[Football] If I love you

Everyone knows that there is no medicine for regret in this world, but everyone will always hope that there is a medicine for regret in the world.Lin Muqing didn't know whether she should regret not keeping a distance from Zheng Haowen in the hospital, or whether she should regret leaving the bedroom last night and letting Neymar out of her sight.What she regrets the most is that during this period of love, she did not give Neymar enough confidence and did not let him know how much she loved him.Thinking of how disappointed and frustrated he left, her heart felt like being pricked by Nanny Rong's needle, and she wished she could fly to Brazil to find him immediately.However, now that her father's health has not recovered, she can't leave for a while, so she can only call him and send him emails over and over again.

Rafina had never seen her brother so devastated, even if the football was broken when he was a child and there was no ball to play for a while, he had never been so devastated.She wanted to ask her brother what happened, but her parents stopped her and told her not to disturb her brother.Therefore, she could only call Lin Muqing, and her intuition told her that this matter had something to do with Lin Muqing.

After listening to Rafina's narration, Lin Muqing was silent for a while, and glanced at her father's ward.At this moment, the two most important men in her life needed her, but she could only choose to be with one.Maybe Neymar is right, she doesn't love him that much, and she can't give up everything for him.In her life, there are many entanglements that make it impossible for her to go to Neymar because of these entanglements.

"Rafina, please watch over him for me. I can't leave right now, and I'll go there right away when the matter on my side is settled. During this time, your brother will be entrusted to you."

Maybe she really did something wrong, but the teacher taught her when she was a child, and she can correct her mistakes if she knows her mistakes.She knew she was wrong, and she was willing to change it, as long as he would give her this chance.

Back in the ward, Lin Zhenyang asked her: "Did you quarrel with that Brazilian?" He regained some energy, and even his vision of seeing people was restored.

Lin Muqing said "hmm". Although she didn't talk much to her father these two days, the relationship between the two of them is much better than before.

"For what? Isn't that Brazilian very accommodating to you? What did you do to make others angry?" How about knowing your daughter Mo Ruofu?I don't know anything about the situation, but I know that my daughter ran away in anger.

"I ran into Zheng Haowen in the hospital a few days ago and was photographed and posted on the Internet. He thought I still like Zheng Haowen."

"Zheng Haowen? That third-rate star who failed you before? Why do you still have contact with this kind of person? And your current Brazilian, who got angry at such a trivial matter and ran back to Brazil? It's too immeasurable! Your vision for choosing a boyfriend is really problematic."

If it was before, Lin Muqing would probably quarrel with Lin Zhenyang again.One "Brazilian" and another "third-rate star", with such obvious contempt, is disrespectful to the two of them.But now, people are already like this, and she can't bear to reason with him, so she can only keep silent.

"Keep a distance from that little star named Zheng in the future, don't let him hurt you and don't know what's going on. As for the Brazilian player, if you really like him, you have to explain it to him. In your life, It’s true that you get a lot less attention than other children. If someone can treat you well, I won’t interfere. I have your aunt and brother here, so there will be no problem. You can go to Brazil and call Ah Qiang for you later book a flight."

Although Lin Zhenyang's tone of voice was still condescending and conceited, it made Lin Muqing feel sour.For so many years, this is the first time that her father has expressed his concern for her.

"Father, I've always wanted to ask you, do you love your mother or not?" Lin Muqing finally asked the question that had been lingering in her mind for more than ten years.

Lin Zhenyang pursed his lips and turned his head to look out the window. Just when Lin Muqing thought he would not answer, he said, "I love you, of course I love you. Your mother is the first and last woman I fell in love with in my life." She is so elegant, so beautiful, so smart, all the words of praise in the world can be used on her. But, she met me unfortunately. I am sorry for your mother, and I am sorry for you. I was too selfish back then It killed your mother and caused you to suffer for so many years."

Finally hearing her father say that he loves her mother, no matter how strong Lin Muqing is, she couldn't help but get red eyes.Holding back tears, he choked up and asked his father: "Then why didn't you protect her? Let the aunt bully her like that?"

Lin Zhenyang narrated the events back then, roughly the same as what Lin Muzhi said, the difference was that his father explained his original attitude: "At that time, my company needed to be managed by the Qin family, so I couldn't divorce A Yao. After Mu Huan had an accident, I felt a little bit more guilty about A Yao besides being attached to her business. In addition, your mother also knew that she was sorry for A Yao, so she kept swallowing her anger. In order to avoid conflicts with A Yao, she brought her I can only pretend that I didn’t see any more injuries. I know it’s unfair to your mother, and I also feel distressed when I see your mother being hurt by A Yao. But I know A Yao, she is not a cruel person, no It's going to be tough on you and your mother. She just wants to vent, to vent the pain of losing her husband, losing her son."

"So you asked my mother to make a punching bag?"

Although it was almost as expected, Lin Muqing couldn't help being angry.

"I know, I am sorry for your mother. My selfishness caused me to lose the woman I love the most, and also caused my daughter to suffer a lot of harm that I shouldn't have to bear. Mu Qing, I made a huge mistake back then, and I want to make up for it It’s already too late. So, I don’t want you to be like me again. If you find yourself doing something wrong, make up for it before it’s too late.”

Lin Muqing and Lin Zhenyang remained silent for a long time. Neither of them looked at or spoke to each other, but they knew that they were paying attention to each other.

"Father, I'm going to Brazil tomorrow, please take care of yourself." Lin Muqing said this to Lin Zhenyang solemnly, and then got up to leave.Some things, when not confirmed, will become a haze that haunts my heart.When I really talked about it, although I still felt sad, it was not as hard to let go as I imagined.

When Lin Muqing walked to the door, Lin Zhenyang stopped her: "Muqing, if possible, I hope to meet Neymar formally."

Lin Muqing gave an "um" and left Lin Zhenyang's ward without looking back.She is willing to let go of some things, but it takes time, just like it takes time to pick up some things.

The author has something to say: No one has left a message for Mu Xi recently, so sad!