After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

Shi Jin looked at the big black characters on the 'divorce agreement', these big characters seemed to stimulate his retina, crushing his reason, trying to destroy him.

This 'Happy Birthday, let's get a divorce' made him breathless.

Standing at thirty, he really failed.

"... Xing Xing, are you going to divorce me?" They have been married for seven years, how many seven years are there in their lives.

They're only in their first seven years, aren't they?

Song Xingli put his pen on the agreement: "Well, let's sign the divorce, get together and break up, it's supposed to end, let's treat these seven years as me playing with you, so that we won't feel bad for each other."

"It's so easy to get together!! What do you mean you play with me!!" Shi Jin grabbed Song Xingli's arms, his eyes were red, and he couldn't hold back his emotions: "We won't break up, I told you, right? , I will stay with you for the rest of my life, until I die, I promised you, didn't I, why did you break up?"

Song Xingli waved Shi Jin's hand away, with an indifferent expression: "Since you want to restrain Luo Qing, I will give you the freedom to restrain Luo Qing. You don't have to consider my feelings in the future, and you don't have to think about accompanying me and him. , don’t worry that I will doubt you, you are free, okay?”

It was really fresh for him to see this man who had always been indifferent and gentle show such out-of-control emotions in front of him.

Shi Jin looked at Song Xingli with cold eyes, and his arrogance that strangers should not enter reminded him of the scene when he met Song Xingli for the first time to trick him.This guy came from a superior family background and was a treasure held by his parents. He was born with flamboyance, but slowly, he found that Song Xingli had changed and became very obedient.

He knew that Song Xingli became obedient for him, because he liked him and his calmness and restraint.

But if you don't like it now, then there is no need to act like a baby to him anymore, and you won't throw yourself into his arms to hug him anymore.

So he was the one who wronged Song Xingli for so many years. He admitted that all the decisions he made during this time were hurting Song Xingli. He thought that Song Xingli would be willing to wait for him to solve everything, and he thought he could protect Song Xingli.

But he forgot, Song Xingli didn't know anything, he didn't say anything, why should he wait for him, now that he thinks about it, he won't continue to be wronged by him.

Because he never said, he is selfish, he is hypocritical.

It's all his fault.

Looking down at the ring box on the table, he clenched his left hand and felt the wedding ring on his palm. The pain was not as painful as he regretted it now.

"...I won't sign, I won't leave."

If he signed it, he would lose Song Xingli, which he couldn't accept.

He couldn't move his pen.

'Click, click', a crisp metallic sound rang in his ears, Shi Jin glanced sideways and found the lighter in Song Xingli's hand, he couldn't help but frowned, where did the lighter come from.

"Shi Jin, I'm very determined. You know me. I won't regret what I'm determined to do." Song Xingli leaned against the desk and casually played with the lighter in his hand, then took out a cigarette and held it between his fingers: "You are also 30 years old and know what you are doing, so you will pay for what you did. We should have ended it, in other words, you lied to me, how did you do it in After quarreling with me, you can continue to be with me as if nothing happened after I lost my memory, why don't you choose to apologize."

As he spoke, he thought of what Luo Qing always said:

——Humans always cover up their own greed.

Shi Jin looked at the familiar and natural posture of holding the cigarette, which made such a delicate face a bit glamorous because of this movement, with a strong aura, where there was no meek and well-behaved appearance before.

When did this guy learn to smoke?

Drinking, smoking, and liking perfume have never been shown in front of him.

"If you don't sign it, I have a way for you to sign it." Seeing that Shijin didn't respond, Song Xingli took out the photos that VV had sorted out from the gift box: "Look for yourself, I believe you won't disagree if it involves interests." look."

Shi Jin took the document handed over by Song Xingli, and when he saw the photo above, his expression was extremely gloomy:

"Where did these photos come from?"

The content of the photo above was in the office. It was a photo of Luo Qing coming to him several times, and the reason for the shooting angle made him and Luo Qing look ambiguous in the photo.

But in fact that is not the case at all.

There is also a problem with the documentation:

1. Does Shi Jin smell of perfume on his body today?

Yes, but it's from the actor Luo.

