The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

After seeing Xu Jingheng's gaze, Silin's expression became a bit sincere, "Actually, I have always wanted to apologize to you, and I also feel that I must."

Xu Jingheng was silent, and he continued: "Before... I'm really sorry, I turned around to apologize to you, I hope my apology can make you feel better."

"Can you let go of my hand first?"

Xu Jingheng's voice was cold and his expression was calm.

"Okay..." Silin nodded slightly, and let go of his hand.

Xu Jingheng twisted his tingling wrist.

Silin said: "I turned around, I really didn't want to bully you again, I came..."

I came after you.

He couldn't say this sentence at this time, because once he said it, he knew that Xu Jingheng would be farther away from him.

But this is indeed the purpose of his coming here.

"I'm really here to apologize to you." Si Lin leaned his back against the white wall in the corridor, and let out a breath, "I know your memory of me is still in the time when I bullied you, But...it's okay, take your time, forgive me whenever you want, don't you have one year left in the third year of high school, one year..."

One year, be friends with you, and then chase you.

"For one year, I will apologize to you and promise that I will never bully you again." Silin smiled, "If you want to do anything to me, I will accept it, as long as you are happy."

Silin's expression was no longer as fierce as before, but more gentle.He said these words with a gentle expression, which really shook Xu Jingheng's heart a little.

Having been bullied like that for a year, this is indeed a heavy shadow in Xu Jingheng's life that cannot be erased.Even though time has passed for so long, those pictures and faces of those people still appear in his mind from time to time. Even though he didn't want to think about that place, those memories just flooded into his mind uncontrollably, making him bored and anxious. Unwilling.

Thinking of this, Xu Jingheng subconsciously picked up his wrist and looked at it. Those shallow fine marks were still left on his wrist, and they did not disappear with the passage of time.

Seeing his movements, Silin's heart sank.

"That..." Silin couldn't open his mouth, but he still said bravely: "I really don't know that, do you believe it?"

Xu Jingheng raised his head and looked at him expressionlessly, "It's nothing, it's been a long time."

Silin was a little disappointed, "Forget it..."

Xu Jingheng bypassed him and walked downstairs, Silin followed, "Are you going back to the dormitory tonight?"

"Ah."

"Really?"

"Ah."

Silin's heart, which had just been sinking, floated up again, and suddenly there was a feeling of hope in his heart.

He walked beside Xu Jingheng's shoulder, "Xu Jingheng, what you said just now is sincere, I really won't bully you in the future, I really want to get to know you again."

Xu Jingheng ignored him, feeling indifferent.

To say that he was afraid of Si Lin, that is, when he first saw him, it was an instinctive fear of Si Lin, but now he is not afraid anymore, because he knows that Tang Geyu is by his side, and Si Lin just... said those things talk.

Then let him go.

After they returned to the dormitory, Xu Jingheng didn't pay much attention to Silin, as if he didn't exist, he just did what he had to do.Silin offered him snacks, but he shook his head and refused.

After sending the message to Tang Geyu, he took his clothes and prepared to take a shower, but when he found that Si Lin was also walking into the bathroom, he stopped.

Silin also stopped, as if he was at a loss, "Will you wash it first?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "You go first."

After he finished speaking, he sat down again, picked up his phone and continued chatting with Tang Geyu, Si Lin didn't say anything else, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

After a while, Xu Jingheng saw him coming out, so he put down his phone and went to take a shower.

He always took a shower very quickly and came out within a few minutes.Water was still dripping from his hair, so he wiped it casually with a towel.

He didn't dare to look at Silin, so he wiped his hair with the breeze blowing in from the window.

Xu Jingheng had just taken a shower and washed his hair. At this moment, his whole body was covered with the refreshing mint fragrance. Standing at the vent and being blown by the wind, all the fragrance on his body wafted towards the bed, stirring his emotions.

Silin couldn't bear to turn his eyes to look at him. His eyes moved from top to bottom on Xu Jingheng's body, and finally settled on the two slender legs. He couldn't move his eyes away.

Xu Jingheng is taller than last year, and a lot taller, with more flesh on his body, and he looks much more energetic and youthful.It seems that he really had a good year this year.

Xu Jingheng is still very white, and his face is still chubby, it must be fun to pinch.

Silin didn't know what to think of, coughed twice unnaturally.He stared at Xu Jingheng's face uncontrollably, that face that made him like it at first glance, and wanted to kiss it but never got to kiss it.

"Xu Jingheng, you...have you finished washing?"

Nervously, Silin asked some nonsense, and his throat felt a little itchy when he spoke.

