[Xiao Huanxi] Cha boy

Song Qian found out that Qiao Yingzi asked Qiao Weidong to sign for the South University winter camp, and the two had another quarrel.Fang Yifan finally got his wish and got his family to allow him to take the art test, and he also started his pre-test training.The results of Liu Jing's biopsy came out, and it was confirmed that it was early breast cancer. After discussing with Ji Shengli, Liu Jing finally told Ji Yangyang about it.

On the last day of 2018, Gu Yu's family still had only two people to spend together, but these two people changed from Gu Yu and Xu Qing'an to Gu Yu and Gu Yuanfei.

On the second day of 2019, January 1, a big event happened.Someone jumped off the building in Scholarly Garden, and the person who jumped off the building was a person who graduated last year.

Seeing Qiao Yingzi leaning on the railing, Gu Yu didn't know what she was thinking, so she walked over and lay down on the railing next to her: "Yingzi, what's wrong?"

"Hey! Did you hear that today?" Qiao Yingzi just opened his mouth when he heard Wang Yidi's loud voice from behind.

"what?"

"Someone jumped off the building in our community."

"what?"

"Who is it?"

"Who jumped off the building? Couldn't it be our senior year?"

Qiao Yingzi gestured behind him, but said nothing.

The people behind were discussing vigorously.

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, my school would have closed classes long ago."

"We heard that it was the former student of Mr. Song Qian who was admitted to university, but ended up going crazy, and then dropped out of school."

"He won't die, will he?"

"That's not true. But, it was a terrible fall. From the surveillance, he jumped from the top of the building. But, there was a tree branch underneath, and then fell again."

"Yeah, and this person has come to Shuxiang Yayuan more than once. By the way, that, Yang Yang, Yang Yang! You come over here. Before, he went to Ji Yang Yang's house, and it happened that we ran into each other .”

"Why did he go to Yang Yang's house?"

"I don't know, I messed up my bedroom, but nothing was lost."

"But why is he crazy? Didn't he just finish the college entrance examination? I'm not a scumbag like me who is crazy."

"I don't know."

"That, Yingzi, Yingzi." Fang Yifan walked towards Qiao Yingzi, "That man who jumped off the building, that boy, wasn't he a student of Teacher Song Qian before? Do you know him?"

"I know him. He was my mother's former student." As he spoke, Qiao Yingzi lowered his head and began to grab his sleeves unconsciously, "I saw him when Tao Zi and I were still in the community when school started. .I don’t know if you still have an impression, but I said at the time that he is a top student.”

When Qiao Yingzi said this, Huang Zhitao remembered: "Oh, he, isn't that the one standing by the lake? It's called Ding."

"Ding Yi." Qiao Yingzi, who had just met Ding Yi in the early morning, remembered this name very clearly, "I actually...meet him last night."

"what?!"

When Qiao Yingzi spoke like this, everyone was immediately frightened.

"Evening? Where are you going to meet him at night?"

"I just... couldn't sleep yesterday, so I went downstairs for a stroll around one o'clock, and then I saw Ding Yi standing in front of Yang Yang's house. I asked him what he was doing here in the middle of the night. He said Said he couldn't sleep and was looking for something."

"and then?"

"And then he left. I thought he was weird at the time, but I didn't think much of it. Then he just..."

"If he died, wouldn't I be the last person he saw right? I... If I had talked to him and comforted him, maybe he wouldn't have committed suicide ..."

"Yingzi, it's not your fault. If you think about it differently, you can see that Ding Yi can muster up the courage to jump off the building. Doesn't that mean that he can't make it through? It's better to really jump than to hold on to death so hard." Once it’s over, it’s a relief.” As soon as Gu Yu finished speaking, he found that everyone around him was shocked, “I’m joking, isn’t this a joke because the atmosphere is too dull. But Yingzi’s matter I really don’t blame you. You can see his thoughts from his various behaviors. I’m afraid he has had this idea for a long time. If a person really has the idea of ​​suicide, no matter what people outside say , can’t be changed.”

"Yes, Yingzi, it's just like Brother Yu said, and listen to me, this matter has nothing to do with you, don't keep taking care of yourself, okay?"

Gu Yu opened his mouth, and said a few words only for himself in a voice that only he could hear: "It's good, I can really make up my mind to go. How tired I am to live, I really have to leave It's so easy. It's just a pity that Ding Yi was unlucky and was blocked by a tree branch."

Ji Yangyang, who has been paying attention to Gu Yu from the corner of his eyes, saw Gu Yu open his mouth, and had never learned lip language, he could only vaguely read something like 'very good', 'how tiring to live', 'relaxed', 'bad luck', blocked up'.Ji Yangyang frowned, feeling bad intuitively, but with so many people present, he couldn't rush to say something in front of Gu Yu.

"You do not understand."

"Why don't I understand? Isn't it just a lot of pressure? You see, I worry about people with such a big heart here every day. I don't know who invented this third year in high school. I'll go find him! Really, you said it's a good idea." People are going crazy."

"This has nothing to do with the third year of high school. It was all forced by his parents. When he was in class at our house, his parents picked him up and dropped him off on time every day. At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, the lights in their house were still on. His parents looked at him, just like watching him. Like a criminal."

"That's right, the madness of these parents is as high as that of the third year of high school."

"Don't say that, the parents are actually not that bad. It's not easy for them. Think about it, just a third year of high school has tortured us like this. Not only do they have to spend the third year with us, but they also have a lot of troubles of their own. Son, and seldom tell us."

"Hey! Ji Yangyang! Are you the Ji Yangyang we know? You feel a little strange. Look at him, he listened carefully in class recently and took notes carefully. He also understands teachers and parents. You are abnormal. you."

"What's so abnormal, you should know something."

"Hey, Ji Yang Yang, Ji Yang Yang, did you shave your head because of stress? Or something happened at home?"

"Can you stop thinking about what happened to my family?"

"No, I didn't say anything happened to your family, I just...look at this man, he just..."

"Let me ask you a question. Do you feel depressed after the third year of high school?"

Gu Yu stretched out his hand and took Qiao Yingzi's hand.

She is different from Qiao Yingzi, but the final result is the same.She was already in the quagmire, she didn't know how to comfort Qiao Yingzi, she didn't know how to drag Qiao Yingzi out of the quagmire, because she couldn't protect herself.