2. Did Shijin wear a wedding ring today?

Mouth √ Yes Mouth No (photo)

3. Has Shi Jin met Luo Qing today?

Mouth √ Yes Mouth No (photo)

4. What did they do after meeting?

(photo)

5. How long is the meeting time?

3 hour

6. Did Shijin use overtime as an excuse to meet with Luo Qing today?

No overtime, because Luo Qing is always there during the day.

7. Short answer question: What did they say? (within 200 words)

Luo Qing said: "Today is Xing Xing's first ballet debut back in China, you forgot, you are miserable."

The hand holding the file trembled slightly.

Every question and every chapter of the photo is like evidence of his crimes. No matter how many difficulties he has, it is difficult to explain it. His face is extremely gloomy, so whoever collected it, who took it! ! !

Looking outside the door, I wonder who it is.

Song Xingli could see what Shi Jin was thinking at a glance: "Don't think about touching VV. If you dare to touch her, then don't blame me. You know what you do yourself. You can sign it or not. If you sign it, everyone is happy, okay. Get together and leave. If you don't sign, these will become evidence in court, and I don't want us to come to this point, you can think about it yourself."

With a 'click', the cigarette was lit.

Shi Jin's eyes fell on Song Xingli who was smoking, and he leaned casually against the table, his elbow holding the cigarette rested on the hand that folded his arms, his half-closed eyes were full of laziness, and his appearance was still breathtakingly beautiful, smoke rings from his lips Breathing out slowly, the rising smoke ring enveloped the delicate face.

The eyes that looked at him no longer contained any love, only indifference remained, and Song Xingli, who once regarded him as the world, disappeared.

The current Song Xingli is the Song Xingli he knew back then.

The arrogant, cold, flamboyant and wanton Song family prince.

He didn't know what he was thinking now, his mind was blank, and he felt that it was sudden but it seemed to be a sign, but he didn't expect it to come so fast, and he didn't even have time to explain.

Song Xingli took down the cigarette, slowly exhaled the smoke ring, and looked at Shi Jin indifferently: "I don't want to hear what's going on between you and Luo Qing, I only believe what I see, I won't believe anything else, sign it .”

Why was his grievance covered up by a few words of explanation, and now he doesn't want to know what's going on, so he doesn't listen.

What's more, if Shi Jin didn't cherish the opportunity he gave, don't blame him for being cruel.

When Shi Jin looked into Song Xingli's indifferent eyes, he really couldn't find his own place in Song Xingli's eyes. Such frustration threw him into the grave of marriage, and his self-esteem was severely beaten. Face.

He was wrong after all.

The eyes under the glasses struggled a little, it was his last hope: "Xing Xing, do you really want me? Can I really not make up for my mistakes?"

Song Xingli smiled and rolled his eyes: "Yes, I don't want you anymore."

The last straw was completely crushed.

"……it is good."

These words fell lightly and hit my heart heavily.

Shi Jin shifted his gaze away from Song Xingli's face, only he knew the redness of his eyes, his tightly pursed lips and tight body seemed to try his best to hide that deep love again.

He has been hiding and restraining himself all this time, also because of a guilty conscience, but Luo Qing just caught him.

Even if Luo Qing went crazy, he wouldn't be much better.

Yes, he is hypocritical.

Looking at the divorce agreement on the desk, he didn't read anything else. He opened it directly to the signature section on the last page, and saw that Song Xingli's name had been signed eloquently on it, as if he was clamoring for relief. his eyes.

The hand holding the pen didn't come down for a long time, and the tip of the pen was hanging in the air at the signature place. The pen seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

This will make him let go of the person he has cared about for so long, let him live a life without Song Xingli, and let him go back to the house where there is only one person left. He has been waiting for seven years, thinking that he will be here, but he can't imagine the days to come... It is truly gone.

"I've packed your things at home for you, and you can take them away when you have time."

Hearing Song Xingli say this before Shi Jin even wrote, he thought he probably understood that all his belongings at home were taken away to drive him out of the house.

This villa was given to Song Xingli by him, so the name was naturally Song Xingli's, and he was indeed the one who went out.