Hearing his words, Xu Jingheng actually nodded, but he was wiping his hair, and the action of wiping his hair covered up his nodding movement, so Si Lin thought that Xu Jingheng didn't want to talk to him, so he couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

Take your time...it would be weird if you could make up right away.

Although he hoped so in his heart.

Silin lay down again, speaking in a calmer voice, "Then I'll go to sleep first."

"You go to bed early too..."

"Night... good night."

His heart trembled when he said those words.

Xu Jingheng didn't talk to him, and when his hair was almost dry, he went into the bathroom and washed the towel to cool down.He looked at the extra set of toothbrush and toothpaste by the sink, and felt a little weird in his heart.

Looking back, Silin had already fallen asleep, and didn't do anything to him, nor did he look like he was going to do anything.

His heart became more stable again.

Xu Jingheng silently told himself that as long as Si Lin doesn't do anything to him anymore, he can pretend that he doesn't know Si Lin and won't avoid him anymore.

As for getting acquainted with Si Lin again, whether it is necessary, let's see.

At present, he only hopes that the grades of himself and Tang Geyu can be improved quickly, that the third year of high school will end quickly, and that he and Tang Geyu can be together forever.

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The next morning, when Xu Jingheng was woken up by the alarm clock at [-]:[-], he opened his eyes and found that the light in the dormitory was already on, and he was not used to it for a while.

Softening his eyes, he saw Silin standing beside his desk and cabinet, holding his most precious white porcelain cup, staring at it thoughtfully.

He was startled by Si Lin's actions, so he sat up quickly, "You..."

Silin caught a glimpse of him sitting up from the corner of his eye, and slowly said, "Xu Jingheng, good morning."

He didn't look at Xu Jingheng, but Xu Jingheng could tell from his tone that he was unhappy.

Xu Jingheng was a little puzzled. He put his eyes on the cup in Si Lin's hand. He looked at the three black "how happy" and said to Si Lin, "Si Lin...can you put the cup down?"

I don't know if he misread it, but Si Lin seemed to snort, "Xu Jingheng, let me ask you..."

At this moment, Si Lin turned his face away, took the white cup in his hand, and asked Xu Jingheng lazily: "Didn't you say you didn't have a girlfriend?"

Xu Jingheng looked at him vigilantly, "I...I didn't..."

Si Lin shook the cup in his hand, the two shakes frightened Xu Jingheng quite a bit, he was afraid that Si Lin would drop the cup, it was his treasure.

Xu Jingheng threw off the quilt and got off the bed, went to Si Lin to get a cup, but Si Lin refused to give it to him, Xu Jingheng was angry: "What are you doing?!"

Silin looked at him with raised eyebrows. This expression made Xu Jingheng very uncomfortable. He reached out to grab the cup again, "This is mine, don't touch it!"

Silin raised the cup suddenly, Xu Jingheng panicked, "Si Lin! What are you doing?!"

Si Ling was a bit taller than him, and he couldn't reach it even if he lifted the cup up.

Xu Jingheng stared and roared, "Give me the cup!"

Silin laughed angrily, and looked down at him, "Is there another matching cup for this cup?"

Xu Jingheng's heart sank, "What's none of your business? Hurry up and give me the cup now, otherwise I won't be friends with you again!"

Si Lin looked at the fierce and angry expression on Xu Jingheng's face, and felt depressed in his heart, "Is there a matching Chang'an for this cup?"

"It's none of your business? Are you sick? Don't you know that other people's things can't be messed with?"

Xu Jingheng looked up at the cup in his hand, and shouted: "Hurry up and return the cup to me!"

Silin didn't put down the cup, but squeezed it even tighter, so tight that his palms began to tremble slightly, "You lied to me, didn't you?"

"It's up to you..." Xu Jingheng was speechless, ignored him, stood on tiptoes to grab the cup, but still couldn't.

He kicked Si Lin, but Si Lin still stared at him like a normal person, "Xu Jingheng, I just want to ask you one question now, I hope you won't lie."

Xu Jingheng snorted, but did not speak.

With the other hand, Silin held the wrist that he had been trying to grab the cup, and gently rubbed against his scar, "This cup... is there someone else that matches it?"

Xu Jingheng pulled out his hand vigorously, ignored him, and continued to jump up to grab the cup, but Si Lin pushed him hard, "You better tell the truth."

Xu Jingheng pressed his back against the railing at the end of the bed, and stared at Si Lin not to be outdone, "No."

For some reason, he subconsciously didn't want to tell Silin about it.If you tell him today that this cup is indeed in someone else's place, then Si Lin will definitely ask him again who has the other cup. Even if he bites him to death and doesn't say anything, Si Lin will know sooner or later, it's just a matter of time .

He didn't want his relationship with Tang Geyu to be known, after all, he had seen with his own eyes how a same-sex lover was bullied and hurt.

