[Football] If I love you

Many people say that lovers should be honest with each other. Lin Muqing has always believed in this, and she thinks she has been doing a good job.Whether it was from Neymar or Zheng Haowen, she never deliberately concealed anything.It's just that some things are not so important, and she won't deliberately say them.Meeting Zheng Haowen in the hospital was not a special thing for Lin Muqing, so she didn't bother to tell Neymar.

Neymar has never had much confidence in his relationship with Lin Muqing.He himself knew very well that at the beginning of their relationship, Lin Muqing felt more gratitude to him than love, and the reason why he nodded and agreed to date him was probably because he was hurt for helping her.Now, Lin Muqing is becoming more and more dependent on him, and puts him first in many things, so he gradually gains confidence in this relationship.But when he saw the photo of Lin Muqing and Zheng Haowen in the newspaper, the confidence accumulated in these days suddenly disintegrated.

Lin Muqing and Zheng Haowen, even though some unpleasant things happened between them, standing together, they still look like a good match.When he was learning Chinese, he learned a word - "a talented man and a beautiful woman". He thought it was describing himself and Lin Muqing, but now he found that Zheng Haowen and Lin Muqing were more suitable for this word.He was still happy that Lin Muqing called him when her father was sick, and felt that he had become her biggest dependence.It turned out that she was not only relying on him, she was also relying on another person.

Lin Muqing came out of the bathroom, walked behind Neymar, leaned on his shoulder, kissed his cheek, and asked, "What are you looking at? Do you want milk?" After finally being able to go home and rest, Lin Muqing didn't want to do anything now, just wanted to Put your arms around this man and get a good night's sleep.

If it was normal, Lin Muqing threw herself into her arms so actively, Neymar would definitely hug her immediately, and then pester her for a long time.But today, Neymar just turned his head to look at her, and didn't reach out to touch any part of her body.The originally sweet atmosphere became much colder in an instant. Although Lin Muqing didn't know what happened, she also knew that Neymar was in a bad mood and had something to do with her.If it wasn't for her, no matter how bad he was, he wouldn't bring negative emotions to her.

Leaving from Neymar's shoulder, he pulled the chair next to him and sat down.Lin Muqing looked at Neymar sincerely, and asked him: "What's the matter?" Neymar clicked on the computer browser, and the page was still on the photo. It was she and Zheng Haowen standing together and talking.It seems that someone secretly photographed her in the hospital yesterday.In the past few days, she has been dizzy because of Lin Zhenyang's affairs, and she even forgot to be vigilant in public places at all times.

Looking at Neymar's current appearance, he was probably jealous. Lin Muqing sighed and said, "I can explain. We happened to meet in the hospital yesterday. He took his daughter to see a doctor. His daughter has a congenital heart disease. You I know, the child is in poor health, more or less related to me, and the child is so young, no matter what her parents do, it has nothing to do with her. I took them to see Doctor Zhang. Neymar, I and There is nothing between Zheng Haowen, don't question our relationship because of him, okay?"

Lin Muqing didn't like explaining before. She always thought that as long as people believed in her, even if she didn't explain, they would still believe her.If people don't believe her, even if she explains, they won't believe her.But now, she is willing to explain to Neymar.During the time we were together, because of Neymar, she changed a lot of things she believed in before, and she was willing.

Neymar was silent for a long time before he said: "Mu Qing, do you like me or not? No, do you love me or not? I'm very greedy, I just don't like it enough, I want to get all your love."

Lin Muqing nodded and said, "Of course I love you."

Neymar shook his head, and murmured: "I don't know whether I should believe it or not. In fact, I always knew that you loved Zheng Haowen, and that you always had him in your heart. I thought that as long as I was with you all the time, By your side, one day you can replace him. I even thought that I was really about to replace him in your heart. But now I realize that I didn’t do anything at all, and he is still the person you love the most Even if he hurts you and makes you sad, when you see him, you will still be moved, and you will still do anything for him. Mu Qing, when you are with him, when you are with me It's different, haven't you noticed it yourself?"

Neymar has been denying himself and the relationship between them, which made Lin Muqing anxious and angry. "No, I didn't find out. When I was with him, of course it was different than when I was with you. You are my boyfriend, he is not. I love you, I really love you. I admit that at the beginning I still have Zheng Haowen in my heart. But you drove him away, you drove him out of my heart. Why do you have so little confidence in me and yourself?" Lin Muqing didn't understand , How could a confident person like Neymar lose that confidence in this matter?

"Mu Qing, it's okay, even if you say you still love him, it doesn't matter. If you still want to be with him, I can leave. As long as you are happy, it doesn't matter what I do."

"It doesn't matter what you say! Neymar, who do you think I am? Don't I know if I love you or not? Why do you doubt me? Why?"

Neymar's eyes full of disbelief hurt Lin Muqing's heart. She was angry, really angry.

"Believe it or not, there is really nothing between me and Zheng Haowen, I have no feelings for him anymore!"

After speaking, Lin Muqing walked out of the room.When angry, she doesn't like to talk to people.When people are angry, they will inevitably say some angry words, hurting others and themselves, so she chooses to avoid it and talk about it after everyone calms down.She is very clear about who she likes in her heart now. If possible, she is willing to let Neymar see clearly in her heart like Monkey King in "A Chinese Journey to the West".Lin Muqing thought all night, how to convince Neymar, what to do to make him believe that she loves him.What she didn't expect was that after one night, there would be an empty room waiting for her, and that person had already left at some point.