"Also, you gave me so many things, do you want me to give you some back?" Song Xingli propped one hand on the edge of the table and slightly leaned over to look at Shi Jin. The distance was very close, and his tone was light: "Otherwise I'm afraid that you will be wronged if you are too poor."

"I don't want anything without you."

Shi Jin's murmur echoed in his ears, it was so light but it was skipped over in his heart, leaving traces.

Song Xingli didn't look at Shijin, but he could hear the sound of the brush stroke on the paper, each stroke seemed very solemn.This reminded him of the way Shi Jin signed the marriage commitment on the wedding day.

It's also one stroke at a time, unlike the usual personalized signature, it's a very beautiful block letter.

——Why do you write so beautifully, it seems that my writing is ugly.

——If you want to be with you for the rest of your life, you must be serious. Every stroke is very important. I will write slowly, and I want to write for you for the rest of my life.

He turned his face away and looked out of the window, but his vision gradually blurred.

He also loved.

But it is wrapped in deception.

"Xingxing, I've signed it." Shi Jin put down his pen, and pushed the divorce agreement in front of Song Xingli: "Don't give me back what I gave you, because I gave it to you, including the company."

"I don't want the company anymore. I won't return the rest. There is no reason to return the things I gave away." Song Xingli took the divorce agreement without looking at Shijin, and then stood up: "We are divorced. Don't tell Xiao Ye about the matter, and don't tell our parents, wait until I think it over."

Shi Jin's eyes were completely red when he caught the word "we", so why did he make things like this, why did he use such a stupid way, why didn't he choose to tell Song Xingli directly.

...because he was afraid.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of Song Xingli covered in blood. It was a nightmare. He dreamed that Song Xingli was not breathing in his arms, and he really felt the pain that the whole world was dark.

After many years, he would still have such nightmares. If he hadn't quarreled with Song Xingli because of the competition, Song Xingli would not have chased him that day, and if he hadn't chased him, there would have been no accidents.

He almost lost Song Xingli.

Such fear and cowardice made him choose to hide it. After Song Xingli woke up, he lost the memory of the whole year of senior year in high school. He forgot what it was because of the quarrel with him. The memory stayed in the first year of high school. In the ambiguous stage.

So he took a chance and didn't mention what happened, but told Song Xingli not to fight in the future with a lie.

But Luo Qing couldn't accept it, he blamed all the faults on Song Xingli, because Song Xingli went to the airport to chase him that day because Luo Qing's father drove him there, but an accident happened.The car fell into the middle of the river and collided with a cargo ship. Luo Qing's father died on the spot, and Song Xingli was seriously injured.

From then on, only Song Xingli was left in Luo Qing's eyes, with strong and hateful eyes, as if he wanted to kill Song Xingli.

He didn't want Luo Qing to mention this matter to Song Xingli, so he used the most stupid way to confront Luo Qing head-on. Until today, he realized how stupid and cowardly he was.

It was he who was afraid, afraid that Song Xingli was going to say something to him that day.

But in the end, his fear became evidence of his hypocrisy, and it also became a joke of his self-righteousness, because Song Xingli didn't want him long ago.

Such a good Song Xingli, why would he like him like this.

Song Xingli's fingertips skipped the edge of the desk, took two steps, bent down and picked up the group photo on the desk.

"Don't take this away!" Shi Jin grabbed it and held it in his arms, looking at Song Xingli with red eyes: "...This is mine, it's mine." He was almost gone, his home was gone, always To leave something for him.

Song Xingli took a deep breath and nodded, then walked into the lounge.

When Shi Jin saw him go in, he followed him, for fear that Song Xingli would take something away again.

The lounge is cleaned every day, so the air is fresh and clean when the door is opened, and the bedding is also neatly arranged.Song Xingli glanced at the bedside table, oh, the perfume is gone.

"I lost that bottle of perfume, it's not mine, Luo Qing put it on purpose." Shi Jin felt Song Xingli's gaze and immediately explained.

Song Xingli couldn't help laughing when he heard Shi Jin's anxious explanation: "Oh."

There was no smile in his eyes.

