Yu..."

"Brother Yu is..."

"I'm a little scared..."

"What are you afraid of?" Tang Ge thought that he was in the third year of high school, and Xu Jingheng was under a lot of pressure. He was worried that his grades would not improve, so he comforted him: "There is nothing to be afraid of, isn't there still one year left? No problem, and your grades are so good, I am not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

Xu Jingheng's heart was beating violently, and his brows were furrowed, "But I'm really afraid..."

Tang Geyu bowed his head and kissed him on the side of his face, "Don't be afraid, if you feel pressure, vent it to Brother Yu, and Brother Yu will beat you and scold you."

"Why are you so nice..." Xu Jingheng rested his forehead on Tang Geyu's chest, looking at the fresh grass on the ground, "Will you always be nice to me?"

"I will, I will always be good to you."

Tang Geyu's words eased the fear in Xu Jingheng's heart.At least Tang Geyu was still by his side, so he was not standing on the edge of a cliff, "Geyu, I will always be good to you."

Tang Geyu smiled, "Then I will treat you better, so good that even if you don't treat me well or treat me badly, I will still treat you well."

Xu Jingheng hugged his waist tightly, "Thank you."

Tang Geyu whispered in his ear: "I love you."

The sun was very strong that afternoon, and even the wind blowing from the September sky was hot, but there was the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in the wind, there was green grass on the ground, there were plane trees around, and there was a sweetheart in front of me.

They hugged each other under the tree, talking softly.

Tang Geyu said a lot of gentle words, so that when Xu Jingheng was young, his heart was too violent for Tang Geyu, and he has always loved Tang Geyu deeply in his life.

At that time, Tang Geyu's words "I love you" were deeply engraved in Xu Jingheng's heart, and accompanied him through the years of torment.

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Silin didn't come to the classroom during the evening self-study, Xu Jingheng felt a little more relaxed, and started to study seriously.

Tang Geyu was very obedient in class and never bothered him, and Tang Geyu gradually began to study hard. He hoped that he could take the same exam as Xu Jingheng, or be closer to Xu Jingheng, so that when they went to university in the future, meeting would not be so difficult .

After evening self-study, after two days of waiting for the people in the classroom to leave, I turned off the lights and made out in the classroom for a long time, and said some sweet words before reluctantly leaving, even if it was only for one night.

Xu Jingheng was a little hungry and thought about going back to the dormitory to eat something before going to bed, but when he opened the door and went in and saw Si Lin lying on the bed on the lower left bunk, his mind was confused.

Silin seemed to be waiting for him, keeping his eyes on the door, but when he saw Xu Jingheng standing at the door, his expression seemed a little embarrassed, "I... I will sleep here from now on."

Xu Jingheng was stunned, standing at the door without moving his legs.

Si Lin sat up from the bed, wearing a loose white T-shirt, "I bought some things in the bathroom, you can use them..."

He spoke with an unnatural expression, because he was nervous, but there was a hint of joy in addition to the tension.

He had never slept in the same room with Xu Jingheng.

However, Xu Jingheng stood dumbfounded at the door, unable to believe what he saw.

On the lower left bed was a high-end bed sheet, a series of expensive-looking watch boxes were placed on the table and cabinet beside the bed, limited-edition sneakers of various brands were placed on the shoe rack, and Si Lin was sitting on the bed.

Half of this room already belonged to Si Lin.

He dared not go in.