After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

CEO's office--

Tremblingly, VV opened the envelope in her hand, took out the paper inside, and put it into the shredder.She looked at Shi Zong's handwriting on the love letter, from slightly delicate to sharp, every stroke is the emotion accumulated over the years.

But why do you say that it has changed?

Thinking of the past few years with Mr. Shi, she knew what kind of personality Shi always had. He was meticulous in doing things and was a very perfect boss.The only bad thing is that he doesn't show his emotions, and his love is restrained and reserved, but he really has nothing to say to Mr. Xiao, and he responds to every request. It's just that Luo Qing has distracted his attention during this time, and it's not like Mr. Shi anymore.

Not to mention being discovered by her.

From the corner of her eye, she looked at Mr. Xiao who was sitting on Mr. Shi's seat, who was putting the 'criminal evidence' she had collected in the gift box, and suddenly he didn't dare to think about what would happen when Mr. Shi came.

Now every letter she shreds is a side that Shi always can't see. She never thought that Shi would always be the one who uttered such tender words of love, but she could imagine the possibility of making such a man express strong love. How much I love that person.

But why just...

Does it mean that it has changed?

After Song Xingli put the divorce agreement and the wedding ring into the gift box, he leaned lazily on the back of the chair, holding the letter written to him by Shi Jin in his hand.

He read it word by word, and the date was their wedding anniversary, which was also the love letter Shi Jin wrote to him on the last day.

There are lingering love words in the sharp handwriting on it, every word and every word expresses the deep love for him. He thought that Shi Jin didn't like him that much, but after reading it, he realized that this is Shi Jin, love never Exposed, cut open is a willingness to drown in such romance.

He had already tasted this romance exclusive to Shi Jin on his wedding night.

But why did it suddenly become like this?Luo Qing was one of the reasons, but even without Luo Qing, there was indeed a problem between him and Shi Jin, and the problem came from both of them and himself.

He closed his eyes and leaned his head back on the chair, some familiar but unfamiliar images vaguely appeared in his mind, he felt as if he had forgotten a very important memory.It was also this subconscious certainty that made him realize that if he hadn't forgotten this memory, he wouldn't have married Shi Jin.

Yes, he will not marry Shi Jin.

So what was it, what was he forgetting.

Frowning tightly, he couldn't remember anything, really couldn't remember at all, his memory was indeed blank, even the origin of the scar on his waist was blank.

Opening his eyes, his eyes fell on the letter that Shi Jin read as a vow on the day of the wedding:

——I, Shi Jin, only devote myself to Song Xingli in this life, never leave him, respect him, tolerate him, care for him, protect him, love him forever, and will never change until the day he dies.

Swiping every word would still cause a tingling sensation in his heart. He seemed to feel the feeling on the day of the wedding again. He thought it would be forever.

Looking sideways at the letter that fell into VV's hand and was being put into the shredder, it was a letter that Shi Jin had written for nearly eight years, and Shi Jin kept saying that he liked him, as if he had vowed to love him forever .But now it’s not being torn into pieces, it’s easy to say but it’s not done, respect him, tolerate him, care for him, protect him, and love him forever, until death.

His eyes were slightly red, and he curled his lips silently like a self-deprecating one. When he thought of smashing all the 'J&L' like a lunatic at home, only he saw the embarrassment and heart-piercing at that moment.

Cry like a fool.

Holding the letter tightly in his hand, he wanted to tear this letter up with his own hands.

It was finally over and he was free.

It seems like I have been waiting for this moment for a long time.

With a 'click' sound, the office door was pushed in from the outside, and it was Shi Jin who caught his eyelids.

VV looked dumbfounded at the slightly haggard Shi Zong in front of him: "!"

Tsk, what kind of drama is this? Shi Zong, who has always attached so much importance to his external image, has not shaved his beard, and there are bloodshot eyes, looking very sad.

Based on her understanding of Mr. Shi, it seems that this kind of mourning is not fake, so why is it like Luo Qing?

She didn't understand.

"VV, get out." Shi Jin glanced at VV who was standing next to the paper shredder, what kind of paper is shredding here?

