PS. 1437

Nineteen

"Ape, remember what I said?" Alisha asked while holding my hand at the airport.

"I know, how dare I forget what you said?" I knew she was referring to the sentence "Unfortunate failure and come back soon".

She is also not emotional.

"Will your brother pick you up when you get off the plane?" Philip asked worriedly beside him.

"Yes, Xiaojie is very reliable." I said with a smile, I haven't seen him for seven years.

"That's good, remember to write a letter back and tell me how to find you." He reminded me.

"Yes, I know, I'll tell Alisha by the way." I saw Alisha staring at me from the side.

"Then, see you in Taiwan." He stepped forward and gave me a hug.

"Are you sure you don't want me to pick you up?" I asked him.

"No, my mommy will be here, I'll call you then," he said.

"Okay, I'm leaving then." I said, turning around and hugging Alisha tightly.

"Don't cry secretly." I deliberately teased her.

"Oh, why are you poking it, it's so annoying." I know she is a standard temperament.

"Okay, if you cry, the handsome Philip will comfort you. Break up." After I finished speaking, I hugged her hard again, then turned around and pulled my luggage into the customs.

Because I know that if I stay any longer, I will cry too.

Although I am looking forward to returning to Taiwan, but for everything here, seven years of relationship, it is not so easy to say goodbye.

I remembered seven years ago, when I was pulling my luggage at Zhongzheng Airport, hiding in the toilet and crying secretly; and the panic before I got off the plane, got my luggage, and saw James; then Alisha, who arrived in the United States on the same day as me, The best friends who have been together for seven years.

I seem to have gradually forgotten the hard time of adapting to the United States when I first arrived in the United States. Before I knew it, everything was on the right track, because her English training in Taiwan made me feel familiar with the thesis, and I followed the plan smoothly. , received a master's degree in two years.

Before I graduated, she came to the United States to find me.Those are our last days together.After being with me for a whole month, she left me in this aisle at the airport.As a result, I can never find her again.

I worked hard alone for a month before I gradually stood up from the pain of losing her and started another learning mileage.

Not long after, I met Philip, the man who watched over me in the last five years, but I couldn't respond to his emotions.With the same talent and suffering as Xiaojie, in the past five years, there has never been a moment when I was not important to me.When his girlfriend, I believe will be very happy.But in the end, I still can't accept that title.

For five years, he was my dearest person and knew more about my life than even Alisha.No matter how reluctant I was, how much I resisted, I finally compromised. I should feel indebted to him for his kindness, but at this moment, I felt a sense of relief.Because I finally don't have to accept his insanely gentle and considerate... pressure and burden.

I gave my passport to customs.

Looking back, seeing Alisha and Philip still standing there, I thought Alisha was crying because she was holding a tissue in her hand.

After receiving the passport handed back by the customs, I lined up with the crowd and prepared to go through the security check.

In a blink of an eye, I stayed in the United States for seven years and left Taiwan for seven years. Now, I am finally going back.

"Five years ago, when you were here, what kind of mood did you send me that text message?" I thought as I walked down the aisle leading to the waiting room with my luggage.

It's been five years, and I haven't forgotten anything, even the scene when we met, every scene we got along with, and all her expressions are still vivid in my mind.

I'm glad I haven't forgotten anything about her and me; nor have I forgotten all about Philip and me.These two people used different methods to give me the same profound experience of emotion.

About family, about love.

When the plane's seat belt sign came on and I was about to land, I saved the file and closed the computer.

It took me [-] hours to write down all the fragments of my memory. While the tears were dry and wet, wet and dry, and the corners of my mouth were raised from time to time, I did my best to describe her and us. ; describes him, describes us.