[Xiao Huanxi] Cha boy

Every day after Gu Yu went out to go to school, Gu Yuanfei would simply tidy up the house before going to work in the company, and then get off work early in the evening to go to the supermarket to buy some soup ingredients and go home to cook soup early and wait for Gu Yu to finish his evening self-study and go home.

This day, Gu Yuanfei cleaned up the leftovers of breakfast on the table as usual, and went out with the car keys.

Surprisingly, there wasn't much traffic jam today, Gu Yuanfei drove quite smoothly along the way.

"What's going on today? Why is there no traffic suddenly?" Gu Yuanfei went out at the peak time for students to go to school, but he basically didn't stop on the road except for a few traffic lights with extremely long red lights. , Gu Yuanfei was still quite surprised, "My luck today is unexpectedly good."

The unobstructed road made Gu Yuanfei's mood soar, and he reached out to turn on the radio in the car, planning to listen to music while spending his way to work.

"Deng~dengdengdengdeng~deng~deng~deng~"

Gu Yuanfei had just turned on the radio when a call came in.

Gu Yuanfei took the time to glance at the mobile phone number displayed on the car display screen. There was no note, and it didn't look familiar. He frowned habitually, and answered the phone with a puzzled face: "Hello, hello."

"Hi, hello, this is Peking University Hospital. Is this Xu Qingan's relative, Gu Yuanfei?"

"Yes, I am. Is something wrong with my mother?"

"It's like this. Patient Xu Qing'an is not in a good condition now. He has already entered the emergency room. You need to come here yourself."

"Okay, I'll come right away!"

After Gu Yuanfei hung up the phone, he immediately changed his route and drove to Peking University Hospital.

After getting out of the car, he ran to the door of the emergency room that he had just informed about. Gu Yuanfei was greeted with a critical illness notice.

Gu Yuanfei was fidgeting, and instantly understood the feeling of Gu Yu waiting in the emergency room by himself.

Gu Yu went home after evening self-study and opened the door but found that the room was pitch black. She still felt strange in her heart, turned on the light, changed her shoes and went to the living room to see Gu Yuanfei sitting on the sofa with her head bowed.

"Why don't you turn on the light?" Gu Yu casually put the schoolbag on the chair and poured himself a glass of water. Gu Yuanfei's behavior of sitting in the living room in the dark was too strange.Gu Yu asked with a puzzled face, "What's wrong?"

Gu Yuanfei gritted his teeth and closed his eyes for a long time, then raised his head and looked at Gu Yu: "When I was going out in the morning, I received a call from the hospital, saying that grandma's condition is not very good..."

"So?" Gu Yu didn't realize that her hand was clenched on the glass.

"After I went to the hospital, I received a critical illness notification..." Gu Yuanfei paused again, hoping that this would make Gu Yu more accepting of what she said next, "Grandma... passed away..."

Gu Yu put the water glass in his hand on the table at once, as usual, then picked up the schoolbag he just put down, and changed his body direction: "I'm a little tired today, I'm sleepy, I'm going back to sleep first." Then He walked back to his room without stopping.

Gu Yuanfei looked at the back of Gu Yu leaving in a hurry, and sighed deeply, the life that had started to improve was suddenly broken.

Gu Yu suppressed the trembling hands and gently closed the door, the whole body seemed to lose all strength and sat on the ground, sitting quietly for a long time.

With her feet on the ground, Gu Yu clasped her legs tightly with both hands, and slammed her head forward again and again on her knees. Gu Yuanfei was still sitting in the living room, so she didn't even dare to make a sound, so she could only bite tightly. Jaws.

Suddenly, as if bewitched by something, Gu Yu stood up from the ground and walked to the window, opened the window, and poked his head out to look out.

On the fourth floor, unless you can guarantee that you will fall headfirst, you will only be paralyzed at most.

Gu Yu clenched the window sill with both hands, Xu Qing'an's appearance kept appearing in her mind, but she found that she could only think of her tired face lying on the hospital bed, she couldn't remember what Xu Qing'an looked like when she was smiling.

Gu Yu's life is like sailing forward on a small boat, and Xu Qing'an is the boat that has been carrying her forward.Suddenly, a storm rolled in and capsized the boat. Fortunately, when Gu Yu almost suffocated in the water, the small boat she thought was destroyed was capsized. She was no longer sitting in the boat, but lying on her stomach. Continue on the bottom of the boat.But there was another big storm, this time the boat was completely smashed, and Gu Yu seemed to have no possibility of surviving.

Gu Yu's body stretched more and more out of the window, but the expression on his face was unusually peaceful.

"Xiao Yu, you have to know that grandma has only one request for you. Grandma hopes that you can live happily, do what you like, and like the people you like. Grandma has always hoped for you You can live happily ever after.”

"Xiao Yu, promise grandma that no matter what happens in the future, you will happily live according to your own will."

Knowing that these were all her auditory hallucinations, Gu Yu still turned her head hastily, she didn't know what she was expecting.

There was no one in the room but herself.

Gu Yu finally stretched his body back from the window, but his face was covered with tears at some point.

Gu Yu didn't know what she was crying about, whether she was crying because she felt sorry for killing Xu Qing'an, or because she didn't have the courage to jump out of the window.

That night, Gu Yu turned off the light and tossed and turned on the bed for a long time without falling asleep. Finally, he had to get up and rub his hands in the dark to the desk, opened the drawer, and took out a bottle of melatonin from the deepest part.

From the time when Xu Qing'an's accident happened, Gu Yu began to suffer from insomnia. From the beginning, he often woke up in the middle of the night, and then he slept less and less every day, and finally kept his eyes open until dawn every day.

No one in the family went to the doctor to prescribe sleeping pills. In addition, after Fang Yifan cheated Qiao Yingzi of sleeping pills and was found out, Gu Yu knew that he could not find an excuse to ask Qiao Yingzi for sleeping pills. Looking for a way to fall asleep, fortunately she finally found that melatonin also has a sleeping effect.

In the beginning, Gu Yu only took one pill every three or four days, because he had heard that melatonin was harmful to the body, so he didn’t dare to eat more, and he just hoped that he could sleep within a few days, and then he ate more and more. , basically to the extent that it takes five or six pills to be effective after sleeping.But fortunately, Xu Qing'an woke up when it was more serious.

At that time, Gu Yu thought that this bottle of melatonin was basically useless, but for some reason, he didn't throw it away but hid it in the deepest part of the drawer.

Gu Yu held the medicine bottle tightly, opened the door and looked towards the living room, her eyes, which had adapted to the darkness against the moonlight, allowed her to see everything in the house clearly.

There are no traces left by Xu Qing'an in any place.

It was as if she didn't exist in this world.

Gu Yu clenched his hands tighter and tighter, feeling uncomfortable in his heart that he was about to be unable to breathe.