When VV heard such a voice, she hurriedly put down the unbroken letter in her hand, and quickly closed the door. Life is the most important thing, and money is second.

Just when VV ran out, Xiao accidentally dropped the half-shattered letter on the table, Shi Jin caught a glimpse from the corner of his eye, and when he saw the content, his pupils shrank suddenly.

He bent down to pick up the half-broken letter, his pupils trembled, his hands trembled a little, as if he saw something unbelievable, he slowly raised his eyes to look at Song Xingli, the bloodshot eyes were extremely obvious.

"... Xing Xing, this is a letter I wrote to you, don't you want it?" This is the treasure he has hidden in the safe, and it has been his sincerity and deep love for 13 years.

Walking to the cardboard box next to him, looking at the shredded letters inside, grasping the papers with trembling hands, his heart seemed to be torn apart, strangling his throat, unable to breathe and hurting him It hurts.

It's gone, it's all gone, it's all broken.

He turned his head to look at Song Xingli who was sitting on the chair, his eyes were red no longer, this always proud man showed his most vulnerable side.

"...Why, don't you want me?"

Shi Jin's voice was extremely hoarse, and the disbelief revealed in the choking was heart-piercing.

"Well, I don't want you anymore, from the moment I take off the ring." Song Xingli laughed.

Shi Jin felt that his heart was like those love letters put into a shredder, being ground little by little, he didn't see the emotions he usually saw in Song Xingli's eyes, it was always full of affection There was no love in the eyes, only coldness remained.

Pushing him into the icy abyss completely made him taste the eternal doom.

Song Xingli slowly folded up the letter in his hand and put it in his pocket. He clasped his hands on his lap and looked at Shi Jin with a haggard face with a smile in his eyes:

"Ajin, today is your birthday, do you remember?"

Shi Jin was stunned, is it his birthday?

Can not remember.

He couldn't remember any anniversaries except Song Xingli's birthday.

"You never remember your own birthday, and you don't remember all the anniversaries. I should be glad that you remember my birthday. I think this should be the only day you remember. Maybe in your heart, you think these anniversaries It doesn't make much sense, because the things you do on Memorial Day can be done in normal times, but to me, it's very important."

"I am in the United States, and you are in China. How long have we not lived together? If you even forget the anniversary, then what else can we use to maintain our relationship, and how can we keep the freshness of our love. You have to know that the heat of love has a shelf life, once the shelf life is over, it will expire."

"But Ah Jin, I found that you really don't care about me at all. If you think that material things can satisfy me, then you are wrong." Song Xingli looked at the photo frame on Shijin's desk. The photos Shi Jin took when they were in high school should be their purest time, and they looked at Shi Jin with indifference while talking:

"Do you think what I need is money?"

Shi Jin stood still and listened to what Song Xingli said. The paper in his hand was obviously torn, but he still felt pain in his palm, but he didn't feel any pain.

He had never felt such helplessness before, because Song Xingli no longer looked at him with love in his eyes, and he couldn't find himself immediately.

These words are like a trial, judging the things he missed in order to restrain Luo Qing all these years, his plan went wrong, and someone took advantage of the loophole.

If he doesn't know what's wrong until now, then he's really doomed.

"The most important thing I Song Xingli lacks is money." Song Xingli put the black card returned to Shi Jin on the table and pushed it to the side of the gift box: "You gave me this infinite card, and now I give it back to you, never before. spent."

Shi Jin's heart was getting colder and colder, he found himself standing in this position and didn't dare to move at all, for fear that if he moved, everything would be over.Looking at the black card and gift box, he began to fear.

"Also, although I plan not to love you anymore, I still want to celebrate your 30th birthday, from the beginning to the end." Song Xingli stood up, looked at Shi Jin with a bright smile, and sincere eyes: "You were born when I was eight years old." Appeared in my life in [-] and gave me the best gift, and now I will also give you a gift on the day you turn [-]."

"Shi Jin, standing at thirty, you are already very successful, in the eyes of others, you are the most perfect man, you have everything before you reach the age of 30, your career is successful, your reputation is outstanding, and no one can beat you. In my heart , you have always been excellent."

