PS. 1437

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After school that day, I went to the hospital as usual. I have a mother who is undergoing chemotherapy for cancer.

"Girl, how are you today?" Mom asked as soon as she saw me.

"Very good! Just kidding, my English isn't considered bad." I said as I took out the food I brought to the hospital.

"I want to graduate smoothly." Mom said with a smile.

"I will, Mommy! You have to work hard to get your chemotherapy done so you can go to my graduation!" I held the food in front of Mom.

"Well, I know, I will." Mom smiled, her pale face made me sad.

"Are you feeling better today?" I asked.

"It's better than yesterday. I just finished playing yesterday. It's really uncomfortable." Mom couldn't hide her weakness in her tone.

"Drink some soup, I cooked it according to the method you told me." I filled a bowl of soup and started to feed my mother.

"I don't know how Xiaojie is doing today." Mom said while drinking.

"He said he would come over after class." Xiaojie is my younger brother, Su Weijie.

"It's really hard for you two. I lost my dad a few years ago, and now I'm sick again. We two are really failed parents." Mom said sadly. Dad died in an air crash on his way back from a business trip five years ago. up.

"Mom, why did you and dad fail? How can we be so good if you fail? Just kidding, you have two children, one from C University and the other from Y University Medical School. I think it is difficult to find such an excellent child." I teased Mom on purpose.

"Yes, yes, you two are really outstanding. Every time the nurse comes here, she will tell me that you are really my pride." Mom really smiled now.

After I finished feeding my mother and drinking the soup, she lay back on the bed to rest, and I took out the homework that should be written and the books to be read for the graduate school entrance examination from the bag.

Originally, I planned to go abroad to graduate school after finishing university, but my mother's illness made me give up the idea of ​​going abroad immediately after graduation.After all, going abroad can be done at any time, and there is only one mother.

Fortunately, the insurance money left by my father's death, as well as the airline's claims and the company's condolences, add up to zero and zero, so that my mother can treat her illness with peace of mind, and our life is not a problem.

I think this is also a kind of happiness.

Mom used to say that we should be grateful for everything we have.

I shook my head, forced myself to concentrate on my homework, and then took out the handouts for today's class. Immediately, I thought of the teacher's posture during the lecture. I admit, I really want the teacher to know me.

But I'm really not a student who will approach the teacher, and I don't know how to impress the teacher.

I always feel that there are only two kinds of students that teachers will pay special attention to——students who perform very well in class, or students who skip classes all day long and fail to roll their names.

I don't want to skip class, because if I skip class, I won't be able to see the teacher.And the kind of thing that needs to raise your hand to answer questions and express opinions has never been something I will do.

I sighed, I think I can only look at the teacher silently like this.

I thought so at the time.

"Sister, what are you in a daze for?" Xiaojie suddenly appeared in front of me.

"You're out of class." I came back to my senses and asked him.

"Otherwise, why would it appear here?" Xiaojie replied to me.

"Did you eat?" I asked him.

"Well, how's Mom doing?" He nodded, looking at his sleeping Mom.

"It's much better than yesterday. I fell asleep after drinking a bowl of soup." I said.

"That's good, have you met the doctor yet?" he asked me.

"No, I don't know if I will come later." I said.

"Xiaojie, you are here." Mom woke up suddenly.

"Yes, Mommy, how are you today?" Xiaojie asked while sitting on the corner of the bed.

"Better, how about you? How are you at school today?" Mom asked.

"Not bad, I got 89 points in the anatomy quiz last time!" He said proudly.

"It's so good, keep going." Mom said happily.

"He's already very smart, but he's been messing around before." I said angrily.

Xiaojie has been very smart since he was a child. When he took the IQ test in elementary school, his IQ score was 160 points, which was much higher than the average of 110. However, this also prevented him from studying hard since he was a student. It's just that I can do better in the exam than others just by thinking about it casually.

"Now I know I was wrong, I have started to work hard." He said innocently.

Since his mother fell ill and was hospitalized, Xiaojie has also matured. He is no longer that bullying student who starts playing World of Warcraft when he returns home, only starts reading books two days before the exam, and only starts writing reports the day before the deadline.

"It's good to work hard, keep working hard." Mom said while holding Xiaojie's hand.

"Mom, don't worry, I will work hard, and I will become a very good doctor." Xiaojie held his mother's hand.