He didn't want Tang Geyu to be bullied and hurt like that.

"No..." Xu Jingheng repeated.

His answer seemed to satisfy Silin.

Silin raised his eyebrows, "Really?"

"real."

"Then why did you buy this cup?"

Xu Jingheng lied again, "My dad bought it for me, and I had it a long time ago."

Si Lin looked at the completely new cup in his hand, and narrowed his eyes invisibly.

He slowly put down the cup, Xu Jingheng quickly snatched it from his hand and held it in his hands to protect it.

Silin hooked his chin, "I believe you. But you better not let me know that you lied to me."

Xu Jingheng turned away angrily, opened the drawer, put the cup in the drawer, and locked the drawer.He never locked drawers before.

The cup was fine, Xu Jingheng was temporarily relieved, and said angrily: "You are really sick, what does someone else's cup have to do with you?!"

He didn't look at Silin's expression after he finished speaking, and ran to the bathroom sulkily to wash up.

When he came out, he saw Si Lin leaning against the door, as if he was waiting for him.

He didn't look good, and went straight out the door, and Silin didn't speak, and silently followed behind him.

I wasted a little time in the dormitory today, and when Xu Jingheng got to the classroom, it was already full of people.He subconsciously looked at Tang Geyu's seat first, and seeing Tang Geyu doing his homework seriously, Xu Jingheng felt a little better.

He didn't dare to disturb his classmates, walked to his seat lightly, took out a set of English test papers and began to write.

Did Tang Geyu finish writing a big question? He lay down on the chair and exhaled. Subconsciously, he turned to look at Xu Jingheng, who was writing the paper.

He didn't want to disturb Xu Jingheng, who was writing the paper, but he hadn't seen him all night, and he was still thinking about it, so Quietly took out a lollipop from the drawer, and held it out cautiously Poke Xu Jingheng's waist.

Xu Jingheng was concentrating on writing the paper, and he was startled by the sudden itchiness from his waist.Seeing that it was Tang Geyu in a blink of an eye, I felt happier again.

He put down his pen, took the lollipop Tang Geyu handed over, and whispered, "You do your homework first..."

Tang Geyu supported his face with his elbows on the table, and began to act coquettishly, "I came here very early, I have been writing for a long time, I am so tired, Brother Xingxing..."

Xu Jingheng has never been able to stand Tang Geyu's acting like a baby, "Then...then you are tired from writing and take a break?"

"Well, and my hands and hands are sore, and my palms are full of sweat..."

Xu Jingheng smiled, feeling that Tang Geyu was still a child, "When did you become so delicate?"

Tang Geyu said softly, "Where is he so delicate? He just hurts his hands and hands... Do you want to brag to him, Brother Xingxing?"

"I'll blow it for you after class..."

"What did you say?"

"Well... I said so."

Even though their voices were already so low that they could hardly be heard, everyone in the classroom in the morning was doing their homework seriously, and the air was extremely quiet, which amplified their almost inaudible voices.

Si Lin, who was sitting at Xu Jingheng's back table, heard everything.

He couldn't bear the conversation between these two people any longer, and when he raised his head with cold eyes, he saw Tang Geyu put the index finger and middle finger of his left hand to his mouth and kissed, and then pressed it next to Xu Jingheng from the air.

Tang Geyu blew a kiss to Xu Jingheng, and Xu Jingheng seemed to smile slightly.

But Xu Jingheng didn't finish after laughing, Tang Geyu said again: "I actually didn't eat breakfast, I'm too busy with studies, I don't have the heart to eat breakfast at all, I'm so hungry..."

Xu Jingheng pursed his lips in distress.In fact, he has seen Tang Geyu's hard work these days. It's not pretending, but Tang Geyu is really studying hard, and he even forgot to eat breakfast and lunch several times.

Xu Jingheng put the lollipop into the table space, and then grabbed a handful of white rabbit candies from the table space and handed it to Tang Geyu, "Ge Yu, eat some candy first, and we will have breakfast together later."

Tang Geyu took a few white rabbit candies from Xu Jingheng with both hands with bright eyes, and flattered him, "Thank you brother Xingxing, I will eat it well."

Xu Jingheng smiled softly, "Hurry up and eat, I'll cover for you, otherwise when Brother Han comes in, I'll scold you again when I see you eating in class."

"Okay, okay——" Tang Geyu tore open the package, put a piece of candy in his mouth, and babbled twice, "It's so delicious, so sweet..."

He turned to look at Xu Jingheng again, "But it's not as sweet as my young master Xingxing."

Xu Jingheng raised his index finger and put it to his mouth, "Shh..."

Tang Geyu nodded obediently and stopped talking.