"Stop talking." Shi Jin walked around the desk and walked to Song Xingli, he hugged Song Xingli tightly in his arms, like his sense of security, if he couldn't hold him, he would lose everything No more: "...I was wrong, can I correct it, I'll tell you everything, I'll tell you everything, don't say any more."

The trembling and pleading tone made this man disintegrate all his arrogance, and all his achievements were worthless in front of Song Xingli's indifference, and it even trampled his self-righteous stupidity under his feet.

He admitted that he was wrong.

If it wasn't because of the quarrel with Song Xingli in the third year of high school, he had a quarrel with Song Xingli because Song Xingli quit the competition for no reason. If he could patiently ask Song Xingli why he quit, if he could be more patient, then nothing would have happened .

Song Xingli wouldn't go to him when it was raining heavily, he wouldn't be kidnapped and nearly torn apart, he wouldn't be so seriously injured, Luo Qing's father wouldn't die trying to save Song Xingli, and Luo Qing wouldn't hate him that much. He would not hate Song Xingli that much.

It's all his fault, he's the one to blame.

Song Xingli felt Shi Jin's body trembling, turned his face away and chuckled, his chin rested lazily on Shi Jin's shoulder, wrapping his neck around his neck.

"Shi Jin, I gave you a chance, haven't I been giving you a chance? It's you who don't cherish it, you don't love me, everything is your fault, no wonder me, understand?"

Shi Jin buried his head into Song Xingli's shoulders and neck, crazily absorbing the warmth, like a fish longing for water, feeling that the water is about to dry up and making the final struggle:

"...Xingxing, I love you, how could I not love you, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will think of the past, afraid that you will blame me, why should I blame you when you like me so much, I shouldn't Say yours."

It was that kind of fear that made him cowardly, so he used the most stupid way to contend with Luo Qing, even more so to cover up his 'crime'.

Song Xingli frowned, why was he afraid to look back on the past, why did the past scare him, when did he have anything to be afraid of?

"Don't make excuses, and don't talk about Luo Qing anymore. You never explained why Luo Qing was involved. I don't care what he did. It's between me and him. But now you are wrong, you never I have treated this marriage with sincerity, if it is wrong, it is wrong, don't make any excuses for me. I also gave you the opportunity, but you don't cherish it, no one is to blame."

Every word punished his heart, and Shi Jin felt that he had completely fallen into the abyss.

What he thought he was protecting Song Xingli turned out to be a crime against Song Xingli in the end. He was not smart, but stupid.

"Come on, come and see the present." Song Xingli put down his hand, took Shi Jin's hand and led him to the desk.

When Shi Jin looked down at Song Xingli's hand, he collapsed in an instant, and he felt that his emotions were going to be overwhelmed, because Song Xingli really didn't wear a ring anymore.

"I do not watch."

"This is the gift I gave you when you were thirty." Song Xingli pushed the gift box in front of Shi Jin, then leaned against the desk and smiled: "Open it and have a look."

Shi Jin looked at this beautiful gift box and subconsciously told him not to open it, as long as he didn't open it he still had a chance.

"Xing Xing, do you still remember that we had a fight in the third year of high school? We agreed to participate in the modeling competition together, and finally entered the US competition. Just the day before we left for the United States, you told me not to participate. I was very angry at that time. I said a few words to you angrily."

Song Xingli listened to what Shi Jin said, arguing?When did he and Shi Jin quarrel?My head hurts uncontrollably.

——Song Xingli, you are too self-willed. Why did you choose to quit when you were about to succeed? What do you want me to do?

——You can do whatever you want, I will not participate.

—— Xing Xing, you are obviously not so willful, are you?

——Who said I'm not self-willed?

The blank memory in my mind seemed to be opened and rushed out of the box, and they were all filled.He stared blankly at Shi Jin, yes, he and Shi Jin quarreled because he withdrew from the competition, then what?

"It was raining that day, and you asked Luo Qing's father to take you to the airport in order to chase me, but you were targeted. Those people arrested you and asked your father for 5000 million. Luo Qing's father drove the car into the river to save you. In the end, it crashed into a cargo ship, Luo Qing's father died on the spot, and you were seriously injured. After you woke up, you forgot this memory, and you don't remember anything."

