[Xiao Huanxi] Cha boy

Gu Yu walked into the classroom one step ahead of Gu Yuanfei.

There are three sofas placed back to back in the middle of the classroom, and there is a mirror in front of each sofa, which reads - listen with emotion, move with heart.Get to know the parents and talk freely.

Sitting on the sofa, Gu Yu looked at himself in the mirror, from smiling in front of people to expressionless, feeling a little uncomfortable and flustered, and quickly lowered his head, not daring to look at it again.

Gu Yuanfei sat down and waited for a while, but still didn't hear Gu Yu speak, so he simply asked directly, "Xiao Yu, do you have anything to say to me?"

Gu Yu shook his head first, then remembered that Gu Yuanfei, who had his back turned to him, couldn't see her movements: "I have nothing to say."

This is the result that Gu Yuanfei guessed a long time ago. Although Gu Yu has become more laughable recently and seems to have become easier to get close to, the fact is that Gu Yu has become harder to get close to than before, just like she is around him. Putting up a transparent wall, she only allows people to see her as she wants others to see her.

"It's okay, you have nothing to say, it's okay." Gu Yuanfei said reassuringly, "I have something to tell you, just sit here and listen to me. I asked your friend, and I heard that You like photography. Then, let’s study photography in college, or whatever else you like..."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Yu interrupted: "No need, I don't like photography anymore. I thought about it, finance is very good, just like you said, when I graduate, I can directly join you It’s a good company to study while working. It’s good that I already have a job while other students are still struggling to find a job.”

Gu Yuanfei couldn't help turning his head to look at Gu Yu, but he didn't see anything except Gu Yu's back: "Finance is actually not very good, I go out early and come back late all day long, I have a lot of things to do, and I often work overtime. Anyway, the finances are not very good." Subconsciously feeling that Gu Yu didn't want to continue this topic, Gu Yuanfei hurriedly said, "Anyway, there is still some time before the college entrance examination, so let's not be in a hurry, let's think about it later, you Just pick what you like."

"Well, I can do it."

"Also, I know you have always wanted to know about your father, and grandma has never told you anything about him. I just took this opportunity today to tell you everything."

"Your dad and I are college classmates. We got married as soon as we graduated from university. Actually, I didn't expect to get married so early, but when I graduated, I found out that I was pregnant with you, so I had to marry your dad. I dated him for three years. After graduation, I got married and stayed at home to wait for the birth. I thought I would be the lucky woman. But the mother heard that I couldn't get pregnant because of the physical damage after giving birth to a daughter. Immediately after that, I encouraged him to divorce me, and I even found out the day after I gave birth that he had cheated on me during my pregnancy."

"Their family came to me talking about the divorce on the fourth day after I gave birth. I still remember the sentence my mother said, 'If you give birth to a daughter, you will marry sooner or later, that is Other people’s family, after all, is a loser’ and when he filed for divorce, he said that although I gave birth to a daughter, he was willing to pay a little support for my face. I agreed to the divorce in a fit of anger, and even got the divorce On the second day of the certificate, I went to other provinces alone to make money. Because I want to prove it to his family, so what if I am a woman, I can still earn money every month that he would never dream of earning in his life. Money. I can pay my daughter’s living expenses by myself, and I don’t care about his little money at all, I can give more.”

"Sometimes I think, fortunately I saw it early, and even jumped out of the pit dug by their family. Over the years, they haven't even contacted you once, just send you a little money every month. The money is gone even after your month of adulthood."

"In the first few years when I went out, I kept holding my breath. I thought, I must make some achievements. No matter how hard it is, I will break out a world outside. Probably I really It’s too much pressure on myself, and this pressure has been a motivation for me in the past few years, so I have succeeded in the few years I have been out.”

"But after those few years, I regretted it, not regretting the divorce, but regretting why I agreed to divorce so quickly. It was obviously his fault. Why did I agree to his divorce so easily, even if I wanted to file for divorce? It should be me who mentioned it, and I should tear off a layer of his skin severely."

"I also regret why I ran out alone. Will my daughter be bullied because my mother is not around? Will she hate me if I didn't grow up with her? I regret that I missed her growing up, regret not I grew up with her. But I dare not go back, I am afraid that after I go back, she will look at me with an innocent tone and ask me, who are you. I am afraid that she will stare at me with hatred, Ask me why I came back."

"I'm too timid, I dare not go back. But fortunately, the child's grandmother raised her very well. She is much better than me, with good grades, good popularity, and sensible, much more sensible than my mother."

Gu Yuanfei has already been crying bitterly: "Xiao Yu, I'm sorry, mother is so sorry for you, not only for you, but also for grandma. I shouldn't have left you to grandma, I shouldn't have left the two of you on your own got away."

"What I said is to prove myself, but in fact it is more or less because I dare not stay in Beijing anymore. No matter how big Beijing is, I am still afraid of meeting that scumbag. I spent four years of my youth on him, but in the end In exchange for this. I dare not face the fact that I am afraid of being found out that I have paid wrongly for so many years, so I ran away, like a loser."

"Also, I named you Gu Yu, not because the word Yu has the meaning of jade-like white stone, or because you have been like jade all your life but are just a stone. Yu has another meaning, Yu refers to the white stone that looks like jade, the most beautiful stone next to jade. I hope that you don’t have to be a jade in this life to fight for the No.1. The second is enough. I hope you can never Like me, you have to fight for everything, but in the end you are the one who suffers the most."

Gu Yu could hear Gu Yuanfei's subdued crying from behind her, and she also listened carefully to every word Gu Yuanfei said, but she felt like a stranger who had nothing to do with her, no, maybe with a stranger It is not appropriate to compare people, because there will be strangers who will feel moved after hearing Gu Yuanfei's words.

Gu Yu felt like a robot, listening to Gu Yuanfei crying and saying all the words sincerely, but she just felt that there was no fluctuation in her heart, obviously this matter was related to her, but she just couldn't feel her heart at all. There was even a little bit of turmoil.