If he was willing to take a little time to explain before, he wouldn't be so angry. Sure enough, people have to regret to learn to cherish, so let Shi Jin study hard.

After looking around, there was nothing to take away, so he turned around and wanted to leave.

The moment he turned around, Shi Jin hugged him from behind.

Shi Jin is very tall, so snuggling with him will give him a sense of security, as if the overwhelming warmth from the whole world is transmitted from Shi Jin, but now he doesn't like it anymore, he doesn't want such a hug anymore.

Shi Jin wrapped his arms tightly around Song Xingli's shoulders, his eye sockets under his glasses were completely red, and he let go of all his pretense towards Song Xingli, and completely disintegrated the emotions he had been controlling all along.

"...Xing Xing, I'm sorry."

Song Xingli listened to Shi Jin's choked sobs and did not move, and replied blankly: "What are you sorry for me, you are not wrong, it is my fault. I do not understand you, I do not understand Luo Qing, I do not understand Only when I understand you can I give all my sincerity to you, I am the one who committed the crime and let you trample on me, and I deserve it."

"I don't allow you to say that." Shi Jin turned Song Xingli around, lowered his head tremblingly against his forehead, and stared at him with red eyes: "It's because I didn't handle it well that you were wronged, and it's all mine. Wrong, sorry."

"Shi Jin, you are too late, haven't you learned anything in all these years?" Song Xingli looked directly into Shi Jin's eyes, catching the panic in Shi Jin's eyes: "I want to learn to let you go, to let you go from me. My heart is completely fucked, and then I completely forget you, I really don't want you anymore, Shi Jin."

Shi Jin hugged Song Xingli tightly into his arms without saying a word, such a tall man was like a bereaved dog at this moment, hugging the person in his arms wrongedly, even if he didn't speak, he could still feel that Weakness and discomfort.

"Remember to take off your ring. Now you are single again, you know Mr. Shi." Song Xingli whispered in Shi Jin's ear: "From now on, there will be no trace of you in my life, and I will It will completely disappear from your life, and you don’t need to think about my emotions anymore. If you return early, no one will wait for you when you return late, and no one will call you crazy to ask where you are, and you will be free. "

"You don't need to know what I like, and you don't need to remember that I'm the one who likes the Black Forest and sushi."

Shi Jin felt the warm breath next to his ear, he would feel very happy with such intimacy in the past, but today he is afraid, one sarcasm after another, one cold reproach every time, all made him doubt that he and Luo Qing What's the difference between this lunatic, he didn't choose to protect Song Xingli but chose to fight against Luo Qing, he was really more childish than a high school student.

He can only hug her tightly, and let him hug her a little longer.

But it would be impossible for him to forget Song Xingli, this is the person he loved with his life, how could he easily let go unless he died.

It's just a divorce, and he won't give up.

"...Xing Xing, I want to wait for you."

Song Xingli patted Shi Jin on the back and laughed softly: "Don't wait for me, just let it be."

Shi Jin buried his head in Song Xingli's shoulder and neck, remained silent, his vision was already blurred.

The two of them remained in this position without moving.

"Xingxing, can you tie my tie once?"

Song Xingli raised his eyes to meet Shang Shijin's red eye sockets. He had never seen the pleading and distress in his eyes. He had never seen Shijin in such a mess. This man who was always perfect in his heart let go of everything in front of him. Camouflaged.

Is it because he is afraid that he will not get used to it after he leaves?

He thought it might be because Shi Jin had already gotten used to his existence with peace of mind, thinking that he would never leave if he didn't do anything, and he would be by his side for the rest of his life.

It's ridiculous.

"it is good."

Shi Jin let go of Song Xingli and walked to the closet. When he opened the closet, there was a row of neatly placed ties. He took out one of them. This deep blue tie was a gift from Song Xingli, and it was also the first time Song Xingli gave him. one's gift.

It was given to him on graduation day.

Song Xingli was stunned when he saw this tie. Is this tie still there?

"Do you still remember this tie? It was a gift you gave me when I graduated from college." Shi Jin looked down at the tie in his hand, his brows were stretched, and even the corners of his lips were gentle: " Then I proposed to you, you put on a tie for me, and I put a wedding ring on for you."

