[Football] If I love you

Accidentally interrupted the trip to Spain and set foot on Brazil, which he had never touched before.If Spain carries Lin Muqing's good expectations for the future, then Brazil does not appear in her vision of the future at all.Before meeting Neymar, even before he invited her to Brazil, she never thought she would go to Brazil.

Unlike the apprehension and melancholy when she came to Spain, Lin Muqing was full of expectations for this country when she arrived in Brazil.In other words, she was looking forward to the "tour guide" beside her, curious about what he would take her to see and play.Lin Muqing thought that even if she and Neymar did not develop into lovers, Brazil would have a different meaning to her than other countries.

"Would you like to come and live with me?"

"I don't want to."

Lin Muqing refused decisively and cleanly, but Neymar didn't feel disappointed, he had guessed the answer a long time ago.Based on his understanding of Lin Muqing, she is a very self-disciplined person who manages her private life well.Once you know her personality, you won't be shocked by her frankness.

Neymar sent Lin Muqing to the hotel, and then went home by himself.It's not that Lin Muqing didn't think about him at all. The hotel she booked was less than 10 minutes' drive from his home. This thoughtfulness was enough to cheer Neymar up.

Contrary to imagination, Sao Paulo is a very beautiful city with a lot of vegetation and a particularly good environment, making it a livable place.Many people think of football when they think of Brazil. Everyone says that Brazil is a football kingdom. It seems that the whole of Brazil can be represented by a football.But in Lin Muqing's view, this is just a city full of humanistic atmosphere. Standing at the window and looking at the scenery outside makes people feel very peaceful.

When she was young, Lin Muqing lived with her mother in Jiangnan, and she liked the quiet and comfortable life there very much.She likes the small bridges and flowing water in the Jiangnan water town, and likes to sit under the willow trees by the river and watch the ducks occasionally swimming by in the river.When she was a child, she didn't know the sufferings of the world and lived a carefree life.Even though the family is different and her father doesn't come home every day, she still has a good time.The stone road in the alley is where she often walks. There are white walls on both sides. She likes to slide her hands on the wall and enjoy the fun brought by the friction.

But this kind of life is not much in Lin Muqing's memory.In her childhood, more memories are her father's wife insulting her and her mother, her father's distressed but helpless eyes, and her mother's tears.She is an illegitimate daughter. When she was a child, she didn't understand why she and her mother had to bear these things.When her father's wife beat her mother, she would go forward angrily to argue and defend her mother.When I grow up, I know why my father is still indifferent when he sees that woman treat her and her mother like this.As an illegitimate daughter, she seems to have to bear these.

Later, when her mother died, she was taken to her father's house.The woman didn't stop insulting her and her mother. She repeatedly called her mother a "bitch" and called her a "little bastard".She didn't refute it again. After so many years, she has become numb and won't get angry because of it.On the contrary, when that woman scolded her like this, she found it funny. Isn't this "little bastard" herself the proof that her husband is unfaithful to her?No matter how much she beat and scolded her, she still had to raise this "evidence".

Perhaps it was the leisurely environment of Sao Paulo that reminded her of the water village in the south of the Yangtze River where she lived when she was a child, and Lin Muqing began to recall her childhood.I didn't complain or feel sorry for myself. Looking back on that period of life now, I don't feel happy or angry.Those people have disappeared from her life, and she has long since left that home.A person's life, in the eyes of many people, is pitiful, but she herself enjoys this rare peace.Her requirements for life are not luxurious material enjoyment, but a quietness.

At this moment, Lin Muqing fell in love with this city and completely indulged in the atmosphere of this city.So much so that she didn't realize that she had been sitting at the window for more than two hours until Neymar called.

Half an hour later, Neymar came to the hotel and took her to dinner.Originally, he was going to stay at home to eat with his family, but when he called, he knew she was sitting alone in the hotel, so he couldn't wait to drive over.Lin Muqing thought he was the only one, so wearing her original clothes, she casually went out to look for him.When I got out of the hotel, I saw a girl next to him. She froze for a moment, a little at a loss. Should she go over to say hello to him, or should she go back and change into a more formal dress?As a star, he seems to be used to being fully armed in front of others.

Neymar didn't know the entanglement in her heart, so he ran over quickly and said with a smile, "Let's go, I'll take you to eat delicious food." Lin Muqing showed an official smile, which is the usual smile at press conferences. It has been so proficient that others cannot tell whether it is true or false.As a star, what he is best at is not singing or acting, but covering up.

It was only after getting in the car that Lin Muqing knew that the girl was Neymar's younger sister, named Rafina.Upon closer inspection, the siblings are indeed somewhat similar.Their relationship seems to be very good, Rafina likes to make jokes about her brother, and now it is Lin Muqing who can disturb Neymar's emotions the most, so Rafina is always telling Lin Muqing some embarrassing things about Neymar, such as him at home just now The thing about tripping over Luca's toy and almost falling.Neymar would yell at her to stop tearing things up like this.But his tone and expression were full of pampering.

During the meal, Rafina kept talking, she was a very lively girl, and she would not feel unfamiliar when talking to Lin Muqing.Although Neymar has been complaining about his sister, it can be seen that he really loves her.

Lin Muqing was very envious of their good relationship. She actually had an older brother, and her father had a son with that woman.Speaking of which, her brother didn't treat her badly, and compared to that woman, he could be regarded as loving her.At least he didn't insult her, he just quietly ignored her.She had never expected that "brother" to love her as much as Neymar, and she felt very lucky to treat her with a ignorant attitude. It's just that today, Neymar and his sister let her have a deep understanding of those things that have already taken root in her heart. Consciousness has doubts.Not every family is like hers, and not every elder brother only bullies his younger sister.She admitted that at this moment, she envied Rafina and yearned for a brother like Neymar.