[Football] If I love you

People always envy those things that they don't have. No matter how dismissive they say, they will still feel something in their hearts.In this city that is somewhat similar to her hometown, Lin Muqing saw the warmth of a family that she had never experienced before, the feeling of caring and loving each other among family members, it was really wonderful!Compared with Neymar, who cared for her in every possible way and was extremely gentle, this brother who loved her sister unconditionally moved her heart even more.

Neymar and Rafina can share a drink, they can share a piece of bread, and Rafina can't finish eating cakes, and they can be stuffed directly into Neymar's mouth... These behaviors seem very novel to Lin Muqing, they The two brothers and sisters do it very naturally. Obviously, this is the way of getting along with each other cultivated since childhood, and it is the tacit understanding between their brothers and sisters.

Before parting, Rafina warmly invited Lin Mu to visit her home, and said that their whole family was looking forward to meeting her.Lin Muqing originally resisted this kind of family gathering, and when she was with Zheng Haowen before, she rarely met his family members.She couldn't bear the kind of warm and happy family scene.But now, she suddenly yearns for it, and wants to see for herself what a warm and harmonious family looks like. She even begins to hope that she can feel the warmth of that family.

Neymar thought that Lin Muqing would refuse. Based on his understanding of Lin Muqing, she was not easy to get close to others, and she didn't like to get along with strangers, and she didn't like crowds.He was even thinking, if Lin Muqing refused, what should he do so that his sister would not think that she was arrogant and rejected others thousands of miles away.However, Lin Muqing's answer surprised him very much, she agreed very readily, and called him afterwards to ask his family's preferences, and planned to bring gifts to visit his parents.

The so-called "rare things are more expensive", if someone gives you an apple every day, after a long time, you will not care about it, and you may not even say "thank you".But if a person who has never given you an apple suddenly gives you an apple, then you will be especially grateful to him.In the same way, after being rejected by Lin Muqing for a long time, Neymar was used to it, but she agreed without hesitation, which made him even more unaccustomed.

It was Lin Muqing's first visit to a friend's family. Although she really wanted to experience the warmth of the family, she still felt a little apprehensive before meeting that family.It's not that she's afraid of meeting strangers or that Neymar's family will dissatisfy her, it's just that she's still uneasy when faced with something she's never seen or experienced.

Neymar's family is as enthusiastic as him. His mother told her about Neymar's childhood in not-so-fluent English.Such enthusiasm made Lin Muqing feel a little embarrassed, so he could only try his best to listen to what his mother said, and respond with a smile.From Neymar's shamelessness in order to eat ice cream when he was a child, to his playing truant from school, and the first time he took his girlfriend home, he almost narrated his deeds from childhood to adulthood.

Although there is a language barrier, mothers all over the world should be the same.Although Lin Muqing's biological mother passed away when she was very young, she still remembers that her mother loved her very much and would always try her best to meet her demands.Sometimes when that woman comes over and goes crazy, my mother will always protect her in her arms. No matter how the woman beats or scolds her, she will never let her go.She thought that if her mother was still alive, she might tell others about her growing up like Neymar's mother did.It's just that she doesn't know, when her mother narrates, will she smile brightly, be emotional, and speak humorously like Neymar's mother?

Many people don’t have much impression of childhood. For example, Neymar, he can’t remember many things his mother said, but parents always remember these small things deeply in their hearts.Lin Muqing thought that she could remember those things when she was a child, probably because she knew that no one would remember those precious and irreproducible moments instead of her.She still clearly remembers her mother's appearance and the gentle expression on her mother's face when she talked to her.

Unlike Neymar's mother, her mother is a gentle and quiet woman who doesn't talk much and always looks at her with a smile.Lin Muqing felt that her mother was like a little dragon girl living in an ancient tomb, aloof from the world.But someone was going to hurt this woman, hitting her again and again, causing her to die in depression.

Neymar's mother spoke happily, but found that the expression of the "audience" was getting heavier and heavier.Lin Muqing bowed her head in silence, her brows were full of sadness.Although she didn't know why she had such a look, Neymar's mother stopped talking.Neymar took her out into the yard so she could calm down a bit.

Lin Muqing kept her head down, preventing Neymar from seeing her expression.She showed this sad look again, which grabbed Neymar's heart.He reached out and patted her on the back, and asked her in a low voice: "Mu Qing, what's the matter?" Share it for her.

"Neymar, I envy you, I envy Rafina!" Lin Muqing finally spoke, with indescribable frustration in her tone.I don't know why, in front of Neymar, she can't always do the camouflage she is good at.She has hidden this thought in her heart for more than ten years, and has never let others see it.Now that I have said it, I feel relieved and feel relaxed.

"Neymar, my mother passed away very early, so when I see your mother, I think of my mother. I am very envious that you and Rafina have such a good mother. She loves you so much. Compared with you, I think of my mother. I envy Rafina, besides her parents who love her very much, she also has such a good brother like you. I really want to have a brother like you, and someone who loves me like you love Rafina."

The way she looked up at him was really as she said, full of envy and yearning.Neymar sighed in his heart, moved his hand that patted her back, rubbed her hair twice, and said: "I can love you more than Rafina. Brothers don't love you only. Besides , I love you so much during this time, don’t you feel it? Rafina was jealous when she came back yesterday, saying that I treat you better than her! Mu Qing, don’t say that you want me to be your brother, I'm going to be pissed off!"

He pretended to be angry, which eased Lin Muqing's frustration, and said with a smile: "But I really want you to be my brother."

Before going to the garden, Lin Muqing was depressed and Neymar was worried.After returning from the garden, Neymar was depressed and Lin Muqing was proud.Neymar's garden is such a magical place!