Song Xingli's head buzzed when he heard the word 'Jiang', and he began to feel a little nauseous. The past that he didn't want to recall was tearing his nerves, clamoring for his forgetting, and laughing at him.

The small space in the back seat of the car, the hand pinching the neck, the always gentle but ferocious face, the pain pierced into the body by the cold blade.

——Ask your father to give me 5000 million and I will let you go!hurry up! !

The forgotten memories were completely restored, his eyes turned red, and he subconsciously stroked the scar on his left waist, he remembered it.

To save him?Who saved him?Who saved him?Luo Qing's father?

No, no one saved him, it was Luo Qing's father who wanted to kill him because he couldn't get the money.

And why did he go to see Shi Jin that day?

He remembered.

It's ridiculous, why would he forget?

"Shi Jin, do you know why I went to look for you that day? Why did I go to look for you even in the heavy rain?"

Shi Jin was slightly startled, he looked at Song Xingli: "...you, remember?"

"I'm not going to apologize to you, nor am I changing my mind to compete with you, I just don't want to participate, I'm just self-willed, I just want to tell you that I'm faking!" Song Xingli looked at it with red eyes Jin, his voice was a little trembling because of the emotion: "I don't want to pretend to be obedient in front of you, I feel so tired, Shi Jin, in order to like you, I don't even know myself anymore, and become what you like My ideal type is gentle and well-behaved."

Tears flowed down like this, he felt wronged for himself, why did he forget, obviously that year he didn't want to be fashionable, why did he just forget!

Why! ! ! "... But I forgot, until today, ten years have passed, Shi Jin, a full ten years, I forgot ten years, I forgot that I was going to tell you the end that day, I want to say that I decided not to like you, I I want to be myself. But why did I marry you, why did I become a joke in the end, the ideal type you like is not me at all, then am I a joke, I am playing someone else!!!”

If it's even more ridiculous, he really likes Shijijin, he likes it very much, he likes it very much...

Really liked it too.

Shi Jin was stunned in place like a bolt from the blue, that day...

Are you going to tell him it's over?

So Song Xingli didn't want him ten years ago?

Song Xingli looked at Shi Jin, and the more he looked, the more angry he became: "Since you dare not open it, I will open it for you."

After speaking, he opened the lid of the gift box.

When Shi Jin saw the things in the box, he subconsciously took a step back and looked away, but his hand was tightly grasping Song Xingli:

"Xing Xing, I didn't really want to scold you at the time, nor did I blame you for quitting the competition suddenly. I was just sad that we had struggled for so many months, practiced and studied questions every day, got up early and stayed late, and I was sad that you gave up as soon as you said you would. "

Song Xingli smiled and said nothing. For him, the current explanations are futile, and he will not change the decision he has made.

"You can be angry with me, but can you not...leave me."

The last sentence was almost hoarse, with Shi Jin's unbelievable cowardice, he looked at Song Xingli, afraid of Song Xingli's smile now, the more he laughed, the more frightened he became.

He really didn't expect it to develop into what it is now. The black ring box in the box and those big black characters pierced into his heart like countless ice blades, trying to freeze him completely.

It turned out that he snatched these ten years, the love he fantasized about, should it have ended long ago?

Why on earth did he raise Song Xingli like a delicate canary?

It's his self-righteousness.

"There is karma in the world, and now it's your turn to give it back to me."

Song Xingli threw the ring box and the divorce agreement on the table, then looked at Shi Jin and said with a smile:

"Shi Jin, happy 30th birthday, let's get a divorce."

The author has something to say: Yay, happy birthday Shi Jin! ! ! !

(Swipe the screen, a happy divorce must have a face-to-face)

By the way, is there any remedial class that can make Shi Jin's mouth a little more eloquent, I don't think I can save him, tsk (disgusting face).

Continue to the next chapter. If you are a fat chapter, you must praise me. There are red envelopes for comments. Don’t be stingy to arrange noodles for me. I love you! ! !

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