"Don't talk about it." Song Xingli frowned: "Come here quickly if you want to wear a tie, don't be a mother, I have to go to rehearsal later."

The corners of Shi Jin's lips drooped suddenly, he could only hand the tie to Song Xingli, and then obediently stood in front of Song Xingli and bent slightly.

The difference in height between the two was almost half a head, Song Xingli bowed his head knowingly when he saw Shi Jin, and then put on the tie for him, smoothed the collar carefully, and then tied a beautiful bow tie on Shi Jin.

Shi Jin looked down at Song Xingli in front of him, his gaze outlined the delicate brows that were close at hand, every inch and every inch was gently outlined with his eyes, the more he looked at the redder the eye sockets.

His eyes fell on Song Xingli's left hand, which had already taken off the wedding ring, and his heart ached badly.

He lost Song Xingli.

I feel really stupid, everything is his perfect plan, and everything is his own fault.

"Okay." Song Xingli tied the tie for him and didn't look at him again: "Remember to go back and collect your things when you have time. The house is mine, and I don't want to see your things again."

Shi Jin quickly grabbed his wrist: "Can I take it slowly?"

At least he still has an excuse to meet Song Xingli.

Song Xingli frowned: "You find a moving company to come and take them all away."

"I want to take it by myself. Some things are not accessible to everyone. They are very precious."

Song Xingli met Shang Shijin's inexplicably affectionate gaze, wondering if this is still Shijin, and still not used to such embarrassment: "Whatever you want, anyway, I won't be at home during this period of time anyway, you can ask Aunt Zhang to open the door for you."

After speaking, leave the lounge and walk towards the door.

"Xingxing." Shi Jin followed behind and called softly.

Song Xingli paused, but he didn't look back: "What are you doing?"

"Don't drink, don't smoke, don't always eat takeaway, these are not good for your stomach, a person should protect your stomach well, don't skip meals to lose weight, and don't always go out to play, the outside world It's so complicated, what if I'm not here if you are bullied."

"If you are afraid of the cold, remember to wear more. You should always have a coat and blanket in the car. I put stomach medicine in the bedside table. Of course, I hope it will be expired. This means that you have taken good care of your stomach."

"and also……"

Listening to Shi Jin's exhortations one after another, Song Xingli thought it was ridiculous, why didn't he say these words earlier, and why bother to say them later, wouldn't this add to his heart?

Come to an end, this ridiculous marriage.

Shi Jin stared at Song Xingli's thin back, smiled with red eyes:

"Xing Xing, please take another look at me before you leave."

With a bang, the office door was closed unceremoniously, as indifferent as if the last request had not been fulfilled, Shi Jin stood where he was, without moving.

Finally, he walked to the cardboard box next to the shredder, saw all the love letters he had written to Song Xingli were shredded, and held up the shredded paper with his hands trembling.

Looking at some lingering words on the shredded paper, sobs overflowed from his throat that could no longer be restrained, the unrestrained pain was that he had completely lost Song Xingli.

So what exactly did he do.

Can he have a chance?

At the door, the moment Song Xingli closed the door, he leaned against the door weakly, his eyes fell on the end of the corridor, the redness at the end of his eyes had already exposed his emotions, but it would soon become a thing of the past, and he would never have such emotions again.

After a while, he took out the love letter from his pocket, looked at the love words on it, as if the happiness at that time was still vivid in his memory, he regarded the vows he made as eternity, he thought that he and Shi Jin were the happiest couple in the world Yes, because they have been together for 20 years.

How many 20 years are there in life, and how much time can we do our best to love someone.

But that's over.

With a 'hiss', he unceremoniously tore up the love letter and threw it at the door, stood up and walked away.

The sunlight poured into the corridor, and the halo outlined the slender and cold figure reflected on the ground, firm and unyielding, arrogant.

Starting today, Song Xingli is free!

I didn't know that there was a tall and fat man standing behind the potted plant, holding a camera, and staring at the back of leaving with gloomy eyes, eyes full of jealousy and hatred.

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