The three of us chatted in the ward until the nurse came to chase him away, and then Xiaojie reluctantly went home. He still had a lot of classes to attend tomorrow.

"You two are the best gift God has ever given me," Mom said before falling asleep.

I pulled up the quilt for my mother, and gently picked up the clothes to take a bath.

After taking a shower, I took out my computer and wanted to go to ptt before going to bed, receive a letter, and check facebook.

"Sister~~~~~~~~~"

As soon as I went online, I saw Xiaojie's message flying in.

"what?"

"No, I haven't talked to you today."

The two of us have had a good relationship since childhood. We used to chat for half an hour almost every day before going to bed.

"Haha! If you say it, I will think you miss me very much."

I hit the keyboard with a smile on my face.

"Yeah, I'm lonely at home by myself."

"That's right, your report and paper didn't accompany you, did you?"

"I don't want them to accompany me ==..."

"I can't help it, or you can find a girlfriend to accompany you."

Although Xiaojie is not very handsome, as far as I know, girls have been secretly in love with him since he was in middle school.

"Just kidding, I have to marry you first XD"

"Honestly, I've been wondering recently, am I gay?"

"Yeah? Really? So cool!"

"What's your reaction? How can someone be so excited when they find out that their sister might be gay?"

I was a little caught off guard by his reaction.

"No, oh, I won't say it, but I don't think it's okay."

"Yeah? But Mommy shouldn't be ok, right?"

"I think you'd better not provoke her."

"I also think it's better not to tell her about it."

"Hmm. How did you find out?"

"Just... since I was a child, I only like to look at beautiful women, and I don't have any feelings for boys.

"It seems to be the case. That outstanding senior in your middle school chased you, but you didn't dump him. Instead, you admired 'your' hot girl's swimming coach."

"I don't think so, the coach is more handsome! Haha!"

"That's right, since I was a child, I have only heard you say which girl is upright and which girl is handsome, but I have never heard of a boy."

"But I think Takeshi Kaneshiro and Johnny Depp are handsome."

"That's different, that's fans worshiping idols."

"But how do you know that I don't worship the coach and the senior sister?"

"Because you said that if they were boys you could be their girlfriend or something...but you never said you wanted to be Johnny Depp's wife or girlfriend..."

"Yeah, how do you remember...you are so scary..."

"So you should be gay."

He drew his own conclusions.

"Thank you for helping me come to a conclusion."

"You're welcome, you have a new goal recently?"

"I found out today that my English teacher is so upright >//////////<"

"I think you are not only gay, maybe you also have a sister complex or an Oedipus complex! Every time you look at someone older than you."

"Yeah! Haha! But I prefer you to call me "mature woman control" XDDD"

"== Is this better? It's not all the same......"

"I don't know XD"

"So the target this time is "English teacher"?"

"Target? It can't be called a target, it's just... I really want to get close to her..."

"Then come closer, the teacher should be very good at taking care of people XD"

"I don't know how to approach, let's talk!"

"Hey! Don't do it, you have to try it! You can find any reason to write an e-mail to her another day, and she will know you if you write a few more times XD"

"== You are really good at coming up with bad ideas!"

"What a bad idea? I'm trying to make my dear sister happy!"

"Thank you! For thinking about my sister and my happiness."

"Of course! You have to find someone to take care of you!"

"I can take care of myself, but you should worry about yourself first! If you don't bother with your paper, I don't think you need to sleep."

"Damn it! It's going to be 12:[-] again... Okay, then I really have to be serious!"

"Come on!"

"Tell me if you have any new progress! If I have a chance, I will also watch the beautiful teacher XD"

"There will be no progress, and there will be no chance to show you the beautiful teacher, hahaha!"

"Whoa, bad sister! They are bullying others:'("

"Okay, go to study, I'm going to bed."

"Okay, okay, you have to sleep with the quilt covered, so you don't catch a cold."

"Thank you for reminding me! You too, go to bed early! Good night!"

I logged off the line, turned off the computer, lay on the hospital bed, looked at the ceiling, and thought about Xiaojie's words.

It seems that I have never had feelings for boys since I was a child.

As for girls, although there are a few "significant others" that make me feel like "monopolizing", but in the end it seems to be nothing.

So in fact, I don't know myself, whether I like boys or girls.

Those were a long time ago.